You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
la-la-la

you know how year 1s in our poly are like so ke lian.. LOL.
ok laa.. maybe not ke lian, but..
ermm, i duno the word for it.
anyway, why i said that cos..
bei and i have been differentiating freshies from the NON-freshies since day one of sch
WAHAHA.. damn bo liao.. i know.. but its quite fun.. LOL.
we go like "hahaha! noobs! look at their innocent look you know!"
LOL.
cos it really amazed me how they really put themselves across.. to let us noe that they're yr 1s..
as in, their facial expression totally betrayed them!
seriously!
once u look at one of their pathetic faces as if seeking help from familiar ppl, it'll come to you straight away that THEY ARE YEAR 1S!
go try! go try!
so bei and i go like "these all sure year ones de...confirm!"

and now, it struck me that the day WE, year 2s now, first came into the sch as a newbie last yr, we might have been subjected to such comments too! oh my.. how pitiful.. especially since i'm so small size!
the seniors must have gone smth like "wah! look at this small size girl! CONFIRM 100% CHOP year 1 laa~!! if not ahh, i ______(bla bla bla.. like whatever nasty phrase they can come up with)"
so pitiful!!
HAHA.. no laa.. kidding only laa..
they see the guy beside me den dun dare say me le..
haha.. hor baobei??

guess some of u have heard or even seen the gay blog in spore..
hmm.. alot of comments have been going round..
like of cos those anti-gay ones and those neutral or even in favour ones..
whatever it is, i believe it isn't ethically wrong for them to be together..
they're just born the way they are.. and it may not have occurred to them that loving someone of the same gender is wrong.
they're just the way they are.. so ppl, why go all out to spurt nasty comments on them?
its their matter.. and accept ppl the way they are..
i reckon that ppl may think that it is wrong for gays/lesbians to exist because its smth "new" to them..
as in, usually, we know that ppl of opp. gender gets together and eventually fall in love and get married.
the idea of two guys/two gals being an item have been labelled as 'wrong' in our mindset since eons ago..
that's why some ppl do ostracise these harmless ppl.
its not like smth bad will happen if gays/lesbians get together, right?
and being a conservative nation, its not legal for gays/lesbians to get married here.
if so, their marriage will be deemed as void.
but i know.. its weird laa..
even when i read the blog, i found it so strange why they attract each other?
but, im totally in favour of one thing one of the guy said.
he said smth like "to love is not wrong.. im only devoting my love to the same gender. but its still love. it still is."
how much sense this makes, i thought!
yes, its still love FOR THEM.
so dun go around with ur anti-them comments as if they're falling in love with alien ppl.
respect their love for each other.
cos u wont want ppl to say bad things about u and ur gf/bf either right?
think of the feeling if ppl do, and i guess u will noe how they actually feel.
yes! but its still weird, i know!

im told by bb about my "appetiser, main course and desert" for my bday! hee.. big big surprise awaits me!!
weee.. i love baobei!
<3

11:28 PM
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