You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Friday, July 08, 2005
la-la-la

all is fine~! lalala`

yeah got jj's admission ticket to his concert in np~! went to library to slack wif wen and while away time before goin for my medical app at NUH.. time seem to pass so quickly.. went off at ard 3pm cos wen oso having lesson at that time.. the feeling of fear and anxiety is simply too overwhelming when i alighted the shuttle bus and made my way to clinic B.. scenes that happened a few mths back kept appearing in my mind.. it was making it worse..trust me.. i hated everything about it.. the smell, the environment and most imptly, the status of me being a patient goin there... i reckon i was rather strong to face all this myself.. cos the thought of goin for app alone was quite frightening.. nevertheless, i calmed myself down occasionally and tried to think of other things to occupy my mind.. went for my 18th and 19th x ray.. and i cant blieve that i've gone for so many in just a short time.. hope it doesn't shorten my life span though... went back to clinic B wif my huge file of x-rays and waited for my turn.. when it was finally my turn, i went in petrified, until i see an unfamiliar but smiling face greeting me.. it made me so much beta... cos the specialist who operated on me always give me pressure when i look at him.. somehow or rather, he had this look which.. eh i duno how to describe.. but the feeling is terrible and he aint making me feeling any beta.. ok, everything ended and went to buona vista mrt meet wen.. ahh~ couldn't get up the 1st bus as there were too many ppl.. so gotta wait for e nxt one.. so sorry wen that u waited for ard half an hr.. sorry~ tis sow din see me laa when apparently he was looking down at the escalator which i was standing on.. lousy...

headed to city hall to meet eunice n guang to go vch for op's band and choir concert.. it was great~!! both performances were wonderful.. hey joaquim chorale, u guys were reali great~!! thx for keeping up the standard of joaquim chorale..hope after this yr's batch of sec 4s leave, the nxt committee will strive on to keep the choir goin and also strive for greater heights.. i noe u guys can do it.. jia you! all the songs u guys sang tonight was simply nice and i reali enjoyed every pieces of songs sung.. ur beloved senior here will always keep u guys in my heart =))

all of us-guang, wen, eunice and me, were famished after the concert...apparrently all of us din hav anything before the concert.. i only had a packet of milk in the morning and sandwich at 1pm. -starvation is terrible-

went to esplanade!! eunice's fav place.. there was a slight breeze and soo cooling.. walking down there was a great feeling.. so relax and mind is perfectly at ease.. went to ThaiExpress for dinner.. nice food~!

home sweet home`

hey wen-ygnr-monkeyking-sow-ahwo, happy 17th bdae~!! hope u enjoy ur bday and that it'll b different frm the previous yrs.. jus wanna let u noe ure a great person and nv fail to make the ppl ard u smile.. thx for everything. EVERYTHING, be it ur crappiness, lame jokes, funny expressions, serious look, idiotic look..etc.. cant imagine if sow is not here to di siao me, tease me.. anyway, hope u enjoy urself on ur bday~! =))

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