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Monday, November 28, 2005
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Happy Birthday to Jean and Pei Ling!!!
wow, so coincidental.. saggitaurus babies.. happy bday!
its mon again.. sians!! LT45 again!! arghh.. stupid lecture theatre duno why wanna be so inside. very tiring one u know.. haiyo.. anyway, thanks baobei for acc me all the way there! hee.. *much appreciated* wah at last my bb know how to SMILE to my frenz!! becoming more friendly huh? haha..that's gd! =))
6 of us started to talk about the murder case den about missing cases.. oh my, pardon me for my shockness and wide-eyed expression just now. cos i reali think its very unlikely/impossible for someone to go missing just like that. but i felt its reali scary.. my pores expanded and all the scariness gave way to goosebumps on my hands. oh my! so petrified.
its peiling's bday.. so we went to atrium to have rice bowl. haha.. many of u wont be able to get the link. but the 5 of us do. simply bcause the bday girl likes NP's atrium rice bowl! haha.. had fun chatting with the gals..
bca was alright. quite slack laa.. school's connection is reali lousy man! or rather acer's laptops'. so sorry to those whom im chatting with. i know its irritating, yes i know.
so do we have smth exciting planned for xmas eve? *looks at eunice* lol.. xmas xmas xmas!!
bei zi soo pig! slpt all the way from jurong east to yishun on my shoulder. haha.. so cute seeing him slp.. my boy is so tired. looklikebigbabylaa!! LOL. *loves*
baby not enough, wanna imitate birds' head actions somemore! LOL. naughty boy!!
you are the one, forever the only one.
7:47 PM
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
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weeeeeee... i love saturdays man.. cos i can slp like a pig den wake up. that's sooo cool! i slept for 10.5 hrs! sooo, im a happy girl.. LOL. pls, im reali sleep-deprived. that's why i reali treasure weekends.
after lunch went to mac to do tutorials again. total sian-ess. at first no mood do one.. feel like slping cos the pig beside me sooo slpy.. den made me wanna slp also. haha. ok laa.. he got a valid reason. bei ahh.. when wanna go see doc tell me k? i acc u go. =))
do do do.. finished macro.. den i spent alot of time figuring out ffa's tutorial q. wah.. took a loooooooooooonnnnnnnggggggg time. reali testing my patience man.. i suck at ffa laa seriously. read thru and analysed the eg and notes. den try again. in the end, can le. but duno correct anot. hope so ba. i reali spend alot of time on it lo.. totally drained out after that. ffa, i will conquer you!!
we need a break.. so decided to let our mouths and stomachs enjoy some luxury. FOOD! HAHA.. bought large fries. after eating bb complained he's still hungry. so bought burger for him. damn funny laa when he ordering. cos i told him to ask for 2 cups of plain water.
him: can i have a cheeseburger?
manager: any drinks for you?
him: eerrmm.. can i have 2 cups of plain water?
manager: hur hur hur!
him: hur hur hur!!
HAHA. i was laughing my ass off!! cos immediately after the manager hur hur hur, baobei do the same thing! den like very hilarious laa. den i ask him why he laugh. he say "just laugh with her lo" stupid!! LOL. but very cute laa u!
chatted with eunice at msn. oh my, wad a long time since we last chatted and met up. hey gal, i miss you lots!!! (bb dun jealous. haha) updated each other a lil.. oh im so looking forward to our next meet-up. sure chat until v long. soon alright? in the mean time, you take good care of urself k?! i love you!! oh ya, for ur tests, JIAYOU! you can do it de. we must get into the same uni rmb?? *hugs*
baobei is so naughty.
iloveyourhugs**
11:40 PM
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
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duno why these few days always wake up feeling super tired.. end up baobei always see a lethargic me in the morning.. haha sorry!
carin made me sing today!! oh my.. it was hell laa.. cos she was flipping thru her p2 music book and singing along.. den she ask me sing for her.. somemore when i give her writing pratices, she insisted that after every word that she writes, i sing her a song. but lucky i bargained til two words. if not i die ahh!! she likes the new yr song "he4 xin1 nian2" LOL.
baobei getting naughtier ahh!! like to show off ur *******. HAHA. u know wad laa.. dun wan embarass you here. wahahaha... i know the condition of it can le ma.. no need keep reminding me de.. LOL. want to blend with me the singing somemore!! LOL. funny laa you!! *LOVES*
10:02 PM
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Friday, November 25, 2005
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yayness! why?? cos today's bmgt lecture was not taught by the i-forget-her-name teacher.. haha.. it is Mr Pang!! he's good laa.. cos he explained quite good.. and there're notes for us to be copied down. dun feel a waste of time goin for it. =)) we agreed that he looked like humpty dumpty don't we?? HAHA. cos he's round and short. LOL. cute laa!the way he talk very entertaining also.. so gan jiong duno for wad.. haha.. and he couldn't stop mentioning about toa payoh.. so we guessed he lived there. but, a moment later he said, "you guys may think that i live in toa payoh so i keep talking about it. but, i dont stay there. i live in holland" LOL. as if he can read our minds sia.. he's a biased source towards toa payoh laa!! always talk about the gd of it. so if anyone looking for an apartment at toa payoh i think the best person you should look for is him. think he wont have problems listing the advantages to you. haha.. anyway, cheerios to mr pang!!
after lunch headed to khatib camp mac. did bca for ard 5 hrs? that's long man.. had survey, quiz, unit exercises, sam.. wah, can die ahh!!
tmr goin to cck. wish me luck* boring weekend i must say.. cos alot of things to be completed!! sians!! oh my.. weekend is burnt just like that.. everyone jia you!! baobei also ahh!!
all i want is you
12:00 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
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oooohhhh... its nearing the weekend again! time pass so fast man..
bad thing: gotta go tutor carin and have my blood all vomitted out..
BUT
good thing: can spend more time with baobei! hee
yucksamama.. why do i see her EVERYWHERE i go?! yuan1 jia1 lu4 zai3!! damn.. so unfortunate for me..
"great minds think alike, but fools seldom differ." HAHA. wad a good quote. credits to Mrs Business Management Teacher(haha..forget her name laa, cannot meh.. well it doesn't make any sense for me to rmb a lecturer cum tutor who doesn't teach well.. oops!) anyway, its reali good.. imagine you do a thing and think that "hey! we think alike! that's wad we call great minds!" but if the latter comes about, it makes sense too.. LOL.
lecture ended early and i was grateful to the lecturer cos bb and i were goin to fall asleep as we got the wrong notes.. damn the teacher who changed it. i hate goin for lectures w/o notes or worse, the wrong one. *diao*
bb and i ate ice-cream and hershey's sundae pie. woo, shiok.. though i felt like eating tako pachi.. but gave it a miss cos i was super tired when the mrt reached yishun n i was slping on bb's shoulder.. hee.. ok, bb gonna say im a pig again.. =PpP
bei zi bei zi lu you you
xiao niao xiao niao zai zhi tou
=))
8:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
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OH YA, i forgot to add...
my boy is finally officially 55kg!! wooooooooooohhh... that's a great achievement baby! haha... u're so thin.. but i think others cant imagine how much you actually eat in a day. or shld i say.. in the night when u have nice suppers? HAHA. are you on for 60kg? haha.. its a challenge.
chan4 zui3 mao1 !!
11:01 PM
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today was actually the free-est wednesday since sch starts for sem 2. but who knows, my lms group doing skit so gotta go present today, unlike those who're doing a video. if not, no need go sch!! but good also laa.. get it over and done with fast. went to sch earlier to rehearse first.. den headed to the classroom for the final showdown.. all were so nervous laa!! but lucky it turned out ok.. though wasn't the best we can give. mr leslie saw thru some of our impromtus.. haha.. but anyway, great job to the 4 of them =))
i must say, Just Like Heaven is a super nice movie!! fantabulous!! i think that it was quite special. the story and all was reali good. *thumbs up* go catch it.. highly recommended! this wonderful movie compensated us for not being able to catch harry potter. it was near to full hse man. only left 4 scattered seats. BUT, Just Like Heaven isn't that bad too!
**oop **op was fun today huh?! haha... it's been a long time.. LOL. the journey back home is getting more fun! the baby thing got new stuffs added in le.. wad dance laa.. shake hips laa.. lol.. naughty boy!!
you couldn't catch me =D HAHA
10:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
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sch quite slack today.. only got 2 lessons.. thanks baobei for waking up so early and accompanying me to school though you dun have lessons today. *much appreciated* w/o you, i think the journey to and fro sch will be soo boring. thanks my love!
i think some ppl in this world just wanna make me lose my cool and make me throw my temper.. i tried so hard to curb it.. but to no avail.. can you imagine u have a skit to be acted out tmr and apparently u have to rehearse the script today, BUT one of ur members "just happened" to be at home as if he'd forgotten all about the rehearsal?! and we informed him 3 days earlier!! freaking hell.. this world dun need ppl like you. shooo... dun make things diff for ppl. so inconsiderate! if he flung his lines tmr, i swear i'm soo gonna be mad. anyways, the rest of us stayed back and rehearsed. reali nervous about tmr.. hope the skit turns out well. *prays hard*
this sem we have 2 weeks break before the common tests. yes its good. but, some kuku teachers just like to stress us up and forward our tests to the week before the break. hell man! den tell me wad's the use of having 2 weeks break? isn't that break supposed to be a learning and studying week for us? totally defeats the purpose of having 2 weeks break! somemore the tests brought forward are ffa and bca!!! both are my most hated modules.. sure will be so stress that week. *faints*
oh my, soooooooooooo cold!! its the last quarter of the year.. which means the colder days are here.. not forgetting CHRISTMAS!! ahhhhhhhh, i love christmas.. the lightings and decorations are all so nice.. i'm often very captivated by them. bb and i were thinking where to go celebrate for xmas.. any suggestions anyone? baobei, we'll get our hats wont we?? HAHA. looking forward... =DD
10:25 PM
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Monday, November 21, 2005
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today so dumb laa... go to sch for 2 hrs only! and that was ffa lect. cos it's bca e-learning this week. after the lect, jieying,peiling,jocelyn,meiyan and i went to clementi's k-box. it has been a few months since we last went as a group. simply shiok-ness cos i've been wanting to go kbox since a few weeks ago.. so i was all excited this morning.. the mikes, sound system reali sucks at there man. i rmbed the last time we went, it was so much better.. somemore, the song will fast-forward by itself one lo.. and the collection isn't that varied too. however, we had fun singing.. thanks to peiling, the entertainer! haha.. she was like so drama laa.. sing until very funny.. totally cracked us up.. reali very hilarious. thanks gals for the wonderful 4 hrs. go again next time ok?
this few weeks i think got alot of things to be completed. hai.. stress man. i reali hate projects man!! sssssshhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooo, leave us alone!
sorry has seemed to be redundant.
but when it comes frm my mouth, i meant every single meaning of it.
if only i have a special potion to change my temper.
if only...
10:09 PM
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
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13 hrs!! wooshh.. wad a nice day i had today...
down to cck again. carin told me her mum want to send her to childcare during this holiday.. so does it mean that i dun needa go down for this holiday anymore? if yes, i think im happy. cos she's always so naughty. i just cant be patient when she gets lazy and playful. i rather spend the 2 hrs with bb and spend it more productively.
after lunch went to khatib camp mac to complete assignments.. finished SAM. heaved a sigh of relief after doing.. not bcos it's diff considering there's step by step explanation if u dun understand.. but i cant see the full instructions displayed. only partially.. den how am i gonna know wad it is asking me to do? freaking hell. was so irritated with the program laa.. so used bb's one. lucky it was ok and din give me problems anymore. wanted to edit the pbl consolidated wksht but mel is not accessible cos of maintenance!! haiyo.. so gotta wait til mon le. so sorry meiyan and chiayun(if u happen to read this). i can only send u guys the file after i edit. bao4 qian4 ! did my ffa tut. went to the link given to refer to the video. damn! its so small.. yes there's a bigger version which is clickable.. BUT, when i start to press that, it cant work. i just wonder if its the prob with my lappy or the page itself. so i had to squint my eyes and put my ears close to the speakers to know wad the hell is goin on in the video.
oh ya, mac's shaker fries is back!!! ooooooohhhhhhhh laaaa laaaa... i love shaker fries man! its the most patronizable product i ever get from mac. haha.. the flavour selling now is seaweed. not too bad i must sae. but bb say its too salty. but i like salty! if not no taste.. haha.. happy happy =)
nxt week quite slack laa.. bca e-learning. wed only go sch for the acting and its done for LMS. but IAC is still waiting for us. endless one lo the projects..
mon goin k-lunch with my classmates!! yippee.. so excited.. cos have been wanting to go kbox since a few weeks ago? soo, yeah! sing sing sing.. sing til we drop =))
10:42 PM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
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first thing i saw baobei was to hug tightly to him today.. oh my, how i miss you so boy.. this ke lian baobei of mine finished project at 10 plus yday. go home finished talking to me on the phone le still go do his SAM and poa tut. in the end, slept at 2.30am. like me, he's deprived of slp.
supposed to wake up at 630 and meet baobei at 7. but, i woke up at 7!! quickly take my hp see got bb's msg not.. ans is.......NO. so that pig of mine is still snoring away in his little cosy island far far away.. haha.. msged him den met him later.
seriously i dont know wad the hell the business management lecturer went thru in the lecture just now. she was just damn fast laa.. and i mean super can! she can cover the points in one page in like 30 secs? ok, she din cover. she just read out and din reali explained much for the points in the pages where there are so many details waiting for us to be understood! the 4 of us were like "huh? wad she teaching?" when she was at another page alrdy, meiyan still ask me "ehh..why she haven go thru this page den she skip to the next page le?" the prob is, she HAS finished that page. shocked laa!! so fast.. duno she teaching wad also.. so easy just read out the points from the slides den we can also become lecturers already. dun reali need any dumb qualifications rite? just that clarity must be there. haiyo.. goin at this rate, sure cannot make it laa..
during bca lect. jocelyn asked me about that b*t*h. yea, and i got soooooo agitated again. seriously, i took quite a long time to calm myself down yday. even when i'm slping i thought of the incident and made me go "arghhhhhhhh!!!!!" i'm reali bitchified by her man!! think she very pretty ahh.. act like duno wad.. voice so irritating.. just a piece of shit. ahhh!! bestie!! i wanna complain to u!! help!
so yeah, now jocelyn and chiayun know who my "friend" is. i was rather consoled when jocelyn said she think she's not a very gd person too(ya due to that incident). do u know how good is the feeling when someone shares the same sentiment as you towards someone u "reali like" ?? it is simply shiok-ness.
anyway.. went to westmall with baobei after i finished bca lect and he, with his project. walked and walked.. so happy that he's by my side for ard 5 hrs? =))) totally happy. tmr and sun also can spend more time with him.. yippee!! im a happy gal =)
nth's changed. everything's still the same. when i promised, i meant it. so, a lifetime is waiting for me to fulfill that promise of mine. eh no, shld be OURS. =DD
10:25 PM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
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7 hrs was shit. now it is more than 10 hrs. hais..
my feelings, can anyone comprehend?
the feeling was so intense.. so real..
as if im losing grip..
u think its ok?
its not.
i just cant stand that sight.
it was somewhat the same sight which hurt me back then.
how long do i have to endure this?
i can feel my heart crying within.
and the image u see of me is just portraying what my heart is feeling.
why do i feel so insecure?
hais..
stupid bitch, dont know what is nan2 nu3 sou4 sou4 bu4 qing1 ah~!!! keep ur hands off man! i will snap at you one day, if i can take it no longer. go to somewhere where you belong, cos here is definitely not a place for u!!
idiotbitchidiotcitchidiotbitchidiotbitchidiotbitchidiot, this describes u well. take it!
7:45 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
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its the IS day again.. time passed so quickly.. IAC was pretty boring.. we had to complete our personal ethnography which took one hour. sians.. another project is here. hai.. dying of projects already laa.. the sch think wad.. students got alot of time to handle so many projects on hand at one time ahh.. as if we no need study.. come on laa.. there's only 24 hrs in a day. dont tell me the shit of organising ur time well. i dont take tat man.. there's just so limited things we can do in the 24 hrs. and hell, we students need a life can?! our life must not only contain sch work, projects, assignments but also fun and our own individual time. *buried in projects*
sometimes i reali dun understand people. or shld i sae weird and eccentric ppl. they just think about themselves and completely overlook or even ignore other's needs. they say u're selfish. but i think they themselves are the selfish ones.. i'd nv seen ppl fighting for work to do, in that sense. just tell me how weird they are. somemore know the solution already dun wanna teach! wah.. reali cannot stand these kind of ppl man. totally turns me off. they got so much time tell them to get a life! dont keep wasting ppl's time on those shit. totally different frequencies laa!
u dun blame urself k? the prob lies in them, not you. u'd tried ur best to help as much as u can and in the end, u get back a "selfish". i know how hurting it can be cos it seems like ur effort and wanting to help the grp has gone to waste and unappreciated. but, just remember that u did no wrong and i'll always be by ur side, supporting you. dont be vexed over it already ok? im always here for you. soo, smile! =))
bei zi ahh bei zi.. it reali feels so good having u by my side. my laughing syndrome has gotten worse u noe? haha.. but nvm.. i like. LOL. im sorry for my temper.. thanks for always tolerating my nonsense, my irritated-ness, my temper. wadever it is, i love u for life. =D *thanks a zillion*
-blessed-
10:25 PM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
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i've endured another monday since sch started. like i said one week ago, every monday is goin to be hell for me. 7 hrs of turmoil. shit.. think i reali needa get used to it, like wad bb said. however, yday wasn't as bad as the previous monday. though sadness was still within my heart, but i manage to pull a smile across my face. hope that as weeks go by, the sadness will reduce bit by bit. but, one thing for sure, it will still be there.
today-tuesday. it was gd he needn't stay back for project. so he crashed my macro lect at one. he's such a pig laa!! lecture was on for ard 2.5 hrs and of which, 2 hrs was spent slping. bei ahh! lazy bones are getting into u huh.. haha..
thanks for the breakfast ya? it was nice. reali nice. i noe it resulted in ur mum nagging at u, but im glad that u still made it for me. *appreciated* the breakfast reali made my day u know? hee.. THANKS! =))
8:15 PM
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
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breakfast-ed at mac with bb in the morning.. den started on bca pbl.. haiyo..can die ahh the consolidating! always got error den must redo, redo and redo!! did it over and over again for like 2 hrs plus.. testing my patience is it?!! got so irritated.. sorry baobei. but lucky found out the error.. if not, i wasted my 2 hrs plus on that. thanks bb for being patient with me. =)
packed our stuff. acc bb back home to put his stuff den he go cut his hair. haiyo... today cutting hair day ahh?? the whole stretch of salons/barbers all full! somemore must wait for at least 15 min den can get hair cut. the problem is, we're rushing for time!! baobei working today. first day, so cant afford to be late. after our attempts to try the other salons/barbers, we settled back on the first one we went, cos that's with the least waiting time. so funny at there.. got this malay guy who wanted to dye one part of his hair purple-blue.. but it ended up as green! haha.. cos previously, his hair was already dyed yellow on the upper part and red on the lower part. so, the mixture of colours resulted in the ending green colour. haha.. not too bad laa.. bb finally got his hair cut.. nice! shorter and neater le.
actually the plan was to have lunch tog b4 he board the shuttle bus to yishun mrt. but we waited quite long for his hair cut. so i told him to take the shuttle first. cos when he reached there, food will be provided so might as well eat there. sent him to bus stop den i walked home after returning the lib books. the road home wasn't quite the same. cos usually, when bb acc me back home, he'll make alot of silly jokes to make me laugh.. today, its different. no jokes no laughter and no baobei. sob sob..
anyway, today's his first day at work. now think he refilling customers drinks or wad ba.. hope everything goes well for him. *prays* will be able to hear his voice later at 12 plus =))
-missing you to bits-
9:00 PM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
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carin ahh carin... why become so naughty?? went to tutor her. as usual, she's having her lunch halfway.. so tell her finish eating first.. wah, kids' cutleries very cute sia.. small small one.. (of cos laa! kids got small mouth wad.. haha) ok, ignore that.. anyway, she's reali getting naughtier.. wanted to go thru her eng exam's mistakes with her. she wanted to use my green marker but i din allow cos i said she's too naughty. so she started to answer my questions without thinking. so rude of her.. den i sort of lectured her. "you know i come all the way from my hse-1 hr plus journey to teach u den u dun wanna pay attention.. imagine if u're teaching someone den the person give u attitude.. u like?" and bla bla.. i got so mad with her and din wanna tok to her. "u dun wan to listen rite? dun wan to listen den do the assessments" immediately, i threw(not literally threw) her with assessments and she started doing them. but surprisingly, she did the practices with full effort. can see her thinking..unlike the usual her who just write out the answer immediately w/o giving second thoughts.. even the section on forming the words to get a proper sentence, she did them all correctly. but when im not mad at her and ask her to do, she says she doesn't know how to and often rely on me for answers. den occasionally, she asked me the pronounciation of some words.normally, she'll just skip those words that are unfamiliar to her and assume the meaning of the sentence. checked her work.. quite satisfied. den my anger was appeased cos i can see her trying her best, thinking hard at the questions she had problem with. go thru her eng paper which she complied willingly cos i allowed her to use the green marker. kids! gave her hw den started to slack. not long laa.. ard 10 min? cos she did quite alot of assessments' exercises today. so, decided to give her a break. she played with my hp games.. she seems so intrigued in it.. hope next week she doesn't give me trouble..
saw baobei waiting for me downstairs right after my tuition. was a happy girl =)) headed to khatib camp mac. lunch-ed. den started on bca. did the exel exercises as a practice in order to know how to do the project. the practices took a long time.. and my neck is getting painful.. commenced on pbl straight away. was quite satisfied with the amount i completed for my pbl. thanks baobei for guiding me through those parts i do not understand. its great having you by my side =))
went to coffeeshop for hor fun for dinner.. it had been a long time since i ate that.. shared with bb cos i not that hungry.. hope he gets enough food.. lol.. u shld eat more ahh baobei! so thin duno for wad.. but nvm.. u got *u**l*s can already. HAHA.
tmr gonna continue pbl. hope can get more parts of the question done. YES! meeting bb again tmr.. but tmr is his first day at work. bei ahh, must be alert while working ahh.. dun so clumsy get scolded by boss.. haha.. and, dun pour the drinks all over the customers' shirts. haha.. i'll miss you. take great care.
11:00 PM
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Friday, November 11, 2005
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Happy 123rd days!! which is also our 4th month! =)))
the day started out very sweetly.. cos baobei made breakfast for me.. oh my lovely boy, how sweet are you! it was great! reali very yummy.. think even better than the one i made for u lo.. hee.. i know its ur first time frying an egg, using the wok and making breakfast for someone. i reali appreciate it, alot. feel so blessed and honoured to be the first one to taste the food made by you. its kinda different compared to other food u know? cos i can feel the love.. wahaha.. anyway, reali a BIG THANK YOU!
had macro tutorial. dots. we got an angmoh female tutor. not very happy with the way she teach cos she din go thru the answers and explanation in detail. its like very brief. she always ask/say "is everyone happy?" "oh, you're so clever"... Mr Pon is the best!!
actually, few of us felt that last sem's tutors and lecturers better.. why must the teachers change? now we have to adapt to other teachers' style of teaching.. i still prefer Mr Pon, Mr Ong Poh Leng(say full name cos very shun4), Ms Chen PeiYi and Mrs Sun. how i reminisce the jokes, fun and laughter we had back then...
after macro tutorial, headed to my most hated LT-LT45 for business management lecture. can die ahh!! 2 hours seem so long.. think all of us hungry like hell already. all counting down to the end of lecture. haha..
after lecture ends, went to canteen one to wait for bb to be dismiss frm his 1pm class. went to canteen 2 for chicken chop.. contemplated whether to go for bca lect. haha, naughty students..
sky high was great! the story very interesting laa.. though its impossible to happen in real life except virtually, but it still keeps us entertained. catch it!
pastamania-ed for dinner, also after contemplating for a long time. it was nice. quite a long time din eat already ya?
bought a bracelet(duno wad it's called laa, bracelet is the general term) for bb. hope he likes it =)) actually wanna buy shirt.. but the tops he like dun have his size.. so, nvm lo.. on the way home, as usual laugh like mad again.. think those who walked past us will think that we're insane or some lunatics ba.. LOL. baobei laa.. imitate the baby cries again.. that part was real funny laa!
To baobei:
firstly, Happy Happy 4th Month! i had a great great day today.. thanks for the enjoyment i had =D those that i wanna tell you i included in the letter itself already. but i just wanna tell you that my cries were not at all your fault, reali. i just felt that u really treat me very good. and, u're always making sacrifices for me. though i'm thankful for it, i dun wish that because of me, you give up certain things(u know what i mean). im sorry i cried on this happy occasion. like i said, i cant control my tears. but i just felt happy. and guilty cos u chose acc-ing me instead of work. i dun care about those money u're goin to work for bcos of me. i just want you. YOU-my baobei. the other time i teared was also not ur fault. cos i just felt that at times, even though u dun wish to do certain things, you dun have a choice. sometimes its not up to u to decide. and im just sad cos of this. i din blame u or anything. just think that as much as both of us dun like it, we cant do anything. its the helplessness i feel makes me sad. im so sorry baobei. to make u worry. nevertheless, i had a memorable and enjoyable day today. thanks to you! =DD lastly, Happy 123rd days! keep counting...
*iloveyouforlife*
10:37 PM
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
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today... hmm.. what has happened today? think my stm problem getting more serious.. was watching the 9pm show and thinking at the same time what i wanted to blog. cos normally when smth happens in the day, i'll tell myself to blog that incident/thoughts or whatsoever. but whenever it comes to the end of the day when i start to track back the things i did, i found that stm is really getting into me.. oh man.. cant go on like this..
anyway, let me think... hmm... had wcom tutorial in the morning.. our tutor, hmm.. what shld i say.. shld i use the word "gentle" like how jocelyn used to describe him? haha.. he's a little soft laa.. just like mr teoAB in opss(those in op shld get my point). other than the softness of the voice, the way they speak quite similar too.. he's quite strict i must say.. someone who go by the books strictly. cos weilong was late by i think 18 mins? den he marked him as absent. cos the policy in ngee ann is that if u're more than 15 mins late, u're considered as absent. i know that tutors shld be fair across the board but i dun see the point of him making a fuss about his attendence, especially since today is his first lesson with us. seems so hard-hearted yea? few of us din do his hw den he sae must hand in by tmr..homework to him like very impt also sia.. sians.. cannot dun do his hw already. but quite ok laa the way he teach.. quite explicit in a way cos he explained in great detail.. managed to do some grpwork and had a better understanding of the executive summary report.
after lunch, went for business management tutorial. first lesson.. so quite slack. got into grps and discuss about our working experiences. can be either gd or bad. but the 6 of us shared our experiences with one another and i found out that mostly are bad ones. felt that part-timers are treated unfairly. this is just so true man.. dont we deserve better treatment out there working? but that's quite impossible la huh.. if not, there wont be the word "biasness". the worst one was PL mentioned about her crazy(as mentioned by her) boss who doesn't trust his workers at all. he installed 2 cameras in the shop, one in front and the other at the back. but, to add to this insanity act, PL heard that he even put a voice recorder in the shop. oh man! how can ppl work at ease in the shop where they're monitored closely? i definitely cant. if i ever have a boss like this, i will quit immediately. working is so not good.. can we just keep studying for our entire life?? cos i just cant stand hypocrites or whatever kind of person im going to meet out in the working world. YES, i just want to live in a protected shell, just like now. can i?
met up with baobei den we headed to LT45 for wcom lect. but before that, we sat at a bench near the LT to do the wcom hw which i must hand in tmr. den bb showed me the custom made stamp pamphlet. quite interesting yea? especially if the design we want is on it. but not cheap eh..
wait for him in the library since he had to do project. aint i good? haha.. in the meantime, i finished the essay and read thru magazines. time passed so slowly.. bb ahh.. i can understand the 2 hrs u wait for me at mac everytime i go tutor carin le.. so miserable!
to bb: moral of story for today?? keep ur hp close to you everytime wherever you go. you know wad i mean. bring it with you anywhere anytime. alright?
tmr-tmr-tmr-tmr-tmr-tmr-
10:33 PM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
la-la-la
morning was fun, if *you know wad i mean.. today actually quite dumb laa.. go sch for 2 hrs only.. might as well dun go.. waste time sia.. in the end stil go laa.. had lunch with bb at galileo cafe.. nice food~
on the way home, naughty bb keep playing.. he imitated sly sim's style of singing.. the yeahh~~ HAHA. and, the cries of a newborn baby! oh my, so real laa the sound! still got gentle and rough.. silly bb.. haha.. made me laugh like mad. stomach pain u know? made me stopped walking and stood like an idiot in the middle of the path just to calm myself down. u wan to make me look stupid is it? LOL. but, it was great entertainment. thanks la huh.. =D
tmr got same lecture as bb.. YAYNESS!
2 more days~ lalala
10:22 PM
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
la-la-la
ARGHHHHHH~!!!!!!
STUPID THING. STUPID PEOPLE. STUPID DAY. STUPID TIMING. STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TOTALLY SPOILS MY MOOD FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!
ARGHHHH!!!
10:17 PM
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Monday, November 07, 2005
la-la-la
i hate mondays now.. one thing is the LT45 which is SOOO faraway. another thing is my most dreaded module--BCA. most importantly, the 7 hrs is a turmoil, if you know wad i mean.
ffa lecture made me wanna sleep.. bca was worse. read thru pbl1 again and hell, most of us dun understand what we're supposed to do. our tutor was quite alright except that she's super strict with the policy of NO spoonfeeding. she's very, and i mean very, strict about the "questions will be answered by questions" principle in pbl. seems like its useless to ask her questions, cos i think her questions wont even direct us to the answer. she went thru pbl1 with us briefly. and no hints were given. we are to be on our own. hell, can i dun do bca?
thankfully, bb's grp discussion ended early, much earlier than i'd anticipated. =D
transfer of ice was fun isn't it baobei?? LOL. thanks for helping me carry my lappy. it was super heavy and u claimed or rather u lied that it wasn't with both our lappys, ur file, waterbottle and macro txtbk in ur bag. the shoulder marks tell it all! how can it be fake.. dun make me worry kays..
how i wish i can see you walk all the way home from my hse.. i want to, in a way ensure ur safety. i want to see you cross all the roads safely, take the lift up and walk thru ur corridor before you finally reach your home sweet home. but i cant.. hai.. i can only see you cross that small road and see you walk past and turn at the curve. just a small portion. it isn't enough. i wish i wish...
i can see you trying. i can see you doing your best. i can see your effort. THANKS. i hope you'll maintain this way, and boy, i'm so proud of you. =))
10:11 PM
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
la-la-la
arghhh... was reading "nights in rodanthe" ydae before i had my afternoon nap. it sure worsened my mood. yes, there's a tragedy. totally saddening laa.. tears nearly gushed out. but, i held them back. gosh, it always happen to the protagonist. how sickening. why cant it happen to the antagonist or smth? this way, it wont hurt that much isn't it? cos usually our heart goes all out to the protagonist, whom the author usually have illnesses or tragedies fall upon them. anyway, i dun need to finish the story to know the ending. cos it's tragical enough. and im sure the ending will not be any better. sometimes i wonder, if reading books will make me feel sad, den why in the first place am i reading.
today went to khatib camp mac to finish up my part on the LMS project. the script part.. took me quite some time cos im not really exposed to writing scripts these few years. quite challenging though.. moreover, with bb by my side, it made writing alot more easier. the hugs were deeply appreciated =)) asked eunice out to teach me ffa. considering i dun have any poa background, the tutorial reali made me blur. so, i had to ask for her guidance. sorry bestie for taking up ur time. i know sch has also started for u and u needa do ur work too. anyway, thanks for forking out time to teach me..BIG BIG thanks for ur help. i wasn't that confused anymore. =)
rushed home to catch ge dou tian wang last episode. lucky i was just in time. oh my, so touching laa!! renfu!! one of the best ou xiang ju i've seen. not bias here cos i like 5566 but the plot and everything is awesome. but i felt, mvp qing ren is the best. super nice la that one.. for those who dun like 5566, i dun need ur comments here. so, save ur effort. thanks. starting from next week is tian guo de jia yi on sun and ji jing zi dian on sat.
tmr start sch again. sians. just looked thru the pbl 1 for bca. arghhh, I HATE PBLs. this time round, the pbl is alot more demanding.. i dun wan bca!! shooooooooooo
will be missing you like crazy.. =(
10:13 PM
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
la-la-la
hai.. i hate this kind of feelings.. why am i like that?
bb's working soon. which means less time tog. as much as i wish to be with him often, i couldn't stop him from working. no way, priscilla. i hate this kinda feeling.. like u're so faraway from me.. feel like ripping my heart apart. I HATE IT!
i dun like changes in my life. once i'm accustomed to smth (like a routine or smth), i dun like anything to come in the way. be it gd or bad. i just like the life i'm used to. it'll take me alot of time to re-adapt to the changes and i hate it! changes, off u go. get out of my life. i dun need/want you.
10:25 PM
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Friday, November 04, 2005
la-la-la
rain rain go away, come again another day. i dislike rainy days.. neither do i like sunny days. can i have non-rainy yet not so sunny days? HAHA. if only i can decide on the weather for the day.
yakun`ed with baobei in the morning before going to school. hell, today was a long day. 11-1 was business management. 2-3 was business computer applications (most dreaded module ever) and written com was on at 4-6. baobei crashed my lecture at 11 and i crashed his at 3 while he was having pba. yaa, ALL were lectures today. even fall asleep while bb was having pba in the LT. super comfy laa cant blame, unlike the other LTs.
briefed on wcom project. hell, how many assignments do we have on hand already.. come on laa.. its only the first week of sch and we're already bombarded with so many things to do. but one lucky thing, the six of us are in a team which means..... ya u gals shld know la huh.. hope it stays this way for the rest of the projects. this way, its ALOT more easier. right gals?
next week marks the beginning of a brand new semester. bb n i cant crash each other's lecture le. PLEASE study hard. THANK-YOU.
tmr going over to carin's hse.. hope she doesn't give me a hard time there. i shall have "fun" looking through her exam papers. wish me luck.
i love my big tv and big big refrigerator!!
=))
11:10 PM
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
la-la-la
woots.. wad a good slp i had! ard 11 hrs! that's so shiok.. sister called and asked if there's suki buffet on public holidays and yes, she's a happy girl at first, later you'll know why.
so we prepared and headed to cck. before going for the buffet, we went to giordano to try on tops. we each bought one polo t and i bought a turqoise green top. =)) famished by the time we went in to suki sushi. quite excited at first cos sashimi is included in the buffet, unlike sakae. oh ya, and soft shell crabs too. but as we eat and eat, we realised the quality of the food cannot be compared to sakae's. in particular, the miso soup(which has mushrooms in it and totally spoil the taste which i'm accustomed to), the soft shell crabs(hell, sakae's alot more nicer!), the tori karaage(too hard), the potato(duno wad's its name, but definitely not as nice as sakae's). there's no mochi, my fav i-scream!! ok laa, at least the spicy salmon, fried tofu and chawanmushi not bad. not forgetting the salmon sashimi too. there's free flow of juices too, but self service. the stupid machine make me so stupid.. haha.. laughed at by my sis laa.. cos i duno how to make the ice cubes come out.. ok ok, i know im dumb and i duno how to operate those machines laa! still go and take one cup of juice+ice for me to see.. laughed on her way back to our table and smirked at me, proud of her own doing. dots. anyway, i was not-that-happy considering i wasted my $20 bucks on such food. *looks at sis wide eyed* and ya, i shall never trust ur taste anymore! never! HAHA.
carin's mom called me while i was shopping with sis. she asked me when am i giving carin tuition this week. i was like huh? shocked laa! den i told her after she bought her p2 books le den go teach her. but den, decided to go over her exams papers, so, goin over to her hse this sat. asked her for her results. she said she got 41/60 for eng, 36/60 for maths and 68/70 for chi. haha duno true anot for her chi. if so, i must say the assessments helped alot. at least she din fail any subjects, so stil quite alright.
miss bb to bits le. if only...
11:39 PM
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
la-la-la
in times like ydae's night, i just wish i have a room all to myself.. so that my sis wont bug me or pester me when its supposed to be my slping time! im already so slp deprived and yet, she still wanna rob that teeny weeny bit of time i have to rest my body, mind and soul. and yes, i had to wake up earlier than her! hell lot earlier.. and she, realising her advantage, just couldn't stop bugging me. and the issue?? FOOD. dots!! and it was none other than her favourite--sakae sushi. she was completely craving for it for like duno-how-many days, though she always seem that she's longing for it. hmm.. has it become an obsession? i hope not.. anyway, she wanted sooo much to eat to the extend of thinking to skip her meeting. how responsible are you huh! haha... i believe food is and will always be her priority. LOL. come on sis, prove me wrong!! for a whole half an hr i suppose, she was begging me to have the sakae buffet with her today. but, being the persistent one, i held firm in my view and turned her down like a zillion times? and she, just wouldn't give up on the possibility that she might make me change my mind. oh my, i sure had a hard time. today, she sent me an sms which i thought i was able to feel her excitedness.. "tmr suki got buffet. want want want?!" anyway, if possible, we'll be goin over to suki to have her fill, provided they have buffet during public holidays. if so, she'll be a happy happy gal tmr, i believe.
IS lessons today. our IAC tutor so cute, got 2 dimples!! haha.. i felt the classic and operant conditioning slides made me absorb the concepts. quite interesting i must say. the next lesson is LMS. my tutor is the same as baobei's. his name is Leslie. and i thought it sounded like a ***'s name. ok, i noe im bad, but i thought of that the moment i see the name. 1st lesson only den must hand in report already. and we have to get started on our project which will be due in week 4. hell, i sense stress. anyway, i was in the same class as 3 of my classmates-jianhui, jieying and brandon. 2 ppl from dancesports whom ive already knew. and some familiar faces in the LTs, not forgetting the purple guy(cos i notice he was always wearing purple whenever i see him in LT) quite a fun lot i guess.. so, not too bad laa..
will everything be the same if you din enter my life?
i'm very certain its a no.
10:33 PM
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
la-la-la
holiday today so no sch.. weee... out with bb to orchard. its so fun goin out with him.. i'm loving it =))) starbuck's mango cheese cake is great ya?? sooooooo nice!! i love cheese cake.. hee... but i think coffeebean's caramel frap is better. anyway, after slacking in starbuck, we shopped thru wisma, taka, heeren and paragon. finally got my bag =)
there's sch tmr.. oh my, so sian.. haven adapt to schooling life yet. today went out seems like im still in holiday mood. completely in no studying mood yet. i want my holidays again!!
tmr IS lessons. duno how my classmates will be like. hope they're a wonderful lot. if not, i'll be dreading wednesdays every week. last sem at least there's still dancesports to keep me motivated during wednesdays. i miss joycelyn and lyn!
my wound seems to hurt now and then. hai.. duno wad's wrong.. it has been like 8 months since my operation. next jan stil needa go back for check-up. hope everything's fine. i dun wanna go thru any of the pain i'd suffered again. walking into the hospital is already so frightening for me. the endless x-rays made me sick. the feeling i get while in the hos is unbearable. my spine, pls recover soon...
10:16 PM
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