You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Sunday, September 10, 2006
la-la-la

i din go to NUH to collect my letter.. i din go to any shops with bei to find out more about the prepaid card.. din go to amk... =(( all because, i was sick for 2 whole days.. was down with stomach flu.. goshh.. so so so miserable...

all in all, i vomitted 4 times and diarrheoa-ed 4 times.. feeling so terrible with the agonising pain hitting on me every few min.. i cant even have a proper slp.. cos i'll wake up every half hour feeling the pain.. can you imagine my unpleasantness?

it was friday when i was unwell.. when i thought i was going to recover yday, the sick feeling came back to me.. must be bcos of the cha sao bao.. =(( my appetite was worst.. din even feel like eating anything.. survived on bread and water and medicine! i hate medicine! bei had to coax me to have my medicine every time.. haii.. really feeling very terrible..

bei came over to my house early in the morning to take care of me.. taking my temperature.. pouring water for me.. make bread..feed me my medicine, apply oil on my stomach.. put ice-pack and towel on my forehead and neck.. and repeating these every few hours.. when i moaned a lil, bei will turn to me and sayanged me.. i was feeling bad.. not only bcos of my sickness.. but also because i know bei is feeling unwell (with a slight temperature and stomachache, though not as serious as mine) but he still has the energy to take care of me.. i was so touched.. felt so heart-warming.. i just wished whenever i opened my eyes, i will be able to see him.. that was why i cried everytime when night came.. pleading him not to go home.. cried countless of times.. hai.. thanks bei for taking care of me though you urself was unwell.. four words striked me.. wu2 wei1 bu2 zhi4. yess, the 4 perfect words to describe bei's taking care of me. i felt like his baby for the past few days..

today is sunday.. we din go out as planned.. =((( my body condition forbid me to go out.. i doubt i even have the energy to change into some decent clothes.. ya, i was that weak.. hai.. i know bei's also feeling sad not being able to spend this sunday with me happily.. sorry bei.. we'll go out once i come back from HK ok? little man awaits us =))

i thought i had to let go this opportunity to go to HK.. bcos i was feeling super weak and ill. i hope nth bad happens later.. because the night is the crucial time.. if, im hit with the sickness again.. den i really cant go tmr.. please, let me be well fast!!

bei, thanks for your 'get well soon' flash you did for me. it was so nice to see that while lying sickly on my bed.. i smiled, din i? =)) i love you alot.. muacks**

sickness, please go away.

5:55 PM
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