Tuesday, January 03, 2006
la-la-la
i was enjoying my prince.frog drama serial until my sis came crying into my room with a dead hamster in her hands. she was crying profusely which contributed to her red bulging eyes. worst, it happened to be her favourite one. she was soo sad. hai... she brought it along with her when she was bathing and sort of gave it its farewell.. i can understand her agony though not fully. my sis has always been an animal-lover. compassionate towards animals of any kinds. she never fails to exclaim "wow, so cute! (the dog, cat, rabbit, hamster, bla bla.. as long as its an animal)" hai.. so sad.. seeing her crying convulsively, it activated my tearing glands too.. how can someone accept the fact that ur loved one is dead before you. though we talking about animals here, but the same logic applies. departing from this world is inevitable. this is something we all know. as much as we want to move on and push asides all other thoughts or memories, ur emotions will be too overwhelming for you to handle. this is how fragile life is, be it animals or humans. when its gone, its gone. no amount of tears can bring back the dead. and i truly fear the loss of my family, bf, friends, relatives... if only life is eternal. if only i have the potion which the "santa claus" gave to Lucy in the movie Chronicles of Narnia, enabling to cure any injuries with just a sip of it. if only, if only..
that aside. -sighs- guess i can only dye my hair next week, though it'll be ideal if it can be done within this week. but since i wan a sponsor from mum, i gotta wait. and sch is starting normal lessons from next mon onwards. so fast can!! all the shit will be haunting us again.. and why is my IS in the afternoon!!! ahhh, baobei, our 6th mth! so wanna have a good meal with you...
baobei:
i saw the hard work and effort put in by you in order to achieve ur 3.2 GPA goal. i'm reali happy seeing you working so hard towards it. u did a gd job for ur poa test today. i hope for every other tests, it'll be the same as how you studied for this test, with the same determination and diligence. great job! =)) thanks for not disappointing me.
10:06 PM
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