You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Saturday, September 30, 2006
la-la-la

lalala~ saw the bag of "irresistable" i bought yday and tried them on.. it was in the morning okeyy! sense my joy and po4 bu4 ji2 dai4-ness? lol.. pardon me.. i couldn't think of the english word for that.. anyways, i cant wait to put them on for bei to see!!!

there's a desperate and urgent need to recruit more mahjong kakis.. seriously, there is. how to satisfy our mahjong urge when all the availabe kakis are down on activities?? -whines-

discovered that being alone at home is quite scary.. and it sets my imagination to run wild.. i thought of the worst possible disaster that would happen and it totally intimidated me!! boy was i so relieved when dad reached home.. i was about to call him.. the familiar smile on his face wiped off all the crazy thoughts in my mind a few seconds ago.. which, i was just as glad to acknowledge his presence.. it made such a huge difference.. i know how important my family means to me. i cherish them.

bei's a half-green man tonight.. =)) haha.. andd, ur stitch plus orhpisai look is totally hilarious! and gross! LOL.

10:31 PM
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what a great day i had today!
memories with bestie are never-ending.. =))

supposed to meet her at 1.30pm.. but this gal ahh, forever **** de.. lol.. soo, we met at 2.40pm at yishun mrt.. headed to taka for pepper lunch.. timing was accurate cos we got the 10% from the pamphlet given to us.. super yummy!!! i had loin steak.. so so tender.. and their tow gays are still as nice as ever! bei, jealous ma? hahaha..

proceeded to far east after the yummylicious meal.. goshh, we spent alot of time there! from 430pm to 1015pm. long ehh? i tell you, my legs are breaking from all those walking and shopping.. bestie, dont mock at me, cos i know u feel the same too. LOL.

i must say, all those leg-breaking walking was worth every min of physical pain we suffered.. cos we love ALL the things we bought, yeahh bestie?? oh my god, i cant believe the amount i spent today, just at level 3 alone! like what i told bestie, i have no intention of buying anything at all! but ended up bombing my wallet plus a nice collection of few clothes in my wardrobe.. the elegant top was the only thing i persuaded myself to buy, initially. then, tried on the green sphagetti top.. when i decided to get that, a mini jacket had to go along with it.. told bestie i wanted to buy dresses.. saw this pretty salesgirl with this pretty dress, and i know its the shop that would satisfy my i-want-a-dress urge.. tried on the one she wore and hell, got good comments from bestie.. soo tell me, how to resist!!! the belt, however, gotta go back to buy it next week.. i so love the things i bought!! the sacrifice? maggi for the next few days. dont worry, i love maggi as much =))

though i already did, i still wanna thank you bestie for this wonderful day out with you =D i really really enjoyed myself.. hope you did too! simply love shopping, gossiping, crazying with you! more to come yeahh? in the meanwhile, focus on your TEP when sch re-opens and we will meet again SOON. take care!!

1:10 AM
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
la-la-la

lazy lazy day.. bei was supposed to reach my house at around 10 plus? but this pig of mine slept til 12+ den came over.. haha.. he bought titbits and lunch for me.. idled around and watched him play audition.. you really love that game, dont you?

read the newspaper mum bought.. disgraceful acts by employer to the maid was once again published.. when can these ever stop? it was so so disheartening to see the abusive acts inflicted on the maid.. i dont understand how can one be so cruel and cold-blooded to another.. poor maids.. but well, there's controversy over who's more cruel nowadays.. the maids? or the employers? well, both ways could have fight their way out easily given the reality of human becoming more and more inhuman. ironic.

it's also sad to see how fragile life is.. my heart cringe whenever i read about accidents happening.. it hurts to know that their loved ones are affected so greatly as well. people, cherish your life.. and, dont ever endanger others' life, as well as yours.

anyways, tmr will be a day out with bestie! woohoo.. she's returning back to sch this coming monday!! so fast!!! ours is just 2 weeks after.. so, better enjoy. pepper lunch =)) eons since i had it.. bestie sure loves its tow gay..

poor bei gotta be home alone.. since his ex-gay partner couldn't entertain him tmr due to IS enrolment.. dont worry baobei.. i know naruto will save your boredom =D andd, we'll go swimming next week! muacks**

11:52 PM
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
la-la-la

not enough sleep!!!
today woke up at 950am.. met baobei to acc him eat his breakfast at 233.. den we took shuttle bus to interchange and then 812 to choo's house..
yeahh, mahjong time!!

we totally indulge ourselves in the game.. meet up so early cos gotta end early.. seng ge joined us today.. good to see him =)) soooo long nv saw him le.. wahh, somemore bday coming le hor! haha..

lady luck was with me all the way.. win and win and win.. and... STILL WINNING! haha.. i bet the 3 of them wanna hack me le.. cos i won all of their money.. lol.. yeahh im the da4 ying2 jia1 today!! LOL..

when i got home,
mum: got win money anot?
me: got! (excited) i won all of their money.. hahaha
mum: won how much?
me: $30
mum: WAH! so much ahh!!

hahaha.. then my beloved dad super anti-climax.. he said "mei ahh, dont keep playing mahjong.. not good.."

LOL. i stifled. hahaha... dad is still dad.. he's forever this pattern. but i still love him =)

tmr's officially for relaxing.. then, date out with bestie on friday! that leaves bei to be so ke lian.. lol, its ok la right? WISMA!!!

swimming next week too! yippiee.. but i haven swim for a long long time.. its ok.. bei's a PRO. =DD

10:27 PM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
la-la-la

Today, bei brought me to CitiLink's NewYork NewYork...
This is their unique menu.. looks like a newspaper.. haha.. and they do know how to make their food seems appealing..

no, i'm not well yet.. though bei promised me that meal when i've fully recovered.. haha. .that's how much my bei loves me! =))

i was attracted to their black pepper steak at first.. but i gave it a miss.. cos i felt if i wanna have steak, i'd rather have Jack's. also, their steaks are not served in hot plates.. so, i settled for their gigantic meatball sphagetti.. i wanted a lagsagna(spell?) at first.. but was told its unavailable. -_-" i always hated this reply.. cos if its unavailable, then DONT put it in the menu.. totally spoiled my mood.. anyways, bei had their bbq sauce ribs.. and he seemed happy with what he'd ordered.. lol.. he told me he liked the sauce.. so, gd for him =)
as for me, i cant even finish the sphagetti.. and only managed to eat 3/4 of ONE meatball.. yaa, its not called GIGANTIC for no reason..
our desert made me happy! ice-cream!! wee... served with pancakes and blueberry.. yumyum! thanks baobei for the meal..

went to marina square.. eyes were pinned on some clothings i wanted so much.. but resisted.. cos i'd bought alot over at HK.. so yeahh, gotta stop for a period.. and, i'm still missing the white shorts!!

we went to the arcade too! quite fun.. we played beatmania, hyper, and 'spot-the-diff' game.. so fun! ohh, and i also tried the parapara after soo long of absence.. LOL. i rmb i used to play their parapara with bestie a few years back.. and we dont kid you when we say we're good at it.. hahaha.. how i reminisce..

it was 4.45pm when we left the arcade.. walked over to the cinema area with NO intention of watching any movie.. but in the end, we watched John Tucker Must Die.. the show starts at 4.50pm and we bought our tix at that time.. haha.. yeahh it was a last min decision.. not too bad actually! comedy plus romance.. kate's soooo pretty! the girls' plan was mean, but definitely served john tucker right for his unrightful actions.. after the show, saw syaz and haikal in the same cinema!! haha.. what a coincidence..

bei and i are waiting for jackie chan's new movie to be out on the 29th. haha but that day am going out with bestie.. soo, may be watching that with bei on the following monday =)) and bei! we can go swimming next week!! i know u've been longing for that =D

had kenny rogers for dinner.. yumyum! macNcheese, my all-time fav.. we were so bloated after the meal!

bei tried his luck with choo again, regarding tmr's mahjong.. lol.. that kuku jarrel.. said ok to bei when he told me no yday when i asked him in msn.. he's gonna get it from me tmr.. so quickly rang seng-ge up.. phew.. lucky he's still available for mj! very nan2 de2 for him to be able to make it ok!!! lol..

i had a great day.. did you?

11:01 PM
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Monday, September 25, 2006
la-la-la

I WANT JOHNATHAN LEONG TO WIN THE SPORE IDOL LARR!!!
wahh lao.. sian half.. jon is soooooooo much more sincere and humble than hady can!
hai... though his tone of voice is super low and may not suit some genres of the song, it's unique like what dick said..
arghhh.. why hady won?!

also, he(jon, of cos) can deliver the song much better in terms of meaning.. he can convey the story behind it.. and like what ja said, he's an intepretor of songs! when i heard him sing, i got goosebumps.. which signalled that i was moved.. why din he win!! arghhh... -pulls hair-

10:21 PM
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RUSH HOUR 3

IS enrollment!! FINALLY I GOT THE MORNING SLOT!!! WEEEEEE!!
chosen Health/Lifestyle.. andd, same class with baobei!!
i wanna go old folks, if not orphanage! (which will be better)
you know, i think its gd to shower some care and love to the poor kids..
give them some love!!! =)
pardon my exhilaration.. cos IS is the only chance for us to be in the same class..
yaa, i think i mentioned about the frustration over bei's kuku time-table..

hope everyone gotten the ideal class for themselves too!

4:19 PM
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I've uploaded the following pics taken during the Hong Kong Trip.. Let's start from Day One!

-DAY ONE-

We're at Avenue of Stars!! my wonderful mates for the 5 days =))

With the "statue of liberty".. haha.. mr mark tan had a hard time helping us take this pic..

Mr Mark Tan!!! the super hilarious kiddy teacher.. He asked for the 'cute' hands' signals

-DAY TWO-

The umbrella symbol is meaningful!

Formal Us.. I rmb there was a furry wind passing by then..

The hectic life at HK..

This is the tallest buidling in HK!

Cathedral or court?? haha.. i tot it was the former, but meiyan asked if it was the latter.. so, im as confused as her!

The robot-look-alike HSBC

Famous hotel which everyone knows..

Most boring visit of all-Stock Exchange.. so we occupied ourselves with the props!

Formal us again.. Do-Re-Mi.. haha

-DAY THREE-

Visit to HK PolyUniversity..

4 of us.. with the student leader of HK PolyU- Albert..

Group photo with the other 2 female leaders.. they have nice auditorium!

There's this legend over at the Uni, that any student who touches this will never graduate.. haha.. scary hur..

colourful moments =)

My eyes sooo small!!

2nd visit of the day- BDO McCable Lo Limited

-DAY FOUR-

The most interesting visit! my favourite of all!!

Interactive information!!

Meiyan and i.. with the beautiful scenery behind us..

The one and only OCEAN PARK in the world..

Yan and i.. notice pei ling wasn't with us.. cos she's in bus A while we're in bus B.. -sobs- if not can take a three-some pic

FRANKY! the tour guide for bus A.. seriously, i prefer bus B's tour guide.. im sure meiyan agrees with me.. cos this franky only greets us in the morning and when we alight, and wakes us up when we've reached the destination.. he doesn't explain certain interesting HK info with us like how the other guide did.. but anyways, he's one humourous chap..

Here we present to you--Ocean Park HK.

At the reef atoll smth.. forgotten the name.. its full of beautiful fishes and sea creatures..

The stingray with its cute expression which meiyan managed to capture.. it made me laugh for a few seconds..

The captivating dolphin show!!!

They were really fast! ZOOM!

The ball was touched! It's considered high from the surface level you know!

Nice moves.. They leap with wonder in our eyes..

so cute!

The gals we get to know..

-DAY FIVE-

on the bus.. after tai ji, i think.. if not, its before..

A recount of the wonderful 5 days spent in Hong Kong.. like what peiling said, they'll always be my unforgettable memories.. hope you guys enjoy the pics!

2:19 PM
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
la-la-la

time check: 2.24 AM

thanks bei for the brunch you made for me =)) it was palatable.. in fact, very.
he's sleeping on my bed now.. yaa he's spending the night here..
cute lil boy.. slping posture so funny..
like what i just told bestie over the phone.. lol...

finally its mahjong tmr!!!!!!! weee!!!
so happy... and i've got a date with bestie on the 29th!

btw, the pics for HK are uploaded, like finally!!
it took me the whole afternoon and night to do it..
cos this freaking blogger cannot upload 2 or more pics at the same time..
or rather, mine cant..
shall post it up tmr!

2:39 AM
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Friday, September 22, 2006
la-la-la

just ate this chinese medicine mom bought, to ease the throat pain.. it sure reduces some coughing and the phlegms seem to go away.. hope its working on me.. cos being sick is such a spoilsport!!

cant go swimming, cos i'll prolly get even more sick than my current condition..
cant go out shopping, cos my head hurts..
arghh.. terrible, horrible and vegetable? LOL.. thought of I Not Stupid... anyways, it really IS terrible to be sick..

i'm waiting for new yorkX2 which bei promised upon my recovery.. im dying to get well! i wanna go for another movie.. ohh, i forget to mention about this movie's poster i chanced upon featuring the all-time heart throb-- JOSH HARTNETT!! yess! the one who acted in PEARL HARBOUR.. goshh.. its been such a long time since he's the main for a movie.. his new upcoming movie is titled Lucky No. Sleven.. if im not wrong.. yeahh.. im all out to watch that!

bei brought lunch to my house this afternoon.. i requested for a cheese burger.. which he protested against.. cos of my throat.. but still, he relented.. haha.. soft-hearted baobei.. met mum for dinner at 925 for LAKSA! i know bei wanted so much to say a FIRM NO! right in my face.. hahaha.. to think i shared with him and finish ALL THE SOUP! sometimes, i think i really deserve to get sick for long.. cos i dont abstain myself from eating any spicy, fried or confirm-cannot-eat food.. which at times, pained bei's heart..
=(( but dun worry bei.. i drank my medicine le =))

went over to cold storage and bought the PIZZA titbits i had at HK.. oh my.. im dying to eat it! but i know i cant.. its super nice! go try it.. calbee flavour.. they only sell it in big packs in spore.. go cold storage buy cos its cheaper than 711! try try try! its my fav. now..

drank a cup of milkshake over at mac.. (see, told u i deserve to be sick for long) bei was getting all mischevious with the mi2 yu3 his sister tested him.. it goes:
shang4 mian4 mao2 mao2
xia4 mian4 mao4 mao4
zhong1 jian1 yi4 li4 da4 bu2 tao2

it sounded dirty.. but the answer is --> yan3 jing1 aka EYES. lol.. interesting right.. this mi2 yu3 created lots of laughter from us in mac.. stupid bei.. make me laugh until stomach ache.. lol.. still got edited version hor!! haha..

bei loves to snap me when i'm unaware.. but i still managed to smile for him.. =))

look at his small small eyes AND big big teeth!! hahaha.. mylove** and boy, you need a haircut!! BUSHY HAIR! hahaha..

The lovely couple =DD there are reasons for my smiles, when he's here by my side.

after our make-merry time in mac, we went home.. on the way back, asked this naughty boy of mine if he wants to do pull ups cos i saw the playground.. of cos he agreed! its always his forte to action in front of me.. haha.. cos he told me before that he wants to show off his talent to me in case i duno.. lame reason right.. lol.. but yeahh, we proceeded to the playground.. ok laa hur, not too bad.. he did 3, which he improved by 1.. his struggling made me laughed like siao laa!! haha.. so weak ahh!! tot sec 4's napha u can do 8?? lol.. soo i asked if he can accomplished 5.. straightaway he said "ok, i do 5! if not, im not the man of the men!" and then gave me the super confident look..hahahaha.. he this type of guy ahh.. super like to ying4 cheng1.. yaa, cheng3 qiang2 you know? lol.. sorry to say baobei, you're no longer the man of the men.. cos u din achieved 5.. lol.. nvm laa hur.. still got next time.. but still, u are MY MOTM. happy? =)))

every day this boy of mine gives me reason to scold him.. to be fierce with him.. when hur baobei... when can u be a gd gd boy? better be gd ahh.. if not i smack ur buttock.. haha.. but, i still love you lar.. dont worry.. -grins-

11:20 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
la-la-la

i just saw baobei to the lift.. spent the whole day with him watching white chicks, and laze around.. the tight hug he gave me a few minutes ago warmed me, totally.. i know he's the one i wanted so much, to spend the rest of my life together with me.. its all so clear.. all because of him =))

The pics i wanted to upload yday.. enjoy!

pardon me for my lifeless expression.. haha.. i was way too hungry to pose nicely for the cam..

see! i started stirring the soup alrdy! i couldn't wait any longer.. lol

The best steak i've ever eaten.. my fav. dish! yumyum!!

i would very much want to tell jack's place to change the dessert laa!! its the umpteenth time i'm eating this!

And lastly, the lovely neos taken with my boy..

I'm so happy with the time-table we have chosen.. but bei's tt had to spoil all the joy i felt.. -_-" why cant BIT students choose their tt too?!!

its alrdy bad enough having to wait til 5pm for him.. i still have to eat lunch on my own!! my oh my.. i shall start to think of ways to spend my time productively.. maybe be a gd girl and study EVERYDAY? hahaha.. we shall see..

planned to mahjong today actually.. but the mahjong kakis couldn't make it.. that choo choo train.. got gf den forgo his forte le.. so bad.. haha..

im coughing like mad.. with the irritating itchyness in my throat.. and flu has to hit me too.. i think i sound like a frog croaking.. faster recover!! bei promised me new york new york after i'm well!!

movie tmr is still tentative.. duno if im well enough to step out of the house.. its his sis bday tmr! and i'd asked bei to save a piece of cake for me.. wahahaha.. he's gonna ask me drink tonnes of water after that.. and i will =D

10:54 PM
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