You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Saturday, October 07, 2006
la-la-la

mahjong today for, ermm, around 8 hours.. keri joined us today! so, it was much better cos he's faster.. LOL. -shouts for seng!- when you can ahh seng ge?? haha.. guess today is the 2nd last mahjong session before school starts.. -sighs- anyways, my back was aching after the long hours of sitting.. i'm still the da4 ying2 jia1 for today! hehe.. won $16.30. good, it'll come handy on this coming wednesday =)))

surprised at his inability to control.. thought he had changed for the better.. but, hai.. why did he have to revert to his old ways? so unpleasant.. i think, they can actually help each other, just that they dont want to. so, why shld we care? we've done our part by 'banning' it, at least in front of us.. until this had to happen..

oh my.. my temper isn't getting any better.. you know how frustrated i can get when i changed my awful tiles to better ones and then ppl just win? my anger, actually, isn't directed at anyone.. just that, i feel frustrated.. just one more step and everything's done, but it all vanished in one go.. however, my anger doesn't last long.. i'll be fine after the whole mahjong session.. so, dont be mistaken..

even me myself cant comprehend why the aroused emotions within.. hai.. they seemed fervent.. but, i really dont wanna acknowlegde that.. if only i have the ability to "zheng1 yi4 zhi1 yan3, bi4 yi4 zhi1 yan3" i cant be so selfish, can i? i hope i have some kind of device to reduce my sensitivity glands.. magnanimous, i need you now.

had kfc for dinner with bei and keri. hey keri, thanks for the meal ya? it was so nice of you.. =) i was laughing like mad when keri told us about his classmates and his dad. LOL. his dad sure know how to reason with him! this guy is a generous soul.. so much so that he lend his irresponsible chairman $230! OMG.. better get back your money from her ok.. see you soon..

after the meal, walked back home with bei.. oh my.. the haze is getting worse.. the foggy-ness was so apparent that it would make us exclaim.. journey back home with bei was very heart-warming.. although its only a 10 min walk from NP to my house, bei made that 10 min so precious to me.. i was so reluctant to part with him when we reached my house. =(( hugged, sayanged, kissed, parted. miss my boy so much..

10:44 PM
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