You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Tuesday, January 31, 2006
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our 17th movie!! YAY! we watched huo4 yuan2 jia3 aka FEARLESS. for those who like fighting scenes, you can give this a try. not too bad though.. learn to be appreciative of the chinese martial arts. haha.. and Jet Li is cool.. but one thing i still cant figure out.. that is, why is it NC16. hmm.. sexual content is eliminated. violence? hmm.. not really laa.. or do they count the bloody scenes as it? but still quite okay leh.. i think BROTHERHOOD is worse laa.. i totally cover my eyes with my hands when they're showing the gruesome scenes when i watched last time.. totally can make ppl puke one.. but still, it was nice. Yuan Bin is missing out on starring of movies.. where is he?

anyway, it was a real nice day out with baobei! really miss him like duno what le.. today finally can see him, i super happy!! cant stop smiling.. haha.. i really do wonder what will happen to me(AND my eyes) when you go for army.. =(( alright that aside, baobei always can make me laugh til so happy.. weeee! so elated to be out with him.. am sorry i teared again.. not bcause u bullied me laa, really i swear.. cos i'm too happy and you know why.. hee.. no worries =)) loveyoulotslots**

tmr start sch le after the CNY break.. duno why are BA students not exempted on thurs and fri for NP open house.. LSCT(life science) ppl do.. my lucky sis.. and worse, i got a wcom test on thurs.. lucky its open book but still duno if it'll be of use. haha.. i totally forget le until baobei reminded me.. another round of JIA YOUs needed for poor students like us!

11 more days =))

10:51 PM
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Monday, January 30, 2006
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hai.. thought today can meet up with baobei.. all came to a naught.. =(( i guess nobody will ever come to understand why the overwhelming emotions in me.. cos even me myself cant comprehend.. people who know my reaction will probably think im insane, im crazy, im silly. to these comments or thoughts, i'll just say they dont understand me. baobei got frightened ma? suddenly kept quiet din talk den you thought i put down the phone.. haha. really really really miss you lots. guess you got this very unique power/ability to stir those emotions in me.. out of sooo many people, only you can do this to my heart..

baobei!! I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU TO BITS AND PIECES LE! tmr.. finally its coming..

12 more days..

11:11 PM
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
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HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!

gave the chinatown trip a miss yday..yea i just hate to squeeze with the crowd.. so i stayed at home and enjoy the tv program..

NOW. am at my grandma cum aunt's house at ang mo kio.. my other cousins have not reached yet.. its the same every yr.. my family is ALWAYS the first. kinda bored so came in and blog til they arrive.. stomach is grumbling already!! so hungry.. but nvm laa.. wait for all the dishes prepared by my grandma to be ready den eat.. cos it'll be a big and sumptuous spread!

mum so cute just now laa.. she gave out red packets to my siblings and i den she wished me "zhu4 ni3 ai4 qing2 shun4 li4" HAHA. baobei ting dao ma?? i'm sure we'll be shun shun li li one right? hee.. missing you right now.. wonder if you've eaten.. wonder what are you doing now.. got good boy drink lots of water ma? *lotsamisses*

waited for so long.. finally the lunar new yr is here.. but i guess this few days of break will pass by very fast.. then, it will be sch work again.. -sighs- hope everyone take a good rest these few days, get recharged and be ready for school again!

shit, im craving for jack's place lobster soup!

soinseparable..whydoialwayscantbear?
mytears,ireallywantthemtostopbuticantdoanything
tears,youneednotcomeouttoshowhim
theimportanceofhiminmyheart
heknowsalready
beizi,heartheartyou**

2:23 PM
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Friday, January 27, 2006
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F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. a movie!! yeah... i was keeping the movie ticket in that box and i realised that the last movie we watched was Narnia. woots, how long have it been.. -counts- its super duper diper daper doper LONG laa!! but finally today went to watch le! i give I Not Stupid Too thumbs up =)) it not only consists of great comedy(as usual) but also let those who went to watch understand the importance of family. or rather, to be more exact, the significance of proper two-way communication in a family, esle it'll result in teens' deliquency and often bring about regrets and sadly, death (in this movie). what i meant by proper is communicating through face-to-face, or phones(whereby you hear what the other has to say and NOT voice-mail). the improper way shown in the movie was communicating through written notes. and very often, these are neglected, thus resulting in lack of communication and misunderstandings btw one another. i feel that it is VERY IMPORTANT to have understanding family members. Our home, i believe, should not be "only a place for us to sleep in" as what is said in the movie. Parents really play an important role in cultivating good habits and moral values in their children. And i very much believe that parents are the preventors for children to go astray as long as they're there for them and have them properly taught. its rather a tear-jerking movie. if not for the humour injected in it, i guess more will be crying ba..(hor baobei??) and and and, do you guys know what F A M I L Y means? those who'd watched shld know ba.. it means Father And Mother I Love You. ahhh!!!!! so meaningful!! haha.. nice movie.

my search for shoes were in vain. where are my shoes?

yay.. tmr is reunion dinner le! am still contemplating whether to go to chinatown tmr. i seriously dont feel like squeezing with ppl and get myself all sticky and dirty. yucksamama! plus i always love watching the tv programs prepared by the artistes. shall see how..

oh my. there's this mother shouting DAMN LOUDLY at her kids now.. directly opposite my block.. eewww.. so scary!! wo pa pa! i hate to hear ppl shouting or screaming at someone. worse, be violent. i'll cry la! arghh i guess her kids are scared out of their wits already.. i hear their cries. oh my.. and her mother is still screaming now!! i wish she stop, immediately. so scary...

baobei! i believe the movie was nice right.. oh my.. so ke lian hor! sobs-
**xie xie ni mei tian dou teng teng wo, ai ai wo. wo zhen de hao xing fu**
***wo ai ni, yong yuan.***

11:15 PM
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
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i was being a good girl doing my part on bgmt project yday.. so i din blog.. the draft was supposedly needed to hand in by last week? it was postponed to today. and so everyone chiong laa!! lucky heard from peiling that teacher say ours was good.. haha ours super last min i swear!

anyway, IAC is officially over! yday marked the end of IAC lessons. reached school early to complete our slides. mr brian tan say ours was good.. yippiee!! so happy.. cos our effort din go to waste.. thanks to my grp members for cooperating and making this project a good one. ssoooo, nxt week is the last LMS class and then no more sch on wednesday!! woohoo.. that's gonna be soo cool..

TODAY. it was a nice feeling to have a family outing (minus away my bro) since sooo long. and dad tagged along! went to bugis... i'm a happy happy girl today =)) bought mickey skirt, espirit shirt and a jeans. but, i was unable to find a pair of shoes that i like!! shall continue hunting for it tmr. had fish & co for dinner.. yummylicious! the seafood platter is just soo irresistable.. bei, next time bring u go there eat!

TOMORROW. go sch for 2 hrs only! freaking bo liao again.. but watching movie tmr! woots... so happy! yay yay yay yay yay yay..

dad says he's bringing us to chinatown on sat to see fireworks. but i dun feel like squeezing with the crowd, especially in chinatown. oh man, i nv fail to get irritated.. simply too many people there laa.. anyway, mahjong table is going to be up soon.. yay.. family mahjong is set!!

seems like i used the word "happy" alot of times in this entry. guess im really happy now! =DD

temptationislandwasultrafab*

11:15 PM
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
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weeee marco test is over! it was quite easy laa.. to think we studied so hard for it!!! but good laa.. can get high marks why dun wan.. funny thing, me and meiyan's answer totally the same lo! later teacher say we cheat/copy ahh mei yan!! HAHA. hope not, especially when she's just sitting in front of me.. baobei so silly laa!! difficult ones u know, simple ones u dont.. ironic ahh you.. but thinking that u scored so well for ur pba, i shall 'reward' you here. LOL. --shouts* MY BAOBEI SOO SMART!! -claps- wah.. somebody got 2nd highest in class hor?! LOL. anyway, just one more "hurdle" to complete-- IAC presentation tmr.. after tmr, i'll be really free for at least a few days.. im so looking forward! im not so sure how IAC will turn out tmr.. but i wish that it'll be smooth-sailing.. -prays- baobei jia you too!! everyone jia you too!

fridayfridayfriday!! finally can go watch movie with baobei le.. so happy!! duno since when nv watch le hor.. lucky got free time le =)) shld be watching I Not Stupid Too, unless the seats are all unavailable again.. hope not.. cos i think that movie will be a nice one. well, who says Singapore's production or rather Jack Neo's production to be exact, cant be good? haha alright i shall not propagade anymore..

CNY is coming!! can wear new clothes/shoes, see my lil cute cousins, and receive red packets!! only -ve point? cant see baobei and will be missing him badly.. baobei, rmb dun be soo anti-social okay!! HAHAHA. naughty boy..

for the third time in 3 months, i was approached by Christians who want to share God's story with me. whywhywhy... why do i always attract baptisers? (spell?) and this time round, its the same person as the one who approached me for the first time(in ngee ann). compared to the previous time, she sort of 'provoked' me this time by distinguishing Christians and non-Christians by saying that Christians go to heaven and non-Christians go to hell... wahh, i allowed her some of my studying time in order not to directly reject her and she came to tell me about this... she showed me the bible and an extract reads ".....(non-christians) suffer the punishment of eternal destruction..." tell me how shld i react?!! arghh.. i rmb-ed calming myself down before getting rude and shoo-ed her off. so i just continued to listen and listen.. until she finished her small little booklet and asked AGAIN if i was interested. and no doubt, my answer still remains the same. i know that definitely there's a God, but as to which one, im not sure. despite this, i dun wish to get myself involved in entangling this mystery.. im happy the way i am..

canyoutellmewhyamisoattractedtoyou?
ifyouknowthereasonwhy,tellme
imsureithassmthtodowithurnaughtiness.
wahhahahahhayouthisnaughtyboy
howiloveyouso**

10:38 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
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amendments: CNY is Sunday and not Saturday.. i was soo looking forward to it until i thought it was sat and ta-da, it was wrongly noted at my previous post..

macro. calculations. diagrams. while studying i finally understood the concepts which i was confused about earlier on. its 2 days away. hell, just finished wcomm and now this. I WANT A BREAK!! actually thought that i was sucha heroine to survive that tempt. but no, i was totally wrong. temptation island. HAHA. u're so attracting.. i cant get enough =))

im getting really pissed. dont tell me that ur internet connection is down and all. if u really wanna do it, u'll find ur way. like, go to a library or even mac where internet is provided. HELL, if there's a will, there's a way can! i dont care if its cliche. i just tot its so appropriate here. i got hell lots of things to do, just like u. but i freaking spent hrs on it and u guys dont wanna help. yaa i know theres SAM, bca ex and all. but where's ur time management? i sent it on sat. u got 2 long days to start on it. but nth was done til today, now. u dun freaking come and tell me about ur internet and that u got loads of things to complete. im no different! i dun wan it, or anything to affect my studies. please dun ruin my gpa. ARGHH.. i'm so pissed!!

10:16 PM
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
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wooo... so long never blog already.. yes, all thanks to the mountain of things to be completed. wcomm test just passed..it was ok.. hope our teacher dont be sucha a ______(whatever) to give us low marks.. -keeping my fingers crossed- it was quite a torture to sit there for 2 hrs and work on 3 questions. every min of the 2 hr was spent and it was reali tiring for my brain and of cos, my hands. but was realli glad this heavy burden was over..

myob was dued last fri too. and lucky all the printing and recording is over!! its sucha hassle.. and its only 10% laa!! freaking hell...

seems like the burdens are down and over. BUT NO! it has not ended yet! IAC project is due this coming wed. and yday i spent 2 freaking hours to do the report, JUST on the findings part. it was hell laa.. gotta tabulate, den comment on the findings.. and my eyes and brain really need a rest from all that!! initially we thought that it was impossible to hit the 1500 words needed for the report.. but after i'd done the findings, i realised it was not impossible. as u can see for yourself, without the findings=540 words BUT with the findings, it amounted to 1460 words!! cool hur! got sucha great sense of satisfaction after completing it. yea right.. but still got the pwp to complete. hope my members do a gd job of it..

next BCA. it was already 80% completed. and this is due on... erm... fri?? not that sure. but i know its this coming week too. can see the amount of things that needa be completed?? im not a robot you know.. i hope the teachers know. OH YA, totally forget about the bgmt project. this is the worst. and i get scared just by thinking of it. really. we only did our draft, a simple and not-very-brief draft.. and the project is due ermm... 2 weeks from now? it seems a long way.. but no... this coming sat is CNY and all the celebrations will be going on.. where to find time to complete it? -headache-

TODAY. stupid SAM E-LEARNING DROVE ME AND BAOBEI CRAZY!! we spent an ardous 3 hrs just for that!! and i still rmbed the reason was we were stuck at q16/32 about the vlookup one. that was madness laa! we tried and tried but was all in vain. we just couldn't solve it. and i really really dont understand why the teacher had to remove the "observe" function!!!! REALLY! arghhh... and so, we were stuck at q16 for an hr plus? ya.. that was how bad it was.. then when we FINALLY moved on, another q caught us. so damn pek cek laa! not to mention the aircon at the mac we're in was down!!!! it was so freaking stuffy and hot and wadever.. totally made us MORE frustrated! GRR! so imagine our gleefulness(no?), okay hmm.. joyfullness when we completed the SAM at 4.30pm. WE NEARLY JUMP TO OUR FEET! but no, that was substituted with our hugs, which were forever so wen1 xin1 =)) this stupid SAM really tested my, or our patience! so after SAM, we proceeded to the txtbk's exercises. YAA, SEE HOW PAINFUL OUR LIVES ARE. but lucky the txtbk's exs were super easy!!! and we took quite a short time to complete it. and for once, i din get frustrated when doing the purple pages.. cos i know how to do!! weeee, so happy!! hope this marco topic comes out for exam.. i believe i'll be smiling while doing it! LOL

p.s for those who felt that SAM E-LEARNING was easy for you and you probably think its chicken-feet or smth, PLEASE DONT TELL ME! if not, i think there'll be some disastrous outcomes? HAHA. no laa.. just that i'll feel ______(ermm i duno wad's the word) aiya, just dont tell me laa!!

so bca took up our sat. tmr? MACRO. i've come to realise that i need not worry about what to be done during the weekends cos there's forever things available.

nownownow.. lets not talk about all the spoilers-schwork. went to cwp sportslink to change the nike shirt to another one.. and i was so silly laa! i approached this guy(who was working there of cos) and told him that i wanna change and everything, even included when the shirt was bought and all. ya nth wrong. BUT, i said all that in chinese. ya nth wrong too. JUST THAT THE GUY WHOM I'M TALKING TO ISN'T A CHINESE!!!!! arghhh so damn paiseh laa... i spoke like a train(in chi) then he only asked "so you want to change the design?" IN ENGLISH. wah.. totally!! now i marvel at his ability to understand wad i was talking.. or was he just deciphering? LOL. whatever laa.. in the end, got a shirt i really liked =))

CNY is this coming sat! and hell.. i gotta go tutor carin during one of the weekdays AND buy my last set of CNY clothes!! i so wanna buy clothes laaa.. yaa im so busy til no time to fork out time to tutor carin today.. so no choice gotta go during weekdays. la la la

baobei:
your promise meant the world to me.. i was so ____ yday. afraid of the feeling. false illusions made me hoped, only to find that it wasn't what i thought.. next time, hold my hands and bring me to the place where you ran to =)) the titbits. it was able to lure my tears out again. really sweet of you. missed you so much that i could forsake the iac report and meet u up, just for that short 1 hr. i was touched that you also sacrificed eating dinner(and i believe your stomach must be rumbling.. haha) and met me right after you bathed. first thing we saw each other, embracement. films running in my mind and made me realise how important and significant you are in my life. holding tight to you, never wanting to let go. reassurance, comfort, love, care--all that i felt. thanks for ur tears. they let me know how you really felt and cherish me. ur tight hugs were so comforting. thanks so much baobei for everything. i love you lots. i guess til this point in time, the word "love" isn't that strong a word for me to describe my intense love for you. really. wait til i find a better word which can really bring out my emotions, i'll tell you. =))) ur presence is what im hoping to feel each and every day. ALL I WANT IS YOU. =DD

thanks for making me laugh like an idiot. HAHAHA. i dont care wad ppl think, thinking that im a lunatic or whatever. i just noe that my laughs are created by you and they really made me happy. thanks for always being silly just to see me smile or laugh. i really appreciate every single effort of urs. I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH BAOBEI YING! ER2 !!

the wannabe =)))

11:45 PM
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
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am feeling so sick and weak now.. arghh.. i dun wanna be sick. freaking wcomm test tire me out!!

i miss baobei!! =((

9:46 AM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
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think i forgot to add that Baron, the hamster, died a few days back.. oh my.. soo sad laa.. but i'm very sure my little sis is even more upset over its death. initially there were 3 and now, only one left. the apple of everyone's eyes, BABY, that's what we call it. cos at the very beginning it WAS so tiny!! now, it IS so fat! LOL. think it's happy already laa.. always wanna fight with the other 2.. now that the 2 are not around, think baby is lonely. will it start to regret its actions back then? haha.. so naughty.. but now it has a huge 'house' all by itself.. its only company? the wheel. HAHA. so lonely laa!!

enough about the hamsters. was waiting for baobei at underground while he went for his test. watched the 18th episode of frog.prince drama. woots! ssssoooooooo llloooonnnngggg never touch the vcds le! and i so miss it. finally today forked out the time to watch it. guess i wont be able to finish it within this week given the freaking packed week. time, please fast forward.

baobei bought the 'dumb dumb' toy today. WAHAHAHAHAHA. pls dont bcome dumb. -oops- LOL. results results! im quite hopeful i'll see it in no time. =))
and we're so lucky again.. we ate the last 2 plates of chicken rice! lucky we made it in time..

baobei, be glad im climbing out of my bed EARLY tmr. LOL.

10:38 PM
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Monday, January 16, 2006
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Another bo liao sch day with just one lesson.. but we used the time to do our bca pbl2. hmm.. not bad.. we've completed around 80% of it. and im so happy. though we get stuck in certain parts of the question, but we reali try and try and try.. the few hours were well spent =)

baobei, great job! your effort really paid off. im happy for you. see the results of ur hard work? well, if u really set ur mind to do smth, i believe you can achieve it given ur strong determination. i hope that your diligence and all is for urself and not just for my sake. though im happy you're willing to make sucha big change for me. =DD *heartyou*

i think in no time i'll start to develop a phobia towards reading newspaper. everytime i see the tragedies on the front page and the captions of the news, i get goosebumps. realli petrifying.. i just cant help but gasp at the cruelty of the murderers. where do they get the courage to kill someone? why can they be so heartless, so unhuman? hai... yday i read about this pair of sisters who went jogging.. they weren't jogging at the same speed, the elder one was ahead of the younger one. when the younger one ran to a spot, she found her sis hairclip and shoes on the ground. at the same time, she saw a car hurried off. sensing smth amiss, she called up her mum and they started to search for the elder sis. BUT, so unfortunately, she was killed, and her body was found the next morning. she was nude from her waist level down and her shirt was up til her breasts area. guess she must have been raped. hai.. why.. tell me why are people getting scarier? really pyschotic.. eeeeeeeeeeee, im so scared!! *shouts for baobei*

baobei:
bei zi, tmr u got test again. best of luck to you kays.. have faith and confidence in yourself. you can do it!! do lit a smile on my face with gd grades =)) most importantly, do ur best!

p.s. your combination of baby cries and liang popo very funny hur.. LOL (ewe ewe ewe)

9:39 PM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
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9am to 9.30am and then finally to 10am hur baobei?? LOL.
what can i say?
LAZY PIG.

ok laa.. on account of you accompanying me to cck yday, i forgive you. LOL. rubbish.. i din even blame you in the first place, so no worries =))

SUNDAY is always a day spent with baobei at khatib camp mac. and i really mean ALWAYS ok.. think we've been there consecutively for ermm.. weeks? which i duno exactly how many weeks.. haha.. so i guess SUNDAY is officially our HOMEWORK cum REVISION DAY which is like so pathetic laa!! i wanna spend my weekends out in town or anywhere fun.. watch movies, walk ard with baobei!! WHEN CAN I ENJOY THIS?? speaking of which, we're dying to watch movies! Memoirs of Geisha will be out soon.. not forgetting I Not Stupid Too... oh, is the Tall Story still available? OOPPSs.. i so wanna watch movie with baobei!!

THANKS baobei for always being so understanding.. sacrificing your slp time for doing you-know-what =) it was deeply appreciated, really. MILLIONS OF THANKS TO YOU. always wondering why do i deserve such a great bf (not saying i'm bad though.. haha) im reali proud to have you and of course, happy to be with you! =DD

11:18 PM
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
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MR SUN is back back back!! no more rainy days, or so i hope.. but i think after a while i'll start to hate the sun.. while, life's supposed to be like that aint it? we're always not satisfied with the current situation.. while then, i need not waste unnecessary tissues on wiping my leg due to the pik-piaking of water on the wet ground resulted from the rain..

bca excel exercises are back again! arghh.. i so hate to do them.. it successfully killed my brain cells! sucha busy week.. got heaps of things to be completed. and deadlines are nearing.. S.T.R.E.S.S. and i really hate it.

i need some motivation.. i need to sense some excitedness.. i need to look forward to interesting activities.. den i think it'll reali help to alleviate the stress level.. guess everyone is feeling the same as me.. so lets JIA YOU everyone!!

another hamster, Baron, is soo weak now.. think my sister is on the verge of crying upon seeing its fragile body. oh my, hope that nth happens to it.. if not my sis will get so so sad.. i hate to see lives leaving this world..*prays*

i love my hair =P
RED, please dun fade away.. i love you! stay on!

this three words i mean it all
from the bottom of my heart..
"i am sorry"
pls dun do that to me anymore..
i cant take it.
the most impt thing to me,
honour it.

11:28 PM
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
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raining buffaloes and hippos like everyday! sooo damn freaking cold.. even with a jacket, i'm trembling like hell.. as if the rain wasn't freezing enough, we still had lessons in air-con room!! soo cold laa!!

duno wad's wrong with the mr **a**... seems like our class's 8 characters and his clashed sia.. every lesson wanna get soo angry with us as if it's our fault not getting the correct msg when the person he conveyed the msg to wasn't us! always say "doesn't it make sense that bla bla bla.." as if we are brainless. but hey, we're merely following wad's being instructed to us. aiya duno wad's wrong laa.. just have to tolerate a few more weeks can le..

bmgt lesson is cancelled. YAY! but, make-up lesson tmr. BOO! haha.. anyway, mayb not even going laa.. the teacher teach also not clear one.. go there also waste time.. so we did abit on bmgt project. haha.. JUST A BIT. LOL.

thanks to the rain, wasted $2.40 for a super bo liao taxi trip from convention to blk 38. LOL. super bo liao rite.. but no choice.. cos the rain was too big for us to walk over to LT45 w/o being drenched like an idiot. BUT, in the end, we still got drenched a little cos there's some work going on with the ground where we stopped! hell! baobei was so bu gan xin rite.. haha.. sorry laa.. din see the 'construction' ma.. hee..

im sucha naughty gal.. i skipped ffa make-up tutorial today.. just for my hair! HAHA. cannot blame laa.. cos i made appointment le. .den the teacher so late den inform. anyway, the chapter isn't that difficult, so i chose to skip it. good thing also laa.. no needa see my gd fren. LOL. if not i think i'll be frowning all the way. LOL. save my forehead from wrinkles... =)

my hair. hmm.. ok laa.. not too bad.. i told the person i dun wan too bright cos the color he chose for my base is violet red. and i thought bright red will be so scary. so he darkened the colour. in the end, i felt i like my hair color under light better. LOL. but still quite ok laa.. the massage was soo nice. .woo..

baobeisonaughty!!
hee-

10:41 PM
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
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*]]Dedicated to my dearest baobei, my one and only.[[*

Baobei!! Happy 6th Months aka 185 days! soo sorry for forgetting my "tradition" for you this month.. has been way too busy. reali sorry =(
wweeee.. its been so so so fast right.. we're together for 6 months le.. im so proud to be ur special one. u give me a very very gd sense of security, comforts me whenever im down, cheer me up by making silly actions to make me laugh when im upset, console me whenever smth is not going my way, most imptly, you stand by me in good times and bad times. this is what i need the most, to have you by my side supporting me morally and encouraging me along the way. and thanks so much for always being there for me. you tolerated my stubborness, my bad-temperedness, my occasional mood-swings.. (oops) and i reali appreciate all that you did for me. reali reali, i do. i felt so loved by you everytime i'm with you. feels like wo bei peng(or pong?) zai shou xin. and i'm reali reali happy being with you. rest assured, i've no regrets. =) ever since 11/7/05, my life took a turn for the better. much much better. i felt happiness which i'd nv felt before. i laugh like nobody's business everytime i'm with you. and although i cried at times, but these precious tears of mine reminded me how special you are to me. and each tear brings me closer to you for after overcoming each and every obstacle, i believe, we're even closer. in life, i hate to be at a loss or be lost in anywhere. BUT, one thing for sure. i'm soo lost in your heart, just like a maze. but i never want to get out for the rest of my life. can i stay there for eternity? you let me know how blessed one can be with his/her loved one around. you let me know the true meaning of love and being loved. you let me see a wonderful future with you. most significantly, you let me know that YOU are the one i wanna be with for the rest of my life. THANKS SO SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. dun doubt me when i say I LOVE YOU cos it comes from the bottom, the very very bottom of my heart. baobei, thanks for ur existence and presence. it reali colour up my life =DD lotsalovefrommetoyou**
<3

Pris

p.s thanks baobei for the KR treat. and i hope you like the shirt! =))

10:26 PM
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
la-la-la

today is a very shiok day.. in view of grandma's bday celebration, we went to thomson plaza's Peach Gardern restaurant for dim sum.. i tell you, super nice!! ate alot laa.. shit, gonna shed off those kgs. siew mai, peanut(pi2 dan4) porridge, lao h?w?ang gua soup(nice nice nice!!), fried dumplings, char sao bao, xiao long bao, goose meat, and alot more which i duno the name.. haha.. but, reali very nice! wanna eat dim sum can give it a try there. besides the nice food,i get to see all my cousins.. or shld i say, all my CUTE little cousins.. haha.. they are reali adorable laa!! and all have grown so much.. the twins, elder one so skinny and hair so long and smooth! valerie, the younger one, is soo much fatter! hair shorter but its as smooth. now they're already in P1. time flies, reali flies. from their talkings, you'll know how much they've grown. and i must say for P1 kids, they're considered smart. cos they know alot of words which "by right" they wouldn't know given their young age. next is zora. oh my god.. she's the centre of everyone's attention laa! normally the youngest one will attract the most attention. so cute! last yr she was soo quiet always sticking to her mummy. now, she can address you as "da4 gu1, xiao3 gu1, jie jie, gor gor.. " haha.. she's soo bubbly! and she can reali run fast! LOL. everyone was snatching her to take pictures with her. CNY coming.. which means, can see these cute little cousins of mine again! weee.. kids are so innocent..

headed to bugis for our shopping. not bad, i managed to get a jeans, top and a belt. still wanna buy one more set. a skirt probably. today is public holiday which made shopping so tiring having to squeeze our way through almost everywhere, especially bugis village! the shorts i fancied is extinct already laa! hummph.. regretted not getting it when it first came out. i rmb-ed i thought it was nice initially when i first saw it too. damn! forget it. contemplating whether to get that mickey skirt. its nice laa.. anyway, we headed to wisma as my cousin, ilona, wanted to buy roxy's tops. 2 skirts caught my eye. HOWEVER, size S is just nice but short while size M is wayyy too big. hell! soo din get that.. after finish shopping at surfbabe, we headed to taka's pepper lunch for our dinner at freaking 915pm!! sooo late laa.. all of us were starving already. it was yummylicious!! i had the loin steak and it was sooo tender! nice nice! baobei! next time bring u go eat! AND, mos burger's cheese cake is super nice!!

reached home at 11pm.everyone's so tired after being out for the entire day. whole day din get to see baobei.. miss u to bits le! TOMORROW! yayness =))

11:57 PM
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Monday, January 09, 2006
la-la-la

1st day of sch after break.. not too bad.. but quite tiring from all the walking.. thanks to LT45 again. bca was kinda stress bcos of pbl2. next week is bca elearning.. den the following week must submit the project le. super fast laa!!

rain rain rain.. duno why its always raining nowadays. seems like it just wont stop.. and i reali wonder why the "nice" macro lecturer wants his lect to be in LT45! bei had his pba test today and im so glad he felt it was managable. =)) think im waiting for at least a 70 ya? you can do it! =DD

tmr going out with family for grandma's bday celebration and shopping for CNY clothes!! YAY! feeling so shiok.. can eat nice food and hopefully buy some nice clothes. i want that shorts laa!!! feel more shiok knowing that mum is going to sponsor me for my hair! yippiee.. im in glee =P

bei zi, am going to miss you real lots tmr..
2 more days =))

11:06 PM
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
la-la-la

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JARREL!!

i hate rainy days when i'm out! yucksamama the water splash onto my legs made me feel so disgusting.. oh ya, baobei and i tried our umbrella today.. haha.. lucky it was working fine. we saw this man with a super big umbrella and thought we will get that big big umbrella one day. HAHA.

baobei studying so hard for his pba test tmr.. 5 chapters consisting of 200 pg of the textbook and he has only freaking 2 days to study. it made studying worse when ydae was burnt cos he acc-ed me to cck. felt so an1 xin1 upon seeing his diligence. i was glad that i was beside him encouraging him on and on. cheering him up whenever he felt that the information he read was so alien to him. giving him occasional hugs to motivate him. and pecked him on his cheeks when he got 10/10 for mcq while trying out the qs in mel. great job boy! i really see a different toh guo wen from the past who's always so lazy. very touched that you made a great effort to achieve ur goal. JIA YOU!! *muchlove*

my siblings and i were watching the charity show(ren xin ci ai zhao wan qian) just now. created so much laughter laa! stupid elder sis kept stirring smth up when the atmosphere was like soo tensed, esp at the ming2 yi4 fa2 shi1 that part.

sis: you know why his shoes are from timberland and not leather shoes?
me: why?
sis: cos if its leather shoes it wont be matching to his brown outfit.

LIKE DUH!!

give silly comments when people are so focussed. then both my sis started the jing jing jing thingy introduced in frogprince drama serial. HAHA. totally!! then all the artistes were on stage and selina from SHE was standing beside tao ze aka david tao... ella cried while watching ming yi fa shi determination. den sis commented...

sis: you know why selina nv cry?
me: ya, if not spoil her image.. tao ze beside her only ma..later her make-up smudged.. her MASCARA..
at the same time, she said,
sis: MASS-CARE-RA

its supposed to be pronounced as MARS-CA-RA.. not MASS-CARE-RA

DOTS!

anyway, i thought the artistes really put up a great show to encourage people to donate. all the hard work and time spent were forked out by them w/o asking for any other thing for return, except to call the donation line. seems like its beginning to focus on the arts hur.. the couple of dance were wonderful. everytime i thought it was impossible to do what they wanted to do. but in the end, they never fail to bring a "wow" expression on my face. they never fail to complete their tasks even though it meant injuries were inevitable. i think they deserve a big round of applause. seeing the patients' cases always touched my heart. hai.. so tear-jerking laa.. sobs.

that aside. reality is arriving. sch is starting tmr!! arghh.. wad a bummer. alot of things to be completed.

-bca pbl2(due in week 15. like only a few weeks from now? shucks)
-bmgt project (omg!)
-iac project (hello mr brian, are you there??)
-ffa myob
-wcomm and macro tests

i want CNY!! most desirably, i want the holidays!!

11:48 PM
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
la-la-la

cck, finally. $40 gone last week u know! xin tong* anyway, bb and i were slacking at limbang's mac waiting for 330pm to come. so we were happily chatting and all and bb noticed the time was 240pm according to his watch. at that instant, i thought "eh? why the time pass so slow one.. just now i see the time already 230pm.. den now only 10 min passed.." so decided to check the time against my hp's time. AND AND AND, it was 320pm!! wahh, lucky got check ahh.. if not sure late for the 330pm tuition. moral of the story? dun bring an "unreliable" watch.. bei, ur watch needs a change.. haha.. that's not the real bummer u know.. the worse is always at the back.. it is raining monkeys and donkeys!! super duper big rain.. and how to expect us to walk over to carin's place w/o an umbrella. so here comes bb's long awaited wish rite? to get our own umbrella-ya this has always been wad he wanted. silly you.. lol.. bought a budget umbrella at $3.90 and i was damn bu4 shuang3 and damn reluctant to buy that.. thought it was a waste of money.. but too bad.. we need that desperately to get us to her block. soo, in the end, bb is the happy one. haha..

bb was supposed to study for his monday's pba test while waiting for me.. i duno the reason why, but he cant complete a chapter. hmm, hope it wasn't due to ur laziness ya? haha.. naughty boy.. tmr must jia you le! cannot slack! 3.2 3.2 3.2!!! the stupid umbrella super lousy laa.. bb shaked it a few times den spoil already!! so went to get it changed. we haven tried the new one though.. not sure if it'll be as fragile.. hope not..

"that's the last piece." why the hell do i ALWAYS get this answer when i fancy some tops. totally! it was nice laa.. maybe some miracle will happen and i get to see it at another outlet? *prays*

god is fair! woots.. im loving it.

10:18 PM
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Friday, January 06, 2006
la-la-la

the not-so-motivational-to-study macro test is over.. yaa cos it consists of only mcq and T/F qs. tell me how to concentrate studying? haha.. it was pretty alright.. but some qs a little tricky and require more thinking.. hmm.. hope everyone does well for it.. b4 the test even starts, we were reminded of our not-so-far-away 2nd test which is 2 weeks from now.. totally!! then, we were informed about the public holiday this coming tue. as our(acc students) macro lect falls on tue, we gotta make it up. so, our monday is like burned laa.. 5pm-630pm.. not that worse yet.. IT IS AT LT45!! the most hated LT!! wah..double sians. just gotta accept our fate laa.. but the thought of having the whole of tue free makes it all worthwhile!

medical appointment. reali huge thanks to baobei for ur company. it makes a vast difference. reali made me feel a whole lot better and not that scared =)) soo, as usual, proceeded to get the x-rays done. wah, today's x-ray's "dress" or wadeva u call it, is different from the previous ones again! duno who can come up with so many different designs of it man.. make me look like an idiot thinking of how to wear it, ONCE AGAIN. cos there're pictures in the room showing you the steps to wear that "dress" around you. i duno why, but i just cant seem to understand the steps at all.. picture idiot i guess.. haha.. even the person working there knew i had difficulty with it and came by to explain to me. wah.. paiseh until wanna dig hole and hide myself le laa.. the person sure thinking "smth wrong with this girl is it.. got pictures showing how to wear still duno!" HAHA. anyway, had my 20th and 21st x-ray done today. i hate the radiation which killed my cells!! arghh... seeing the films, i saw how my super crooked spine in the past become the not-so-crooked spine now. so, still alright laa.. next appointment is yr 2007!! total yayness! i am so NOT looking forward to it.. wahahaha...

HANS was great! thanks bb for bringing me there =))

10:58 PM
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
la-la-la

most dreaded day is coming again-friday. not because of the macro test tmr.. but the medical appointment at NUH. hais.. so scared.. hope everything's alright.. dun suddenly tell me "ooh, ur spine is still crooked, to a certain serious degree.." I WILL FAINT! cos i was "entitled" to the surgery as the crooked degree of my spine hit one of the most serious degree-45 degrees. and i was told if it wasn't rectify, i'ld have to prepare for some serious problems when i age. anyway, just hope the rods will keep my poor spine in place.. i dun wan a second torture!! luckily baobei is acc-ing me to the hospital. if not think i'll be reali reali petrified. i just hate the feeling of stepping into the hospital. the atmosphere, the air inside and everything just don't seem right. but i guess baobei's presence will calm me down, alot. so thanks in advance =)) justtellmewhattodowithoutyou**

nice studying at wood4lands lib today huh baobei? haha.. and i was damn clumsy today laa! always trip. and i mean ALWAYS ok!! wah.. duno wad's wrong with me.. sucha clumsy little pig.. but thanks to bb who held my hands tightly and thus, im unscathed. hee hee.. baobei, u like to divulge ur own secrets to me is it? haha.. so funny laa!! P1 still... STILL!! during exam think of wad har?? (**oop2?) LOL. hilarious man! =B

6 more days! =DDD
i want kenny rogers!!

10:35 PM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
la-la-la

i was enjoying my prince.frog drama serial until my sis came crying into my room with a dead hamster in her hands. she was crying profusely which contributed to her red bulging eyes. worst, it happened to be her favourite one. she was soo sad. hai... she brought it along with her when she was bathing and sort of gave it its farewell.. i can understand her agony though not fully. my sis has always been an animal-lover. compassionate towards animals of any kinds. she never fails to exclaim "wow, so cute! (the dog, cat, rabbit, hamster, bla bla.. as long as its an animal)" hai.. so sad.. seeing her crying convulsively, it activated my tearing glands too.. how can someone accept the fact that ur loved one is dead before you. though we talking about animals here, but the same logic applies. departing from this world is inevitable. this is something we all know. as much as we want to move on and push asides all other thoughts or memories, ur emotions will be too overwhelming for you to handle. this is how fragile life is, be it animals or humans. when its gone, its gone. no amount of tears can bring back the dead. and i truly fear the loss of my family, bf, friends, relatives... if only life is eternal. if only i have the potion which the "santa claus" gave to Lucy in the movie Chronicles of Narnia, enabling to cure any injuries with just a sip of it. if only, if only..

that aside. -sighs- guess i can only dye my hair next week, though it'll be ideal if it can be done within this week. but since i wan a sponsor from mum, i gotta wait. and sch is starting normal lessons from next mon onwards. so fast can!! all the shit will be haunting us again.. and why is my IS in the afternoon!!! ahhh, baobei, our 6th mth! so wanna have a good meal with you...

baobei:
i saw the hard work and effort put in by you in order to achieve ur 3.2 GPA goal. i'm reali happy seeing you working so hard towards it. u did a gd job for ur poa test today. i hope for every other tests, it'll be the same as how you studied for this test, with the same determination and diligence. great job! =)) thanks for not disappointing me.

10:06 PM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
la-la-la

Wang2 Zi3 Bian4 Qing1 Wa1 aka The Prince Who Turn Into A Frog is super damn nice laa!!! have been bombarding my vcd player and laptop due to this drama serial.. it is reali nice! i missed some or rather most of the episodes when it was casted on tv previously cos there wasn't any time for me to even sit down and relax to watch the show. now that my sis borrowed the vcds from her fren, wahh i tell u, simply shiokness! at first i thought my sis was rather dumb when she exclaimed that Dang Ou acted by Ming Dao was suave and mind you, she kept harping on that.. until finally a few days back when i reali sit down and enjoy the drama serial myself, i find myself nodding in agreement with her! think cos he's those type who dont leave a memorable impression on the first sight, but upon looking at him a few more times, he's getting better and better looking.. in short, he's nai4 kan4 la! HAHA. super nice laa.. and i stayed up til 6am to watch that last night.. i wouldn't have stopped if this break is extended. haha.. ok, i know baobei fuming now rite? haha.. sorry laa.. =P and i reali wonder how the script-writer can made up such a wonderful plot and everything, making me as well as other audiences, so captivated in this drama serial. NICE NICE NICE!!

does my bb have a motor-cyclist look? if not, how come everytime ppl come to us and ask if he owns a motor? -wonders- hmm, must be have a too naughty look le laa.. LOL. tsk tsk tsk see la! haha..

this 2 weeks break is slowly coming to an end. and sad to say, i haven't enjoyed enough. it will be perfect if there weren't any tests to stress us up during this break you see... hai.. good things will always come to an end, wont they? -sighs-

anyway, CNY is coming... YAY! CNY=red packets=$$$ haha...

wed wed wed!! baobei! suo! LOL*LOL*LOL*LOL*LOL

9:32 PM
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