Sunday, July 31, 2005
la-la-la
family day for the Chuas today... was awaken by the LOUD screaming of mom again. haiyo...never-ending... when will the day come where she wont shout or holler at the top of her lungs? super lethargic laa cos i slpt at like 5am ydae.. and i was awaken by her screams at 930am which she said was late..like come on laa, 930 isn't late at all.. so i drag my ass out of the bed at like 940am... tired``
went to maxwell food centre for our brunch.. it has been a long time since my whole family sat down and had a meal together and we reali had a great time listening to some lame jokes contributed by my sis and dad... imagine, my dad! haha.. how funny can that get.. i was laughing so badly i thought my intestines will just burst out anytime..haha.. and it took me quite a while before i calm myself down and regain my normal self.. wahaha.. super funny.. the cai yi lin thing, copy-wadeva-i-sae joke, xiao ming...xiao hua, yue fei~! haha...alot alot... hilarious is the word. i tell you, we were so noisy cos of our laughter and thx to my elder sis who laughed so loudly as if the whole food centre is owned by us.. sis, pls be a lil more demure will u? haha
headed to sentosa after our brunch... hmmm... haven been there since may? quite surprised to find not many ppl there.. its such a rare scene at sentosa laa considering its a sunday today.. found a spot and placed our stuff on the poncho... both sis went down for a dip.. i duno why but i just dun hav the mood to play in the water... probably its due to my wound that reali make me so uninterested of sports now.. im just so afraid my wound will tear or smth if i do sports. and trust me, i wont wanna go thru the ordeal again even if u could grant me millions of wishes... that's how petrified i am.. the whole one week at the hosp was bad enough and i get frightened even by the thought if it.. ohh, pls spare me the agony... bcos of the op, i couldn't do lots of things.. just hope my wound would recover fast..also, hope the instant pains dun harass me again.. slept on the poncho most of the time there... super super tired like i said.. i reckon sunday is my slping day.. arghh, wad a pig. both sis went to bathe and we waited at the bus stop for them... the guys were getting impatient...constantly asking "haiyo, why they so slow.." haha... GUYS. saw shen qing shan, Ix Shen, the channel-u actor..wah he's super fit... great built.
was struggling whether to tell mom.. i think i told her cos i hav absolute faith in our relationship and i dun wish to keep it under wraps frm her. after telling her, i felt as if a heavy rock was lifted frm my heart... feeling so much beta... =))
went to east coast for dinner and home sweet home~!
smth meaningful:-
One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love? How can I find it?"His teacher answered, "There is a vast wheat field in front.Walk forward without turning back, and pick only one stalk.If you find the most magnificent stalk, then you have found love."Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with empty hands, having picked nothing.His teacher asked, "Why did you not pick any stalk?"Plato answered, "Because I could only pick once, and yet I could not turn back. I did find the most magnificent stalk, but did not know if there were any better ones ahead, so I did not pick it.As I walked further, the stalks that I saw were not as good as the earlier one, so I did not pick any in the end.His teacher then said, "And that is love."
On another day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is marriage? How can I find it?"His teacher answered, "There is a thriving forest in front.Walk forward without turning back, and chop down only one tree.If you find the tallest tree, then you have found marriage".Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with a tree.The tree was not thriving, and it was not tall either.It was only an ordinary tree.His teacher asked, "Why did you chop down such an ordinary tree?"Plato answered, "Because of my previous experience. I had walked through the field, but returned with empty hands. This time, I saw this tree, and I felt that it was not bad, so I chopped it down and brought it back. I did not want to miss the opportunity."His teacher then said, "And that is marriage. You see son, Love is the most beautiful thing to happen to a person, its an opportunity but you don't realize its worth when you have it but only when its gone like the field of stalks. Marriage is like the tree you chopped, it's a compromise.
hmm, meaningful isn't it.. wad i can sae is in love, u just hav to hold on to the trust and belief u have.. u may not get the best, but it doesn't matter... wad matters is if two person hav feelings for each other and feel comfortable in each other's company.. every love u had, u'll learn smth from it.. and hopefully thru it, u noe how and wad to change about urself to bcome a beta person... u'll reali regret if u din pick the first manificient stalk u've come across.. even if the one u picked was not the most manificient, both could make it to be possible eventually.. that's the trust u need to have.. rather than feeling the overwhelming remorse and regret just bcos u gave it a miss the first time... regret is the worst feeling one will feel and u'll start thinking "if only... if only..." and the if onlys wont help a single bit...
the part on marriage...yes, indeed L-O-V-E is a beautiful thing to happen to a person... but i dun feel that marriage shld b a compromise.. bcos if it ever was, that isn't love..
cherish the one whom u love and who loves u deeply... their emotions may not show how impt u're to them.. but its needless to sae.. dun let regrets hav the opportunity to come into ur life just bcos of ur silly actions... CHERISH is the word...
10:12 PM
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