Saturday, July 02, 2005
la-la-la
watched encore of superstar.. ah!! wei jian is good~ his vocals n all are reali fabulous.. and, he has got short tongue~! haha so cute... hope he can get thru e elimination rounds successfully.. he lived up to his name of ex scc president in NP. great job~!
muz admit M5(the one hu got e highest score) has reali wonderful techniques n vocal too but too bad, he din made it thru.. to me, i think he's e best singer among the males... however, he lacked luck n mass appeal which are i can say, the most impt factors tt determine ur victory or loss in a competition. lik superstar, no matter how well u sing and how wonderful ur voice is, as long as u lacked e two factors, u're out of e game. how sad...
it's unfair laa..but in tis world, wad's fair? everyone gets their fair share of luck, opportunites, happiness and sadness.. it depends whether u cherished e chances available to u den.. so if u're at e peak of ur emotions, dun be too glad.. things may juz turn ard on u.. u nvr noe... tt's wad made me scaread n petrified... triggered alot of thinking in my mind.. it made me cherish the ppl and things ard me even more. cos am reali scared of losing e wonderfuls in my life now.. esp if u've once had it and the next thing u noe, its out of ur life.. its gonna be so devastating.. juz the thought of it makes me unbearably scared.. yes, memories are able to tak u thru ur life journey.. but, are memories good enough? it nvr will be.. never ever.. ppl come n go, wad matters is u make the effort to hold on to the belief u had, to make the wonderful ppl stay in ur life forever.. temporary isn't enough.. eternity is the word.. try n try.. u nvr noe the dream u had a few years back wil be fulfilled in time to come... everything is just so unpredictable..
it nvr crossed my mind to have all this now.. the sorrow i felt den, u cant understand.. burying all the unhappiness and sadness within me is bad enough but i was so unlucky to just witnessed the most hated sight juz a few mths back.. putting up a strong front is reali miserable.. i reali tried to let my emotions flow.. it did.. but it flowed within my own heart.. nvr letting u noe how much i cared and all bcos i noe it'll all be meaningless... but now, things hav gotten beta.. the question is, will it go back to how it used to be? i cant tolerate another wave of uncertainties...
u nvr noe how much all this meant to me... a great impact.. a great deal of memories..
bcos its u, that's why i believe...
9:12 AM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.