You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Monday, August 22, 2005
la-la-la

change of skin AGAIN! the previous blog skin apparently has some problems with the picture as those who have been visiting my blog frequently shld noe... anyway, thx to those who come by =)) tag b4 u leave if possible.. escept for lazy bums like bi bu bi bu.. oh well...b2 doesn't bother about b1 anymore..

sch has been super busy and stressful for me this two weeks.. but have cleared quite a no. of things already.. like the cip presentation and infa test we had today.. the cats reflection due on wed is done.. and the most stressful econs is also completed... now only left wif tmr's ocom table topic discussion.. ok this is super scary especially we'll be thrown a topic and be expected to react in the one min given.. now look, its only one min.. and during this precious 1 min, we have to do alot of processing in the brain.. like the contents we have to talk about, the egs we're supposed to give(if any), the structuring of everything, etc... arghhh!! how am i gonna survive tmr? hope everything goes well for my whole class and of cos. my bb, who's having his TT this fri.. jia you everyone! =))

this 2 weeks has been reali stressful and now im given a few days grace to relax A LITTLE.. cos the major examinations are coming in 2 weeks time.. oh my.. so many things to accomplished during the one week break.. and i bet we have to come back to sch for consultation, extra lessons and stuff..so tell me, is 24 hrs a day enough? NO ITS NOT!! ahh... ok, i just have to console myself by telling myself after the exams will be the long-awaited break! and yes, lots of fun and enjoyable things will be done! till then, TA01, let's all not rest on our laurels.. strive hard! and bb too!

hai... wad happen again.. why cant i seem to understand the consequences of me doin that? i dun wanna make u feel bad.. i dun wanna see u so miserable.. i dun wanna let u feel useless cos u're not... but why?? the strangeness of it all bewilders me.. i dun wish to do that, but why wont my mind follow? i noe how much all this matters to me and wont wanna spoil anything.. i noe how much of affection i have for u... i noe how much we cherish each other.. but why? i'm reali sorry for always tearing.. i think i shld just go for an op to remove my tearing glands/nerves or wadeva.. so that i wont make u feel bad anymore.. irregardless of wad happen, my love will stay constant and unmovable..

pls believe me.. all those that i've said are words of my truthful heart.. they bear no lies and no motive/intention of lying so as to assure u i'm fine..
nth will change for the worse, only for the better..

11:15 PM
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