Tuesday, May 30, 2006
la-la-la
as i read thru ppl's blog.. i found that im so lucky as im not facing any of the problems mentioned in the blog i read.. as in, relationship. yes. many a times, i felt that guys dun really treasure their gfs when their gfs love them like mad.. and its only when things happen that make them START to cherish their gfs.. human nature? dun give me this shit. cos if u know what's precious to you, you wont even think of letting it go.. or bringing misery to him/her. some guys dun understand the significance of small, trivial things that will not fail to make their girl happy. simple things like, remembering anniversaries. u may say that guys are not that thoughtful. but, it all boils down to the thought, no? guys will nv understand what kind of sadness they bring to their girls when they cant even fulfill simple things like this. it does matter, you noe? it really does.. cos it shows how much u cherish her. and im not saying those who forget once or twice due to serious hectic schedule, but mainly on those who forget OVER AND OVER AGAIN. its like happening to them perpetually isn't it?
im so fortunate that bei isn't like those guys. im fortunate that bei places me first. im fortunate that i have a wonderful bf, where no one can ask for more. and im so thankful for all this.. maybe god wants to make up/compensate me for the past's sorrow and agony i went through? though it was already the past, i still couldn't lay that part deep down in my heart. it just takes a small thought to swim thru my mind, and all the agony will start coming back, reminding me of the unhappiness and emotional things that happened way back. but, they don't matter now.. cos things took a turn for the better.. or rather, the best that i can ever have. cos having bei by my side is the ONLY remedy that can heal all wounds and occasional sadness. it just takes 3 letters, H.I.M.
okk, i shall stop.. im getting emo..
and i cant help but rant about this. the idiotic FIT quiz nearly made me go bonkers yday!! cos gotta get the full 25 marks then i tried like, ermm, 4 times? and the worse thing to ever happen is i mixed up the two answers and therefore, had to do the quiz ALL OVER AGAIN. 25 qns lehh!! wahh, i dont want anymore quiz!
HK trip only allows 20 places for acc students? NO!!!!!!! so few vacancies! cant they see that there's an overwhelming response to it?!!
11:24 PM
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