Thursday, August 10, 2006
la-la-la
received a msg from bei in the morning saying that he'd went to see the doctor..
i was so worried about him.. cant wait to see him.. so i prepared and rushed to his house.. he was still wearing the shirt he wore yday! eeeee.. hahaha.. jk laa.. sick ma.. or maybe he loved the shirt i gave him too much? haha.. anyway, once i saw him, it was obvious he's sick and unwell.. i can really tell apart the sick and naughty+healthy baobei instantly. heart so pain to see him the way he was.. brought bread for him.. but he ate already.. ke lian de huai dan gua.. made me cry.. im so sad to see him sick. to me, he must always be the strong and fit baobei to take care of me. sobs.. acc-ed him and pat him to slp. i told him i'll be leaving soon and he bugged me not to leave. i saw his watery eyes and felt so sad. he kept hugging me tight, not wanting to let go. i wanted him to rest.. i wanted him to recover soon. i want the healthy baobei back. so, i left at 1230pm and headed to the mac opp. his block.
lonely and sad and teary. i was thinking of him constantly. until he told me he may be coming down to acc me after taking his lunch and i was over the moon. after my lunch in mac, concentrated on my cost acc. lucky i was able to figure out the topic i was unsure of. and then, started doing past yr papers.. what else.. besides to practice and practice AND practice. then i got bored and wished the next person coming in to mac was bei. my hope came when it was 4pm. i saw my sick and pale baobei. SO HAPPY I TELL YOU! needless to say, my attention was diverted once he sat beside me.. i was rattling non-stop. i wanted to talk to him. i wanted to see him smile.. i wanted to make him feel better.
initially, he was still like abit unwell. until he started his nonsense and jokes (tinki tinki hor baobei? haha) then i knew he's recovering. we talked about the ndp and the march past.. which created so much laughter causing my stomach to ache. i realised i wanted the naughty him back so badly.. cos its a sign he's ok, he's well. sayang-ed him once in a while.. i really love this naughty boy of mine. muacks. get well soon!
its tomorrow!! yay, a day to relax. FINALLY!
10:55 PM
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