You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Saturday, November 12, 2005
la-la-la

carin ahh carin... why become so naughty?? went to tutor her. as usual, she's having her lunch halfway.. so tell her finish eating first.. wah, kids' cutleries very cute sia.. small small one.. (of cos laa! kids got small mouth wad.. haha) ok, ignore that.. anyway, she's reali getting naughtier.. wanted to go thru her eng exam's mistakes with her. she wanted to use my green marker but i din allow cos i said she's too naughty. so she started to answer my questions without thinking. so rude of her.. den i sort of lectured her. "you know i come all the way from my hse-1 hr plus journey to teach u den u dun wanna pay attention.. imagine if u're teaching someone den the person give u attitude.. u like?" and bla bla.. i got so mad with her and din wanna tok to her. "u dun wan to listen rite? dun wan to listen den do the assessments" immediately, i threw(not literally threw) her with assessments and she started doing them. but surprisingly, she did the practices with full effort. can see her thinking..unlike the usual her who just write out the answer immediately w/o giving second thoughts.. even the section on forming the words to get a proper sentence, she did them all correctly. but when im not mad at her and ask her to do, she says she doesn't know how to and often rely on me for answers. den occasionally, she asked me the pronounciation of some words.normally, she'll just skip those words that are unfamiliar to her and assume the meaning of the sentence. checked her work.. quite satisfied. den my anger was appeased cos i can see her trying her best, thinking hard at the questions she had problem with. go thru her eng paper which she complied willingly cos i allowed her to use the green marker. kids! gave her hw den started to slack. not long laa.. ard 10 min? cos she did quite alot of assessments' exercises today. so, decided to give her a break. she played with my hp games.. she seems so intrigued in it.. hope next week she doesn't give me trouble..

saw baobei waiting for me downstairs right after my tuition. was a happy girl =)) headed to khatib camp mac. lunch-ed. den started on bca. did the exel exercises as a practice in order to know how to do the project. the practices took a long time.. and my neck is getting painful.. commenced on pbl straight away. was quite satisfied with the amount i completed for my pbl. thanks baobei for guiding me through those parts i do not understand. its great having you by my side =))

went to coffeeshop for hor fun for dinner.. it had been a long time since i ate that.. shared with bb cos i not that hungry.. hope he gets enough food.. lol.. u shld eat more ahh baobei! so thin duno for wad.. but nvm.. u got *u**l*s can already. HAHA.

tmr gonna continue pbl. hope can get more parts of the question done. YES! meeting bb again tmr.. but tmr is his first day at work. bei ahh, must be alert while working ahh.. dun so clumsy get scolded by boss.. haha.. and, dun pour the drinks all over the customers' shirts. haha.. i'll miss you. take great care.

11:00 PM
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