You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Sunday, July 23, 2006
la-la-la

i remembered coming across a phrase which i thought was very meaningful..
it goes "Today is a gift, that's why its called the present"
some may have heard or seen it.. when i first saw the phrase, i went "WOW! so meaningful!" andd, interesting pun right..

ppl always regret what they did after realising it was wrong to do so.. im not an exception. i recalled how i always get mad with bei over trivial things (but they meant alot to me) when my bad-temper days are here. i know i dont want to reprimand him and make him feel terrible.. but, still couldn't control. im one who gets angry easily.. maybe to bei cos he's very significant to me. that's why im sensitive to what he does. and i know deep down, i have high expectations of him. like if i see him doing smth i dont like, i will scold him, tell him off. they are actually small things.. but they just get into me. then, i'll feel very terrible bcos bei got scolded and looked so ke lian. i regret. i always do. and i seriously hope my temper will change for the better.. at the same time, im so grateful for having such a wonderful baobei who always tolerate my nonsense/temper, gives in to me, and still loves me so much. i know im grateful for all this. i know i wont want to lose him. most imptly, i dont want to make him feel pressurized. so when i say "thanks for everything" to bei, i really mean it. he's really a very gd bf. and will be a gd husband i suppose? lol. i know he will.

see what boredom does to me? haha.. im actually idling around with my cursor.. when im free of things to do, i'll get emo. so pardon me.

12:04 AM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

::The Blessed One::.

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taurus
singing
playingthepiano
movies
chillingatstarbucksncoffeebean
musicals/concerts
k-boxing
stars
seabreeze
fireworks
no.6
turqoise/white/orange/purple
chitty chatty chitty chatty
semi-perfectionist
semi-procrastinator
laughing syndrome
music-lover
baby-lover
fate-believer
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