You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Sunday, March 19, 2006
la-la-la

alright.. this post is supposed to be up yday.. but due to some connection problems, it's only posted today.

18.3.06:

say BYE BYE to the noob job which we actually got for ourselves.. yes! poh kim has decided to hire US! yes US! weee... but working in the same outlet is another thing.. i do hope both of us work in yishun though.. and i dun mind working til 12am if that means i have to sacrifice for the close distance.. i dun wan thomson plaza!! or amk!! i'll try to negotiate with the lady..anyway, will be having my training on this coming mon.. and bei will start his on tuesday.. hmm.. im happy that i got a job.. and a quite slack one to add.. but, i'll be missing bei hell lots.. =(( imagine working 10am to 10pm everyday.. when can i see my baobei?!!! sobs.. and im afraid we have to forego our 9th month celebration.. DOUBLE SOBS! really very sad.. but no choice.. for the sake of money.. and i know if i dun work, my mum will be nagging at me EVERYDAY. so i better work. bei, must rmb i'll miss u super lots k? we'll just get by the one month and we'll be free!

dinner-ed at 233 coffeeshop.. and bei came to my house after that at around 745pm. watched 2 episodes of naruto! so fun watching with bei.. actually wanna continue watching the 3rd episode of dream chaser but it's not up in youtube yet. had so much fun with bei just now.. hee.. bei, you curly curly like maggi! LOL. (inside joke)
tmr watching a movie with my relatives and cousins at shaw tower.. shld be "eight and below". dont think it's out in cinema yet.. we shall see how things go and i hope to meet up with bei.. if not monday start work le.. =((

sometimes i do hope that things will strike a balance between themselves. hai..

-----------------------------------------

19.3.06:

today went to shaw tower to watch the movie "eight below" with my relatives and cousins cos my aunt has free tickets. its a preview movie by walt disney pictures. the male lead role was played by paul walker and i spent some time figuring out who is the man with this super familiar name!! even when the show had started, i was still pressing for an answer within my mind.. until i came up with "Into the Blue"!!! yes! he's the leading actor in that movie together with jessica alba too! this movie i watched today is super super nice!! really nice!! its about this 8 siberian husky pure breed dogs which jerry(played by paul walker) really really loves.. they're like his companion and they do share a very special bond. all 8 of them are beautiful dogs.. it was when jerry was hurt in the major storm-break and had to be given medical attention immediately together with his other partner who got injured quite seriously that he(jerry) had to leave the dogs out in the antartica by themselves and get treated. he was VERY unwilling but was helpless. and so, the weather turned for the worse and there was no way jerry could get back to the south as it was far too dangerous. he got so worried for his 8 dogs. in the meanwhile, the dogs survived the bitter cold all by themselves and even fought to live(find food) in harsh conditions. in their attempt to search for food and all, one fell to its death and another got bitten by a predator in its leg. this movie is very nice.. it has a beautiful storyline.. and to add, a little tear-jerking one. i teared twice while watching! its just so touching laa!! nice nice!!

after the show, went to eat at this beef noodle's eating house.. hmm the food quite ok laa.. went past this eating house called "phin's steakhouse". looks nice and appealing.. shall go and try it out one day..

I SHOULD'VE TAKEN THE MRT BACK ALL BY MYSELF!! instead of wasting time out there. today's the only precious time left with baobei!! and im going to start work tmr.. hai.. anyway, went to bei's house to watch naruto. thanks for fetching me at the bus stop and sheltering me from the rain =)) ate at bei's house too.. thanks auntie! ur food very nice! we watched the star idol too.. and im so happy im so glad that the winner is BRYAN WONG!!! YAY!! i was so worried that leo would win the titleship of star idol when he doesn't have the looks AND the skills/techniques. yeah.. it's a good result! and what more can be said when all 5 judges gave their vote to bryan? haha.. yay.. so happy..

tmr starting work le. really really very sad. hai.. cant see baobei for more than half the day. tell me how can i tolerate this torture? i rather not work, seriously. and i worked not fully because of the money..it's bcos i dun wanna get nagged by my mum. hai.. the ratio of money : not wanting to get nagged by mum is 3 : 7. hai.. really dun wanna work laa!! but im left with no choice. cant watch the 9pm show also.. and my campus superstar!! arghh... i just hope that the people there are ok.. easy to get along with.. and friendly. i just want this one month to pass quickly! time! do me a favour.. fast-forward urself!!

11:07 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.