10:36 PM
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
la-la-la
im happy my toe is getting better! more force can be exerted on it already.. and im no longer walking like an old woman. haha.. heal fast!
went to mac as usual with bei. so coincidental saw bestie and guang! woohoo.. nice chance to catch up! and i was there 'complaining' to her how naughty bei is. some untrue remarks came out from me which i dont mean it.. and bei took it so seriously. dun worry la bei. believe me ok? =)) i only want ur small small hand. haha. ke lian de bei was laughed at by me and bestie cos he talk no link de.. haha, but its true lor. or maybe cos our frequency different from his. even bestie says so lor! see, i've got proof de.. but its ok bei. there's always guang who's at the same frequency as you. haha..
tried on ifa exam papers since my tutorials are done. glad that its getting into me already. im prepared for that topic! and i love it. i love it when i know how to do the qn. super great sense of satisfaction. i'll be working hard.. i want to maintain the standard and not disappoint myself. i know what i want for the next few years of my life ahead-STUDIES! yes, i hope i'll be studying for as long as i can. cos i know working life is/ can be bad. i dont wanna face the society yet~!
practised my speech for blaw presentation. wee, its getting fine.. hope i dont stumble on the words or forget them on the actual day. hope our hard work will be paid off. jia you!!
saw bei's flash for blaw. its nice. flash can NEVER work for me. i'm not an IT person la.. bei opened the flash file he did for me when we had our IT module back in year 1. its so nice and sweet!! its dedicated to me and only me! even mrs sun(our teacher) praised him for his work. so nice! and the content is related to us de.. haha..
soo, it was a great sunday to conclude. no stress. no nothing. great to have things going ur way. but i know i've to be prepared to face the paramount stress which is going to come.
itsmypleasure,myfortune.
9:42 PM
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
la-la-la
what a relaxing saturday... ooo i love!
tutorials are so much 'lighter' compared to the bombshell last week.
so there weren't any break downs in btw.. quite a breeze..
out of mac like super early!!
such a blur i am! i tot national day is next week.. but its actually the week after next! you know wad, i want to watch the ndp program on tv, but i also want to see fireworks!! how how how?!
hp down. sorry for all the inconvenience caused. apologetic.
10:59 PM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
la-la-la
and so, it din get any better. though a lil improvement of yday's. still, it's agonising. still have problem up and down the stairs. =((
i was glad cost acc lect was alright. seemed much more simpler than the previous lectures. so i presume i'll have a better weekend ahead. FIT tutorial was !!!! BG gals will understand.. seriously, its not i want to say. BUT, so unfair! they owe it to us ok.. partially laa.. i mean, if their proposal was wrong, then i dont think their presentation will be gd. get same grade still nvm. but they got higher grade than us! where's justice!! nvm, we shall work harder to score well, or rather better than them in the exams. WE MUST! and I WILL!
blaw project is progressing, im glad. just a lil scared what will happen on the actual day itself. dont think we're cut out for dramas laa.. but no choice. we gotta maintain the standard! cannot disappoint Mr Santa Claus.
woo.. got gd news from bei. =)) so happy for him. HAHA.
yay! tmr is saturday again! i think this weekend will be more relaxing. right bei? LOL. (VV) i have to rehearse my part for blaw! so much lar! haha.. jia you everyone!
11:28 PM
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
la-la-la
went out perfectly fine, but came back with an injured toe.
sobs.. the unfateful accident happened when bei and i were rushing to board the shuttle bus at clementi interchange in the morning. the cause can be largely attributed to my soon-to-be-useless slip ins! goshh.. the moment i saw blood oozing out from my pathetic little toe, i started to feel the agony. and the extraordinary pain bugged me the WHOLE DAY, even now im feeling it. my toe din touch the surface of my slip ins and any other thing including the ground since 830am!! my poor toe.. so painful.. came back and changed the bandage. dad was helping me to look for dettol but to no avail. =(( pain pain pain!
so the whole day in school i was walking like a limp. so ungracious! it was only when my attention diverted, say listening intently in the lecture hall, then the pain cant be felt. but the moment i start to idle and not really focussing on anything, it comes back again. hai.. i hope it heals fast.. please do.
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it was so sweet to hear from bei that he actually wanted to buy a prepaid card for me when i go to HK so that i'll be able to call him. =DD i was feeling so great within. after sending me home yday he went to ask at this hp shop near his hse.. but the uncle told him its VERY expensive and perhaps could try alternative ways. bei said i could go HK and buy one prepaid card, miss-ed call him, then he'll return me my call w/o me having to pay. that's a gd idea isn't it! provided i get the chance to buy a prepaid card at HK. anyway, it really did lit a smile across my face. thanks bei. i heart you lots.
oh ya, my phone wont be able to be in use until the 8th of August. anything, contact me through wen's hp for those who know.
national day is coming! it's just next week! but why cant i see lots of flags put up by the residents? hmm.. thinking of it, i reckon my dad hadn't too. i shall ask him to put it up either tmr or within the next few days.. if i remember. i love seeing blocks full of flags put up. so nice!
yay, tmr's friday. meaning weekends are here! i need to re-charge myself. i seriously need to.
bei, thanks for everything. ur care,concern,tolerance and LOVE. muacks. u'rethebest. =D
11:23 PM
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
la-la-la
totally shag!
read chia yun's blog and i can feel the adrenaline again..
today's such a RUSH day!
i read her blog and frowned as i recalled how i spent my day in school.
it was VERY productive cos we did ALOT of things, and at the same time VERY tiring!
its the 1st time ever i felt tired during blaw lect at 3pm. my eyes were closing! and the teacher was SO GOOD to give us essays to copy. -dots-
CA in the morning was MAD, IFA was CRAZY, BLAW was BORING. can u imagine my day?! my oh my.. this week is really an INSANE week for us. bombarded with tutorials, bugged with countless of things to be done.. -mental fatigue-
i justed finished doing FIT e-learning which is due TOMORROW! wahh, teacher siao or wad! totally drained lar.. and the article we're supposed to read is LONG.
on a happier note, the HK trip meeting at 5pm was fine, and good. =) subsidy subsidy! woohoo.. im awaiting already lar! faster give me my holidays!!
T.I.R.E.D.N.E.S.S
11:37 PM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
la-la-la
thanks bei for the breakfast =) it was yummy!
sorry for being a naughty girl =(
but, i couldn't help it.
everything means alot to me..
i get upset at little things.. which usually are significant to me.
i hope u can understand.
i dont like the feeling.. and the emotions have been accumulated..
that's why it was so easy for 'them' to pour.
all i need is ur fulfilled promise. one that i can count on. =D
i love you super lots.
11:16 PM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
la-la-la
attention span is so so low!! studied cucom, did ifa tutorial. and that's it!
i dont even have the strength and perseverance to continue doing ifa's practice paper.
im really drained!! if i continue sitting on that chair poring over my notes, i know i'll go bonkers..
goshh.. how can this be happening, when the exams are so near!!
bei saw how stress did to me. consequences are undesirable. and i hate it.
DETERMINATION AND WILL POWER!! I NEED THEM NOW!
another week is going to begin... its the few last laps.. buck up! i want the holidays!!
bad bad girl this week. couldn't help. i need my rest.
10:43 PM
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i remembered coming across a phrase which i thought was very meaningful..
it goes "Today is a gift, that's why its called the present"
some may have heard or seen it.. when i first saw the phrase, i went "WOW! so meaningful!" andd, interesting pun right..
ppl always regret what they did after realising it was wrong to do so.. im not an exception. i recalled how i always get mad with bei over trivial things (but they meant alot to me) when my bad-temper days are here. i know i dont want to reprimand him and make him feel terrible.. but, still couldn't control. im one who gets angry easily.. maybe to bei cos he's very significant to me. that's why im sensitive to what he does. and i know deep down, i have high expectations of him. like if i see him doing smth i dont like, i will scold him, tell him off. they are actually small things.. but they just get into me. then, i'll feel very terrible bcos bei got scolded and looked so ke lian. i regret. i always do. and i seriously hope my temper will change for the better.. at the same time, im so grateful for having such a wonderful baobei who always tolerate my nonsense/temper, gives in to me, and still loves me so much. i know im grateful for all this. i know i wont want to lose him. most imptly, i dont want to make him feel pressurized. so when i say "thanks for everything" to bei, i really mean it. he's really a very gd bf. and will be a gd husband i suppose? lol. i know he will.
see what boredom does to me? haha.. im actually idling around with my cursor.. when im free of things to do, i'll get emo. so pardon me.
12:04 AM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
la-la-la
it was so comfortable hugging the piglet throughout the night! it never left my hand..
the saturday started quite well considering bei and i met up at a much earlier time compared to all the previous saturdays.. but, doing the tutorials was really hell.. the paramount stress was acting up when i was going to do the taxation tutorial. sad to say, i din have the determination to overcome the existing stress.. all i could think of was to relax and GET OUT OF MAC. seriously, i dont have the mood to complete the tutorials.. so i guess i'll be a very naughty gal next week during tutorials. im sorry.. i just couldn't ignore my brain's signals.. my cells refuse to think. what can i do?
MOVIE was the most perfect 'escape route'. i came out with the idea together with popcorns =) and bei second-ed it. so off we went to GV for Pirates of the Carribean-Dead Man's Chest. i wasn't actually very keen on watching that movie. but i knew bei was. the movie was not as serious as i thought. humour was injected in an interesting way! very hilarious.. but i dont quite like the captain jack. he just, dont appeal to me.. quite detestful when he gets selfish.. though he came back in the end to help, it was just a mere compensation i would say.. Will Turner was !!!! good lar! he reminded me of beckham! i dont know why, but he just did.. so sad when he saw his own gf kissing another guy.. -sobs- wonder how will bei react if it was me who did that.. haha.. dont worry bei, i wont. promise ok? =))
so to conclude, it was actually a gd movie! yay, our 28th.
by the time the movie ends, it was already 915pm. sad to say, tmr gotta continue the tutorial marathon. and not to forget i've got a 15% cucom quiz on mon. so, the main objective for tmr will be to get that in my head. arghh.. terrible to have tutorials.. terrible to have exams! terrible to be feeling stress!!
missingmybaobeibadly.
iwishiwish.
10:37 PM
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Friday, July 21, 2006
la-la-la
-FIT Presentation-
the guys and us
the smart guys
!
Our hard-to-come-by roles.. -BGs-
11:26 PM
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sad lar.. FIT presentation wasn't good.. i think so la.. think we din really met the expectations.. but it was rather contradicting when she said (just now) she know all those procedures but told us to take is as/assume she doesn't know during our last tutorial.. and then, end up we were skipping through the presentation. think we weren't well-prepared enough ba.. sad. but i think we did all we could.. dont brood over it le la..
the disappointment vanished almost instantly when bei and i had our lunch after my presentation.. haha, we were starving lar! cos our grp was the 3rd to present.. then we ended at 1.30pm which we were supposed to end an hour earlier.. soo by the time we finished, it was already close to 2pm where another lecture is on for us. but we still ate la.. lol.. hunger cannot be tolerated..
one happy thing to note is that-- bei got the piglet for me at the toys machine!!! we were actually so lucky!! ahhhh!! so happy.. one of my wishes fulfilled.. lol.. cos everytime we go to the arcade, see but no touch. finally today is the day i OWN it!! -elated- its now sitting on my bed.. shall hug it to sleep every night.. in substitute of bei.. sob.. haha.. both so skinny!! love it to bits..
its the weekends again.. i realised i kinda dread the weekends now. cos it only means tutorials/assignments got to be completed. so sian lor!! and i've got countless of things to complete.. no time for relaxation! arghh i hate it!
its ok.. i have my cute piglet with me =))
the 2 toys bei got for me..
*LOVES*
thanks bei!
10:45 PM
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
la-la-la
over at frenster a while ago.. counted the no. of movies bei and i watched together.. the number is slowly increasing.. now, its 27.. when will it be our 100th, 1000th, or even 10000th? must be nuts.. lol.. but i know there's still alot of movies for us ahead =))
CLICK on 3rd aug. MUST WATCH.
now when sch's so hectic and all, i wish there's STILL time for movie to lighten the stress.. hai.. guess its time for woodlands-round-the-clock marathon again. goshh.. its coming soon... real soon.
bei's doing his programming project too.. he re-do the whole thing cos his partner did alot of mistakes.. ke lian de baobei. i seldom see my bei so hardworking one you know.. that's why yday i laid on my bed, looking at him intently when he's so engrossed in his codes and all.. and i actually smiled! -mesmerised- rare rare sight. its like possibility of seeing a rainbow? ha ok, cos i seldom see rainbows. jia you baobei! im here for u always =D
FIT presentation on friday is really giving us the freaks. -daunted- though the slides are done and all, but i think its the atmosphere which will be intimidating us. and the high expectations of our tutor. hope friday faster pass!
people are so weird. i cannot comprehend why they're actually this but they say they're THAT. the feeling is, 1+1=3. not 2. yes. it just.. dont match! i think these people have superior complexity? when they've contributed a molehill, they said they'd done the whole mountain. contradicting right? the worse is, they actually think that they're in no wrong! how laughable... then, they start to shift the blame to others and says that its da-da-da whose supposed to... and try to get away from all the possible blames. irresponsible. really.. very detestful. til now, i cant figure out why.
eyelids are batting down.. zzzZZZzzZzz
wishbei'sbymysideonmybed.
11:51 PM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
la-la-la
taxation classwork was HELL lar!! seriously.. it was SUPPOSED to be an hour work.. but our class dragged til the whole 2 hours to finish 3 qns. and great! exam got 4 qns!! how to survive!! haiyoyo.. meiyan and i were rushing thru.. just when we thought we were one of the earliest to finish, we realised we missed out one last step at the end.. like shit lor.. the steps all very crucial.. one wrong=error brought forward. -dots- exam really can faint!
boiling temper. period. i can sense it coming. peace. my apologies.
time check: 1026pm.
BUT,tmr's blaw lect notes STILL NOT OUT YET!
like that how to go lecture?
haiyo.. not even an announcement to say if lect is still on..
think the paul chang watch his "zidane zidane!!" until forget le ba..
friday's FIT presentation is freaking us out lar! the thought of wearing formal makes me go -_-" sian diao! cant be help.. so just got to obliged.
ilovemyhardworkingboy=))
10:38 PM
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Monday, July 17, 2006
la-la-la
i tell you, i was SO freaking irritated and pissed off with my internet connection!!
i really duno what's wrong with it.. my sis's beside me, but hers is perfectly fine, while mine gets interrupted every now and then, hindering me to do my things smoothly!
can u feel my exasperance!!
im so sorry to those whom i'm having a conversation with in MSN. especially bei. i tell you, i hate it ALOT too. i didn't mean to be rude and cause annoyance.. its all beyond my control!! i tell you, i so wanna smash that stupid linksys thing lar!! spoils my mood.. i hate communication breakdown! arghh.. i think there's a serious prob with starhub's maxonline.. eat shit!
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anyway, cucuom presentation was fine.. glad it turned out well.. so, we just got another 30% of assignments to be done and it marks the end of cucom. 15% quiz next week... duno can count on teacher's words saying True/False and MCQ qns anot..
im so tired.. totally drained.
11:18 PM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
la-la-la
i changed my mind about ranting about some useless things.. cos no matter how much i rant, it'll always be the same...
hmm lets see how is this sunday going on.. like i mentioned yday, its my daddy's birthday today!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED DADDY!! you're 49th!! i wish you'll stay at this age forever, never grow old. yahh as if! i wish i wish..
early in the morning woke up straight away wished him le.. haha.. he looked normal but i can sense that he's happy we still remember his bday. he was, as usual, fiddling around with his catalogue.. its his precious okk! everytime see him make until so neat.. as though its his photo album. LOL. all of us wanted so badly to treat him a meal.. but he protested all the way.. so no choice.. how can disobey him on his bday right.. so let him be lor.. haha.. then, he started his ever-s0-many-things-to-nag hobby.. telling us "money very hard to earn.. no need treat me.. save them.." haha.. are all dads the same? i wonder.. anyway, i love my daddy.. and wish he's always happy.
met up with bei in the LATE afternoon.. okk, we pigged till around 1pm! goshh.. we're seriously sleep-deprived lar.. partly also because i had a dream.. i usually wake up late whenever i have dreams.. the dream very kuku lar! dreamt about a strong urge to PEE! haha.. its not the first time anyway... in the dream, i wanted to pee but i cant.. i keep 'pushing' myself for the urine to come out... but to no avail. i tell you, if i really peed in the DREAM, i'll wake up to find my bed WET. really.. that was the reason why i THINK i couldn't pee in the dream. ok larr, duno if u guys understand my crap.. its bo liao lar.. haha.. just wanted to share my dream.
went to causeway.. bought a tiny earring for my upper ear's hole. cos the earring came off by itself.. and the other pair of the earring was rusty.. soo, had to buy a new one. -sighs- duno what's wrong with my ear-holes on the loops. they're always giving me problems when i have earrings on. and i suspect one of the holes has been 'closed'. =((( i want nice earrings on my ears! i want to hang those pretty earrings bei got for me.. i love them so much! =((
went home at around 6 plus. and not long later, met with bei again at 810pm. hee, thanks bei for acc-ing me to buy my printer's ink =)) love you loads. its always good to have someone who'll make me go HAHAHA like siao chabor.. i feel so happy and blessed!
tmr's the presentation! thank god we had the slides ready.. hope everything goes on smoothly for all the groups.. andd, gotta get ready for a whole week of stress again. FIT's presentation on friday is giving me the jitters!!
bestie said she'll send me off at the airport when i go HK. thanks bestie!!! so happy!! i'll count on ur word ahh.. dun disappoint me.. haha.. take care gal! miss you super lots.
11:11 PM
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
la-la-la
shiok shiok SHIOK!!
its the first weekend ever since sch started, that im able to complete all my tutorials on a single saturday!!
which meanss..... tmr is free!!!!!
woohoo... sense of satisfaction upon completion of tutorials.. especially cost acc which was super tedious having to draw all the tables but its easier compared to last week's. im glad.
im those who NEED TO finish things on hand first before i can let loose myself and play w/o any troubles.. if not, i wont even have the mood to go out. sooo.. yay.. tmr is a great day i presume!!
its my beloved daddy's birthday tmr too!! his 49th bday. my oh my.. so old already! =(( i love my daddy, my great daddy!
went to northpoint after all tutorials are done.. sob sob.. no more liu shi jiu. =(
peiling's a hardworking gal!! sent me an sms telling me the slides for mon's cucum presentation were done at 4.34 AM!! im still in my la-la land!! oh goshh.. thanks for ur time gal.. andd, you did a great job! =)) actually bei and i wanted to do the animation for the slides tmr in preparation for the presentation. who knows, the diligent peiling did them all!! THANKS A MILLION GIRL! you saved my sunday.. hahaha.. =DD
i was up on a lil leisure programmes on channel 5.. then, saw spore idols repeat. the paul twohill simply PISSED ME OFF whenever i look at him! super irritating lor his face! duno why the hell his hair must cover more than half of his face. dont tell me its style. cos its definitely NOT! so er xin!! yucks! one of the few times i TOTALLY agree with ken's PARTIAL comment, "you(paul) seemed to be very popular with the fans.. but im abit concerned its only becos of ur hair" but then again, why the hell ppl like him for his ugly hairstyle??!! insane... i mentioned partial comment bcos after commenting on his hair, ken said "but actually, you've got substance." which i TOTALLY disagree. few are so much more better than him in terms of vocal! (but im sure in terms of looks, everyone beat him, including norman, who's at least decent-looking.) like johnathan, jay, mathilda... i hope he gets OUT SOON!
dad's declining a celebration tmr.. u know, to guys, birthdays are just normal days.. which is so in contrast to girls.. or maybe its the age problem.. so perhaps, will be out with my lovely bei! so long never relax le.. good to distress! im waiting for the movie CLICK to be screened on Augest 3rd. i've seen the preview.. its really hilarious.. shld be a gd movie..
til then^
9:48 PM
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Friday, July 14, 2006
la-la-la
the emotions are still feel-able. (duhh. Mrs Bala will KILL ME!! im her lit student as well.) like what i told meiyan earlier in the day.. "i'll miss my bf alot.. sure very unwilling.." i know these reluctant-ness will always be around, even on the day at the airport. i know, i know. i will suppress.
i still wish all of us can go together... can somebody back out??
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weekends again! realllllllyyyyy fast. but somehow i tot this weekend will be quite slack.. cos feel like there's nth much to complete. okk, i can revise.. and there's a classwork for taxation on tue! BG gals, remember!!
as FIT lecture was the last lesson of the day, we(BG gals) had to find smth to entertain ourselves. and the objects of our subject turned out to be our class boys. HAHAHA!! meiyan! ryhan right! LOL. frog?? hahaha... wahh, the news really shocking lehh! it was always fun to ba gua with the gals.. that's why we're called the BG gals. =))
bei bought lobster soup for me today!! ahhh!! so nice! i can really drink it everyday for breakfast, lunch, dinner and maybe supper! its super nice lar.. next time i'll learn how to cook the soup.. bei loves it too =D thanks bei for the soup! you always get what i want for me. you're the BEST!
mum said a YES to HK trip! i asked her again just now.. cos she wasn't quite 'sober' when i told her yday.. so YAY! hope the verification goes well for all of us. -prays-
motto of the weekend: Be diligent and hardworking! most imptly, dont slack! dont with a capital D!! 
i miss him lots now.
10:38 PM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
la-la-la
the long awaited Hong Kong trip applicants are finally OUT!!
chanced upon the announcement and went to see the document immediately, unable to contain my anxiousness...
i looked looked and looked..
saw meiyan's name... then saw mine! then saw peiling's!!
oh my.. i was SO happy lar!
really! i was practically jumping.. and went to told my mum about this great news even though she had already turned in..
another thing.. why cant the 5 of us go together?!! =((
the primary feeling i got first was ELATED. but after everything settles down and im calmer, i began to feel unwilling, and sad. till i teared when i saw my precious. if im really going, im gonna miss him so much! i thought of the airport scene.. the 5 days w/o him by my side.. hai.. i just can suppress the emotions within. i know i'll miss him alot alot alot. but i feel like going too.. its a great opportunity. -contradicted-
reflect
11:02 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
la-la-la
fatigue, tired, exhausted, drained.
all the perfect words to decribe us now.
goshh, ever since sch started, everything's like zooming on a never-ending track of stress, pressure, projects, tutorials.
the workload is simply too overwhelming..
though the written part for all projects are done, we still got the presentation to worry about. everything is happening week by week.
and soon, it'll be the ever so dreadful exams again.
i think there's a break this time.. which is gd..
the mental tiredness bei and i feel everyday is increasing.. dont talk about sch's stuffs. just the journey itself can make us tired.. with the super heavy laptop in bei's bag.. you know, everyday bei will help me take my bag when he can see its getting heavy for me.. but what my bag weighs is acutally peanuts to what his weighs. laptop, STACK of printing paper, file, water bottle, pencil case, bla bla. can die!! that's why i must really thank my baobei for allowing me to increase his "burden" when his is already so heavy. i feel so bad. =((
now, he's sleeping on my bed.. gonna wake him up in another 5 minutes. he's got a presentation tmr.. he needs to go thru the slides and speech for preparation. but even before he does that, he's already so tired. ke lian de huai dan gua.. dun ren3 xin1 to wake him up.. but i have too.. if not, it'll be a disaster for him tmr..
sch starts at 11 for me tmr.. and bei at 2. but he's going to sch at 9 to rehearse the dry-run with his grp mates. the least i can do is to accompany him to sch. and yes, i will do so. shall make use of the time for tutorials.. i hope everything goes well for him tmr.. -prays-
iheartmybaobeiforever=))
10:56 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
la-la-la
-Dedicated to my one and only Baobei,Toh Guo Wen-
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BAOBEI!!!!
its our 365th day!!
so fast!!
i still rmb how you..... LOL. -i see you blushing-
though we still have sch, celebrating this big day is a must!
how special can this get.. special day with special person.
and, special promise bonded btw us.
im so happy today! this is the first time bei wrote me a letter on our anniversary. you even bought a lovely card!! =)) im so happy upon seeing that, you know? i saw the familiar words in the letter. the sincerity and the love from you can be seen. i thank you for making this day so full of joy for me. i like to see you blushing and being shy when i was reading the letter and 'making comments about what you wrote'. i know they were your heart-felt words. im so elated to see every word penned down and the promise given. i can never ask for more. i heart you baobei. forever i do. thanks for the DQZW. it will ALWAYS be with me wherever i go. it will never leave me. thanks a million. you mean the world to me. =)) thanks for ur shy but appreciated "speech". -smiles-
i believe what i wanted to say to you are all in the letter itself. how many letters have you got now? im sure it will fill up your whole 3 drawers.. think will not have adequate space in the future.. nvm, there's always Ikea, Furniture Mall, IMM, bla bla. =)) nobody can ever make me feel this way like you do.
sakae-ed and was really bloated and full to the MAX. my wound even hurt! guess its too full le ba.. den maybe touch until the rod or smth? i dunno.. anyway, bei and i were lousy lar!! we only ate 23 plates of the sakae sushi food. !!! how can right!! so little only!! we got small stomachs laa.. haha.. cant blame. but we counted and realised we already ate to the worth. soo, time for desert! my favourite-- YAM MOCHI!! ahhh.. long time never eat le.. so yummy! bei ate ALL the watermelons up. he was so full laa.. full until make some silly actions to make me laugh. forever so naughty.. told him dun make me laugh le.. cos my wound hurts.. but you know, he just CANT stop. LOL. he's a clown la..
i was so happy that the digi cam was finally 'repaired'. and i din even checked the battery! end up today bring to sch snap a few pics with bei den LOW BATT. -dots- nvm.. there's still smth call the HANDPHONE. love all of bei's expression. dun worry bei, i love your pimples too. hahahaha.. ai4 wu1 ji2 wu1 ma. LOL.
we took NEOPRINTS TODAY!!!! woohoo.. also long time never take le.. bei insisted on taking.. he was so happy. lol. glad that the pics turned out nice =)) they'll always be in my wallet k bei? -muacks-
baobei!! once again, happy one year anniversary! thanks for EVERYTHING, including YOU! i love you for life, count on me. =DD hope you'd enjoyed urself too.
11:09 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
la-la-la
Italy had emerged as the final winner of this WC.
a lil sad.. cos i wanted france to win, hoping zidane could have enjoyed his last match and be the glorious captain of the winning country..
who knows..
i was up and excited to watch the match at 2am. it looked gd right from the start, with zidane's penalty earning them a goal ahead of the italians. but, who knows again. a header by the opposing team equalised the whole match. UNTIL EXTRA TIME STILL HAVEN FINISH!
fell asleep at like 330am. couldn't open my eyes anymore.. so went to slp. HAHAHA. i can never discipline myself to watch a match at an ungodly hour of 3am throughout. UNLESS IT IS AN ENGLAND MATCH!
anyway, i was sad to hear that italy won. hmm, but they deserved it also laa.. cos they were actually good when i saw them played last night.. one shocking news i got when i went to soccernet was that zidane got a RED card!!!
oh my!! how come?? i learnt about the whole story from my bro at dinner.. and i couldn't believe that zidane lost his cool.. i'd always thought of him as a player who is able to control and hold on to his temper.. but, who knows AGAIN. i was thinking alot of ''what ifs'' again. if zidane hadn't gotten a red card, and henry hadn't been sub-ed out, will the fate for france be different? i believe it will.. hmm, too bad..
went to sch early to complete FIT project. god, its so troublesome lar! we thought we had to do according to appendix B which was wrong!!! arghh.. waste our time. we still have IS at 1pm leh! in the end, rushed through our half-lunch which wasn't nice at all.
this week, i would say intercultural comm is not fun. cos we gotta crack our brains (yes literally!!) to complete this activity which we had to mix and match. totally dumb lar! i nearly went bonkers. okk, that aside. we're having cucom presentation next week.. hmm, guess all we're left with are presentations..
awaiting for the clock to strike 12am.
our sanliuwu =))
11:06 PM
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July 9th.
what a SPECIAL day for bei, and i.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BAOBEI!!
met at 12pm. went to cine to buy our SUPERMAN tickets first..
then, satisfied our starving hunger at Jack's Place.
oh myy!! LOBSTER! our favourite!
bei saw me drinking the soup so tastily (?), and put his hand on my face and say "you so long time never drink le hor.."
haha, ya lor.. so long never drink le..
SO NICE LAR!
yummy!
the waitress shld have informed us bei's food wont be served in hot plate!
apparently, it wasn't as nice laa..
nvm bei, next time we know le.. cannot call those type de.
finished the whole set lunch, stomach already bloating le..
actually wanna order bei's bday cake and sing song at there, but, our stomach cant take it le..
so we decided to go for our movie first.
initially wanted to buy hp for bei as his present. but he insisted that i cant buy that for him.. sooo, got him a watch instead!
nice and cool watch on his hand now =)
he loves it so much.. im glad!
went for our SUPERMAN movie, at last!
woohoo, what can i say..
nice movie. though simple plot but the whole thing came across nicely.
however there were still at times where the sounds were too loud making me clutched on bei's hand so tightly. its good to have him there, right beside me =D
yada yada... thought of where to dine for dinner.. had alot of places in mind..
but i wasn't feeling hungry at all.. so bei suggested MOS and we went there. i just drank the corn soup. after bei finished his meal, i went to buy his bday cake.
his favourite--black forest cake!
haha.. i sang him the bday song and i could see tears welling up..
i was touched, as much as he did.
the feeling is so familiar to me. cos i poured like mad when he sang me the song on my bday then.
so glad he enjoyed eating the cake..
being the bday boy, he's the king!
and often, he'll come to me and say "today is my bday lehh"
so, im supposed to give in to him
haha, well i did.
-he sang a million of songs today which by right he's only supposed to sing once. (i think i explained myself before)
-he's naughtiness didn't result in any scoldings from me. instead, i was sayang-ing him all the time.
-he decides on wad to eat! cos normally im the fussy one (ok i admit) and the places he choose often puts me off. but today different, he has the say!
went to his house at 9 plus to cut cake with his family. idled til 1145pm then come back. of cos, with his company =))
he's my superman, he protects me.
gave him a call before i went to bathe.. wanted to be the last one to wish him.. haha.
i think he enjoys himself today.. im really happy to see that.. especially when he came to hug me and thank-ed me for making his bday so special. you know, the feeling i had was TOUCHED. it was not only a special day for him. it was for me too. cos being able to celebrate his bday with him makes it special for me. its the first time im celebrating it with him. and im certain there are more to come. im glad he likes the card i made for him. all the precious thoughts for him are penned down. i love him so much!! i simply do!!
im thankful for being able to be by his side on his bday, for being able to make it memorable for him, for being able to love him with all my heart, and most importantly, for having him in my life. he's the one who made me realised eternity does exists. i know how i want my future to be like. its all because of him. MY PRECIOUS BOY!!
once again, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
muacks. -lots of love-
=DD
12:54 AM
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
la-la-la
i pigged till 1pm today lahh~!
sooo shiok!
but when i thought of the amount of work i gotta complete, i just got the totally sian-ed feeling.
no choice.
but, since its the end of the day now, it means, i've completed most of the things i wanted to.
including bei's bday card =)))
hope he likes it...
less than 2 hours to his 18th birthday!!!
he's coming over later.. think soon..
to watch the match btw germany and portugal.
hope we dont fall asleep before 3am!!
but i cant guarantee that for bei!
haha, cos he gets tired easily..
is it cos he needs to take care of me everyday? which can be very tiring?
haha, if so, i apologise. =P
anyway, back to the match.
my bro told me oliver khan will be playing later!!!
OH MY! what a llooonnnnnngggg absence.
i rmb-ed he was the goalkeeper AND CAPTAIN(!!) for Germany in WC 2002.
but this year, he's a bench player.
my godd, lehman has overtaken him la..
my bro said lehman let him played this final match, cos it will also be oliver khan's final WC!
so ke xi. i thought he was a gd goalkeeper then.
his capabilities will be proven later..
HOPE GERMANY WINS!
tmr will be a lllllloooooonnnnnnngggggggg day for bei and i!
YAY! superman at last!
i cant wait.. heard gd comments about that show..
bei's awaiting already.. lol.
tmr's also the final WC match.
MUST watch!
even though it screens at 2am..
JUST ONE MORE DAY!
three (!!!)
10:23 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
la-la-la
July 7th.
i remembered vividly this is one of my favourite teacher's bday.
she's my primary sch teacher, who taught me english (if im not wrong).
i would do a routine thing for her every time before my sch ends.. and that is, to go to her office seat and pack her wallet and discman into her bag and bring it to her.
its smth that i still can rmb.
i was,then, the apple of her eyes.
till now. her name is still etched in my mind.
Ms Nair.
of cos now, she's married.
i rmb-ed she sent me an invitation to her wedding.
but i couldn't make it.
goshh, i regret!!
i know her husband's a french.
im wondering how she is right now.. is she living happily?
i definitely hope she is.
she will always be my beloved teacher.
Happy Birthday to her.
its friday!
i've got tons of things to complete tmr.. which is the only day i can do them.
i got scared when jotting down the things to do for each module in my book just now.
it's just... too much.
i tried to be bo-chap, like dont do tutorials and go for class.
but even before i act it out, the thought automatically vanished.
cos i know i wont feel good if i din do my tutorial.
afterall, its of my own benefits, and certainly facilitates better learning..
you know, i cant catch what the tutor says if he/she says big chunk of stuff and we're supposed to note it down. my memory is failing me.
think i need History to strengthen my memory power? LOL.
all the mao ze dong, hitler, sun yat sen.. bla bla..
i think they really helped! haha
i miss Mrs Sasi!!!
bei's sitting on my bed, playing my hp game now.
he was,previously, playing the game of pinball in my lappy.
now, his attention diverted to the other game.
SO FAST RIGHT!!
andd, he's VERY VERY SUPERBLY quiet now.
cos he's too engrossed in it. and he wont even look at me when i look intently at him.
you know, his eyes just cant leave the hp screen.
when he wins the game, he'll show the hp to me..
haha, cute boy, my love. =D
i was prancing my fingers on my face and touched my mole. and i realised it had grown!
but i know if i want to make it smaller, i can go to this place to 'burn' it away or smth.. cos my aunt did that before. soo i told bei if it gets bigger and bigger (to an extent its just too ugly/hideous to be at that place), i'll go 'burn' it off to make it smaller.
know what he told me?
"bei, if you want to 'burn' it, can only 'burn' after we take our marriage photo album. cos i like your mole."
HAHA. soo gd to hear that..
cos the mole is like just another part of my face. but to bei, it means alot.
and becos of him, i've learnt to appreciate and like my mole!
haha.. but he often teases me too, when he gets very naughty and nonsensical that is.
for instance, he'll say "wahh, eat until still got one more choco chip left on ur face ahh.."
yah! he just like to be so full of rubbish. so i get back at his moles too. WAHAHAHA.
two.owt.four.ruof.tow.ourf.owt.ufor.
11:00 PM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
la-la-la
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I AM A HAPPY GIRL!
right from the morning, the GOOD news set my mood right.
hahaha.. im so happy, im so elated!
YES, FRANCE WON!
winning is not a big deal, but because they won portugal, its a very big deal to me!
wahahahhaha..
pardon me for being crazy here.
but wad to say... retribution!!
i've always believed in this.
and it nv fails to prove that it really does happen.
FRANCE!! hope they win the cup..
now another wish of mine, that is for germany to beat portugal!
LOL.
i hope i'll be smiling on sunday, 350am. =))))))))))
i had a hard time getting up from bed in the morning. i was so freaking tired i swear!! weekends are nearing. good and bad. actually my fridays are always very enjoyable and fine and bla bla. but bcos we've got a cost acc make-up tut tmr, it totally spoils my mood. that tutor just.... not likeable to me laa.. and im reminded i just did the SET evaluation on her.. i put one disagree for one of the questions, which is "tutor evoke my interest and enthusiasm to study the module" smth like that laa.. of cos DISAGREE la.. i cant wait to get out of her class every time.. actually i already gave her face.. cos all the qns i read seems to me that its all disagree.. but dun be so bad laa.. so all i put all agree den one disagree. LOL.
okk back to topic.. i was saying the weekends are arriving.. in like a day's time. i swear my saturday is gonna be so badly burnt. cos i wanna complete all the assignments and whatever shit so that i can spend bei's bday with him on sunday, w/o worrying about anything. =))
bei, so scared while walking back home just now.. i need you to be beside me. only with you around, i feel that its safe and secure. =((
10:35 PM
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goshh.. i missed the germany V italy match yday at 3am. such an ungodly hour! sickening..
so not disciplined enough to stay up to watch..
fatique just overcomed me, and i cant even open my eyes w/o the eyelids batting down within a few seconds.
MENTAL TIREDNESS.
and there's another interesting match at 3 am later. portugal V FRANCE!!!
i want france to win! and i hope they do win!
portugal's victory will definitely spoil my mood tmr.. if they really won.
-prays- i cant imagine seeing ronaldo's stuck up AND sickening face. I CANT.
still, so many things to do everyday.
i just posted 2 blaw qns on torts and submitted my ifa e-learning assignments.
there's more to come.
and i really do dread it.
lesson at 11am tmr.. but sacrificing slp time to reach sch at 9am with the gals to continue our FIT business proposal.
THE SUPER SCARCE TIME!
ohh ya, i still have the ifa quiz to complete. shall do it tmr ba. im so shagged already!
just came back from the hospital with bei. visited his sister who'd just been operated on. hope she gets well soon. not a nice feeling in the hospital with the pain agonising you every min. im reminded of the times of my terrible stay at NUH last yr when i saw her, except i got a few more tubes protruding from my body. and i remembered i wasn't even awake to talk to my parents on the day of my major operation. i was in a subconscious state after that, crying all the way. soo, she's much stronger than i am. hospitals kinda scare me now. i dun like the feeling of being in the ward. indescribable feeling. andd i duno why, but i cried at the sight of her neighbour's 'scene'. it was so touching and heart-warming to see a grandson(or a son, i duno) comforting and providing support to his grandpa(or his dad) when he's getting his injection. the grandpa looked so frail.. so sad.. hai.. anyway, wish bei's sis a speedy recovery!
over at the hospital, saw bei's smallest aunt for the first time. nice and pretty lady i would say. =) chatted with her, like we're friends. very comfortable conversation. alot of similar experiences. she studied in NP too! and we complained about the torturous journey to walk from one end to another. imgaine LT45 to BLK 72? after that, bei asked me what were we chatting.. "girls everytime alot of things to chat about one.. " he commented. true wad. if not still call girls mehh.. ooooohh, bei got SMALL lips just like his dad! hahaha
came back yishun to have our dinner only at 945pm. bei had mac while i bought delifrance's $1 bread. i was looking at the fruit tarts and cakes while waiting for my bread to be heated up.. den bei bought the mixed fruit tart for me. yummylicious!! thanks my sweety boy. love ya so much. =))
4.6.4.6.4.6.4.6.4.6.4.6.4.6
12:00 AM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
la-la-la
woo! CUCOM is getting more and more interesting!
actually you know the content can bore you out totally, but on the other hand, they really do provide insights for you.
most interestingly, its the games/activites that make it FUN!
its fun really.
til now whenever i think of the Batumbarungo game, i still smile..
today, we had another activity which we had to complete in pairs.
needlese to say, im grouped with that naughty lil boy.
then, we had to choose a topic to do a transition map.
our topic "Becoming A Parent"
LOL. its not like there's a drought of topic okk, just that my naughtie wanna do on this.
so, gen1 sui2 him lor.. haha.. funny but logical ideas he contributed. =))
and when we're mapping the transition process, it really feels like we're parents, or rather, im the mother going through the expecting process. FUN LAR!
but rather scary to invite those thoughts into our brain, when we're still 18 ONLY! haha..
and bei, STOP eating sweets in class! you'll just go on eating if i din stopped you right.. cannot eat too many de lar! naughty i post the pic we took yday ahh.. LOL. scared le right.. wahahahhaha.. SO ADORABLE! my hp display. LOL.
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projects' deadlines are nearing again.
thought we just handed up blaw today?
yeahh, still got many in the queue..
FIT biz proposal due on next tue.
CUCOM due on next mon
FIT presentataion due on week after next
BLAW presentation due on week 15.
goshh, going to be breathless soon!
and i cant afford to waste time cos the WHOLE of sunday is booked for bei.
saturday must get all things done. arghh!
6.six.6.six.6.six.6.six.
my favourite no.
10:38 PM
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i haven recovered from the anguish, yet.
i realised i was frustrated when i read in other ppl's blog that england didn't play well yday.
LIKE HELLO!!!
how else could they have played? i thought they'd given their all!
they were DEFINITELY not lousy yday. DEFINITELY NOT!
yess, they or rather rooney was partly to be blamed bcos of his uncontrolled temper, BUT, they deserve to win more than portugal does.
i dun support teams/countries who has lousy sportsmanship.
take for instance, argentina.
i tell you, they have the skills and everything.
but what sets them apart from the others is their lacking of sportsmanship.
soccer is not just getting the ball into the net.. its also about discipline.
andd, they seemed to me that they cant even do that!
LOUSY LOUSY SPORTSMANSHIP is what they've got besides their SUPERB SKILLS.
see the irony?
that's life.
shoo off! germany was gd to send them home.
sidetracked a lil.. but the point im trying to make is,
england has better sportsmanship than portugal!
the black sheep of portugal-C.Ronaldo was the one who contrasts so well compared to england. but im sorry to say, he dont deserve to be on the field when he criticises his own team-mates. get lost lar!
i dun/din expect england to win the cup. all i ever hoped for is to have them through the semi-finals. they should be rewarded. but effort doesn't pay off for them. =(
becks- ALWAYS the key topic.
come on, you cant deny his gd looks, can you?
his features tell it all, its not fake you know!! (million times better than that kaka, or whoever!)
if you wanna talk about the penalties he missed, start to think of the goals he'd assisted, or even scored for england. have you guys forgetten the MOST CRUCIAL goal he scored to earn england a place in the quarter-finals?
ppl tend to be like this.. they always look at ppl's flaws.
why not be magnanimous to reflect upon his plus points? why not??
if you want to criticise his looks, its up to u.
but his free-kicks, corner-kicks technics are those you cant deny to be gd. never ever!
guess my frustration can be felt while you guys read.
but sorry, i cant tolerate when ppl criticise a team that has played WELL.
why dun admit?
just bcos their team is one you'd never liked watching them play doesn't mean they cant have their winning days/good playing days you know?!
dun condemn! CONDONE, instead!
12:02 AM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
la-la-la
SAD SAD SAD!!
England lost to portugal yday!
they had a very good chance of winning.. but when rooney, the strong striker who could've brought england through was sent off with a red card, it spelt D.O.O.M for england.
but they played on with all their might, with 10 men on the field, fighting bravely against the portugese.
hell, it was such an interesting match!
i thought england was better than portugal, considering
(a) they had 10 men on the field to pit against 11 BUT they played like they had 11 or even 12 men to fight the battle
(b) their crucial and significant star player was sent off, which gave portugal the advantage
(c) they could keep up with portugal's pace and defended ever so amazingly
it was a match i felt that england was good. they weren't a disappointment at all. with becks off the field, they were still able to play so well. at least i could see their drive.
SAD SAD SAD, TOTALLY SAD!
andd when crouch was summoned up and joe cole had to made way for him, i knew it was a match i couldn't watch without getting angry. yess, i knew very well what crouch "is capable of". he's actually quite useless, losing all the balls passed to him, killing all of england's chances to score. i thought england can make do without a player like him. dont tell me about his headers which helped england through. i can tell you, he loses more scoring chances than he scored with his headers. trust me, he's quite useless on the pitch. that explains why he's a bench player.
i couldn't reason why lampard and gerrard weren't performing on the pitch. they still haven't shown their capabilities in this WC, and its over for them.
england had worst records in penalty shoot-outs, as said by the commentator. and only yday i knew this. it reminded me of the anguish i felt either in the euro or WC 2002 (i couldn't remember), when england was also defeated in the penalty shoot-outs.
it will be an apparent victory for england had it not been the penalty shoot-outs and rooney's sent off. i am certain if rooney had remained in the game, england could have won, beating the portugese. stupid C. Ronaldo. i dislike him now. and i hope portugal loses their next match, which is highly possible, with their opponents being French.
speaking of this.. as if it wasn't enough for england's defeat. brazil had to lose to france!!! world champions lehh!! how can! alot of bao4 leng3 in this WC, if u know wad i mean. initially my siblings, bei and i thought it'll be England Vs Brazil in the semi-finals. but, no. it's the other 2 teams which got through!
but i must say the french played well. and they deserve to win. but i thought they weren't that close to winning the world champions. it proved to be WRONG. anything can falter. even the superbly strong Brazil had this day coming-DEFEAT. i think france has a very high possibility of winning the cup this time. they are really good. because, it wasn't as if the brazilians played badly yday, so you can see how good is france. credits owed to zidane. he's definitely the man of the match. way to go france! beat the portugese!
i tell you, i was so sad yday. so sad til i cried. i couldn't accept the fact that england had lost. cos i thought they were really good, and they deserve a place in the semi-finals. hai.. sad lar!!
p.s. thanks bei for comforting.
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