You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Friday, August 05, 2005
la-la-la

i had a terrible morning ydae.. was feeling excruciating pain in my stomach when i woke up.. actually already had stomachache the night before but i thot it was just normal shitting pain so din reali bother about it.. who noes, it persisted right frm ydae morning til sch and now too.. was so weak and lethargic during the journey to sch ydae.. lie on bb's shoulder and was feeling giddy+stomachache+urge to vomit... arghhh! its just so uncomfortable.. when the train was approaching jurong east mrt station, i vommited.. ok tis is gross.. i vomitted right in the middle of the cabin bb and i was in cos it so coincidentally happened that i was sitting on the middle seat.. vomitted twice.. think caught bb in a frenzy of the moment.. he was like "got tissue? faster take tissue and wipe" according to him, alot of stuff came out frm my mouth.. i was so weak all over.. bb helped to wipe off the vomit on my hands and helped me to the seats outside.. things were better after the vomit.. but in sch, the pain came again.. no appetite, veri lethargic n weak.. so in the end, i only had a honeydew and cheese pancake ydae for the whole day.. and i felt so bad to make bb worry for me that he only had oreo biscuits frm morning til 7pm.. can u imagine? he's a super big eater wif an ultra big appetite.. but he din eat a proper meal.. hai.. so sorry k bb...

today felt so much beta cos i took medicine ydae night.. came to sch wif bb in better spirits.. had sandwich for breakfast den he walked me to LT for my class... stomach was stil turning and churning inside.. felt so uncomfortable.. frm ydae to today duno i shit how many times le.. camp in the toilet for countless times.. with bb ard it reali make things better.. he was always there to ask how was i feeling and all..

BB, thanks so much for being by my side, for making me feel a lil of comfort even at the worst times, for worrying about me til u skipped ur meals, for meeting me before ur lesson although u were already late for it just to see how was i feeling, for bringing plastic bag afraid that i'll vomit again, for bringing medicine for me, for taking gd care of me.. reali reali millions, trillions and zillions of thanks.. think u already qualify to be my nanny..haha... wad i wan to sae is, ur presence by my side reali made me feel alot better... seeing u worried makes me feel so heart-renching... thx for every single thing u did.. *appreciated*

-iloveyou-

oh ya, derrick hoh wei jian got in successfully!! ahhh, so so sooooo happy! however, i din run ard like a mad cow cheering and all(which i did for the past few thurs btw 1130 to 12am) due to my illness... anyways, hope he can continue wif his excellent performance the next few weeks..

will 'u' go away sooonnn? i dun wan bb to worry for me... thankuverimuch.

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