You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Tuesday, October 31, 2006
la-la-la

i have alot of complaints about the new location of the clementi bus interchange.. seriously, i do. cos the NP shuttle bus service is contained in that NEW area.. compared to the old interchange, we have to walk quite a fair bit to the new interchange, not to forget having to cross a fairly wide junction which can be cumbersome. due to the inevitable morning congestion, we couldn't walk straight like how we will usually walk when crossing the road, because of the large amout of vehicles blocking the way. cant they see it's red light or what?! end up, we gotta SQUIRM through their vehicles, which is not a pleasant thing at all. to add on to my strong detest for the new location, the NP shuttle bus queue is at the other end of the interchange. -_-" i very much wanted to scream at brandon for telling me "it's(the Np bus Q) at the middle." cos it obviously wasn't. longer distance=more time wasted=inconvenience=dislike=angry.
goshh, i want the old interchange!!

mum asked if i wanted to have laksa with her for dinner. i agreed, only to regret my decision after the thought of "i'm still having a sore throat" got registered into my mind. but i know it was too late. andd, i din wan my mum to eat alone, so i just went as promised. planned to eat popiah.. but the stall's closed. so, no choice gotta eat laksa. i can imagine my throat yelling out loud to me "i'm very uncomfortable now and you still dare to eat laksa to worsen the condition!! how dare you!" okk, i told you i dont abstain myself from heaty food even though i'm sick (mild one of cos). now, the flu has come to bug me too.. or was it the virus from bei? lol.

i can foresee that the EAA online test in week 4 will be more or less a disaster, due to:
1) lousy teacher
2) incompetent us. haha, cos all the accounting knowledge gained was thrown away, leaving us quite 'handicapped' when we are faced with uncertainty.
3) stupid program which is only able to use in sch, meaning we cant practice at home.
4) the nature of the test which our teacher highlighted was "there's bound to be errors. it's the nature of the test."
so, i have a bad premonition. but i hope all of us can do well in it. -godbless-

bei! how dare you forget my lappy! LOL. lucky ur frenz were there!

anyways, i just done the auditing e-learning quiz.. cos i presume i'll have no time for tutorials this weekend as a result of work. money money money!!

went for a haircut. my head felt so light after it. bei commented that there's not much of a difference. lol. it's ok. i just want my mum's naggings of "mei ahh, ur hair too long le laa.. go cut it shorter." to cease. haha.

sickness, please go away.

8:36 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

it was 11am when my EAA lesson ended.. went off to meet baobei and headed to the library..
we discussed about our attachment options and analyse which are the courses that we're most likely going to take.. seriously, i dun feel like going for attachment. especially so when i've heard about a handful of cases where the students are being bullied and treated as servants. it's already bad enough to be under-employed, as in, doing the things which are totally unrelated to our course.. if we still have to tolerate irritating and hurtful people, it'll be worse. i dread attachment, really. also, i'm someone who will take some time to leave my comfort zone.. i dont like unfamiliar places, unfamiliar people. i just want things to be the same. yes, i'm averse to risk, like totally.

electives option has been narrowed down to a couple. still considering MA2 since i'm still sceptical if MA1 will work well for me. pressure increases when lecturers tell us how MA2 will be useful to us, and especially, to accountants, if we were to pursue ACCA in the future. arghh... dilemna la!

bei complained of hunger at 12.22pm. it was then, that it dawned on me that bei's lesson is at 1pm and i have less than half an hour with him. time seems to rocket by, whenever i'm with my dear boy. time, slow down please. had lunch in the library, and the food made my stomach ached.. hugged my boy and bid him good bye.. and i'm already missing him now, less than 30 min since he left me for his lesson.

my ill boy.. get well soon!! this naughty boy, sore throat still eat choco waffle. nv ask permission hor.. seems like ur throat doesn't hurt when u're eating ur fav. food. how weird. but i still wish you a speedy recovery =)) flu flu, go away. and never come back again.

thanks bei for acc-ing me to sch early in the morning, though ur lesson starts at 1pm.
thanks for helping me bring the heavy adaptor.
thanks for taking care of me.
thanks for all ur sayangs. they always made me feel so loved.
i thank god (whichever that is), to let me have you.
=D

[[.m.i.s.s.i.n.g.y.o.u.]]

1:23 PM
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Monday, October 30, 2006
la-la-la

Mondays are the BEST!
because they are so relaxing.. though the trip to sch is an ardous one, the stress-free IS lesson compensates it totally. bei and i were in sch for less than 3 hours. IS started late and ended early. good news, next monday needn't go sch! yay!

contemplating btw Deathnote and Dead or Alive. in the end, we decided on Deathnote. i'm glad to say we din make the wrong choice! cos, the movie's very nice! quite a unique movie.. cos of the creativity. -thumbs up- lucky the element of horror wasn't present.. if not i'll be clutching bei's hand throughout the show. lol. Deathnote- The battle of wits begins. Whose side are you on? Of cos, on "L's" side! lol. the character 'L' is very weird but adorable. most of the audience in the theatre were tickled by his strange yet innocent acts. he convey humour through his eccentric acts. really funny. also, when 'L' was going to show his face, it shocked me. the status of the genius 'L' din really match with his looks. LOL. cos it's like, i'm expecting his looks to be more professional, perhaps somewhat like yagami. anyways, it's worth watching.. thanks to jocelyn who told me to stay after the credits =) i'm waiting for part 2 already!!

my boy is sick =(( both of us have sorethroat.. but i guess his is worse. to make things worse, he has flu which seems to flow like a tap.. maybe due to our extensive consumption of fast food recently? god, i wish you recover soon alright baobei? ironically, i miss the talkative you. i wanna call you 'ali atak' !! drink lots of water ok? beiloves**

we witness the sudden change humans are capable of. please cherish your dear ones. you dont want to regret only after losing them, dont you? we know memories aren't enough for us to fall back on. we need true existence. so bei, just want to say, i love you for life. =D

8:41 PM
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
la-la-la

work was postponed to next weekend instead.. for some yada yada reasons.. so, spent my time on tutorials.. workload's increasing.. completing them really drains me out. that boy of mine.. went there with the intention to do hw too. but was listening to radio all the while. cos he need the txtbk to complete them.

i love bei snuggling up to me! so cute and heartwarming. =)) that pig of mine.. what a love. dont open ur mouth when u're slping lar bei.. if not i call you ty le ahh. LOL.

he's at my house now.. had dinner here and we're going to watch the jackie chan's show after i finish blogging this. did my fmgt qn on the excel spreadsheet 5 min ago and my lovely boy kept complaining what time will i finish it..

yay, deathnote tmr. =D i just love watching movies with bei.

9:46 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Saturday, October 28, 2006
la-la-la

i know my very own weakness. why are my concerns never put across nicely. why's my temper so bad? hai.. stupid hot-temperedness.

throngs of people were at bugis street. god, i dun even feel like walking in there.. much less say search for nice clothes. shall go there on weekdays, like what bei said. but on second thoughts, it may not really be useful since now's the start of secondary school's holiday.. ohwell..

witnessed a dispute btw a customer and the mama shop's owners. irresponsible owners and what a stupid attitude they have.. don't they know the importance of customers? customers are their source of income. and, dont they have manners? why did they insult China people? i hope they get fined for their bad attitude and bad business ethics, since the victim had called for the police. can't even be multi-racial.. so, dont even mention the goal towards a cosmopolitan society.

bei and i are working tmr.. for one day only. hope we've got good sales. it's asking people to do survey.. $8 per person lehh!! so if any of you happen to be at somerset area, please do drop down at the 7-11 area at somerset.. the one beside bossini, and near sakura.

what an achievement. i did my parents proud again. =))

bei, hope you like the jay cd. loveyoulots**

10:18 PM
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Friday, October 27, 2006
la-la-la

at last, this brain-exhausting friday IN SCHOOL has ended.
today's a real tiring day.. oh my, i feel so worn out..

sch was supposed to end at 1pm, like i mentioned yday.. but we have make up lessons. anyways, bei came to my lecture hall to wait for me to end my lecture, after which we went to the food court opposite SIM for lunch. thanks bei for the choco =)) so sweet of you! it was my first time eating at that food court. we had chicken rice.. hmm, not too bad laa..

EAA lesson was H.E.L.L. seriously. i guess the BGS knew what my freaking problem was. or rather, the computer's AND the kuku ACCPAC program's problem. so irritating!! for the 2 hours lesson, i spent 1 hr 15 min (note: majority of the time) in shutting down my lappy, in an incorrect way to add. cos the freaking program hanged on me and totally lagged my com and refused to shut down. i did that for about 4 times. which means, i was switching my lappy on, waiting for the super-incooperative connection to get connected, praying that my program works, waiting for the lag in program, and shutting it down over and over again for 4 times. !!!! waste my time lar! by 315pm, i was already super pissed and pek cek. to make things worse, the teacher aint helping by saying some stupid things.. and "teaching" things which he OUGHT to teach right in the beginning, than to teach us only when we had completed the assignment. DUH right. i duno what's in his brain. i only know he was speech problem and should attend some pronounciation classes so that all of us can understand what he's trying to convey instantly, and not pondering for a few sec before getting what he wants to say. -_-" lucky the program works at around 330pm and i started to chiong the 2 assignments. glad i finished it. cos, we can only do work with that program IN SCHOOL. must have npnet. so bo liao. like that, how to practise at home? i have a bad bad premonition.

then, we had another make up lecture to attend. we were a lil late and so gotta occupy the first rows.. so difficult to concentrate there, cos too front le.. eyes and neck very pain, and uncomfortable. lucky the topic wasn't too hard to grasp. ended at 6pm sharp and waited for my dear boy to end his make up lect. soon after, he came..

kfc-ed for dinner. chatted about his friends' opinions of bgr. one commented that he(bei's friend) cant stick to his gf 24/7 like how bei and i are, cos he'll get sick of it. but i told bei that strangely, i dont have the sick-of-him feeling, really. i substantiated my statement with an obvious reason, and that is, even after both of us had put down the phone at night after our chat to go to sleep, i will miss him immediately and want/hope to see him right then at that moment. so she bu de.. and i'll call him with my hp to wish him gd night again, though i'd done so before ending the chat. i just wanted to hear his voice again. just like what i did yday.. it's a natural reaction from my heart. it just signalled my brain to pick up my phone and dial bei's no. wow, seems like my heart really loves you alot hur bei? hugs**

bei blushed when i told him that.. haha, silly boy. shy for what sia! thanks bei for not getting sick of me too =) ur promise means the world to me. i cherish it, i cherish you.

then, he told me another friend opened our 'love album' and saw our neoprints, and he commented "wah, you two very sweet leh.." =)) we are sweet. i really feel very fortunate to have bei.. cos, i feel that he's very different from all the other guys. cos to me, most of the guys will not really stick to their gfs like how bei always want to and most importantly, wont get sick of me. Most of the guys wont be this understanding like how bei does. and i know bei's love for me is real, and above everything else. i can feel it. i know he doesn't go for the physical conditions, like looks or figure (like what most guys go for). His love is genuine, so real that my heart can sense it. i really appreciate your love, baobei. it makes such a huge difference. eternity=you&me. i love you forever, and will never regret being with you. this i promise you. =D

saturday's tmr! weee... bugis bugis bugis. here we come. oh, but i'll miss swimming with bei. haha.

10:57 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Thursday, October 26, 2006
la-la-la

so this T&T (torturous and tiring) week is gonna end.. why T&T.. cos this week we're packed with make-up lectures and tutorials.. so, the hours we spent in sch are longer than usuals.. so tormenting to our mind and soul! today actually have a make-up tutorial for auditing at 5pm after the lecture. but i gave it a miss. cos i'm supposed to be back for dinner by around 7pm. yea my mum's pattern i very clear.. she hates to leave food for us who's coming back at a later time..cos it'll mean more work for her. and she has always like the idea of eating together as a family. dont believe? ask bei. haha. i thought the tutorial wont be that productive since i only have uncertainty for the last qn. and if it were to be conducted by our tutor, it'll prove my point of unproductive.. yea, we know what his teaching style is like. thanks meiyan for helping me to tap my card =)

tmr's gonna be a long day as well. supposed to end at 1pm which is our usual time-table timing. but we have kuku make-up lessons. it's ok if it's stretch beyond the usual hours.. BUT, we have to bring laptop!!! and the super heavy EAA TB. wahh, what a friday it'll be. sch ends at 6pm for me at freaking LT 77, godknowswhere. nvm, it'll be a good week-end with bei after tmr passed.. =D

haha in the afternoon after our lunch, bei and i were at the library watching Jacky Wu's I guessX3. so so so funny larr!! we were laughing like crazy.. but, we had to contain our laughter cos we din forget that we're in the library. lol.. silly jacky wu.. full of nonsense. but very laughable la, when watching his shows. NICE!

my boy, worried me just now. it's our norm for him to call me when he reached home. waited for his call before i went for my bath.. called him, no response. so anxious and scared.. after my bath, still din see the missed call msg.. called him again. LUCKY he picked up! and i heard the ever-so-familiar voice again, which at that instant, i heaved a sigh of relief. -phew- he said he called. i saw it only after we ended our quick chat. guess my hp lagged cos memory is depleting.. heh, made me so worried.

yay, dinner with bei tmr. =D
muacks* my naughtie.

7:51 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006
la-la-la

sakura wasn't that bad =) the price of $24 for a buffet is considered reasonable, considering the varied range of food they provide. we just cant get enough of their salmon sashimi!! whenever the person puts them out, we go and sweep them all on our plates. LOL. cos, he just puts out a few slices.. like DUH. there's so many ppl wanting to eat it.. waste his time, and our time. seafood pasta was yummy! the others are quite the norms lar.. but taste not too bad. was hoping bei's presence beside me.. i missed him like crazy yesterday. sobs*

went to the GIGANTIC vivo city.. ohmy, the place is really E.N.O.R.M.O.U.S! but i dont really like the structure of it.. cos it seems like a maze.. not that organised.. or maybe, thats what they call 'Art'. whenever the case is, there was a mountain of ppl.. and shopping over there can be quite bad. more people=lesser fitting sizes since there's so many ppl grabbing off the clothes at the same time. dining over there is worst! we wanted the Fondue over at Haigen Diaz but was told it was UNAVAILABLE. shit them larr!! unavailable then dont open for business! we were really craving for it! and it's once in a blue moon that mom agrees to treat us such an expensive dessert. so, we settled for a 3 scoop+2 toppings ice-cream, but not that satisfied. cos, they ran out of some of the flavours we want. see! that's the result of too many people eating the things we want. so to conclude, it's not pleasant going to vivo. cos it does affect ur mood, like how it affect ours, my sister's especially. i suggest going there after this 'vivo-craze' ceased. then, i think it wont be that bad..

was thinking of baobei every now and then.. whether he eaten already.. got drink enough water.. got rest his eyes after playing audition.. endless thoughts, all about him. sms-ed him a few times.. sucha ke lian boy, staying at home w/o my company. lol. i really miss him.

so i supposed he's elated to hear that i'm going back home for dinner. which means, he can see me earlier! sister suggested mahjong.. so, bei joined us. mahjong with the correct people is important, really. play with both my sisters CAN SLEEP AHH! super slow lor.. but nvm laa.. better than other kuku circumstances, which i shan't mention.

i'm currently at sch's underground waiting for bei to end lesson at 3pm. actually he's supposed to end at 5pm, but the last lesson was cancelled! weee! i wonder if he's listening in class. he din even take a glance, needless to say touch, at his tutorials! mygod. bei, must maintain or even do better than last sem ok? beiloves*

so, i was a pitiful soul, eating lunch all by myself. i dont really have the appetite, cos i dislike eating by myself. so, i only had orange juice and a sushi. yea, that's my lunch. =(( it's gonna be this way for EVERY wednesday, which i reckon can be quite tormenting.

okk, am off to complete a very irritating EAA assignment which involves ACCPAC. we had a hell of time at class in the morning, cos the teacher was just rushing off, leading us to be in a blur state. anyways, enjoy your day!

2:05 PM
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Monday, October 23, 2006
la-la-la

woots! the best monday i've had!
cos.. i felt a great sense of satisfation!!

firstly, the boring IS isn't that boring anymore.. cos, we've thought of a wonderful idea for our project! wee.. this certainly lightens up my mood for IS lessons.. the most impt thing is that, our project is easy to carry out, convenient, low cost, time-efficient and super feasible.. haha.. all of us were so happy with this idea. i guess both bei and i heaved a sigh of relief. cos we wanted something not so complex and convenient which can compromise to our time-table. so yeahh, its finalised. though we veered away from the Health/Lifestyle topic, we are hoping to make our activity a success. CHEERS to my team-mates!

Next is the HK project due next thursday. we met up today and surprisingly, we've completed the newsletter! which is the most headache assignment of this project. it's not like it's impossible to finish it today. just that, we were kinda stumped at what to include in it initially, and the freaking limit of 1 page isn't enough for us to sum all our experiences and reflections! it's really a challenge! but, i'm proud to say, we've done it. no more no less. JUST NICE 1 page. i told bei that after completing this newsletter, i really felt a great burden off my chest. i'm really glad.. so, our fmgt project is 80% completed. wee! i can enjoy the holiday tmr in peace!

5:57 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Sunday, October 22, 2006
la-la-la

as decided, spent my early afternoon doing tutorials.. not too bad.. completed them in 2.5 hours. BIG THANKS to bei who acc-ed me at mac, though u have nth to do. gd thing u bought the newpaper yeah? loveyoutruckloads**

the honeymoon period-first week has passed.. now, must get myself ready for all the stress coming in. the more urgent one is the HK project. the newsletter really drives us crazy! but i think ours is easier than the actual fmgt project. just hope to do our best and hopefully get good marks for it. jia you my team-mates!

lucky our IS teacher changed our time to reach class at 9am. no needa get up that early.. phew~ but i know the class will be boring.. arghh.. bei suggested skipping the class. LOL. i really want to. but i've got a project to be done.

tuesday's a public holiday, which means, NO SCHOOL! pros and cons lar.. we've got make up classes schedules at some kuku time which cause us to NOT have any break from 9am to 5pm on thursday. hello, we're not robots you know!! really siao.. the other make up classes, i have no complaints. cos, i still have to wait for baobei due to his late ending classes. but the good thing is, our tuesday is free. weee.. gonna go for a belated celebration for my sis's bday at Sakura! heard from my mum and frenz that its nice.. and i have not been there before. so, i guess it'll be a good eating time! forgone the vivo city plan cos sushi tei is too expensive for 6 people. hahaha.. we're good kids. we help our mum save money. =)

bei's at my side now.. hee hee.. gonna watch the match btw man u and liverpool 5 mins later.. bei loves watching that, so i'm gonna be a gd gf to acc him watch. it'll be diff if beckham is still in man u. then, i wont just be acc-ing him to watch. it'll be my interest too. hahaha..

bei, when am i shaving your moustache for you!! LOL. we kept forgetting!

7:56 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Saturday, October 21, 2006
la-la-la

bei recovered from his flu.. so, we went swimming today! actually our back-up plan was to go bugis.. and i really wanna go there and shop.. but since bei's well, and he feels like swimming, we went! the tiredness both of us felt din stop us from exercising and playing. hahaha..

yday i was at his house til midnight 12am.. his bro's really cute! haha.. he likes to ask qestions, just like bei. he knows how to smile sheepishly like how bei always did.. andd, he's as naughty as my boy. he said a very obscene thing, which caused bei to be shy. LOL. i couldn't control my laughter and teased bei as well. hahaha.. bei, i think he's the same as you in THAT aspect. yes Mr 60%H? LOL.

bei then walked me home and acc-ed me til 3am before he went home to sleep. we woke up at 2pm today.. which means we slept for 11 hours. doesn't seem enough! but we still woke up.. cos it's late. the swimming was a last min decision.. but the fun's still there!

this time we reached the swimming complex much later.. there were quite a few groups of ppl in the pool alrdy.. swam swam swam, played played played.. very very fun! i really love swimming with bei. and i like a particular 'stunt'. haha.. think bei knows which one.. cos i kept asking him to do it with me. bei swam like a dolphin.. so agile in water! we left the pool at 530pm.. swimming today was more of playing, ya? but, we really really had fun. =)

laksa-ed for dinner. i reckon if we go swimming every week, we'll have laksa every week. lol. cannot la hur.. not that healthy to eat it weekly. as usual, strolled around NP.. then, i decided to treat bei to swenson's ice-cream. he saw 2 people eating the cone one from swenson and i suggested looking at the menu placed outside.. knowing he craves for it, we went in! glad that he's a happy boy with the yummy ice-cream.. we had topless 5. thin mint, sticky chewy choc, yam, strawberry and cookies and cream. such a heavenly indulgence! i guess bei enjoyed eating it as much as i did. =)) this is one of my attempt to fatten him.. but i'm more concern of sayang-ing him, my super lovable baobei. =D

i told bei over at swensons that if i were to tell people how naughty he is, they wont be able to feel his real naughtiness. and i came up with a possible reason which is, maybe he dont look the sort. as in, a humourous and full of silly ideas person.. especially so with his dao1 look. so i told him of the solution i thought.. to video down the whole journey when i'm out with him. so ppl can feel and most imptly, see and hear how he always behaves. i shall do that one day. but it will be ideal if i have a device which can be placed on my shirt, one that can capture his face clearly and of cos, the things he says! then, you guys will agree with me that HE IS REALLY NAUGHTY! hahaha.. baobei, beware!

came back home with bei and we watched the ever-so-funny I Not Stupid 2. nice comedy! it never fails to crack my dad up.. of cos we laughed alot too.

bei just sent me a msg, though he's on my bed now, waiting for me to finish this entry. (cos i forbade him to see me blog) it reads "baobei wo ai ni" with a music coming out, which i duno how he did it. sucha sweetie.. and he just recorded smth which says the words. oh, my love. =D

decided to forgo the bugis trip tmr.. cos i guess bei will be super tired after helping his dad out. and i know shopping with me can be real energy-draining. shall go there next saturday. =) concurrently, i decided to devote the time to doing tutorials. haha.. bei's first reaction was HUH! seriously.. and he went on to say, "weekends shouldn't be spent on doing tutorials.. we should take a break.." i agree. but, i want to be a diligent girl at the same time.. yeah, i din forget my goal!

to bei, stop being a naughty boy and imitating sly's style of singing, ok? though i love laughing, but my stomach will be painful from the excessive laughing. the more impt thing, i love you eternity. thanks for colouring my days with your love and ur sillyness+naughtiness which i totally love! =D
p.s the sound recording is nice, really!

11:36 PM
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Friday, October 20, 2006
la-la-la

"what a bad bad experience.." said bei.. yeahh, i totally agree.
we went to the newly opened pastamania outlet at westmall, to satisfy our crave for lunch there. but it had to spoil all the excitedness and most importantly, our taste buds.
-_-" should have gone to causeway's outlet larr!! -roars-

we had our usuals.. the soup had this 'chao4 ta1' taste i bet it was awful to drink.. told bei and he din notice the difference.. he only did after a few mouthfuls.. there came my ocean baked pasta.. the look from it i knew it wouldn't be nice to eat.. it looked OVER-baked.. with so little of the cream. and, it was too salty! so basically, i din have a good time eating it..

bei's chicken bolognese (he wanted the ham&sausage baked rice, but it's not available due to overwhelming orders) din taste as bad as mine.. the sauce was pretty good.. so perhaps, the chefs are not good at some of the menu dishes..

with this experience, i guess i wont be patronising that outlet ever again.. i would rather take the trouble to stop at woodlands and get better food.. and also, value for money. i dont compromise on quality =)

ohh ya.. yday while walking to sch's bus-stop after lessons, i saw Mr Santa Claus aka Bernard Randall at the Cheer's area with another teacher and a group of students.. i looked at him and he looked back too! he was doubting if it's me.. cos it's quite a distance to where i was.. then, after confirming his vision din play tricks on him, he WAVED back at me! LOL. sucha cute teacher.. so glad that he still recognizes me.. i miss his lessons.. and i miss his humour.. i hope he's my tutor for Company Law in year 3. -blessme-

bei committed a serious offence today.. which is, he skipped all his 3 afternoon/evening lectures.
3-4, 4-5, 5-7. ALL SKIPPED! naughty naughty.. but he made the decision after analysing if it's worth to go for it.. reviewed the notes and finally concluded that he shant go. LOL. i know he wanted to acc me lar.. =)

reached yishun.. it was raining.. bei and i were at the escalator (i was standing at a higher step) and there was a loud thunder. bei hugged me immediately and said "scared scared." i told him "naughty people will be scared of thunder.." lol. i knew he just wanted me to sayang him. of cos i did!

bei got a flu now.. =(( hope this pig of mine recover quickly.. soo, swimming has to be cancelled. perhaps going bugis! shall see how..

8:40 PM
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being the first week of sch, life's still quite relaxing.. i dont feel the urgency to get the tutorials done.. cos i know i'll manage/handle them some time when i feel like doing them..

so much free time during the afternoon before the next lesson starts.. so bei and i have been camping in the library for consecutive 3 days, watching rented vcds from the range provided. so far, we caught Mission Impossible 1, Bruce Almighty, Be Cool (just 30min of it.. cos it's very boring), and finally Princess Diaries 2. Bruce Almighty was SUPER hilarious! how can it not be with Jim Carrey as the lead actor?!! so so funny i tell you.. bei and i comfortably occupied the 3 seater and laughed our hearts out. i know we're LOUD. cos the laughing was uncontrollable larr! we even had tears as a result of excessive laughing. HA! and bei almost fell off the seat, like literally!

Princess Diaries 2 wasn't too bad.. have a majestic and grand feeling while watching.. cos the palace and all are simply B E A U tiful! princess mia's pretty.. but i dont like the lead actor lehh.. the nicholas.. anyways, it conveyed smth meaningful.. which is, to stand up for ur own rights. i still prefer part one though..

to bei, thanks for acc-ing me to sch this 2 days though u dont have lessons.. really appreciate it! =D tmr's my turn to acc you!

had dinner at bei's house yday.. i dont think i need to emphasize on the yummy food anymore.. bei's siblings cheer me up! they're so adorable.. today, bei came over for dinner.. as usual, my mum pumped him with lots of food.. which is a good thing.. cos he's so skinny!! nice time with bei.. i simply love his presence..

read the newspaper. hai.. so heart-wrenching to read news about lost of lives.. why are people destroying life when it's already so fragile?

-46 yr old man committed suicide by jumping into the mrt track cos he has financial difficulty
-cold-blooded husband abused his wife for 6 years
-a man killed his buddy's wife just cos he couldn't pay him back his money.. and took it out on the innocent wife. Note: it's his BUDDY.

really disheartening.. hai..

anyways, swimming on this coming sat is still tentative.. depending on the haze.. i hope we'll be going though.. laksa laksa!

12:53 AM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
la-la-la

sometimes people appreciate the presence of their siblings.. while some, may at times, want to 'get rid' of them due to some nonsense derived, causing uneasiness, unpleasantness, or any stir of negative emotions.

NOW, i really wish i was the only child in my family.. cos having 3 siblings is no fun at all! especially when all they give you are trouble and shit you really want to avoid.. why have them when you're so unhappy with their existence?

i've gone past the stage of whining.. cos whining, sometimes, may be of no reason.. like, ppl just whine bcos they are moody or are in low spirits.. i've got substantial facts to prove my dislike for having siblings right now.. though i know i'll prolly think otherwise in a few days time.. cos my hurt heart will mend by itself and perhaps be magnanimous enough to forgive and forget.

imagine you come home after a super tired and worn out day in school. and the first thing you see when u open the door are 2 big heaps (mine is a family of 6 mind you) of clothings/laundry unfold.. yes, that's supposed to be your job.. but, it's not like the others cant help, right? the worst thing was seeing the selfish and not-very helpful sis sitting comfortably on the sofa, not even wanting to help to fold. it's not like she cant fold while watching tv ya? the momentum will be affected a lil, but the impact wont be that great! i got so pissed and angry and felt so unfair. and, her exams are over! while my sem just started and needless to say, have countless of things upcoming..

it's not only about the laundry. but all other things that were undone which would most prolly result in mom shouting and yelling away of how "helpful" we are while she's slogging at work. why cant they just comprehend? or maybe feel a lil intimidated of my mum's fiery? WHY?

the brother is totally useless. so i shld skip his part. it's REALLY not worth complaining. cos, a leopard will NEVER change its spots.

if it wasn't a rush of time on my part (going to bei house for dinner immediately after my bath), i wouldn't have cared so much. cos i've long accepted this ridiculous and unjust fact. or you can say, i'm numbed. but the fact was, i was rushing for time!! so why couldn't she have offered to help?

all i asked of her was to help fold 1 heap of laundry while i fold the other in fast speed and get my ass out of my house to bei's house for dinner. warned her about the utensils at the basin. came back and found she din give a damn! not a single one kept into the drawers!! i give up, really!!

so, from tmr onwards, if i come back home and find her still not helping, i wont fold half of her laundry at all! which will be a great positive impact for me cos her share of clothings is usually the biggest amongst the 6 of us. yes, i will do that. she cant blame me.. cos she stepped onto my toe first.

i really wish i'm the only child right now. or maybe, give me an elder brother who cares about me and this family.

12:58 AM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
la-la-la

this baobei of mine.. haha.. what a love!

i wore a round neck top to sch today.. as my shoulders weren't broad enough to make the top stay put on them, they kept falling off.. as if i'm wearing off-shoulder top.. bei was so worried i'll zhao2 geng1 cos the top was low on my chest..
"later people see ur clea clea (our term for cleavage) already.." and gave his super ke lian pouting look.. awww.. sayang-ed him and told him i'll be careful.. even when in the mrt, he'll pull my top up and put his hand on my chest for a few seconds, to prevent it from drooping further down.. see the protective side of my dear boy now? heehee..

idled around at NP after we had our $1 delifrance bread+choco milk tea.. that was my dinner! actually intended to cook maggi when i came back, but was too late already.. nvm larr.. can treat it as jian3 fei2.. haha, oops.. baobei sure wanna say me le..

went up to Timezone.. stayed for quite some time over there.. saw people play the catching toy machine until bei wanted to play too! initially, i refused to let him play.. cos he wanna top up $10.. and i thought it was a waste of money.. but he kept pleading and pleading me.. then he made use of his super useful tactic to make me give in. yes, by pouting!!
"i want to help you catch! let me play lar.. i always want to play den u dont allow.. -pout-"
so ke lian right! how to resist, tell me~! so i gave in and he went on happily to play the machine.. donated $5 to the machine before bei finally caught it at the 6th dollar. =)) he was as delighted as i was. and hugged me immediately to ask if i like it. silly boy, of cos i like it! in fact, i love it to bits! thanks so much baobei.. you're such a sweet boy. =D

This was the duck bei caught for me at first..

But, we changed to this lovely bear.. cos it's so much softer! i love the duck too.. but it's 'mouth' too hard le.. cant hug to sleep de.. LOL.

there it is, on my bed! thanks bei for the bear.. i'll hug it to sleep.. but i wish to hug you more.. hee.. i love it, i love you!

bei, barney is a dinosaur! lol.. one brandy please? =D

10:44 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

currently, i'm sitting on the bench at the underground.. waiting for bei to end his lesson at 5pm.

he just came over to give me a kiss and a hug, cos he's out for a toilet break. *sweet* so miss him now after he went for his lesson at 1pm. which means, 3 hours and 16 min of not seeing him. yeahh, i love him plenty plenty. =D

just finished my lecture at 345pm. it's conducted in a NON-conducive environment for studying or rather listening attentively, but a conducive environment for sleeping, as what the lecturer said earlier.. cos, the seats are so comfy! they're like cushion larr.. so soft and all.. tell me, how to concentrate in a lecture theatre like this? and, they dont have proper tables there for us to take notes.. how to be attentive?

devastated to know that there's EAA tutorial tmr at 9am. god! actually i need not go to sch you know! wahh.. shorten my slping time still nvm, but it spoilt all of our (bei and i) plan to enjoy tmr, though we have not come up with one. but am certainly sure that it'll be much fun than coming to sch so early and having to wait til 5pm for the HK briefing. -_-"

watched Mission Impossible 1 with bei in sch's library during our lunch break. not too bad... but tom cruise wasn't that a heart-throb in that part 1. nonetheless, the technology presented in the movie was still very high tech and advanced. totally amazed me.. maybe we'll catch another movie tmr, since i've got so much free time from 11am to 5pm.

sorry bei for spoiling your no-need-to-come-to-sch day.. still have to acc me to sch. =(( i love you lots.. *hugs*

4:25 PM
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Monday, October 16, 2006
la-la-la

As much as i want my IS to be in the morning slot, it's quite a hassle to wake up SO early in the morning.. sleep-deprived larr!! somemore previous night slept at 2am..

warned baobei NOT to be late yday over the phone for this morning's meet-up under my blk at 630am.. but this unrepentant pig of mine was still in bed at 625am!! i know he was afraid of the endless rebuke i'll 'offer' him when he arrives.. then why be late?! naughty boy.. forgave him upon seeing his ke lian look. i'm soft-hearted, i know.

chose Health/Lifestyle for IS. glad that bei's in the same class as me.. it really makes things different.. a vast difference, i would say. but the teacher, i dont quite like lehh. LOL. project's kinda drilling.. lots of effort and work need to be done.. hope it'll be successful though.. anyways, i'm happy with bei sitting right beside me in class and being in the same group for project.. so, not much things to complain about!

ricebowl-ed. bei's stomach wasn't well in the morning.. made me so worried.. then when its lunch, it's my turn. lucky nth happen (like lao4 sai4 or vomit, cos i dun wanna have stomach flu again).

went to the familiar level 5 to print our notes. god, we spent so much time in there. not because of waiting, but PURE printing. basically, i printed almost all of the notes in mel. except for those that's not posted lar, of course. good larr, dont need to fret about notes for the next handful of weeks. bought RFA and FMGT notes at vins. both costed $14.10. so expensive!!

ooh, i've got a thing to complain. and that is, the freaking IS teacher told us to bring lappy, and din use it during lesson! so, for the whole day, my lappy was so meaningless to carry around. cos it's of no use!! only increase my burden!! no, i should say, baobei's burden. cos, this dear boy of mine helped me to carry my bag+laptop+his own super heavy bag(with his lappy and printing paper). i bet his shoulders hurt. sorry sweetie.. thanks for helping me ya? if not i think my shoulders will be aching tmr.. *loves*

andd, tmr need to bring lappy again!! for EAA. -killmeplease- so so heavy.. cant sch give us each a locker to put our things so that we have lesser burden to bring to sch?

came home, bathed, watch 5 min of tv and went to sleep! see my fatique!! and i napped for close to 2 hours.. all thanks to the heavy bag..

i miss my boy now, alot alot. thanks for everything my love. you make things so beautiful for me. and i know, i can count on you for the rest of my life. =D

10:26 PM
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woke up in the early afternoon feeling the ache in my shoulders.. ouchh! that explains i've been using my muscles for the previous day's swimming.. good sign!

met bei and went for lunch at kfc.. strolled at NP and went to his house.. played audition over there.. had so much fun with his siblings.. his bro super cute larr! and as talkative as bei! LOL. he's always asking questions.. and made bei so ignorant to him.. cos he's playing. haha.. and, the way he press the space bar so unique!!

had dinner at his house too.. man, his mum is really a great cook.. the soup so nice somemore!! yumyum =))

bei's bro challenged me to play audition and see whose score is higher.. though the atmosphere is quite intense, it was filled with fun and laughter! then, bei and his bro challenged each other. super funny lar!!

look at his bro's expression! it reads: JING3 ZHANG1.
LOL. cos he's giving his best shot in order to win baobei..

Can you see his frown?

close-up. but i captured the shot too late.. if not can see his furrowed brows..

HAHAHA. this one super Jing1 Dian3. he did this action when he missed a move..

I swear all 3 of us (bei, his younger sis and me) were laughing at him.. cos he's soo funny when playing game.. hahaha..

I had a superb time over at bei's house.. so much laughter.. nice time with his siblings!!

sch's starting tmr.. -sian- but its ok.. cos it's IS. no stress de.. cos only pass/fail module. it's time to work hard again! attain another achievement priscilla!! YEA! i will!

12:29 AM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Saturday, October 14, 2006
la-la-la

Our First Time =DD

yeahh.. this is the first time, for both bei and i, going swimming with our loved one..
i'm very happy to give this first time to bei! heehee.. also, this is the first time i go swimming after my spinal surgery.. it's been at least 2 years since i came close to water, except for bathing..
and i'm elated to say that the feeling is simply great! when i got into the water, i feel so light.. so comfortable..
we reached the swimming complex at 1.30pm.. the time was just nice.. cos not too many people.. and not too sunny. haha.. i dont really want to get any tanner.. cos i'm already very tan. but i know for bei, its the opposite. haha.. he's so fair!!
thanks bei for sticking with me throughout the 2 hours in the medium pool. lol.. cos this boy of mine usually swims his laps at the deep pool.. but due to my reluctantness, he gave in to me and acc-ed me all the way. thanks bei =))
it was so so fun swimming with bei.. really!! i love that feeling.. we'll swim for a lap and stop at the end for some chats and play-around.. cos i cant continue swimming lap by lap given the condition of my spine.. so bei had to sacrifice his norm to joke with me! hee.. after our 'short break', we'll continue to swim all the way to the other end and stop for a break.. this cycle continues all the way to 3.30pm.. and we conquered 10 odd laps..

bei looks so handsome with his wet hair.. lol.. i complimented him and he was so shy. i really love looking at his shy+adorable expression.
me: wahh, wet look seh!
and he'll evade my compliment. but, its a fact. he really look good in that hair! so handsome lar! *loves*
bei's really a good swimmer.. he told me he din take any swimming courses before and the styles and patterns are all learnt by looking at how others swim. and, he swims the right way.. totally right.. and professional too! haha.. really really love swimming with bei.. i know he loves swimming with me too! =)) thanks bei for the enjoyable 2 hours! and thanks for ur slippers for bath time.. next sat again? haha

went for our late lunch at 925 for laksa.. yummy yummy.. strolled around NP and headed back not long after..

came back and packed my files and all for this sem modules.. i cleared the cupboard to make space for the new files coming in.. getting ready for sch already. one thing good, this sem i have one module less.. when there's smth good, there're bound to be smth bad.. the bad thing is, i've got a computing module-EAA. i'm very sure i'll not like it even before the lesson starts. cos, i'm a computer idiot. but its ok.. i've got bei, the computer expert, to guide me along.. yeahh bei? u've help me conquered bca successfully.. so i know i can count on you for EAA. =))

9:49 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Friday, October 13, 2006
la-la-la

so, bei stayed at my house yday.. we played audition til around 4am while i watched some argumentative shows in btw.. the topic was "naggy people." it made me, and those who had watched it, realised that being too naggy can be fatal! in the circumstances of couples.. cos, some guys cant withstand their gfs keep nagging and nagging non-stop. so girls, watch out for ur amount of "advice" and "lashing" you give to ur partner.. cos they may not stand it! haha.. bei, can you withstand mine? =) dont think that only gals are naggy.. cos there were 2 male guests for the show and they are EQUALLY as naggy as you can imagine girls to be.. quite a gd dose of laughter for me!

again, i acc-ed bei to slp on the sofa.. at this point of time, i really wish i have a room of my own.. bei woke up at 11am while i was still VERY lethargic. so, i went to my comfy bed to nap while he played audition. this poor boy of mine, waited til around 33opm for me to wake up and have his meal. i know he's starving.. haha.. he complained "see, i become thinner already" while showing me his super thin wrist and pouting at the same time.. awww.. so ke lian~! gave him a hug immediately to soothe him.. washed up and went for our late brunch.

yay! we're going for a swim tmr!! yes, confirm going.. i just hope that the female toilet wont be empty when its time to take a bath.. then, we'll go for our laksa! wee... AND, the giordano lady called me while i was at his house, to tell me that the shorts i want are available! so, im getting it tmr.. but i'm quite certain i'll be indecisive over there as to which colour to get-black or white. shall see how!

baobei ahh baobei.. thanks for loving me so much. i really feel very blessed to have you. in this love story of ours, there wont be the word "regret" in it.. cos i'm more than happy to be with you, and will definitely cherish this naughtie of mine. thanks for being part of my life. i love you. =D

10:48 PM
||Eternity It Shall Be||.

Thursday, October 12, 2006
la-la-la

bread with fried egg and cheese =))
thanks bei!

acc-ed this naughtie for his haircut.. he looks so much more refreshing now! haha.. no more bushy already hor? LOL. after that, he kept trying to compliment his look. hahaha.. very handsome lar, happy?

watched ai qing mo fa shi with bei at his house.. woo, we're completing the whole drama! that's good.. it's really nice.. -recommended-

had dinner at bei's house too.. his mum asked me to stay =) she whipped nice food! really.. it was so yummy that the amount of rice i ate was more than my usual serving.. she even made orange for us as dessert. so nice of her..

watched tv.. bei bathed.. and went to my house! bought mcflurry for this super-hungry boy.. he's still sooo thin!!! the scale(for his weight) read 53.5kg today. -killmeplease- bei ahh bei.. grow fatter alright?

time's like bulleting now.. school gonna start.. and we seriously dont look forward to it.. cos it'll only mean more exams, projects, and stress. soo, better enjoy our last few days of pleasure!

12:19 AM
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
la-la-la

HAPPY 15TH MONTH TO BEI AND I! =DD

time really flies, like what bei said.. but it seems like just yesterday since he asked for us to be together.. memories are still vivid.. like how our love for each other is still strong and intense..

met my naughtie at my block at 1235pm..
me: bei.. you never wish me what? (though he wished already yday, just that i wanted to hear it again)
bei: i wish you to love me more and more.
HAHA. i will, my boy.. dont worry =)

lunch-ed at my favourite restaurant- Jack's Place. i tell you i wont get sick of it, seriously. so delicious! we ordered an additional double scoop sundae this time.. but, we were scammed! realised they charged us at a higher price different from the one stated on the menu. but, we just forget it.. since today's such a happy day for us =)

actually we planned to go Bugis today.. but we forgo the plan.. and decided to walk around orchard instead, since it's already 3++ when we finished our yummy lunch.. headed to far east AGAIN to buy my belt!! like finally! lucky i din buy it at the shop where i bought my dress.. i went up to the shop to see how the belt looked like and went to search for a cheaper one.. haha.. in the end, i got one which costs $9 cheaper. a long sleeve shirt caught bei's eyes.. but din buy it.. too ex.. its ok bei, we'll get it next time alright? oh, and a white short caught my eyes too! haha.. tried it but it's too big.. combed for it at other outlets, but the sizes left seem to get bigger and bigger. lucky i met this very helpful salesgirl at taka's outlet.. she told me that their warehouse might have the size i want.. so she'll check and call me back by tmr.. that's so nice of her! if i get that shorts, i'll forget the one at HK. HAHAHA.

dinner-ed at pepper lunch.. i know bei wants to eat that! haha.. ordered our usuals and chatted along our meal. quality time spent =)

boarded the mrt back to yishun.. the whole journey was filled with laughter.. it all started from this tongue twister which goes:
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper,
a pack of pickled pepper peter piper picked,
if peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper,
where is the pack of pickled pepper peter piper picked.

i'm sure most of you know this right.. so, bei threw a challenge to me and ask me to change "peter piper" to my own name.. then he said "you sure will say priscilla piper" haha.. lame lor he.. but it's quite tough.. then, he maximised his silly and nonsensical brain cells and went to do the "pig action" when he said the words "pickled" and "picked"
made me laugh until i wanna roll on the floor! haha..

as if i've not turned into a lunatic from all his jokes, he went out and said "next time our children must be named 'cents' 'cash' 'money' and 'notes'. so when i call them, 'cents, money, cash, notes' all come!" signalling more wealth will be bestowed to him. LOL. he's nonsensical ya? when we alighted at yishun, he said "our child must be named 'Toh Huat Ah' " LOL. super lame. but i swear i laughed until tears are gonna roll down.

thanks bei for all ur silly yet super laughable jokes.. they really lit millions of smiles across my face.. Happy 15th Month to us! =) i love you eternity. *muacks*
-forever mine-

11:06 PM
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
la-la-la

today's already tuesday!! and we're going back to sch in 6 days time.. that's fast!! why do our holidays end so quickly? -pouts-

anyways, we spent this day playing our LAST mahjong session at choo's house.. FINALLY the super packed seng forked out some time to play this last game with us.. thanks seng =) though you had to go at 4pm, and the session with you was short, but hope you enjoyed it as much as we did.. sometimes, its not about the game you know.. its about the people playing.. haha i think he must have been so ecstactic to have come down and play.. cos he was the da4 ying2 jia1 today! he won $13++. not bad right seng! CONGRATULATIONS! YOU BROKE YOUR 'KEEP-LOSING' RECORD AT CHOO'S HOUSE! hmm, duno when we can see them again.. diff sch.. makes it so difficult for us to meet up and all.. but i hope you guys take good care of urself alright? til we meet again!

sometimes, i really cherish the mahjong times.. we can meet up, crap, and go crazy all over.. i cherish my friends.. i really do.

bei and i had ban3 mian4 for dinner.. so yummy! been so long since we went there.. headed back home.. so tired after the longg hours of mahjong..

its just a day away.. and it always mean so much to me.. i know the past had been ardous and torturing for me.. that's why i cherish my fate/destiny now.. i will hold on tightly, and never let it go.. and be hopeful to attain eternity with him. i love you baobei, now and forever. *promise*

10:49 PM
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Monday, October 09, 2006
la-la-la

wooo.. yday bei acc-ed me til 240am til he went back home.. =D i was watching the repeat of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi while he was playing Audition.. yeahh.. before my show start, i was helping him press the "space bar" while he pressed the arrows.. LOL. those who play the game will understand what im saying.. we were having so much fun.. and bei was helping me train my acc.. so pro lor he!! keep winning de.. unlike me.. play and play and play.. and bei eat and eat and eat.. he was so hungry. LOL. i think its good to keep him at my house during the night.. cos he ALWAYS complain to me about his hunger whenever we're on the phone.. so to him, my house is a food paradise.. no? hahaha.. let's see.. he ate the cheese biscuits, 12 packs of zi3 cai4 (after i stopped him from eating further) and 6 banana cream biscuits.. WAHH. still so thin!!! how i wish im as thin as him.. its ok.. i always enjoy seeing him eat.. cos i hope he'll get fatter and fatter.. and, he gained back his 1.5 kgs!!! -elated-
bei, 56kg ahh.. til then, you'll get ur reward. =D

bei came over to my house =) and brought me titbits! hee.. everytime i say i want to eat titbits, he'll agree willingly and happily cos he wants me to gain weight! so bad right.. where got bf like that de.. lol.. after knowing his motive, it's natural for him to have the thinking.. cos, he dont want ppl to snatch away his gf! HAHAHA. but he assured me that even if i'm as fat as shen3 dian4 xia2, he'll still want me.. see, i'm serious when i told you my bei loves me so much. *loves*

he acc-ed me to watch ai qing mo fa shi with the aid of youtube.. so nice larr!!! he witnessed the sentimental me when i teared due to a super touching scene. so nice!!! it's the part when shao wei initiated a break up with xiao bei in order for her to pursue her true happiness.. he totally forced himself to agree to his goodwill, just to see his loved one happy.. so moving!

bei ahh bei... wednesday!! hee hee.. just 2 days away.. *muacks*

10:51 PM
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
la-la-la

It's not 12 yet.. so, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SENG GE!!

haha.. though i wished him yday alrdy... but yeahh.. he's a super good friend.. with a very good heart, i always tell my bei.. LOL. so, wished him here once more =))

seng told me im the 1st to wish him yday at 12am.. LOL. seldom can be the first you know.. cos got a super strong rival- HUI. haha.. but anyways, its the thought that counts =D sincerely wish you all the best in whatever you do!

today pigged til 1230pm den woke up.. poor bei gotta rise up early to help his dad.. but he still meet me immediately after he bathed. thanks bei =) i know you are very very tired, having to sleep for only a mere 6 hours.. yet you still sacrifice your rest time to acc me.. it means alot to me.. i hope the time spent with me had been all worthwhile!

i had sooooo much fun tickling him!! cos his reactions very hilarious.. haha.. bei, beware ahh.. i know where is ur most sensitive part.. HAHAHA. can i do it again tmr?

he came over to my house to acc me at night.. and he's still at my home now, right beside me.. watching the tv.. cos i forbade him to watch me blog. haha.. we were watching tv shows just now and he suddenly took my hand in his and asked "will you marry me?" haha.. it's sucha sweet feeling.. upon asking why, he said "must rehearse first ma.." and gave a shy look. haha.. so adorable! then, i learnt from him that he thinks it's hard to propose to a girl.. muster your courage bei.. i know you'll make me the happiest bride in this world, in 6 years time that is. =))

okk, gotta stop.. going to acc him and continue our game! wed is nearing!! -excited-

11:58 PM
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
la-la-la

mahjong today for, ermm, around 8 hours.. keri joined us today! so, it was much better cos he's faster.. LOL. -shouts for seng!- when you can ahh seng ge?? haha.. guess today is the 2nd last mahjong session before school starts.. -sighs- anyways, my back was aching after the long hours of sitting.. i'm still the da4 ying2 jia1 for today! hehe.. won $16.30. good, it'll come handy on this coming wednesday =)))

surprised at his inability to control.. thought he had changed for the better.. but, hai.. why did he have to revert to his old ways? so unpleasant.. i think, they can actually help each other, just that they dont want to. so, why shld we care? we've done our part by 'banning' it, at least in front of us.. until this had to happen..

oh my.. my temper isn't getting any better.. you know how frustrated i can get when i changed my awful tiles to better ones and then ppl just win? my anger, actually, isn't directed at anyone.. just that, i feel frustrated.. just one more step and everything's done, but it all vanished in one go.. however, my anger doesn't last long.. i'll be fine after the whole mahjong session.. so, dont be mistaken..

even me myself cant comprehend why the aroused emotions within.. hai.. they seemed fervent.. but, i really dont wanna acknowlegde that.. if only i have the ability to "zheng1 yi4 zhi1 yan3, bi4 yi4 zhi1 yan3" i cant be so selfish, can i? i hope i have some kind of device to reduce my sensitivity glands.. magnanimous, i need you now.

had kfc for dinner with bei and keri. hey keri, thanks for the meal ya? it was so nice of you.. =) i was laughing like mad when keri told us about his classmates and his dad. LOL. his dad sure know how to reason with him! this guy is a generous soul.. so much so that he lend his irresponsible chairman $230! OMG.. better get back your money from her ok.. see you soon..

after the meal, walked back home with bei.. oh my.. the haze is getting worse.. the foggy-ness was so apparent that it would make us exclaim.. journey back home with bei was very heart-warming.. although its only a 10 min walk from NP to my house, bei made that 10 min so precious to me.. i was so reluctant to part with him when we reached my house. =(( hugged, sayanged, kissed, parted. miss my boy so much..

10:44 PM
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Friday, October 06, 2006
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Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all!!!

bei still doubted me when i told him its mid-autumn, when he insisted it was autumn festival.. LOL.

anyways, we spent this occasion going to K-BOX!! dont mistook my tone here.. cos, i dont really feel happy about it.. of cos, not the part when singing with bei.. BUT, all other things that happened along the way to kbox and the people working in kbox.. totally pissed me off..

let me reasoned out my pique here..
1) we took the correct bus this time-853. but, alighted one stop later. -_-" although its just a stop, it required quite alot of foot-work to reach our destination.

2) greeted by this super retarded looking waiter who talks like how he looks-RETARDED. it just got onto my nerves.. and bei's as well.. he cant seem to talk properly, cos i think he has a big tongue, and big teeth.
p.s i only love my naughtie's big teeth... not others!

3) they only served bento for lunch.. this is the 2nd time i went there w/o the delifrance bread as a choice for food. and mind you, their food aren't fit for consumption at all, considering the taste laa!! sorry! i've got fussy tastebuds.. so, i just ate fruits.. and i rmb-ed i ate 6 grapes and 2 honeydews. YA, MY LUNCH! -pissed-

4) warning: this is the MOST sickening reason for my detest (read: not dislike) for the amk outlet... cos, we were told that our charge for the 2.5 hours would be $9+++. LIKE WTH!! just yday, my sis went to kbox with her frenz and she only paid $8. and i rmb-ed when i went to clementi's outlet with my BGs, i was charged at a minimal of $8. so, what's this thing about $9+++?!!! when asked for a valid reason, this retarded waiter had to tell me the most stupid reason i've ever heard!! he said "ohh, it'll only be $7+++ which means $8 IF YOU CALL AND BOOK ONE DAY EARLIER." note the caps! where got such thing one!!!!!!!! i swear i really wanted to kick him out of the room at that moment.. but, i composed myself and asked if it applies to all kbox outlets, and i got a "yes" reply. so, i told the bloody waiter that the clementi branch didn't charge us the way they did there.. and that stupid waiter, apparently after not knowing what and how else to defend himself, said "ohh, i'm not too sure about the format about the charge.. but our outlet does it this way." ARGHHHHHHH!!!!! stupid people, stupid outlet, stupid system! want to cheat our money!!

so, to conclude, i will never ever go to that freaking kuku AMK outlet anymore!!! and guys, refrain from going there if you dont want to experience an extreme turmoil and anger i felt this afternoon.

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anger aside.. singing with bei proved to be a cure for all my frustration.. he's there to act silly and sound silly.. which, as a result, cracked me up of cos..
duets, we had fun.. solos, we enjoyed. =)) we really indulged ourselves in the world of songs.. thanks bei for being there with me.. i really appreciate your presence..

headed to junction8 after the k session.. lunched at pastamania.. lucky my ocean baked pasta washed away all the awful taste of the previous bento i had over at kbox. a yummy lunch definitely perked and cheered me up =))

walked around J8.. and bei and i saw this very interesting pet ppl are selling.. it's called HaHa Crabs.. the amazing thing is that, they have very very beautiful shells!! man-made of cos.. as in the shells.. think its either painted or sprayed onto them.. really very nice and appealing.. bei wanted to buy them for me.. 2 at $45.. ex lor! of cos i rejected.. lol.. but, perhaps we can buy and put at our future house.. a gd decorating item actually.. even their 'homes' are pretty.. with all the fake shells and coconut trees.. nice nice!

we each bought a top at bossini.. not easy to come by a nice top at that shop.. so of cos we grabbed the chance! discounts are available if you have popular card.. LOL. weird right!! what connection does Bossini has with Popular.. that set us pondering too.. anyway, we love the tops laa..

coffeebean-ed. and we started to discuss about one of jay's new song.. about the tempo/rhythm of a rap actually.. hahaha.. bei, you taught me the wrong tempo ahh!! LOL. so, i was 'guiding him along.. -proud- certified choir member ok!! LOL. we had so much fun over there.. chatting and giggling non-stop.. him imitating chenweilian.. me pinching him and his reactions never failed to make me laugh.. thanks bei for the wonderful times =))

yay! mahjong tmr! woots.. the perfect time-killer.

10:56 PM
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
la-la-la

W~H~Y! why is my baobei getting thinner?!! this is getting eccentric... just 2 days back, i told him to gain 2 kg and i will _______ (cant be disclosed..haha) but when he weighed in front of me today, the scale reads 52.5kg!!! he lost 2 kg! oh my god... you must gain back ur weight baby.. you're alrdy so skinny.. very heart pain to see you so thin, you know? the funny thing is, we're together everyday and had been eating the same food.. but why is he getting thinner? i dont think i have lost 2 kg.. so, its weird to me! hmm, i think it must have smth to do with the difference in our metabolism rate, no? anyohow, i just want you to gain back ur weight!!!

the crazy us now, love to sing "song ni yi ba san(183) club". LOL. invented by my dearest boy.. i tell you, he has a mind i have never come across.. his mind is full of silly+nonsensical juices that are sufficient to make you go lunatic, just by laughing.. you sure want to try his jokes, dont you?

"just wait a few more days priscilla!!!" i wish these few words can get into my mind, AND be registered.. arghh! wednesday is another 6 more days.. im getting impatient already!

swimming has been postponed for umpteen times.. it's not the problem with wanting to or not.. i really cant wait to go.. but, im scared of the part when it's time for bathing.. cos, i reckon there wont be a single person in the toilet, since its weekdays.. -sense of trepidation- so sorry my sweetie.. we'll go in the weekends alright?

sch's starting soon!! how i dread it... enjoy the last 10 odd days before it starts! make every day a memorable and fulfilling one!

10:26 PM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
la-la-la

Sweet day out with my naughtie today =))
even before we have our lunch, our energy was 99% used up..
due to the excessive walking from orchard mrt to far east and ENDLESS roaming around far east, just to find the shop where i bought my dress!!!
i thought it was located at level 3, so kept searching for it and we went about combing level 3 for around thrice? kept seeing the same shops, but just couldn't find that shop.
in the end, it's located at level 4!!! thanks to bei who asked me if its at another level.. if not, we'll end up like idiots walking and walking around with no destination.
SO, went up.. located it with not much difficulty.. though it was another lady in the shop.. was told that the belt will only arrive tmr cos the other lady went overseas and will be back tmr.. -_-" wasted both bei and my energy.. and, we were starving le lar!

stopped over at taka jewellery's kiosk opp. wheelocks.. den to wisma, and taka and finally to cineleisure.. i bet bei wanted to faint from all the hunger and tiredness.. LOL.
bought the tickets.. and went for our lunch immediately.. pastamania-ed. it was great =)

we went to catch Rob-B-Hood.. tada!

the movie is as cute as this poster, i swear! i'll give it 5/5 stars.. it was AWESOME!! i reckoned it is the best movie i'd caught this year.. really!!! okk, firstly, jackie chan's production has never been disappointing.. even as i watched his past films, i dont have the sian-i-know-what's-gonna-happen feeling.. instead, it keeps me on the edge cos his movies are always very intense.. next, to have gu3 tian1 le4 as his partner-in-crime for this movie is perfect! besides his wow! look, he really fits the role! and i even commented to bei that he suits those very gay role.. lol..
how can we forget the super adorable baby in the movie!!! he's OHMYGOD. where to find sucha cute baby?!!
this movie has a mixture of everything that makes it a great film. action-packed, humourous, cute, intense, exciting, touching, tear-jerking.. humour was injected in the right time.. and there's no doubt the whole theatre went laughing like crazy ppl.. and when the baby faces some kinda danger, like he's on the ferris wheel and was going to fall, everyone of us watching went "ooooh!! the baby!!"
i think it has a very significant morale behind it, and that is, money is above everything in this world.. ppl must realise this.. when jackie chan and gutianle first accepted the mission to 'rob' the baby, the only thing in their eyes was MONEY. they glowed when the old man blurted a $7 million reward.. but as days go by, and with every moment spent with the baby, both lead actors had this special bond with the baby that made them think of the baby's welfare even after getting the wholesome reward. and, they went all out to save him, protect him.. it was really very touching..
i hope those ppl who think that money is everything, shld watch the movie and realised this impt morale.. if not, at least they can, like what jackie chan said in the movie, be a man of integrity even if they are robbers, burglars. superb movie!!!! go catch it.. you wont regret, i guarantee!

oh yaa.. there's this 'elephant' who stepped onto my toes when he and his grp of frenz were coming into the row bei and i were at.. ya, he's late for the movie.. andd, i din wear covered shoes!!! can u imagine my pain when i labelled him as 'elephant'?? it sure was agonising. to think i alrdy allowed space for him to walk past..-_-"

went to coffee bean after the movie..

and then, i ordered these.. pure choc and rasberry cheese cake -licksmymouth- yummylicious!

see! bei started snapping me w/o me knowing again.. but i dodged and thus, the blurness..

now, his turn to eat, and i snapped him.. haha.. he looks kinda solemn here..

left-over bits.. i still prefer the mango cake from starbucks..

look at his naughty face!

bei's sucha sweetie again! he bought smth for me from here.. and moshi moshi.. =))) loveyoubei! i cherish it, alot.

mrt-ed back with a super good mood.. how can i not be, after the wonderful and enjoyable day out with bei, as he'd promised. =D

no dinner today.. cos was way too full from all the eating.. LOL. but i ate apples.. watched the 9pm show with occasional grumblings from dad, that the show is totally pointless.. he even accused the script-writer of being an introvert and one who has a small social circle.. all bcos of the things happening in the show.. lol.. he goes "siao ahh this show.. dunno why the story is written like that.. " i just giggled.. i know his pattern one la.. lol.. used to it alrdy, so wont take it as noise pollution. haha.. i'm a gd daughter, i know. LOL. cos i dont go "aiyaa papa, keep quiet larr! we watching the show lehh" like how my sis does. =))

a picture to end this lovely day! thanks baobei for increasing the magical moments in this diary of ours. i love you, and will always do. *hugs*

11:03 PM
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both bei and i woke up at a freaking late time at 130pm today.. cos we chatted til 430am last night.. lol.. so much things to talk meh, some may ask.. yeahh, we've got never-ending topics =)

seems like bei was a lil upset when i din acc-ed him for lunch yday due to my laziness.. lol.. so decided not to be lazy today and we went all the way to 925 to have the famous laksa at 230pm. yummy~!

temptation island.. still rmb ma bei? it was awesome =D

came to my house for dinner.. watched shows tgt.. played tgt.. andd, lovely together.. haha.. he just went home.. and that explains my misses for him.

yay!! we're going out tmr!! i cant wait for tmr.. seems like it'll be an enjoyable day =)) well, it has always been enjoyable with bei around.. *loves* i cant wait, i cant wait!!

bei: wanna go friendster see the "huang" anot?
me: ok lor..
-searched for "huang"-
me: not this guy lor!!! (upon seeing the pic)
bei: no mehh? den why he put that pic as primary pic?
me: not him laa!! confirm!
-went to search for the REAL "huang" bei thought-
in the end, its not huang ok! its LEE! LOL.
then, bei snuggled close to me and goes "hee hee hee.. wo3 nong4 cuo4 le la.." and give the super shy and innocent look.
that's my lovely lil naughtie!
p.s dont provoke me.. if not, i post the pics up ahh! hahaha..

12:01 AM
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Monday, October 02, 2006
la-la-la

supposed to be out with bei today to catch jackie chan's new film--Rob-B-Hood. but, sunday's mahjong left us tired.. even my fingers are aching!! so, we postponed it to tmr.. but mum said she'll be cooking tmr and asked us to go on wed instead, cos she's working til late that day.. which was an expected response from her i know i'll get if i tell her i'll not be home for dinner tmr. and so, it's postponed to wednesday. but i'm very certain there wont be any more changes.. i cant wait to watch that movie with bei! i'm sure it gonna turn out nice.. andd, im gonna get that belt at far east! yess, the one to go with my beautiful dress.. heehee.. bei promised wisma.. =)) im sucha happy lil girl..

was feeling so lazy and lethargic in the morning.. so much so that i dont feel like going out for lunch.. so, decided to munch on bread for lunch and asked bei to buy over.. i was a lil shock to see the no. of plastic bags in his hand when he reached.. got his liang2 cha2, wanton mee, roti prata, and my favourite titbits from 7-11!! he certainly knows how to touch my heart.. he's sucha sweet bf... and, the titbits isn't cheap ok! it costs $3.60.. thanks so much sweetie =D you make my day.

it's always so good to have him with me.. even a dull afternoon with no activities on wont make me feel bored.. all i need is just to have him by my side.. even if it meant watching him play audition. i'm still happy. i smiled and cheered him on.. give him a peck on the face when he gets the 1st place.. i just love him so much!

he left at 7pm, to home for dinner.. my face was =(( it's ok.. he'll have dinner at my house tmr =D

ohya, yday after the chat with bei on the phone, i watched ai qing mo fa shi on channel 56 at 1.15am.. i swear its a super nice drama serial! i actually teared when i saw how shao wei acted.. was moved by his acting lar!! din know he can be so sentimental when acting.. haha.. cos always see his funny side.. gonna catch it this coming sunday again!

just now,

sis: papa, you still dont want to take down the flag ahh?
dad: -looks over to the opposite block- wait til that flag is taken down den i take down.. i wanna challenge with him see whose flag can stay on the longest..

LOL. totally right!!! my dad ahh.. super cute one.. i think it's just plain lazy on his part lor! still wanna find excuses to cover up..

he: am i still not good enough to you?
she: -pondered- and thought that no, he's very gd to her already. and can never ask for more.
sheloveshimeternity.

10:40 PM
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
la-la-la

we spent children's day playing mahjong.. this is the perfect leisure-luxury to spend time on.. provided you dont keep losing money and erupts the volcano within you.. haha..

we have a new mahjong fren today.. he's jarrel's fren lar actually.. wahh, lucky not that sideburn long long one hor bei?! if not we sure LOL. he's funny.. in the sense that, he's a lil slow when playing mahjong and his reactions are hilarious. when it's his turn, he'll stare and stare into blank space and remain silent for a moment before asking "my turn har?" LOL. then, the rest of us will burst out laughing.. it's ok.. at least he saved us the boredom of staying at home with nth to do.. andd, i won $11 =))

-her story-
perhaps she dont have the right to be wilful in circumstances she thought would turn out fine with some coaxing from him.
that was all she wanted.. but, it landed her into a situation she detests.
she hated to see him behaving that way.. cos, she's helpless.
now, she know that he dislikes it..
she had learnt her lesson..
she wont do it again..
all she can offer is an apology.
and she will shut her mouth from then on.

10:49 PM
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