You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Monday, September 26, 2005
la-la-la

forget to add on something just now.. so im back again..

while walking to the bus stop wif bb, a guy asked if my bb wanted cigarettes. i was like wth!!! see la baobei.. must be the look on ur face... wahahaha.. i told bb that he shld've let that idiotic guy see how darlie-white his(mybb) teeth are.. come on ppl, ciga are bad for ur health! quit it.

hai... am bothered these days by wad i read at this gal's blog whose link was given by my sis. she lost her bf to an accident while playing street soccer. its so scary isn't it? he was stil very much alive and healthy few days back b4 that happened. and now, life was totally different for the gal. she's all alone. her bf is gone for good. gone forever. that guy even bought her a wedding band.. the q-whether he's proposing still lingers on the gal's mind. and neva will this be revealed. there's no one to ans her. hai... life is just so unpredictable. anything can happen. in the twinkling of an eye, everything can change drastically. and the most painful part, everything can be robbed away from u, just like that. so pls pls pls ppl, cherish your love ones.. i felt i could relate to that gal's feeling cos as i read, i tot of bb. tears were fighting to hold themselves back while reading those words in her blog. i felt i reali couldn't take it if it were him. too painful a truth. i dun wan to be all alone. i dun wan his absence in my life. i dun wan just memories of us left. i dun wan my life w/0 him. i dun wan my smiles and laughter to end.. hais... i wont be moving on, if i ever did, it'll probably take a long long time.. i wont accept another relationship.. i wont be myself anymore. nth will be the same. nth nth nth. poof, all gone. am reali petrified. everything can just be taken away from u and all happiness will be robbed away.. haiss..

BAOBEI:
pls pls take good care of yourself alright? everyday when u send me home and walking back, pls be alert while crossing the road ok? i know sometimes reali very late le, but pls keep ur eyes open big big while walking..can? u know i wan u to be fine. i dun wan anything bad to happen to you. reali fearful of wad the future holds for us.. but no matter wad, we shall live every day that we have together happily ok? life wouldn't be the same w/o you. pls dun abandon me and leave w/o telling. it will reali hurt a million, zillion. you are my life. w/o you, my life wouldn't be complete. so pls take good care of yourself. dun worry about me. i will too. cherish you lots. *iloveyou*

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