You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Friday, October 27, 2006
la-la-la

at last, this brain-exhausting friday IN SCHOOL has ended.
today's a real tiring day.. oh my, i feel so worn out..

sch was supposed to end at 1pm, like i mentioned yday.. but we have make up lessons. anyways, bei came to my lecture hall to wait for me to end my lecture, after which we went to the food court opposite SIM for lunch. thanks bei for the choco =)) so sweet of you! it was my first time eating at that food court. we had chicken rice.. hmm, not too bad laa..

EAA lesson was H.E.L.L. seriously. i guess the BGS knew what my freaking problem was. or rather, the computer's AND the kuku ACCPAC program's problem. so irritating!! for the 2 hours lesson, i spent 1 hr 15 min (note: majority of the time) in shutting down my lappy, in an incorrect way to add. cos the freaking program hanged on me and totally lagged my com and refused to shut down. i did that for about 4 times. which means, i was switching my lappy on, waiting for the super-incooperative connection to get connected, praying that my program works, waiting for the lag in program, and shutting it down over and over again for 4 times. !!!! waste my time lar! by 315pm, i was already super pissed and pek cek. to make things worse, the teacher aint helping by saying some stupid things.. and "teaching" things which he OUGHT to teach right in the beginning, than to teach us only when we had completed the assignment. DUH right. i duno what's in his brain. i only know he was speech problem and should attend some pronounciation classes so that all of us can understand what he's trying to convey instantly, and not pondering for a few sec before getting what he wants to say. -_-" lucky the program works at around 330pm and i started to chiong the 2 assignments. glad i finished it. cos, we can only do work with that program IN SCHOOL. must have npnet. so bo liao. like that, how to practise at home? i have a bad bad premonition.

then, we had another make up lecture to attend. we were a lil late and so gotta occupy the first rows.. so difficult to concentrate there, cos too front le.. eyes and neck very pain, and uncomfortable. lucky the topic wasn't too hard to grasp. ended at 6pm sharp and waited for my dear boy to end his make up lect. soon after, he came..

kfc-ed for dinner. chatted about his friends' opinions of bgr. one commented that he(bei's friend) cant stick to his gf 24/7 like how bei and i are, cos he'll get sick of it. but i told bei that strangely, i dont have the sick-of-him feeling, really. i substantiated my statement with an obvious reason, and that is, even after both of us had put down the phone at night after our chat to go to sleep, i will miss him immediately and want/hope to see him right then at that moment. so she bu de.. and i'll call him with my hp to wish him gd night again, though i'd done so before ending the chat. i just wanted to hear his voice again. just like what i did yday.. it's a natural reaction from my heart. it just signalled my brain to pick up my phone and dial bei's no. wow, seems like my heart really loves you alot hur bei? hugs**

bei blushed when i told him that.. haha, silly boy. shy for what sia! thanks bei for not getting sick of me too =) ur promise means the world to me. i cherish it, i cherish you.

then, he told me another friend opened our 'love album' and saw our neoprints, and he commented "wah, you two very sweet leh.." =)) we are sweet. i really feel very fortunate to have bei.. cos, i feel that he's very different from all the other guys. cos to me, most of the guys will not really stick to their gfs like how bei always want to and most importantly, wont get sick of me. Most of the guys wont be this understanding like how bei does. and i know bei's love for me is real, and above everything else. i can feel it. i know he doesn't go for the physical conditions, like looks or figure (like what most guys go for). His love is genuine, so real that my heart can sense it. i really appreciate your love, baobei. it makes such a huge difference. eternity=you&me. i love you forever, and will never regret being with you. this i promise you. =D

saturday's tmr! weee... bugis bugis bugis. here we come. oh, but i'll miss swimming with bei. haha.

10:57 PM
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