You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
la-la-la

sleep-deprived again.. dots.. woke up at 715am. went yakun for breakfast before goin cck for tuition. din see carin during the weekends which i normally would.. reached her house and i had a hell of a time..

went thru maths with her today.. i checked her EOY practice paper which her teacher gave.. lots of careless mistakes!! she did the paper halfway.. den left ard 5 pages she sae she duno how to do... i wonder if she attempted, but i guessed not. was a lil more stern to her today.. cos she's forever in her playing mood.. exams are nearing and she has to revise. she nearly made me vomit blood at the number patterns and calculation part. i swear i nearly fainted. one page and she took around 35 min. that's super slow can.. and she's depending on her mental calculation to derive at the answer which most of the time, or rather all the time, was wrong. she is super careless laa! and i keep telling her "carin, count properly, don't use ur mental calculation if not it'll cost u alot of marks." tell and tell but it doesn't get into her head.. think she's too tired and exhausted. give her break time she can laugh and play. but back to serious work, she's quiet and not-so-focussed. haiyo.. and she showed me her revision test on the 25 spelling words her teacher gave them and guess wad.. she got only 13/25. wah.. i spent 2 hrs just to get the 25 words into her brain den while doin the test, she forgot. dots.. so am going to go thru the 25 words with her again tmr.. bless me. hope i don't go kuku after tutoring her..

baobei, as usual, waited 2 hrs for me. thanks lots ya? =D think now u damn familiar with the limbang shopping centre le la.. lol.. reali lots of thanks and appreciation. went for the movie-GOAL with bb at cine.. like finally.. we have alot of movies that we wanna catch such as april snow, flightplan, skyhigh.. anyway, GOAL is a nice movie.. quite touching i must sae.. in the movie, you see someone who goes all out to pursue his dream as a professional footballer. of cos he's met with alot of obstacles along the way such as his dad's violent objection, ppl despising him cos he plays soccer for fun back at his hometown, and the irritating newcastle manager who din reali wanna give him a chance to prove his capability and talent but agreed due to glen's persuasion. you see santiago(the main actor) striving hard to remain in newcastle united fc and at the same time, sharing his sentiments. but he's reali fortunate to meet ppl like glen who in his(santiago) pursuit of dream was offered alot of help and opportunities by glen. in the end, of cos, santiago's effort paid off. he scored the critical goals and become a professional player.its reali a nice movie..one that can touch ur heart.. catch it~

think baobei and i enjoyed the movie alot. next monday going for another movie.. hmm.. will it be april snow? haha.. undecided yet.. we shall see.. =))

8:10 PM
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