You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
la-la-la

its the IS day again.. time passed so quickly.. IAC was pretty boring.. we had to complete our personal ethnography which took one hour. sians.. another project is here. hai.. dying of projects already laa.. the sch think wad.. students got alot of time to handle so many projects on hand at one time ahh.. as if we no need study.. come on laa.. there's only 24 hrs in a day. dont tell me the shit of organising ur time well. i dont take tat man.. there's just so limited things we can do in the 24 hrs. and hell, we students need a life can?! our life must not only contain sch work, projects, assignments but also fun and our own individual time. *buried in projects*

sometimes i reali dun understand people. or shld i sae weird and eccentric ppl. they just think about themselves and completely overlook or even ignore other's needs. they say u're selfish. but i think they themselves are the selfish ones.. i'd nv seen ppl fighting for work to do, in that sense. just tell me how weird they are. somemore know the solution already dun wanna teach! wah.. reali cannot stand these kind of ppl man. totally turns me off. they got so much time tell them to get a life! dont keep wasting ppl's time on those shit. totally different frequencies laa!

u dun blame urself k? the prob lies in them, not you. u'd tried ur best to help as much as u can and in the end, u get back a "selfish". i know how hurting it can be cos it seems like ur effort and wanting to help the grp has gone to waste and unappreciated. but, just remember that u did no wrong and i'll always be by ur side, supporting you. dont be vexed over it already ok? im always here for you. soo, smile! =))

bei zi ahh bei zi.. it reali feels so good having u by my side. my laughing syndrome has gotten worse u noe? haha.. but nvm.. i like. LOL. im sorry for my temper.. thanks for always tolerating my nonsense, my irritated-ness, my temper. wadever it is, i love u for life. =D *thanks a zillion*

-blessed-

10:25 PM
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