Tuesday, September 05, 2006
la-la-la
time and time again..
i duno why this is always happening..
why aren't they staying put in ur mind?
do i have to repeat myself everytime?
having to chide u is tiring you know?
i tell you to do so bcos i cared..
its my way of showing you concern..
but end up, its always one ear in and the other out..
why is it so exhausting to let you know these are impt?
again, you'll put them aside with a "its a small matter" label
but like what i told you yday.. small things matter to me..
infact, they do, alot.
i guess you just dont understand the significance..
i guess, that's the difference btw guys and gals..
we're more meticulous in thinking..
but is expressed as being fussy and naggy in you guys..
seriously, i can forget about those things that i told you..
i can stop showing you concern in the way i wish to..
bcos it isnt getting anywhere..
i feel like a fool..
as if im speaking to some walls..
you dont want to listen, den i shan't be bothered about them too.
its you, i know..
'sorry' is a tool for you to redeem yourself..
to ask for forgiveness...
but why cant you see the point that if u hadn't done that,
the 'sorry' is redundant?
why cant you think a lil more to avoid any more 'sorrys'
instead of saying it as if its free..
i know its a small thing to you..
but these are what i cared..
you can just forget about it..
but it makes a huge difference to me..
dont make me lose confidence..
i refuse to accept the fact that my words are treated like rubbish in the future.
should they really happen, i really duno what to say.
10:53 PM
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