You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Thursday, October 27, 2005
la-la-la

sis: huh? yao4 dui1 diao4 rice cooker ahh?

dad: ah nor... dui1 diao4 lo, dou1 huai4 liao..

sis: den yong4 she3 me4 lai2 zu3 fan4??

dad: bu1 yong4 zu3 laa.. wo3 men2 mei3 tian1 chi1 resTAUrant..

--i burst out laughing--

HAHAHA!! dunno how many times i corrected my dad in that pronounciation of the word "restaurant" already!! but still, he made the same mistake.. cute laa he.. everyday injects us with laughter with his silly ideas and lame jokes.

finished reading the book "A Walk To Remember" by Nicholas Sparks.. nice nice book! super touching.. this bittersweet tale will definitely keep u enthralled.. when the world seemed soo perfect for Landon, it was quite apparent that it's crashing down on him soon. he finally mustered his courage to expressed his feelings for Jamie, a girl whom he never thought he would fall for, but was hit by the cruelty of fate and learnt that she was diagnosed with leukemia, and was left with not much time. nonetheless, he spent every amount of time he could with her and as the days passed, Jamie was becoming weaker and weaker. Landon, however, wanted to marry her cos he said that was what his heart was telling him to do. They married with their hearts locked tightly. the walking down of the aisle meant everything to both of them, especially to Jamie, whose dream was as simple as getting married and lead a simple life with the one she loved dearly. it was a walk to remember for both Landon and Jamie. totally tear-jerking.

i feel trepidation overcoming me again. please don't ever struck me with smth unexpected. never. i cant take that. my heart wont be able to hold on. and i don't need that kind of surprises. please. i just want my family, frenz and loved one to remain alive and healthy. i dun wan smth nice/good to happen to me on the expense of the people i noe, especially to those i love dearly. wishing in silence..

i'm almost recovered. now, its baobei's turn. haiyo... drink lots of water!!! hope you recover soon. please take good care of urselves everyone.

10:32 PM
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