You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Saturday, January 21, 2006
la-la-la

wooo... so long never blog already.. yes, all thanks to the mountain of things to be completed. wcomm test just passed..it was ok.. hope our teacher dont be sucha a ______(whatever) to give us low marks.. -keeping my fingers crossed- it was quite a torture to sit there for 2 hrs and work on 3 questions. every min of the 2 hr was spent and it was reali tiring for my brain and of cos, my hands. but was realli glad this heavy burden was over..

myob was dued last fri too. and lucky all the printing and recording is over!! its sucha hassle.. and its only 10% laa!! freaking hell...

seems like the burdens are down and over. BUT NO! it has not ended yet! IAC project is due this coming wed. and yday i spent 2 freaking hours to do the report, JUST on the findings part. it was hell laa.. gotta tabulate, den comment on the findings.. and my eyes and brain really need a rest from all that!! initially we thought that it was impossible to hit the 1500 words needed for the report.. but after i'd done the findings, i realised it was not impossible. as u can see for yourself, without the findings=540 words BUT with the findings, it amounted to 1460 words!! cool hur! got sucha great sense of satisfaction after completing it. yea right.. but still got the pwp to complete. hope my members do a gd job of it..

next BCA. it was already 80% completed. and this is due on... erm... fri?? not that sure. but i know its this coming week too. can see the amount of things that needa be completed?? im not a robot you know.. i hope the teachers know. OH YA, totally forget about the bgmt project. this is the worst. and i get scared just by thinking of it. really. we only did our draft, a simple and not-very-brief draft.. and the project is due ermm... 2 weeks from now? it seems a long way.. but no... this coming sat is CNY and all the celebrations will be going on.. where to find time to complete it? -headache-

TODAY. stupid SAM E-LEARNING DROVE ME AND BAOBEI CRAZY!! we spent an ardous 3 hrs just for that!! and i still rmbed the reason was we were stuck at q16/32 about the vlookup one. that was madness laa! we tried and tried but was all in vain. we just couldn't solve it. and i really really dont understand why the teacher had to remove the "observe" function!!!! REALLY! arghhh... and so, we were stuck at q16 for an hr plus? ya.. that was how bad it was.. then when we FINALLY moved on, another q caught us. so damn pek cek laa! not to mention the aircon at the mac we're in was down!!!! it was so freaking stuffy and hot and wadever.. totally made us MORE frustrated! GRR! so imagine our gleefulness(no?), okay hmm.. joyfullness when we completed the SAM at 4.30pm. WE NEARLY JUMP TO OUR FEET! but no, that was substituted with our hugs, which were forever so wen1 xin1 =)) this stupid SAM really tested my, or our patience! so after SAM, we proceeded to the txtbk's exercises. YAA, SEE HOW PAINFUL OUR LIVES ARE. but lucky the txtbk's exs were super easy!!! and we took quite a short time to complete it. and for once, i din get frustrated when doing the purple pages.. cos i know how to do!! weeee, so happy!! hope this marco topic comes out for exam.. i believe i'll be smiling while doing it! LOL

p.s for those who felt that SAM E-LEARNING was easy for you and you probably think its chicken-feet or smth, PLEASE DONT TELL ME! if not, i think there'll be some disastrous outcomes? HAHA. no laa.. just that i'll feel ______(ermm i duno wad's the word) aiya, just dont tell me laa!!

so bca took up our sat. tmr? MACRO. i've come to realise that i need not worry about what to be done during the weekends cos there's forever things available.

nownownow.. lets not talk about all the spoilers-schwork. went to cwp sportslink to change the nike shirt to another one.. and i was so silly laa! i approached this guy(who was working there of cos) and told him that i wanna change and everything, even included when the shirt was bought and all. ya nth wrong. BUT, i said all that in chinese. ya nth wrong too. JUST THAT THE GUY WHOM I'M TALKING TO ISN'T A CHINESE!!!!! arghhh so damn paiseh laa... i spoke like a train(in chi) then he only asked "so you want to change the design?" IN ENGLISH. wah.. totally!! now i marvel at his ability to understand wad i was talking.. or was he just deciphering? LOL. whatever laa.. in the end, got a shirt i really liked =))

CNY is this coming sat! and hell.. i gotta go tutor carin during one of the weekdays AND buy my last set of CNY clothes!! i so wanna buy clothes laaa.. yaa im so busy til no time to fork out time to tutor carin today.. so no choice gotta go during weekdays. la la la

baobei:
your promise meant the world to me.. i was so ____ yday. afraid of the feeling. false illusions made me hoped, only to find that it wasn't what i thought.. next time, hold my hands and bring me to the place where you ran to =)) the titbits. it was able to lure my tears out again. really sweet of you. missed you so much that i could forsake the iac report and meet u up, just for that short 1 hr. i was touched that you also sacrificed eating dinner(and i believe your stomach must be rumbling.. haha) and met me right after you bathed. first thing we saw each other, embracement. films running in my mind and made me realise how important and significant you are in my life. holding tight to you, never wanting to let go. reassurance, comfort, love, care--all that i felt. thanks for ur tears. they let me know how you really felt and cherish me. ur tight hugs were so comforting. thanks so much baobei for everything. i love you lots. i guess til this point in time, the word "love" isn't that strong a word for me to describe my intense love for you. really. wait til i find a better word which can really bring out my emotions, i'll tell you. =))) ur presence is what im hoping to feel each and every day. ALL I WANT IS YOU. =DD

thanks for making me laugh like an idiot. HAHAHA. i dont care wad ppl think, thinking that im a lunatic or whatever. i just noe that my laughs are created by you and they really made me happy. thanks for always being silly just to see me smile or laugh. i really appreciate every single effort of urs. I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH BAOBEI YING! ER2 !!

the wannabe =)))

11:45 PM
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