You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Saturday, March 25, 2006
la-la-la

RESULTS ARE OUT!!

woohoo.. as i had work earlier in the morning... baobei checked them for me before he went to work.. he called me over the phone while i was in the bus towards thomson plaza.. he told me his results first.. and I AM SO GLAD!! HE DID ME PROUD!! i'm really really very happy for him.. REALLY. he improved TREMENDOUSLY. i set a target of gpa 3.2 for him. and guess what, he OVERSHOT that goal! he achieved a higher gpa and got fantastic grades. really very happy for him.. its like, very an xin(or xin wei? haha) that his hard work paid off.. and it really showed his amount of effort. and his determination to work hard bcos of me. THANKS BAOBEI. IM REALLY REALLY PROUD OF YOU!! =))) jia you for second year! <3>

and then.. i got all so nervous when he was logging in to my account.. i was SHOCKED. shocked that i attained fabulous grades too. it was totally unexpected.. really.. i got so happy for myself too! really so happy.. cos i know i worked really hard for the exams and that i'll be disappointed if i scored badly.. when he told me my gpa, i was going "how can it be?? cant be laa!!!" HAHA. MOST UNEXPECTED ONE IS BCA!! haha.. and im so proud of my results too.. and the MOST HAPPY ONE was FFA. im so happy i improved! as i was telling bei the reason why it was the happiest grade i received, cos it was my core module. common sense right... study accountancy of cos most impt is FFA laa.. haha.. yaa.. so very happy. in fact, it was a grade i never anticipated because during the final paper, i couldn't balance the freaking amount!! and of cos, this time, my result slip was "better-looking" with ADs which i never got last sem and more As this sem. YAY!! so happy laa.. happy for BOTH bei and i. =DDD

on a sadder note, i must really say i hate working once again. hai.. everyday see baobei not more than 6 hours. actually yday wanna blog at night de.. but i waited for baobei til his yishun branch close shop at 12AM and only "released" at 1AM. so good right me.. haha.. he must have been so touched.. i reached there at 113oPM laa! and waited ever so terribly til the time slowly striked 1AM. chatted with him at my blk downstairs til around 2AM den went home.. chatted on the phone again after smelly us bathed and finally to our la-la land. so so exhausting to work 11 hours everyday.

and NOW, im at mac waiting for bei to buy his lunch then can get to see him again =)) even if its for only a mere 5 min. mornings are the hardest to tolerate. i really cant control my unwillingness to "part" with bei... hai.. yday saw him waving at me at the interchange when i got on the bus, my tears were flowing endlessly. really really sad. hai.. call me a cry baby for all you want.. i know how much he means to me.. i know how wonderful my life has become ever since he re-appeared in my life, my heart.. i know.. i just know. the hardest words to say to him are "bye bye." i just cant bring myself to say that 2 words to him. i cant! hai..

yday got ai4 xin1 wu3 can1 delivered to me at my workplace but not from my ai4 ren2. HAHA.. from my aunt laa.. she lives near-by and so, conveniently packed home-cooked food for me.. so happy and touched. got my favourite-- SOUP! its just so good to eat home-cooked food at work.. and i really miss my mum's cooking.. ever since i started work at PK, i get home everyday after 12AM. so tiring..

YAY!! tmr is bei's off-day! means he can acc me to TP and fetch me after my work... help me carry the heavy pail to and fro the toilet when its time for cleaning at night.. and acc me in the bus journey back to yishun.. hee.. so happy! i think im happier when its baobei's off-day than mine. i really cherish the precious 3-5 minutes of call from him whenever at work. and i will make use of any time that i can,like going to the toilet or go out to buy food, to call baobei.. its so nice to hear his voice.. ever so comforting and soothing.. im always eager to meet baobei after work.. and walk home with him.. ALWAYS, its just so nice.

in order to ensure us being able to celebrate our 9th month this month, we had no choice but to lie to our supervisor that we have sch activity on that day.. cos we know she'll never put us off on the same day.. and i really treasure all the monthly celebrations with bei and so, suggested this idea to bei and asked him to ask our supervisor. and fortunately, she agreed!!! YAY!! off on the same day means can have the whole day spent with him! weee.. so happy!

im so glad i have you =))

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