Saturday, December 17, 2005
la-la-la
baobei cut hair!! haha.. bei ahh.. just wanna tell u, although its short BUT its so much neater.. considering u're such an untidy YET vain guy!! HAHA.. told u le.. hair cut short le still will grow back de.. though i noe if my hair is cut to an unacceptable hairstyle, i'll most probably be brooding over it.. cos hair is reali precious.. i can understand baobei.. but, it WILL grow back de and so, no worries! u think wad.. cut short short hair den i dun wan u ahh? haha.. wont lo.. told u even if u MO*tak i still want you de.. it'll be the case in 2 yrs plus wont it? haha.. so, dun keep saying its bla bla bla.. cos its reali neat, though short laa.. haha.. if anyone dare to say u nerd or wad just tell me.. i sure go arbish* him/her de.. LOL. =))
reali reali super lots of thanks to you, baobei.. have to work today but still insists on acc-ing me to cck.. u duno how these small little things/acts warmed my heart =D
anyway, carin wasn't feeling well today.. so i left earlier. take great care!!
why is parting with you so so miserable? i keep telling myself "hey, dont cry. its not that u wont be seeing him again.. just control ur tears.. control!" but i just cant seem to do it. whenever i hold back my tears, they protested violently.. so eager to roll down my cheek. why do i always have to make him worry and make him sad with me? i know he's as sad and she bu de as me.. but he put up a strong front and hush me.. and he always try his best to stop my never-ending tears.. even if it means smth which is impossible (alright, to me) , he still will try it. just for the sake of stopping my tears. when can i ever be successful in this? its reali difficult. emotions are always so overwhelming.. but i guess im beginning to adapt to this.. i know i can never control this. imagine wad will happen to me during the 2 years when u're not by my side.. hai.. i dun wan to make u sad, make u worry, pls remember. i dun wan to see ur red and teary eyes when u felt my sadness.. i dun wan to see u fighting so hard to hold back ur tears.. i dun wan, i dun wan.. just give me time.. i will conquer this challenge. reali reali love you lots baobei.. i can never imagine my life without you. really. muchloves**
pardon my emotions.. anyway, today after lunch with baobei went to peiling's hse to do wcom project.. wah, peiling ahh.. ur hse so difficult to find!! do and do.. never realise got so many things to complete.. all the tabulating and doing the report.. can die! but still not completed yet.. which means tmr gonna complete it. save us from all this turmoil!!
N.O.W. am really missing baobei to bits.. he's working now.. wondering if he's hungry.. sure hungry de.. he's such a pig.. wondering if he's thirsty, if he's so wanting to pee.. haha.. oh ya he can reali control his urine mind you.. but i told him never to do it.. cos ya.. will get diabetes ma.. hope faster 11pm den he end work le.. sure very tiring for him de.. though i know he's fit laa.. (so happy now rite bb! haha) hope time pass quickly soon it'll be 12 plus 1 den will be able to hear his voice le.. missyoutobits**
9:15 PM
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