You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Wednesday, August 30, 2006
la-la-la

interesting wednesday i had =))
met up with guang and bestie for kbox!!
finally bei and i are going to kbox!! its been a long long time for us.. the last time we went was on valentine's day. haha.. so around 6 months plus!!

the weather was such a spoilsport!! i hate today's weather! it was raining ALL THE WAY. supposed to reach kbox at 2 and im very certain we would've reached in time if not for the super big rain. bei and i had to share an umbrella but we were still half-drenched. yuckss, i hate the feeling of wet shoes..

its ok, the rain din spoil our mood for singing our lungs out! bestie was very unhappy with the initial room size we were given and requested for a change of a bigger room. lucky the person relented. if not, i think bestie will be really pissed. haha, thanks for her complaint though.. cos its so much more comfortable with a bigger room. we have 4 ppl, and we need some stretching space, mind her.

it was so nice singing with the 3 of them. i love to sing!! duet with bei, serious he2 chang4 and crazying with bestie.. and listening to each of their singing.. so so fun! bei, ur voice must steer back to the right track laa!! if not, really gonna sound like ah-do already! dont keep mo2 fang3 him! haha.. bestie went so high and picked xing4 yue4 tuan2's one night in beijing and tian1 gao1 di4 hou4. hahaha... i love the 5 hours of non-stop singing with them =))

actually around 5 plus, all of us complaint that we're hungry.. bestie only had maggie mee, bei and i had yakun and guang had nth at all! so ke lian.. when we had enough of singing, we headed to marche at heeren. found out that it's no longer called marche, but Vil'age. sounds like village.. but the interior and food didn't change a wee bit. except that now, gst of 5% is attracted.

we had soo much food! mushroom soup, rosti with cheese sausage, fried rice, calamari, soft shell crab, sirloin steak, black pepper chicken, mushroom and cheese crepe, crayfish and a yummylicious strawberry+choc ice-cream waffle to round it up. my stomach is bloated!!!! but i enjoyed myself, and im sure they enjoyed themselves too.

a wonderful day =DD meet up again ok peeps?

imissmyboy.

11:35 PM
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Monday, August 28, 2006
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monday finally arrived!! which means... MOVIE with bei!!! went to PS's GV. still, the timing for tokyo drift was at a night timing.. so we had to give it up. actually wanted to watch Chai Lai Angels.. i read thru the preview yday.. seems nice.. but the counter lady told us its in Thai. wow, lucky she told us!! i wouldn't wanna watch a movie with ppl speaking thai thru-out! sooo, settled on Snakes on a Plane.

one word to descibe the whole experience while watching the movie. INTENSE. it really keeps u at the edge of ur chair.. and hell, we got scared quite a couple of times! ok laa, me la.. i was clutching bei's hands so tightly! the pressure added onto his hands just increase unknowingly! too scary for me already! i even had to tucked my head at bei's neck and refused to watch the gruesome scenes.. snakes are so yucky! and scary! i get intimidated at the sight of their 'power', of what they are capable of. watching the movie, it level-ed my phobia in taking planes to a greater height. past accidents had arouse this phobia out of me.. and now, i had to watch this movie with some tragedy happening in a plane when im flying off to HK in 2 weeks time! goshh... how i wish bei's going with me. then i know, i'll feel secured.

the movie is actually nice.. just that, i dont prefer this type of movies.. with gruesome scenes and violence.. i prefer comedy and romance movies nowadays.. i used to like watching horror movies.. but i duno since when, i stopped having that interest.. cos they make me hallucinate. so, i just stop. ke lian de bei.. i know sometimes he's interested in some horror movies, but bcos of me, he had to give it up. sorry bei =))

ohh ya, we bought nachos and popcorns to the movie. haha.. partial reason is because i haven't had my lunch and the other is that, we're craving for it. especially nachos!! i haven't had it since a zillion years.. perfect luxury to enjoy nice snacks!

had Han's after our movie.. i had my bread as usual while bei had fish and chips. both of us agreed that the service sucks. i asked for the bread to be toasted longer. the auntie told me "its standard one.. when its ready, they(the bread) will pop up" which led me to think "they can push that whatever thing down to toast the bread longer, cant they?" i just let it pass.. cos i know no matter what i say, the bread will not be in the condition i want. to make things worse, the auntie had to give me the wrong type of bread.. cos they have 2 types-wholemeal and white bread. asked for the latter but was given the former. its not a big deal actually bcos wholemeal bread are healthier.. it is the service that turns us off. i think, they shld START to know what's the importance of gd service to customers. even bei agreed and refused to pay up. hahaha..

had a slight headache on the way back.. laid on bei's comfortable shoulders to have a short nap. thankful for his presence. =DD muchlove**

10:40 PM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
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i tried loading the pics up since eons already.. and i give up now... they never seem to get loaded.. all the connection's fault.. other day ba..

mahjong-ed at eunice's house today.. from 1 all the way til 8pm. then we went for our dinner and started chatting non-stop. from poly life to attachment, to career, to family, kids etc. our topics will never be exhausted.. its gd to share some views.. and we've sort of come to terms with the reality of life already.. the adult life, to be specific. all i can say is, this world has alot of obstacles for us to overcome.. we need to know where we want to stand, and where our heart directs us.. then, we'll know what's the most impt thing in life.. or rather, which is MORE impt. i believe with careful thought and options, life will get better. never give up to pursue a life you dream =)) and bestie, i'll still be there for u when our hair turns grey and then to white. count on me. =DD

i guess i've pushed you too hard.. i think i shan't probe further.. i dont wanna give u stress.. i just want you to do well. to attain better grades.. i know its within ur means but maybe you felt it wasn't.. all i want you to know is that, i meant you well.

agreed on movie with bei tmr.. but i cant seem to find a movie with gd timing.. i looked up Tokyo Drift.. cos i know that naughty boy wants to watch that.. but they only got 1 timing. like D.U.H. shall see how laa.. anyway, it'll be a relaxing day again! -grins-

11:53 PM
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
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had a relaxing saturday morning with bei.. after which, headed home and prepared to go for the farewell dinner at serangoon garden country club's Jumbo restaurant. my aunt's family is migrating to canada.. and they're leaving tmr.. so sad!! younger sis cried like mad.. i wasn't saved from the tearing session too.. really very reluctant.. my aunt is a gd aunt... i'll sure miss them lots..

the food was fab. we had a mountain laa.. beijing duck, prawns, toufu, fish, brocoli, noodles, soup, mango pudding... so yummy, especially the beijing duck.. think my family going back there to eat for my bro's bday.. =))

aunt and uncle gave me money for my HK trip.. so thankful... i'll repay their kindness when im older..

tmr going for mahjong!!!!! woohoo... finally!

p.s post the pics tmr.. adaptor with bei.

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wiping each other's tears away,
knowing you dont want me to go for days.
i promise i'll be back safe and sound,
and maybe gain a few more pounds.
It'll make you happy for sure,
so boy, please rest assured.
the sorrows behind the smile,
the dismay hidden beneath,
i know it all.
and boy, feel my heart tell you,
"i miss you".

11:39 PM
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Friday, August 25, 2006
la-la-la

im over the moon!!!! exams are finally over, OVER!!
at last, our break has arrived.. =))))

cost acc paper today... the first thought that came to my mind as i was reading thru the paper was "weird presentation!" seriously! i duno if its the setter's problem or wad.. bcos the presentation of qns and info for all the past yr papers weren't like that.. and, they were mostly the same.. more direct in a sense.. soo, had a lil struggle.. the last qn was hell laa actually.. and we've nv encounter that kind of qn before.. so i just did the backwards method.. seems logical to me.. so maybe correct? haha.. try my luck lor.. 8 marks cant possibly leave blank ma..

i was so scared for one of the qn so i cleared my doubt with the pro in cost acc--Ryhan. lucky we got same ans! if not the rest of the parts wrong already.. then i self-psycho-ed myself too.. haha.. hope can get gd grades.. bei asked me after the exams if im looking forward to know my result. and my answer was an instant "yes". though this few weeks were tough for us, im glad all of us managed to pull through.. and hope to see an improvement in gpa,if possible. just dont deteriorate.

bei and i worked hard and played hard during this period of intensive studying.. glad that he was beside me all the while to soothe my nerves and calm me down.. never fails to encourage me and make me smile. still rmb-ed the night before FIT paper, he told me one sentence and it motivated me. thanks boy.. thanks for all your effort.

in the train heading back to yishun with bei.. listening to the songs in his hp.. suddenly, he just hugged me tight.. the song was "Dont Say Goodbye" by Hong JunYang. i felt his tightness and saw his closed eyes.. then i asked him why.. "can dont go ma?" was all he replied.. and i know its the same issue again.. now that the exams are over, the date is nearing.. and bei, i miss u as much too. dont worry i'll spend the whole day with u before my flight ok? promise* it'll still be a memorable and happy 14th month =)) though i know i'll most probably cry.. bcos i cant bear to not see u for 5 days. i love you my sweetie. -muacks-

anyway, the feeling of not going to sch, library, studying, is so great! i know i'll be enjoying life with bei now.. monday for our 1st movie after exams!! goshh, we've been longing for that since the studying period.. especially when we always go to causeway's lib to study.. we always see "Cathay" but cant enjoy that priviledge yet. but now, we can!! woohoo.. im sure we'll have a gd time..

and bestie, our kbox!! the 'agreement' turned rusty liao laa!! i wanna go crazying with u! dont go db laa.. =X oops. haha.. and mahjong!

enjoy your holiday everyone!

10:25 PM
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
la-la-la

i just finished FIT paper at 4pm! meaning, i've got one more paper left.. just ONE more!! go go go.. paper was alright/manageable considering the qns were all answerable.. i was quite vexed yday cos of the mounting workload or rather information to absorb for today's paper.. in the end, went back home to self-absorb.. the reason i felt vex was i already studied for it during the break already.. but the information just wouldn't stay in my brain for long.. and i found that what i'd memorise had all vanished.. how to not be vex!!!

anyways, im glad the paper was alright.. now that its over =)) the calculation wasted alot of my cells.. i thought about it for long.. and lucky the cells were working.. hahaha.. 9 marks lehh! and i tell you, last minute revision do help. today morning then i started to memorise the process of T/B and B/B credit method.. and it came out! 14 marks! woohoo..

yday's ifa was not bad too. but i was careless in the 2nd qn.. one thing that is worth to be glad about is, the balance sheet is balanced!!!! i tell u, i nearly jumped for joy when the figures tally! cos at first, i was careless in PRESSING THE CALCULATOR when calculating the income.. blame it on the long kuku figures teachers always give.. and stupid mistake to be committed at income statement! cos it means i gotta change my SOE and of cos, B/S. but hell, the 1 minute in changing was gan jiong! cos only left around 3 minutes.. haha.. so in the end, my ans booklet got alot of cancellations and liquid marks.. i'm waiting for the day my booklet is clean and neat... but highly impossible la considering the super careless me.

maybe i should put "unbalanced sheet" as the heading when i cannot balance the figures in the future.. bcos it'll be super contradicting to put "balanced sheet" when its not balanced. hahahaha..

and YEAH! last paper tmr.. i know the light-heartedness will just overcome me at 4pm tmr.. lets wait! less than 24 hours!! mahjong! kbox! hong kong!

bei's going crazy beside me now.. he's getting all retarded.. LOL.

5:35 PM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
la-la-la

BLAW is over too!!
woohoo.. blaw was =)))))
super =D

yday i went to dl past yr papers of blaw and found that it was so difficult! i got so petrified that i shut my lappy down and went to revise immediately.. though i alrdy did it umpteen times.. so scared that our tutor and lecturer will trick us with the hints given.. cos its like, you can narrow down and predict what's gonna come out..

BUT, the paper was so much easier compared to past yr papers! was so glad.. i told my dad i was smiling thru-out while doing the paper.. though not really smiling, but i guess my mind was.. despite the tired-ness and aching hands as a result of the excessive writing.. i guess those who had really put in effort in studying for the exam will find it easy. cos there wasn't any obstacles at all! a big big thanks to Mr Santa Claus and the lecturer. =))

now, gonna focus on the last 3 papers.. stayed in sch's library til 810pm, practising and memorising tmr's IFA.. am so drained out once again.. quite scared for tmr's paper.. but hope it will turn out to be manageable.. hope bei's also not so difficult for him =)

3 more 3 more!! PERSERVERE! and the sweetness comes later.. await patiently..

10:20 PM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
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i cant believe that the woodlands library is packed on a sunday.. perhaps like what bei said.. they were chiong-ing for tmr's exam.. its SUPER packed.. we reached there at 945am (it opens at 10am), and the waiting hall is already half full! HALF LEHH!! wahh.. i was super shock laa.. and a lil worried we couldn't get the seat we were always at.. but, i reckon its time to ACT out the spore phenomena-KIASU-NESS. HAHAHA.. i squeezed, i ran a lil.. and managed to get a gd seat.. heh.. still worth it right.. haha.. but hope nobody recognises me..

though its a sunday with mountain of people, the library was exceptionally quiet! no irritating ppl.. no big mouths. how good! and this super hard to come by priviledge was given to studying blaw.. am so glad i finished.. so that i can revise on CA again tmr.. scared i forget!! so scared man...

i should've brought my CA file with me laa.. cos i was practically enjoying the luxury of time with only 1 chapter to memorise and then recalling all the points again.. i was, taking my own sweet time! but bei was the busy one.. he got to conquer 4.5 chapters.. haha.. poor baobei..

tmr acc-ing him to sch for his exam.. while i go sch's lib to continue my revision.. he's revising now at home, i believe. hope the paper will be alright for him. my diligent boy, muacks.

tired tired.. i wish they are all over..

10:18 PM
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
la-la-la

Tax is over!! woohoo! all the PTRs, reliefs, IBA, CA all can forget le!
paper was considered relatively easy. one thing i was glad that the theory all i got memorise!! but q4 got abit of problem.. but nvm ba... a test is a test. cant possibly all get correct de ma.. sure will have some obstacles along the way.. i was thinking in the classroom in the morning after finishing the paper, if i know how to do all the computations, then the theory sure got some i duno. so now, all the theory i know but computational qns got a lil barrier.. use this to console myself.. haha.. ok laa.. its ok, its over anyway.. glad!

next is BLAW! i duno why i cant stop my mind about wanting to start on it today.. i know i have 2 days which shld be sufficient to cover all the topics.. but i just cant put it aside.. its like, i MUST start today! and i was having a lil headache in the evening.. must be the bus la! so stuffy.. made me so uncomfortable.. but still, bei and i went to woodlands lib to continue studying. we were in sch's lib from 12-5 and woodlands lib from 6-9. what a library day.. haha.. as there were no seats available in the lib, we booked the research carrel and studied in there! haha.. studying is actually prohibited laa.. but who cares.. exam more impt. but if the librarian knows, we'll be dead meat. anyways, it was quite efficient studying in the carrel for 2 hours. no baobei BESIDE me to disturb me.. but, he was diagonally there. so we made occasional faces and giggled at each other.. haha.. our form of destressing.. LOL.

completed 4 outta 5 chapters.. left the chapter on tort.. which gotta be continued tmr.. i was typing out those areas of focus just now which im gonna memorise tmr.. and suddenly, i got stuck at this part on the defences of defamation. i had no choice but to research online for it. haha.. and it helps! notes too unclear..

i guess tmr will be a very bombarded day.. bcos there's quite a no. of things to get them fixed in my head.. i looked at the no. of pages i printed out for memorisation.. got scared la! haha.. anyway, jia you to everyone! bei and bgs!

11:23 PM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
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OH MY GOD!!!
woodlands library actually has peeping tom!!!!!
yes, a pervetic peeping tom!!!

i was scared outta my wits laa! cos i saw this eccentric middle-aged man SQUATTING down with some magazines on the floor and PRETENDING to be reading them.. but actually, his eyes were fixed at a girl's underneath just right behind my table!! and at that time, bei went to the toilet!!! and he took sooooo loonnnngg!! my heart was pumping like mad already.. checking now and then to see if bei's making his way back.. and when he's finally back, i pretended to brush his hair and at the same time mumble to him about the pervetic guy.. goshh.. i had a strong urge to walk up to the counter and report what i'd seen! but i dont dare to.. especially when i'll have to walk past him.. i dont want!!! so, at the super right time, the guard came and warn us about the peep tom (and i wonder how she knows about it.. maybe he's a regular?), and then i told her to tell the gal behind.. and she went to woke her up and said that the peep tom was looking at her.. saw the girl's fuming face.. and lucky the guy din look back a single glance.. what a scary experience!

so girls, be careful when you're wearing shorts or skirts.. and be alert of these irritating peeping toms!

i dont have to say how drained out i am after every revision.. my energy couldn't even last up til 9pm. when i was watching the spore idols, i was already wanting to slp! goshh.. and, to make things worse, mathilda had to be out! oh man.. she's like got the best voice in the competition lor! wasted!

taxation is just the day after tmr!! so fast... but i hope the exams end fast. i need a break.. i really need it.

huai dan gua.. pls be gd, alright? muacks.

10:58 PM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
la-la-la

i realised smth happening to me these days..
in the morning, i go out feeling lethargic and restless due to the insufficient amt of sleep time i have every night.. AND every night, i come back feeling EXHAUSTED. totally... while i was bathing just now, i counted the no. of hours efficiently and effectively used for revision.. counted til 9 hrs which is derived by 10am and 7pm's difference.. but i minus-ed away 2 hours.. basically for lunch break and the miscellaneous play-around time bei and i had.. 7 hours!! oh my god.. information overload laa!

but lucky today's FIT revision was a brain-active one.. i was so excited about the transferrable credit, B/B credit, discrepancies and all.. and the last topic on Forex totally made me excited.. cos, they involve calculations!! im starting to feel i love maths.. tmr going back to IFA again.. got a sian-ed feeling.. cos like i said, i dont like to go back and revise the module i'd already revised.. but, i needa get all the theory inside my head and prolly get some practice! calculations will keep me awake and active! haha..

though the process in the library is a dull one, bei tried to spice it up once in a while.. felt perked up after occasional hugs from bei.. broke his hp game's record.. and he broke mine too.. haha. bei is an EGO boy.. LOL. k laa, i was mean during lunch.. din meant what i say laa.. dont sad ok? haha.. then, bei gets so ke lian when he rested his head on my shoulder and pleaded me not to go for the HK trip.. sayang-ed him.. i'll miss you like heaven i promise. loveyoulots**

i want strawberry milkshake!! yes, the one from macs.. Y.U.M.M.Y.

10:38 PM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
la-la-la

indeed, FIT is boring.. i studied halfway and felt like sleeping.. felt like getting away from my notes.. and i was always wanting to play with bei's hp game.. totally no full concentration! prolly it was due to the lack of sleep i had the night before.. i was so deep into my slp when my alarm rang and got up reluctantly. it was a sleep of less than 7 hours.. goshh, right now, the thing i need most is sleep. and how can i ever be slp-deprived now?! NO.. it cant be happening..

lack of sleep=no concentration= lousy revision done

anyways, i was able to push myself to studied half of FIT.. shall leave the last 4 chapters to tmr.. hope can finish it by tmr.. cos i set aside 3 days for FIT,meaning it shld end on thurs.. but if my memory and concentration permits, hopefully i can complete by tmr and leave thurs to IFA. hell, modules that need practicing and requires super lots of calculation+understanding of concepts scare me!

jia you to bei.. and BGs.. and TA01..

EUNICE!! now u so shiok hor!! after my exams go K-box k!!! take care in the meanwhile =))

11:09 PM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
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just my luck... i wouldn't wanna waste my time and energy on an irritating buffalo. you believed in karma dont you? that's good.. you'll get ur retribution. trust me, you will. i was so silly to waste my precious tears over you. PUI! i really regret! if i can choose an ability, it would be to ignore stupid/silly/irritating/irresponsible/pea-brain people without feeling anything.. perhaps to be able to be unfeeling when they find trouble with me.. shoo them off!! they spoil my mood. YUCKS. PESTS.

my boy, sorry for making you worried. sorry for worsening the condition of ur throat. at the same time, thanks for comforting me when i needed you most.. thanks for all the sayangs you showered on me.. zillions of thanks.. i dont know what i may become without you.. i cried harder when i wanted so badly for u to be beside me.. but i was consoled greatly at the thought of being under the same roof as you in yrs to come.. with no shitty people.. only the both of us.. and of cos, our gems-to-come. i love you baobei. thanks =))

FIT FIT! finally going to start on it tmr.. but i've a feeling it'll be very boring.. haha.. goshh.. our library marathon has begun again! it can actually be a very condusive environment for revision to take place.. provided we dont have big-mouths sitting right behind or in front of us who yaks non-stop that is.. so pray that our fate tmr wont be as the same as today. cos i seriously need 100% concentration on FIT tmr.. and bei needs it for marketing as well!

dad showed his love. =D i love my dad.

10:33 PM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
la-la-la

i think my taste buds like to enjoy life.. as in, they love good food.. everytime, my mind will be about yummy delicacies.. and im always craving for them... pastamania, kenny rogers, marche, pepper lunch, and of cos, my fav jack's place.. goshh.. i think these cravings shld be stopped!! i dont want bei and my pockets to have a big big hole! anyone has any method to help me 'overcome' all these wants? i have a slight 'barrier' to overcome them i suppose.. because bei always bring me go to eat those food that i want!! he never or rather, seldom rejects my offer.. and he knows me(or in this case, my taste buds) well.. one thing for sure, bei pampers me too much.. haha..

im getting so sick of tax! after completing cost acc, went BACK to tax because the teacher posted some additional qns and a set of past yr paper for us to practice.. just when i thought i could get tax over and done with, saw 2 more set of papers at mel for us to practice.. its not a bad thing.. but, it doesn't feel good to 'go back' to the module u studied earlier.. and i want to start on FIT alrdy! i want the exams to end soon!! 25th! im awaiting..

-this boy i love so much-

11:07 PM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
la-la-la

a tired tired day.. revised,that's of cos.. finished cost acc! yay.. tmr gotta memorise theory.. woo.. will be a very wordy day i suppose.. left with FIT which i presume will be a very boring topic.. i dont like those terms and shipping stuffs laa.. so sian..

last minute planned to go see fireworks at esplanade.. after our revision, went home to change and headed for dinner and then down to esplanade. my god, it was expectedly PACKED! everyone was like sardined in btw laa.. actually bei and i wanted to see the fireworks at the merlion part, but by the time we reached, there were simply too many ppl for us to endure the heat, uneasiness and foul smell coming from stinky ppl. totally YUCKS LOR! and bei was protecting me all the way, preventing anyone from touching me.. as in, body contact. haha.. i felt so secured!! his arms are all that i need.. no longer able to stand the sticky-ness from those perspiring-like-mad ppl, bei and i decided to shift to another spot.. walked quite a distance and found a not-bad spot near makansutra.. it was more ventilated and the ppl there are not so 'sticky' except there were a few irritating pests who tried to attract attention by pointing to the sky and shouting signaling the fireworks had begun.. you totally would want to roll ur eyes in front of them.

anyway, today's fireworks' design are france's. so beautiful lar!! i realised, the more diverse the fireworks were, the nicer they were.. and i especially like orange fireworks! there were occasional 'wows' here and there.. not too bad.. but this lady in front had to STAND ON THE CHAIR when she's already an adult and considered tall. reason being, she wanted to support her son who was on the TABLE. but with her height, she can possibly support him while standing on the ground.. i dont see any reason why she had the priviledge of standing so tall, blocking ppl's view.. so inconsiderate.. and if not for her head, some of the pictures and videos bei took would have been perfert.. -tsk tsk- nevertheless, beautiful fireworks still made me smile.. hope next yr bei and i will be able to view the fireworks at the 'bench' near the river, like where we were last yr.. wonderful night!

after that went to ThaiExpress for my favourite tom yum soup with prawns!! yummy yummy.. their popiah wrap sucks.. dont ever try that.. unless ur taste buds are willing to take the challenge.. haha.. soo, im a happy girl today although am super duper tired..

i felt it was a gd way to reward ourselves after a day of revision.. so i was glad we decided on this last minute plan.. rest the engines and start them again tmr..

iwantmyholidays!!!

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

12:56 PM
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Friday, August 11, 2006
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HAPPY 13TH MONTH TO BEI AND I!!
the first reason im happy about is cos bei is recovering!! yay! though ur throat still hurts, drink more water ok.. and crap less.. haha..sorry for the loss of 1 tablet =P so careless of me.. acc-ed bei to sch in the morning for his test, paid my HK trip fees and attended ifa revision class. ooh, it helped in recalling the topics and all. quite useful and im happy i got my doubts answered! the teacher was so gd in revising that i didn't leave at 11am when bei's test ended which i said i would earlier.. haha.. sorry bei for keeping u waiting..

headed to MARINA SQUARE! with our starving stomach, we couldn't wait to be served our tender ribeye steak at Jack's Place. tried out the outlet at marina.. not too bad.. but i noticed a trend in these new open outlets.. the inside of the restaurant is getting brighter! which was so different from the past like bras basah, ang mo kio, woodlands.. i still prefer the darker atmosphere.. feels better. oh yaa, and, its not as well-ventilated as the old outlets.. nevertheless, their tender steak compensated for all the flaws. the rare-ness was just nice.. so yummy! bei and i agreed that the woodlands's lobster soup is the best among all the outlets we've tried so far.. as we were eating, i heard the titanic theme song is it called "our love will go on and on" smth like that, i forgot the actual title.. then i asked bei if he'd seen the movie before.. it's actually very touching and nice, to me. so, bei was being his LAME self once again.. he said "you know the jack right.. he's the owner of jack's place." !!!!! super lame lor i tell you.. he said a few more which i forgotten. and came up with some silly jokes to make me laugh.. he's becoming to be very naughty.. and i can expect what more to come when he's fully recovered. haha.

i was thinking about something which i thought to be so true while eating.. and i burst into laughter and just couldn't stop laughing when i saw the silly face in front of me.. i was thinking "ppl may have a very different impression of bei as a person. and i know their impression will differ greatly from what i know of him. to others, i think he's those dao and not funny guy who's a little introvert? ha maybe im wrong.. but i think perhaps ppl may think that im the crazy one who finds him funny when they dont think he is. get my point? ok, nvm.. haha.

bought our tickets for the movie at 4pm. then, idled around in the arcade and the shopping mall.. there's this tamiya 'race' going on.. quite fun to watch initially.. you'll be totally engrossed in it, just like my baobei. but after a while, you'll most probably get tired of it.. cos the route is the same.. and the cars go round and round and round.. quite pointless laa actually..

anyways, went to watch CLICK at 4. its a mixture of a comedy and touching story.. very well-thought plot i would say. humour was injected at the right time.. and i think the morale behind it is actually very meaningful! watch it and you'll know... just when i thought the movie will have a bad ending, everything twisted and became what everyone wants to see.. -thumbs up-

dinner-ed at kenny rogers.. long time nv eat le.. i ordered 3 side dishes and am so full after that! lucky din order the quarters.. i duno why i was having hiccups so often today.. i think 3 times/rounds?

its a relaxing and enjoyable day to conclude.. shld be enough to rest my cells and mind and get ready for the revision starting tmr.. jia you everyone!

thanks bei for the wonderful day. happy 396 days to us =))
it's you who made everything possible.

10:51 PM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
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received a msg from bei in the morning saying that he'd went to see the doctor..
i was so worried about him.. cant wait to see him.. so i prepared and rushed to his house.. he was still wearing the shirt he wore yday! eeeee.. hahaha.. jk laa.. sick ma.. or maybe he loved the shirt i gave him too much? haha.. anyway, once i saw him, it was obvious he's sick and unwell.. i can really tell apart the sick and naughty+healthy baobei instantly. heart so pain to see him the way he was.. brought bread for him.. but he ate already.. ke lian de huai dan gua.. made me cry.. im so sad to see him sick. to me, he must always be the strong and fit baobei to take care of me. sobs.. acc-ed him and pat him to slp. i told him i'll be leaving soon and he bugged me not to leave. i saw his watery eyes and felt so sad. he kept hugging me tight, not wanting to let go. i wanted him to rest.. i wanted him to recover soon. i want the healthy baobei back. so, i left at 1230pm and headed to the mac opp. his block.

lonely and sad and teary. i was thinking of him constantly. until he told me he may be coming down to acc me after taking his lunch and i was over the moon. after my lunch in mac, concentrated on my cost acc. lucky i was able to figure out the topic i was unsure of. and then, started doing past yr papers.. what else.. besides to practice and practice AND practice. then i got bored and wished the next person coming in to mac was bei. my hope came when it was 4pm. i saw my sick and pale baobei. SO HAPPY I TELL YOU! needless to say, my attention was diverted once he sat beside me.. i was rattling non-stop. i wanted to talk to him. i wanted to see him smile.. i wanted to make him feel better.

initially, he was still like abit unwell. until he started his nonsense and jokes (tinki tinki hor baobei? haha) then i knew he's recovering. we talked about the ndp and the march past.. which created so much laughter causing my stomach to ache. i realised i wanted the naughty him back so badly.. cos its a sign he's ok, he's well. sayang-ed him once in a while.. i really love this naughty boy of mine. muacks. get well soon!

its tomorrow!! yay, a day to relax. FINALLY!

10:55 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
the parade was fantastic! i was feeling so happy and hype and PROUD to be a singaporean.. our country has been independent for 41 years! and still going strong!! woohoo.. i guess those ppl at the parade itself were super HIGH. but i at home with my dad, how to high?!! i want to be at the parade! you know every year u see the same things/event/activities going on during the parade like the parachute, the fighter jets, the mass 'work-out', the singing of songs, etc. but the weird thing is, you nv get tired of it! that's the magic behind it. i love singapore!

and bei loves me more than lee kuan yew loves singapore! =DD

went to study at mac, again. finished with ifa. tmr starting on cost acc. goshh, the air-con was so cold in the mac that bei got a lil uncomfortable there. i shld have agreed to leave the mac when he complained it was too cold. hai.. he's sick now. poor boy. im feeling bad, sad, and i wanna cry! hai.. get well soon my baobei.. its only 2 days away to our anniversary. you said you wanna bring me to go play and enjoy ya? GET WELL SOON! muacks.

my sis asked me "did you regret not joining us at the country club?"
and my instant reply was a firm "no".
i guess i know my priorities now.
i've got 5 freaking papers starting from next fri. i cant afford to lose any time i have. but the only leeway/exception i allowed was our anniversary. and i hope bei will be healthy and strong by then. -prays-

imthinkingofyou.

10:30 PM
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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shag. the only word to describe my mind and soul.
was in mel a while ago and felt quite pissed by the tax teacher who posted up additional materials for us to practice when i've already studied tax!! make me must back track. stupid lor.. duno how to post once the break start mehh.. ppl finish practicing and revising den post. waste my time.. i still got other modules to conquer! complain also no use. after complaining, still must do wad..

tax is done. now embarking on ifa. hmm actually already embarked laa.. praciticed 2 out of 3 qns. left only the heavy weightage qn to practice.. all the revising and practising of papers made my back ached. i even had to ask bei to help me massage.. so tired!! but im glad my determination din falter. it stayed with me til 8 plus before we packed our bags and headed home. that kuku bei.. only when i said "ok, we can go (home) already" then he say he wanna start to study. very qian4 da3 right!! the whole day i revising, what was he doing.. he was SLEEPING, PLAYING and DISTURBING ME. life so gd hor bei! u better dont complain to me u dun have enough time to study. spank ur buttock! haha..

these fatique-ness will be the everyday outcome from today onwards.. except for friday where its a day off for bei and i.

oh my.. seletar cc tmr? scared tat am not able to concentrate there.. ppl go there enjoy.. i go there study. what a turn-off! i dont have the luxury of watching videos in youtube like what my sis is doing NOW and every night! what to do.. she's only got 2 papers.. while i have 5! arghh...

and tmr's NATIONAL DAY! ooh.. i want to watch the parade! last time in that stadium.. still gotta wait for donkey years for them to renovate. ya, i dont like the parade to be at padang. like no feel lehh.. stadium better.

why cant i see many many flags put up? it's already the eve of singapore's bday! just putting up a flag to show u love singapore, very difficult meh? -ponders-

three!
=D

11:48 PM
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Monday, August 07, 2006
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what a pleasant surprise during the afternoon.. was in the library with bei.. as we were fretting over lunch, the saviour-mum called. LOL. and guess what, we had JACK'S PLACE for lunch!! woohoo.. its the best meal ever. haha cos that's my favourite food. bei knows it, clearly. wahahaha.. can you imagine the big wide grin on my face?!!

and without much saying, i enjoyed my meal very much! that's of course! stomach was bloated and that sis of mine still has space for ice-cream.. -dots-

mum was enjoying her retail therapy buying 2 pairs of shoes.. not long after, she bought 2 pairs for my sis and i too. EACH 2 pairs lehh! wahh.. so happy! my slip-ins super pathetic le lor.. no choice sure must buy. happy lil girl!

was feeling so sorry for bei cos he stood outside the shop for very very very long. imagine the 3 ladies are choosing our lovely shoes and bei had to be so ke lian standing outside, with my heavy bag(besides his own bag) on his shoulder! so sorry my boy! ur legs must be tired! after the super shiok retail therapy, headed to swenson's for ICE-CREAM! woohoo.. nice nice.. think today is another wonderful day..

god, im starting to worry about my revision! haha.. tmr must chiong 2 modules le. hopefully can finish off tax and start on ifa. i must get the reliefs all into my head tmr!! i shall and i will! arghh.. going bonkers soon..

Dragon Tiger Gate was not bad. bei loves that kinda movie.. FIGHTING! no wonder so violent.. oops.. haha jk laa.. i think generally guys love that lar.. the effects are good.. a simple plot.. but keeps u on the edge with all the fighting moves.. next will be CLICK on friday!

10:34 PM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
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if you ask me how i spent my day today.. i will not say i'd spent it in mac revising tax.
instead, the first thought that came to my mind would be a wonderful and enjoyable day! though i din get to eat my delipotato =( chiayun! both woodlands and bishan dont have! haha.. i was craving for it and bei agreed to bring me go eat.. in the end, it came down to nth. its ok.. this lovely bei of mine cheered me up in almost any way he could..

had our so-long-never-had chicken rice dinner at 925 and i gave bei half my rice. then i saw his chicken were running out, so i gave him mine. BUT, he put it back to my plate. he so bad lor.. he always want me to eat until fat fat.. got motive de!!! he told me "i want u to eat the chicken" while having a oops-you-found-out-my-motive grin on his cute face. so, if i have any weight gain, it can be attributed to HIM! haha.. after that,went to northpoint and bei bought java chips from starbuck. =)) super yummy! he bought this mini photo album from mini toons for the both of us. bought the same mouse at popular. ya my mouse spoiled le! bei so good! not forgetting the other things he bought for me-nail polish and a shirt. =DD how can my day not be wonderful with this naughty yet sweet baobei? lovehimsuperlots.

oh ya, and thanks xiaoling for the 30% discount you gave us at giordano!

tmr gonna start intensive revision. shall continue with tax. hit the library tmr.. meaning gotta wake up at 9am. i hope we stay focus on our books and notes! cos bei and i were planning to watch a movie tmr!

seems like my break has been wonderful so far despite the much-needed revision!
thanks lots bei. =DD

10:20 PM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
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MILUBING IS THE CHAMPION!!! so happy for them! and i think they really deserve it!
see! those who survived the survival round can always get into the finals.. this time better, they got the champion title!!

my dad so cute lar... you know which team he support anot? LUCIFY LEH!! lol.. he wanted them to get into the next round. and when they din, he was asking why and commented that they should. LOL.

i cant believe i spent half my saturday in mac, mugging myself with notes and tutorials. i guess most of my frenz will be slacking.. since its the FIRST day of the 'break'. im so diligent lar! haha.. no choice also.. cos next fri is our (bei and i) special day! yes, its our anniversary again.. so i think the whole day will be w/o any revision. we already planned where to go!! oohh ooh.. i cant wait for friday! soo now, in order to make up for the lost of time, i better start my revision. im glad tax is getting somewhere =) shall work hard! and bei, STOP playing reversi ok?! you're supposed to study. hahahha...

as bei and i were walking back home, he suggested going to the playground and do his supposedly confident 'stunt'. in the end, disappoint me only! hahahaha.. no laa.. actually, it made me laugh like mad. LOL. my _ _ _ _ _ baobei hor? haha.. the image of ur _ _ _ _ _ shaking is still in my mind. hahaha.. i just cant stop laughing. sorry for teasing u lar ok? i love you. =D

six.xis.six.ixs.xis.xsi.six.
mysupernaughtie.

11:23 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
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back-track a bit.. yday's blaw presentation turned out well! though there were unforeseeable crop ups, we managed to continue w/o much of a problem. cheers to the gals! am glad Mr Santa Claus liked our presentation.. thankful for his A!

ryhan's group's presentation was really hilarious! even while i was helping them video, the whole digi cam was shaking! no exageration. its true! i thought they deserve a better grade than wad was given to them..

anyway, today's already friday! which means, the end of all tutorials, BUT the start of revision, or rather intense revision for the upcoming exams. when meiyan said to me over FIT lect "this weekend must enjoy den next week chiong (for revision)" it occured to me that i need a break. and the first thought that came to my mind was "MOVIE!" haha.. but bei and i decided to watch during weekdays to save money. haha.. ya, we shall do just that. so i guess tmr gotta start on my revision.

the 9pm show is so sweet la!! i mean, weixiang is. oh my... was telling joc so ke lian when he cried!! anyway it was a happy ending. thats gd!

i think my dad is acting like a mischevious child. haha.. he's always cracking us up. i cant tolerate his sillyness and burst out laughing upon seeing his actions. LOL. really super funny. my silly dad.

lovemynaughtie.

10:20 PM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
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fervent emotions within.
im disappointed, im sorry.
im feeling terrible.
i guessed i bared my thoughts to u.
i know they're the deep-felt emotions.
sometimes, i really wonder.
hai... why must things turn out this way?
its actually within my control, isn't it?
can i ever count on it again? dont prove me wrong.

i think im actually one who daren't make my thoughts known verbally.
cos i know i wont be able to hold out the tears welled up.
i know once i start to do so, it'll be endless.
and i'll start to think to myself whenever im alone.
is this the one?
i know clearly wad i want and how i want it to be like.
but why did they just refuse to?
reverse psychology?
hai.
downdowndown.

ifitsvoid,notroublewouldarise.buttoobad,
itknowsclearlywhatitwants.
itcantbackoutnow,cositsalifetime.

i know i still do. i really still do. no matter what, count on me.

10:44 PM
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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MY PHONE IS BACK TO USE!! woohoo.. super happy. now, i can (again) talk to bei at night using my phone, and most imptly, call that lazy pig of mine to wake him up. if not, he can sleep forever! haha..

tmr's the blaw presentation. getting the jitters! super scared laa.. cos roleplay is anything BUT easy. serious, if something goes wrong, our effort will be wasted. so i hope we'll be able to carry on the presentation w/o any break downs in btw. jia you to all BGs..

after the presentation, it'll mark the end of blaw. sort of reluctant to end it.. mr santa claus is interesting. the sight of him imitating avril lavigne strumming the guitar will always be etched in our minds. ha, the cute old man.

last week i rmb-ed getting a lil disappointed having our 13th month on a friday where bei has a test on. but then, i realised that, that week is alrdy our study break! so no worries! a few more days.. and bei's able to satisfy my BIGGEST craving. hahaha.. i'll never get sick of it, i swear. still wondering if i shld let the whole day be a relaxing one without any revision.. but the exams are nearing! arghhh.. shall see how. CLICK!

was watching the 9pm show "ai qing ling du C" ahhh!! weixiang so ke lian lar!! why why why! everytime, this kinda love is not reciprocated. and it just makes the audience mad lar! i know those who prefer yixin to be with weixiang fans will go ARGHH ARGHHH at the sight when guobin's with her. haha, it was the SAME reaction from my sis and i! so heart-breaking to see weixiang like that. all bcos of the anna and xiaoling's fault! weixiang ahh weixiang...

haha, watch until siao liao. pls pardon me.

my eyes are so tired.. they refuse to stay open. i think i really worn myself out in sch. i need alot of rest. sleep-deprived once again.

10:44 PM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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wo de ke lian de huai dan gua.. got ignored and scolded by me in the morning.. you know why yrself.. dont be so naughty next time.. hao ma?

bei's new phone is gd!! yay.. can cam-whore again.

everytime bei comes to my house for dinner, my mum is sure to whip up large amount of dishes. i was awed by the mountain of food when i placed them on the table. i thought to myself "so much! how can finish?!" BUT, none was left at the end! i cant believe it! i've got an eating machine with me.. eat and eat and eat.. gets full, but never gets fat. -envious- i also want!

now, im still kinda like in a relax mood. thats the signal sent to my brain- to rest! yes, i believe i need plenty of them. before i can settle down and study hard for the upcoming exams..

ilovemynaughtyboyforlife.

11:01 PM
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