11:20 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
la-la-la
hai.. im missing bei to bits and crumbs le.. he's working now.. and is/will be working all the way til 12AM. somebody just go there and snatch him, then fly him to my house!!! he called me at 7pm just now.. and has yet to call again.. hai.. hao xiang hao xiang ni =(( today only acc-ed him for breakfast.. then i went to mac use lappy til it was 2pm den met him to buy his lunch.. and 5 odd minutes just passed like that.. and soon, he went back again.. leaving me all alone.. -sobs- i want my baobei now NOW NOW! i promise to be good.. i promise i wont cry... i promise.. i wont cry if u're by my side.. hai.. im so sad.. =(((((((
naughty naughty
cry and cry and cry.
11:06 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
RESULTS ARE OUT!!
woohoo.. as i had work earlier in the morning... baobei checked them for me before he went to work.. he called me over the phone while i was in the bus towards thomson plaza.. he told me his results first.. and I AM SO GLAD!! HE DID ME PROUD!! i'm really really very happy for him.. REALLY. he improved TREMENDOUSLY. i set a target of gpa 3.2 for him. and guess what, he OVERSHOT that goal! he achieved a higher gpa and got fantastic grades. really very happy for him.. its like, very an xin(or xin wei? haha) that his hard work paid off.. and it really showed his amount of effort. and his determination to work hard bcos of me. THANKS BAOBEI. IM REALLY REALLY PROUD OF YOU!! =))) jia you for second year! <3>
and then.. i got all so nervous when he was logging in to my account.. i was SHOCKED. shocked that i attained fabulous grades too. it was totally unexpected.. really.. i got so happy for myself too! really so happy.. cos i know i worked really hard for the exams and that i'll be disappointed if i scored badly.. when he told me my gpa, i was going "how can it be?? cant be laa!!!" HAHA. MOST UNEXPECTED ONE IS BCA!! haha.. and im so proud of my results too.. and the MOST HAPPY ONE was FFA. im so happy i improved! as i was telling bei the reason why it was the happiest grade i received, cos it was my core module. common sense right... study accountancy of cos most impt is FFA laa.. haha.. yaa.. so very happy. in fact, it was a grade i never anticipated because during the final paper, i couldn't balance the freaking amount!! and of cos, this time, my result slip was "better-looking" with ADs which i never got last sem and more As this sem. YAY!! so happy laa.. happy for BOTH bei and i. =DDD
on a sadder note, i must really say i hate working once again. hai.. everyday see baobei not more than 6 hours. actually yday wanna blog at night de.. but i waited for baobei til his yishun branch close shop at 12AM and only "released" at 1AM. so good right me.. haha.. he must have been so touched.. i reached there at 113oPM laa! and waited ever so terribly til the time slowly striked 1AM. chatted with him at my blk downstairs til around 2AM den went home.. chatted on the phone again after smelly us bathed and finally to our la-la land. so so exhausting to work 11 hours everyday.
and NOW, im at mac waiting for bei to buy his lunch then can get to see him again =)) even if its for only a mere 5 min. mornings are the hardest to tolerate. i really cant control my unwillingness to "part" with bei... hai.. yday saw him waving at me at the interchange when i got on the bus, my tears were flowing endlessly. really really sad. hai.. call me a cry baby for all you want.. i know how much he means to me.. i know how wonderful my life has become ever since he re-appeared in my life, my heart.. i know.. i just know. the hardest words to say to him are "bye bye." i just cant bring myself to say that 2 words to him. i cant! hai..
yday got ai4 xin1 wu3 can1 delivered to me at my workplace but not from my ai4 ren2. HAHA.. from my aunt laa.. she lives near-by and so, conveniently packed home-cooked food for me.. so happy and touched. got my favourite-- SOUP! its just so good to eat home-cooked food at work.. and i really miss my mum's cooking.. ever since i started work at PK, i get home everyday after 12AM. so tiring..
YAY!! tmr is bei's off-day! means he can acc me to TP and fetch me after my work... help me carry the heavy pail to and fro the toilet when its time for cleaning at night.. and acc me in the bus journey back to yishun.. hee.. so happy! i think im happier when its baobei's off-day than mine. i really cherish the precious 3-5 minutes of call from him whenever at work. and i will make use of any time that i can,like going to the toilet or go out to buy food, to call baobei.. its so nice to hear his voice.. ever so comforting and soothing.. im always eager to meet baobei after work.. and walk home with him.. ALWAYS, its just so nice.
in order to ensure us being able to celebrate our 9th month this month, we had no choice but to lie to our supervisor that we have sch activity on that day.. cos we know she'll never put us off on the same day.. and i really treasure all the monthly celebrations with bei and so, suggested this idea to bei and asked him to ask our supervisor. and fortunately, she agreed!!! YAY!! off on the same day means can have the whole day spent with him! weee.. so happy!
im so glad i have you =))
1:23 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
la-la-la
YAY!!!!!! supervisor just called to say im at THOMSON TMR!!!!!!! so happy laaa!!! naughty baobei anyhow tell me.. haha.. YAY SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
10:47 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
have been working at Poh Kim for 2 days.. and today is my off day while baobei has to work.. but he's taking a break tmr!! so good~!! hai.. i really dislike working... especially one which requires me to stand for long hours.. its not like my spine had fully recover.. i still do feel the agony and excruciating pain whenever i stand for too long.. hai.. what to do.. really very xin ku.. but since already chosen to work there, have to continue.. cannot give up halfway.. its only for one month anyway. but one month seems to be so long.. i dun wanna work! i just wanna spend my everyday with bei.. have fun and laughter every minute of the day. hai.. can somebody tell me why i have to work at the yishun branch tmr?!!?!?!?! im super unhappy. cos yishun branch for supervisor.. she damn fierce one laa! wahh.. work with her super stressful de.. although working at thomson is more troublesome cos gotta take bus and all, but its less pressurizing and we can somewhat work at our own pace.. most imptly, GOT CHAIRS CAN SIT!! and on the way to the toilet can call baobei.. cos the toilet is within walking distance of around 1 min.. unlike the one at yishun.. toilet JUST OUTSIDE the shop.. HOW TO CALL?!?! hai.. tmr working with supervisor... duno how will it turn out.. hai.. I DONT WANT!! i really dun wanna work laa.. so sad.. =((( everyday miss baobei so much.. only can acc each other in the morning for breakfast and at the night after our work. HAI.. =((((((
10:30 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
la-la-la
alright.. this post is supposed to be up yday.. but due to some connection problems, it's only posted today.
18.3.06:
say BYE BYE to the noob job which we actually got for ourselves.. yes! poh kim has decided to hire US! yes US! weee... but working in the same outlet is another thing.. i do hope both of us work in yishun though.. and i dun mind working til 12am if that means i have to sacrifice for the close distance.. i dun wan thomson plaza!! or amk!! i'll try to negotiate with the lady..anyway, will be having my training on this coming mon.. and bei will start his on tuesday.. hmm.. im happy that i got a job.. and a quite slack one to add.. but, i'll be missing bei hell lots.. =(( imagine working 10am to 10pm everyday.. when can i see my baobei?!!! sobs.. and im afraid we have to forego our 9th month celebration.. DOUBLE SOBS! really very sad.. but no choice.. for the sake of money.. and i know if i dun work, my mum will be nagging at me EVERYDAY. so i better work. bei, must rmb i'll miss u super lots k? we'll just get by the one month and we'll be free!
dinner-ed at 233 coffeeshop.. and bei came to my house after that at around 745pm. watched 2 episodes of naruto! so fun watching with bei.. actually wanna continue watching the 3rd episode of dream chaser but it's not up in youtube yet. had so much fun with bei just now.. hee.. bei, you curly curly like maggi! LOL. (inside joke)
tmr watching a movie with my relatives and cousins at shaw tower.. shld be "eight and below". dont think it's out in cinema yet.. we shall see how things go and i hope to meet up with bei.. if not monday start work le.. =((
sometimes i do hope that things will strike a balance between themselves. hai..
-----------------------------------------
19.3.06:
today went to shaw tower to watch the movie "eight below" with my relatives and cousins cos my aunt has free tickets. its a preview movie by walt disney pictures. the male lead role was played by paul walker and i spent some time figuring out who is the man with this super familiar name!! even when the show had started, i was still pressing for an answer within my mind.. until i came up with "Into the Blue"!!! yes! he's the leading actor in that movie together with jessica alba too! this movie i watched today is super super nice!! really nice!! its about this 8 siberian husky pure breed dogs which jerry(played by paul walker) really really loves.. they're like his companion and they do share a very special bond. all 8 of them are beautiful dogs.. it was when jerry was hurt in the major storm-break and had to be given medical attention immediately together with his other partner who got injured quite seriously that he(jerry) had to leave the dogs out in the antartica by themselves and get treated. he was VERY unwilling but was helpless. and so, the weather turned for the worse and there was no way jerry could get back to the south as it was far too dangerous. he got so worried for his 8 dogs. in the meanwhile, the dogs survived the bitter cold all by themselves and even fought to live(find food) in harsh conditions. in their attempt to search for food and all, one fell to its death and another got bitten by a predator in its leg. this movie is very nice.. it has a beautiful storyline.. and to add, a little tear-jerking one. i teared twice while watching! its just so touching laa!! nice nice!!
after the show, went to eat at this beef noodle's eating house.. hmm the food quite ok laa.. went past this eating house called "phin's steakhouse". looks nice and appealing.. shall go and try it out one day..
I SHOULD'VE TAKEN THE MRT BACK ALL BY MYSELF!! instead of wasting time out there. today's the only precious time left with baobei!! and im going to start work tmr.. hai.. anyway, went to bei's house to watch naruto. thanks for fetching me at the bus stop and sheltering me from the rain =)) ate at bei's house too.. thanks auntie! ur food very nice! we watched the star idol too.. and im so happy im so glad that the winner is BRYAN WONG!!! YAY!! i was so worried that leo would win the titleship of star idol when he doesn't have the looks AND the skills/techniques. yeah.. it's a good result! and what more can be said when all 5 judges gave their vote to bryan? haha.. yay.. so happy..
tmr starting work le. really really very sad. hai.. cant see baobei for more than half the day. tell me how can i tolerate this torture? i rather not work, seriously. and i worked not fully because of the money..it's bcos i dun wanna get nagged by my mum. hai.. the ratio of money : not wanting to get nagged by mum is 3 : 7. hai.. really dun wanna work laa!! but im left with no choice. cant watch the 9pm show also.. and my campus superstar!! arghh... i just hope that the people there are ok.. easy to get along with.. and friendly. i just want this one month to pass quickly! time! do me a favour.. fast-forward urself!!
11:07 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Friday, March 17, 2006
la-la-la
eewww.. im having my 4th cup of liang2 cha2 now since 3 days back. mum gave me sucha big cup!! usually i dun like to drink this kind of things. by this kind, i meant those that are GOOD for my health. hmm like green bean soup, barley water, sugercane juice... i dun like all these!! dont ask me why.. i just dun like the taste. eewwkss..
met up with bestie to collect our shoes back from tonkichi. woo.. it has been a long long time since we went back. about a year. i found mine.. but eunice's was nowhere to be seen. and then christy said the people there threw away a no. of shoes. like wth! where did they get the right to any-o-how throw away people's shoes?! even if the shoes belonged to those who are not working there anymore, they still mustn't touch them. people will go back and claim what!! pea brains they must have had. -_-" one pleasant news we heard was that jen-san is transferred to another outlet! YAY!!! bestie!! we can go there and eat the food le!! weeee!! book me out before ur sch starts ya? =))
bei and i started our job hunt again. and YAY, we successfully got a job which starts tmr. the best thing about it, is bei and i can work TOGETHER!! YAY! im super happy laa!! see how the job goes and i shall update about it tmr.. but i guess i shldn't have anymore to fuss about since bei and i will be together all the while =DD i dun mind the long journey too! pasir-ris! we're coming!
we started our nonsensical stuff in the train again. "bao4 bao4 baobei" haha.. we had so much laughter because of this one phrase. and i love tickling his neck and chin with my eye-lashes! hee..
bei bought the piglet pencil case for me!!!!!!!! weeee... cheers to baobei!! its so nice laa! im loving it. went to timezone.. bei NEARLY got the v3 for me. =(( its so close to winning that! nvm.. we shall go back there again these days. =))
on the way home.. generation of laughter and craziness began again. baobei!! burPPPPPPP! so funny laa u! naughty boy!
8:45 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
la-la-la
i had a wonderful day today. ermm, to be more specific, from 4pm onwards. =))
cos this doesn't apply to the interview bei and i went to in the afternoon. yaa as usual we bought newspaper and looked for jobs. highlighted one which we had to go all the way down to clarke quay, hongkong st, 35B to be interviewed. the journey was terrible in the sense that the place was so damn UNfamiliar and i hate to go somewhere which i duno of. it usually gives me a creepy feeling. but luckily, i've got bei by my side, which threw all my worries aside, FAR aside. =)) yaa i was saying the journey was horrible.. 35B was located at this ulu place, in my opinion. and when we FINALLY managed to find our way through, the person wasn't around. and when we called earlier, he din even have the manners to inform us that he'll be away til 3 plus. -_-" so we reached there at 2pm and gotta wait all the way til 3. we sat down by the road and have a drink til the time slowly ticked by. when it FINALLY reached 3pm, the guy still wasn't around. !!! that place so hot can! not forgetting to mention, i have a feeling of premonition just standing outside the door. it gave me the feeling of a scary place. and made me thought that all the advertisement was a scam. haha.. i think i've got wild imagination. and so, the man SO COMFORTABLY came back at freaking 335pm and went "ooh sorry to make all of you wait." like duh!! if he knows how to apologise, then he must know he was in the wrong. and why then STILL commit the mistake? it was smth he could've prevented but he simply chose not to. whatever laa.. filled up form and got interviewed. i must say the job IS sucky. i dun wanna go into the details. cos i scared that if i really got shortlisted, i wouldn't wanna work. so, spare me the agony.
after the interview, went to look for mum and aunt at Orchard OG. wooo, there's a sale going on.. and only OG members can get in. like wth! the OG card is with my mum and she's q-ing laa.. lucky the guard let bei and i in after i told him that both my aunt and mum are inside. my mum called to tell me there's 15% discount for nike bags today at the sale. so i went down to take a look. not bad, my mum got me the bag i chose. hee.. think she's in a great mood laa.. she went there to buy some clothes for my sis who's going to switzerland this coming mon. oh my, so fortunate laa!! switzerland leh!! nice place.. hmm bei, maybe we can go there for our honeymoon? LOL. but sobs, i'm going to be alone in the night AGAIN when my sis leaves for switz. anyway, after the shopping at OG, we headed to paragon for our dinner! SUSHI TEI! YAY. my sis must be so kek now.. cos that's her favourite restaurant. haha.. yess, bei dined with us.. guess its his first time eating at sushi tei, which serves great food. agree? we had LOTS of food laa.. duno why they ordered so much. and i tried a soup over there which was quite special.. it was served in the form of a teapot-like thing and after squeezing the lemon into it, you POUR the liquid out to a CUP and drink it like that. so amazing laa i was feeling. first time i drank soup this way..and it was nice.. we had salmon sushimi, ottoro(some kind of tuna fish), salmon skin(bei seemed to like this alot hor? kept eating.. haha), veg, fried ebi, soft shell crab(its still the best there), tonkatsu, terriyaki beef(ooh so nice!!!), choco and coffee ice cream crepe(this totally made up for the absence of mochi =D) bla bla.. great food! i believed baobei must be so full after all the shoving of food to his plate. mum was constantly saying "take for guowen to eat.. he CAN eat one" i know he CAN eat one.. but after seeing him eating so much food, i reckon he was really full! he ate ALOT. and i was glad he enjoyed his meal =)) what made me really happy was the fact that bei joined us for dinner, together with my aunt,mum,sis and cousin. it was such a nice feeling i swear. its like, getting closer to knowing all of my relatives.. he'd already seen 2 of my aunts. =) so happy!! i hope there're more of this days.. hee..
=DD
imahappygirl.
11:03 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
la-la-la
Big Momma's House 2 is a nice movie!! made bei and i think of White Chicks, if u guys ever watched that movie. some sort of the same type.. CHEERS to comedies!! wee, i like! but obviously White Chicks was so much more humourous and silly.. that show i totally laughed the whole time i was in the theatre. LOL. still rmb the next day we went to sch still can say the lines out from the movie and totally cracked everyone up. that was a movie which brought so much laughter and silly jokes. -reminiscing-
yess, big momma is SO SO funny too! i love the moments i go HA-HA-HA in the cinema while watching the movie. "HER" voice so funny laa! in between a breaking voice and a sexy one. and "HER" image so HUGE! LOL. nice movie.. its worth all the money u paid to watch it, seriously. the baby boy in the movie so cute!! haha..go go go! catch it!!
bei, thanks for the SMS. hee =)) really really love it to bits! i didn't know ur brain can come up with such sweet words =DD
is it eat too much SWEET popcorns that made you came up with those SWEET words? hee.. whatever it is, it definitely lit me up. a smile across my face was inevitable laa!! **loves**
and of cos, you are of great significance to me too =Pp
10:30 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Monday, March 13, 2006
la-la-la
aww.. so sweet isn't it? baobei did this for me on the day i went for chalet.. we were having Cavana at White Sands for dinner before i went off to meet my class peeps. i gave half of my share of rice to him cos i dun like to eat rice and also it seemed that he dont have adequate amount of rice and was still hungry. and yaa.. he went king king kang kang.. and i didn't even notice he was playing with the rice and made this for me. i just didn't suspect anything. and then, ta-da, he showed me his masterpiece and i was shocked+touched. first instance, i was really taken aback. but he looked so cute with his expression then. **loves** thanks boy.. i love it, ALOT =))
baobei always has the ability to easily lure my tears out right?
shit, im getting emo easily, with all of what will happen in the years to come whirling in my mind. i shld shove them off. all away from my mind.
all i want is to be with baobei til the day i cease to exist in this world.
i love you bei.
<3
10:38 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
la-la-la
It is another 11th of the month =DD
Happy 8th Months baobei!
yes, 254 days have passed. =))
we reckon that time has really passed by so fast.. think even faster than a bullet train.. it seems like it was just a few days back where we first got together.. and now! its our 8th month. everytime eunice and i gossip say "wah, they 8 months le ahh?! so long le!" NOW, it is my very own relationship. and i'm really happy. yday chatting with baobei in msn.. bei said "(we) still got a long way to go!" hee.. yup. i totally agree with bei. i wanna grow old with him. even though all my teeth have dropped, i still wan him to see the ugly me without teeth. haha. and im sure we can do it. cos, we just can. =))
actually wanna watch the movie Big Momma's House 2 today.. but as its a weekend today, we postponed it to.. hopefully monday. its so so expensive to watch movies on weekends.. curse the one who raised the price. as if singaporean's standard of living isn't high enough. watch on weekdays better lo.. can save around $5. so ya.. we went to Han's for our dinner. i ordered my all-time favourite.. yummy.. i think that its important that we make it a point to celebrate all our monthsaries. other couples may think that its silly to do so.. or that they have gotten bored because they have been together for such a long time which means they've celebrated quite a no. of monthsaries.. but i guess it totally contradicts to my point of view. celebrating monthsaries is significant to me. i duno why.. but i have a feeling that our love is going stronger month by month..and that it is a happy occasion that we'd been together for yet another month. wee.. just feeling so happy laa.. 254 days! and still going on and on. =DD
on a sadder note. my finger doesn't seem to be getting better. i hope the wound will heal soon.. i dun wan it to leave a scar on my finger!!! pretty please..
two5four.
=))))))))
bei, you really got a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ! HAHA
10:40 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
la-la-la
missing of posts recently.. hmm.. seems like im enjoying my holiday, at least til now. BUT. one thing that ruined it all was the job bb and i had which was working in a factory. i tell you, it sucks to the max!! dun believe, can ask jocelyn who worked in THAT factory before. im sure she agrees with me! at first i thought working in a factory wouldn't be that bad.. but i was proven wrong. TOTALLY WRONG. ok, maybe not for the other factories. but for the one i worked for, it was. the very first day i started work which was 6th march, i was assigned to do a very very sucky job. together with the others, i had to place this very thin hp model on an equipment, heat it in order to let the chips melt and use smth(i duno wad it is called) to get the chips out and place them in a tray. the heat was super hot. and i mean SUPER ok.. do the job until very frustrated one lo.. cos some of the chips damn small one! smaller than a 5 cent coin. and when taking the chips out, it may be blew off. and the chips cannot be missing cos we gotta pack 50 of them to a plastic bag. initially, i thought it wasn't a big issue until i was told that we have to write our name on the plastic.. wad the hell! means we are accountable for the individual packings that we'd done. which means, if there's any missing chips, we are responsible for the loss. and so, in the midst of searching for the SMALLEST chip around the equipment area, i got burnt on my finger! so so pain... sobs.. i approached the 'leader' and told her about my wound and hoping to hear that i could stop doing that stupid task and switch to doing another. but, all i was told was "i give you plaster and glove.. should be ok.. wont be that painful" !!!!!!! not painful!! u come and try laa.. it is SUPER painful can. imagine ur finger get burnt by that SUPER HOT thing.. can cry! and so i continued doing the task reluctantly.. and i was doing at my own pace.. taking my own sweet time.. soo, the first day of work in THAT factory ended like this, with a very ugly scar on my finger. =(((
the second day, 7th march, wasn't that bad but was still quite bad. we were 'transferred' to another factory at upper thomson road.. this time, the job was so much easier. but mundane. best of both worlds couldn't be attained yaa.. anyway, we got down to what we're supposed to do after being assigned our individual tasks. i was to help do packing of handphones. and bei was doing some paperwork again, like the previous day. his job was always easier than mine and i wonder why. anyway, the aunties who are working around me were all very nice. and their conversation all very interesting one.. though they communicate in hokkien, but i kinda catch wad they were talking about.. at least, it lifted up my spirits while working.. packing the hps can be considered ok.. but after a long time, it proved to be so tiring for my arms.. but what can i do.. i cant possibly stop my job and delay the work of others.. cos it works like a line. as in each individual is responsible for one specific task and after doing her job, the thing is passed to the other and she continues her part.. so tell me how can i stop!! i was already feeling super super tired and arms are aching but i just cant stop. oh my.. what i abhor about the factory is their policy of having their workers to work til the time THEY want and not out of their workers' willingness. and OT is a MUST! i have never come across any company that demands a mandatory OT of ALL workers.. but only that factory. so so so unfair! its like, workers can go home only at 730pm after slogging their body, mind, and soul out for over 10 hours. although the official after-work time was set at 530pm but it seems like the factory forever got projects and needs to rush the 'production' til late night. sometimes, they even work til 11pm. what the company think of humans? we are not robots you know?! super pissed with this thinking and mindset of the supervisor there that ALL of the workers had to work til that late. i was told by an auntie that they wont hire people who cannot work OT. i think the company should go and review why government had implemented the 5 day work week. the workers work til 7pm then go home, where got time for family? worse for those who got children! how can!!! totally disregarded their workers' welfare and this is wad made me hate it so much. and i couldn't bring myself to work for THAT supervisor. attitude problem! enough said about this. im so glad bei and i need not work for them anymore. YAY!
had our TA01 class chalet from the 7th to 9th, which is today. it was fun =) thanks to all those who turned up and made this chalet possible. and also not forgetting those who forked out time to come for the bbq though they couldn't stay. THANKS GUYS AND GALS! the guys were basically playing PS2-winning eleven. they super hardcore laa!! and once they start, they cant stop! and the noise generated from all their hoo-haas can be so painful/unpleasant to the ear. weilong seriously need to go for tone-down-volume classes!! haha.. always talk AND laugh so loud duno for what.. bei came to look for me on the 2nd day though the journey is like damn long.. thanks so much boy.. much appreciated =))
im loving the holidays! woooo...
and yeahh.. 2 more days.
=DD
10:19 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
la-la-la
Final Destination 3. bei and i finally watched it today. it was a movie we had long anticipated to watch since study break. but.. hmm.. what shall i say.. it wasn't like what we expected. it was somehow not that nice.. maybe because the scenes were too gross. yes, super SuPer SUPER GROSS. hell, dont watch it if u have a weak heart or smth.. but i kinda liked the way the movie progresses. the flow was smooth and logical, relating the pictures to real life(as in, in the movie itself) and everything. it was a great idea on the script-writer's part to come up with such interesting ideas. but bei and i reckoned that he/she is a sadist. haha.. see for yourself and u'll know what we mean, serious. i think 99% of the time i clung onto baobei tightly and used my jacket to cover my eyes whenever i sensed some of the gruesome and disgusting scenes were coming.. haha.. and i guessed i missed a few of the people's death-process cos i really covered my eyes. i dare not watch. and DONT tell me what happen to them.. i dun wish to know. TERRIFIED LAA! baobei had to hushed me and pat me whenever he knew i was scared. which was like most of the time. haha.. and i dont understand why the people in the cinema can laugh at those gross scenes. were they that funny? to me, NO. NOT AT ALL. so i was kind of disgusted by some of the audience when they cheered and clapped at what happened to the victims in the movie. like, they need a psychologist laa! crazy people. so anyway, bei and i regretted not catching Big Momma s House 2 or Get Real (beckham!!) instead of watching this movie. i would NOT recommend this movie to others. and im sure bei shares the same sentiment as me. haha.. soo, catch some meaningful movie, rather than this. unless u like to see how ppl die in a tragic way. which i hope none of my friends are like that. yeah.. thats all on FD3.
ooh my hands are itchy!! mahjong mahjong!!
bei, i want you right beside me now. i am scared.. sobs.
9:17 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Friday, March 03, 2006
la-la-la
how shiok to hug my bolster til 12pm today! see, i really need to replenish my slp time.. and shooo off the forever-so-sleep-deprived me.. how i wished baobei was right beside me.. and then, i think i can sleep forever. haha.. i'm loving my bed more =P met up with baobei and had chicken rice for lunch.. wahh long time nv eat le.. cos exam period always camp at library til 9pm then by that time no more chicken rice le.. so today, finally ate it after so many days. then acc-ed baobei for his hair-cut. so much neater! haha though it still looked a bit long to me.. watched naruto today! =DD so happy. nice nice anime.
dad told my sis and i that his colleague knocked onto this small boy yday while driving. the boy just dashed out out of nowhere and so eagerly raced across the road to where his mum was, just opposite the road. mixture of feelings were blended within me. i dun understand why his mum has to wait OPPOSITE the road for her son. is it so tedious and tiring for her to just cross the road and fetch him? why? a fatal accident could have happened if my dad's colleague hadn't braked in time, though the little boy got knocked and according to my dad "flew a small distance". he was sent to the hospital. but my dad said the boy was alright considering he can still stand up on his own and walk towards his mum, only saying that his head hurts a little. now, imagine what his mum was feeling within at that point of time..she must have been so so worried. and IF a fatal accident happen to her son, she is so going to be damn regretful. she could've saved all this shock and small accident to happen if she put in a little more effort on her part as a MOTHER. whats the big deal with crossing the road? rather then let ur own kid cross and come towards her. many a times, IT IS ONLY A VERY VERY THIN LINE between life and death. just like its only a thin line between black and grey, if you know what i mean. i swear i wouldn't do that to my very own children. life is so precious! why is there people who dont cherish it? i always feel so xin1 suan1 when i heard of any lives lost due to some mishap which could've been prevented. hai.. come on people, you only have ONE life. cherish it.
the song 记得要忘记 by S.H.E is playing in my wmp now.. i rmb this is a song i love so much in the past.
baobei, small secret to tell you. i always cry whenever i listen to this song in the past. specifically, whenever i think of you.
the so emotional phrase back then.
我还有一辈子，
可以用来努力，
我一定会忘记你。
and now and forever, it will be like this
我还有一辈子，
可以用来努力，
我一定会爱着你。
=)))
11:23 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
la-la-la
exams are FINALLY O.V.E.R. !! wee!! sooooooo free and happy now. a big big burden off my shoulders.. and the stress level that i'd gone through these few days had vanished once the clock striked 4pm. acc-ed baobei to sch in the morning as his test was at 9am. and so good laa.. i was like "wah.. good lo.. last paper over le.." i still must wait til 2pm to take mine. take a look at his qn paper and i wished mine was as easy as his. i was glad he found it easy and he SHOULD be able to get an A. =)) hard work pays off baobei.. haha.. great job! realised i haven really complimented you for ur effort these few days.. WOAH. never seen my baobei SO hardworking before de.. soo happy to see you studying hard to achieve ur aim. really a great great job! -thumbs and feet up- thanks for not disappointing me. whatever ur grades are, it doesn't matter cos i saw ur hard work and everything =DD soo it finally reached 130pm and i set off for convention level 2 to conquer my last paper. i couldn't balance the balance sheet! and i knew what's my mistake. my carelessness! just one part only.. oh my.. forever so careless de.. but lucky all the theory and the front 2 qns were damn easy.. so hope it kinda help.. anyway, exams are OVER and leave the results aside for the time-being.. after the paper, baobei and i went to somewhere to be interviewed.. yaa for jobs laa, what else. really hope we can work together.. and i dun wan anymore pivot-table and macros!! oh my.. dun let bca haunt me further! i want it NO MORE! had kenny rogers for dinner. finally a decent dinner for me for this past few days... yummylicious!
everything feels so good after exam..
weeee!
11:55 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
la-la-la
THE FINAL LAP. yeaps.. just one more to go.. and we're as free as the dolphins in the vast blue sea!! come on time.. race faster.. i cant wait for you to strike 4pm!! and then, paradise full of joy, fun, and void of stress/pressure awaits us. YAYS! no more 10am-library-9pm-home kinda days.. no needa ponder what to have for lunch every afternoon at the foodcourt.. haha.. (but it has always been a topic of endless decision process for bb and i, yea baobei?) no needa get "fined" by the securities in the library when we just leave our things unattended and wander off. HAHA.. and no more king kong breasts right baobei? HAHA. maybe the next time we see him in the library, his sleeping skills improve.. wont drip saliva already. LOL! no more of all of this! so happy!!!! but i guess it'll be the same routine for us again next sem when the dreaded exam period comes again. anyway, just let us relax after tmr.. we seriously needa have a good, long break. best of luck to everyone for the last paper tmr!!
kennyrogers.kennyrogers.kennyrogers.
CANT WAIT!
11:11 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.
::
BB.Guowen::
Jocelyn::
Mei Yan::
Jia Yun::
Jie Ying::
Pei Ling::
Geneviene::
Joaqium Chorale::
Zhao Yi::
Yee Ching::
Wei Long::
Jarrel::
Wei Seng::
LiJin::
Daniel::
Pei Ting::
Aurelia::
Katherine::
Joys::
Wu Zun::
Yan Ya Lun::
::Archives::
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
::Break the silence::
