11:30 PM
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okk, i take back my words.. maybe i dont love wednesdays that much.. cos i'm always eating lunch alone on this day... =(( how can you do this to me bei, when i made breakfast for you? haha jk..
it's another hour before bei's released from his lesson.. he msged me and told me his cma test marks. not bad baobei. =)) told u u were capable of that! work harder for this coming common tests alright!
my stomach's churning and churning non-stop. thanks to the dear auntie. i cant even finish my vegetarian bee hoon a while ago. i had no appetite, at all.
bei, i want to see ur STITCH look now. lol. my hp toy reminds me of you =D
i'm missing my naughtie HEAPS.
2:02 PM
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I FINALLY KNOW WHY I FOUND STEP-UP'S TYLER SO FAMILIAR!!
i kept telling bei "who ahh, he look like who ahh.. he look like one of the cast of one of the movies we watched!"
and TODAY, i FINALLY found the answer to my burning question. he acted in SHE'S THE MAN~! he was playing the role of Duke Orsino.. god, no wonder i found him so familiar!
man, i really want to watch step-up again! one more, two more, three more, and MORE AND MORE!!
12:14 PM
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currently, i'm cultivating a habit which i supposed is good especially now that common test is nearing. that is, to do the tutorials after that day's lecture. meaning, i complete next week's tutorials one week before. sounds good right.. but it proved to be super draining for my mind and soul. god, i need a breather!
yday's MA lecture was super demoralising. but after i'd figured out the figures while waiting for sweetie, i found more confidence in doing the sums. i started the tutorial in school at about 4.15pm, but only managed to finish it up at 11.30pm. of cos, there were breaks in btw like journey back home, bathe, walk to bei's house, read thru 8 Days, glanced at bei while he was training, dinner, tv and so on. yaa.. so i only consumed about 3 hours for it. hmm, but still seems so long for me. i've got valid reasons laa.. just imagine doing my tutorial while bei and his younger bro is beside me playing audition! concentration span reduced by 50%! his brother is constantly probing me as to "Priscilla jie jie, what time you finishing?" "going to finish already har?" "this one very easy hor? only plus and minus only.." while i was doing the MA flexible budget's variance. TOTALLY CUTE LA~! so, that explains why i took a longer time to complete the work.
i was totally exhausted after doing it. laid on bei's bed while the both of them continued playing with their game, completely engrossed in it. i sacrificed my routine night activity of bloghopping, blogging and so on. but i'm glad i did the work =)) so that i have ample time to practice on past year papers..
am in fmgt's tutorial class now. the rest of the class are presenting their fmgt project while the 3 of us who'd done the HK project are relaxing! hahaha. okk, gonna stop this long post now.
i love wednesdays!!
11:20 AM
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i'm so demoralised right now, just like how my BGs are feeling. yes, the cause of it all-MA! it's the first module for common test next saturday.. it consists of 7 topics!! MY GOD. siao or what?! despite having very little time to study for this FIRST paper, the topics are not cut down! and MA is the most irritating module i've ever studied, ever since Cost-Accounting. GIVE ME A BREAK! the lecturer still dare to say "I assure you that your concern (that there are too many topics and too little time), is also our (the lecturers/tutors') concern." and what she did was to ONLY tell us that today's lecture is important. -_-" i'm going bonkers!
3:48 PM
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met baobei at 11am today. first thing i saw him, i praised his neat and handsome look. cos his hair was sooooo SHUAI LA!! lol.. (bei must be smiling so happily now. WAHAHA)
promised to treat him to Jack's today.. we treat today as our advance celebration for our 17th month. it was still a happy one for us though it wasn't on the actual day =)) however, as we were pressed for time, we decided to try the Chicago's Steak House at Cineleisure, only to know that their kitchen has some problems and so, cant serve any customers. so, we went to Jack's as planned.
superb lunch, as usual =)) today's dessert is ICE-CREAM! weee... both of us finished it up. and it's bei's fav flavour! had a couple of sip of the coffee and rushed back to cine for our movie.
STEP UP is great!! it's a wonderful movie... really! i feel like dancing all over again after watching the movie. the dance moves are so cool and nice! and, the male lead is gorgeous! my god, i told bei that next time we should name our son "Tyler" so that he'll be as talented as the Tyler in the movie-Step Up. LOL. the fusion of music in the movie is simply awesome! they blend in hip hop into ballet/classics! how cool is that! oh man, i feel like watching it again... thanks bei for the movie =))
saw quite a few pretty dresses today, but din try them. actually bei wanted to buy me one at cine, but i dont want to, cos cant try. its ok, new year's approaching.. i will get dresses for this coming new year! bei like to see me in dresses har? hee..
time is zooming past as every min spent with my love. it's nearing 545pm, where i'm supposed to meet my mum and sis for dinner. i duno why the sudden surge of emotions.. i teared like a waterfall, and bei had to hug and coax me for a long time. i myself wondered why the fervent emotions.. hai.. i must have missed bei so much. i cant bear to part with him. and i'm worried of him. scared my boy not being careful when crossing the road and lots more. i duno why i was so worried. =(( sorry baobei for making you sad sad, cos you saw me crying until so ke lian. i couldn't control. if i could, i wouldn't want it to affect you.. thanks for coming up the escalator =) i knew you would. my instinct told me you would. thanks baobei.. i know you were worried about me too. ur hug warms me. i love you.
reached miramar hotel and waited for 6pm where the buffet starts. eat and eat and eat. the salmon sashimi is so so fresh! -thumbs up- but the place is too small. they should expand it.. so that more customers can enjoy the food in there, without having to book 3 weeks in advance. now, can you imagine how good their business is? eat until my wound hurt.. (oops bei going to scold me le.. ) actually i din eat alot.. but i duno why it hurt so much. even during the journey back home in the cab, it hurt like mad. i couldn't breathe properly. and my irritating sister kept on provoking my laughters. so bad, my wound so pain still wanna add more agony to it. anyway, thanks mummy for the treat! not cheap, $30+++ per person. i guess all 3 of us enjoyed the meal!
i'm missing my boy truckloads now. i cant wait for tmr to come, so that i can get to see him. my sayangs! thanks baobei for acc-ing me to chinatown and alight with me, for fear that i might get lost. i'm really touched. no words can expressed my happiness and the warmth i felt in the heart. thanks for every actions of urs. thanks for loving me, like how i love you. oh boy, i cant live without you. =)
10:08 PM
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supposed to be at mac doing my RFA revision paper in the afternoon. but bei and i thought that it'll be a waste of our money (bus fare) and time (journey) to and fro. so we settled at his house, which eliminated the 2 factors, to finish our planned task.
first instance i stepped into his room, i complained of the messiness and untidyness which i'd warned him about. this boy of mine ahh.. so lazy! refuse to take in the "lectures" i've given you right, naughty boy.. so i rebuked him, and totally refused to speak to him, with my aim of wanting him to reflect upon himself.
in the end, this pig of mine WENT TO SLEEP! nvm, optimism alerted me that, i can do my revision paper in peace, without his jokes and silly faces disturbing me. and so, i was disciplined enough to complete the whole set. when i finished, he was STILL sleeping. what a pig.. haha..
when he woke up, he gave me a very ke lian look.. so i went over to sayang my naughty boy.. told him gently that he must be more tidy in the future.. so let's see if he will learn his lesson.
had dinner over there. i wanted ice-cream.. so bei brought me down =)) together with his 2 younger siblings. i held his brother's hand while he held his sister's. felt so at ease with them. they're like my very own siblings to me!
so we're happy little kids enjoying our ice-cream while watching tv.. thanks to bei again! you always let me have my way with food, dont you? =)) muacks**
common test time-table is out.. quite alright laa.. my ONLY complaint is that, 3 out of 4 papers are in the afternoon! man.. what a time.. gonna start banging on revisions already. so from next weekends onwards, no fun time anymore =( the worst thing is, our 17 month falls in the week of common test. double BOOS! cannot celebrate on actual day =((( we shall have an advance celebration then. i love you bei.
tmr : 1st part of the day will be with my love for a movie til evening. and 2nd part of the day will be with mum and sis for buffet at mirama hotel. mum offerred to treat!!!! weee... japanese food, here i come.
baobei, must have dinner tmr ok? please be a good boy. bei sayangs you. =D will definitely miss you lots. DRINK MORE WATER.
12:32 AM
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work today was SHAG. bei and i were really drained.. with our limbs aching, stomach growling.. we din have lunch.. and we only had dinner at freaking 845pm. reached the place at 1040am for briefing.. so we worked for a good 8 hours, where we commenced at 12pm. FATIQUE IS OVERCOMING ME NOW! if u think the survey job was easy, you can slash that idea off ur mind. cos, it's ANYTHING BUT EASY. the product-jasmine green tea actually isn't an uncommon drink. the difficult part of today's job scope was that, the targeted consumers has to be within 25 to 44 years old. HOW TO FIND TELL ME! its not easy... things started to worsen when the age group was raised to 30 and above in the late evening. i was on the verge of giving up, and just wanted to pack and go. serious.
what's worse was, we had 5 samples today! the week we worked was 3 samples and we wanted to die already laa.. now add 2 more. SIAO. even i was tired of asking the llllooooonnnnggggg questionairre, much less the respondents. but i'm still glad those whom we have interviewed were glad to help us =)) bei even interviewed one of my primary sch teacher! sucha coincidence.. the last indian couple especially, was so helpful. right bei?
WEISENG!! so happy to see you there laa!! u din even notice us ahh.. so bad.. lucky guowen never wear the same shirt as you, if not sure very funny. LOL. someone the hair style until so nice hor seng ge? hahaha.. u take care too!
anyways, the feeling of getting our pay at the end of the day felt great. we worked hard for it. we sacrificed lunch-time for it. it's our hard-earned money. so, lucky tmr dont needa go back.
yes, i've decided to devote my sunday to RFA practice papers, instead of going out for a movie. i'm feeling the stress and urgency already.. common tests is just a mere 2 weeks away. how to enjoy weekends peacefully now, tell me!
my wound hurts.. sobs.. should've spared a thought for my wound and leave when it was aching. =(
bei commented my nose is small.. lol.. it's not the first time already.. so, he must have felt that it's really small for him to comment on it several times. haha.. but i dont think it's small..
i shall have a good rest tonight.. -yawns-
12:04 AM
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i'm in a more relaxed mood now =)) cos i completed my RFA and Audit tutorials for next week in sch just now. and i'd just finished the audit collection cycle. YAY! means, i'm only left with RFA practice paper.. this is sucha great feeling! completing tutorials even before the weekends are here. so, i think i can work in peace tmr! people, rmb to come down to help us ok? thanks in advance.
ATTENTION to BGs and TA09 peeps (if u happened to pass by),
Mr Andre, our audit tutor says that the collection cycle dont need to pass up by next tutorial. but if u have done them and are not very certain of ur answers, he can help u to look through. but, it'll be good to prepare them beforehand. the 10% comprises of many other cycles other than this collection cycle that we're given now. So, this cycle is just the beginning of the many other cycles that we're going to have.
the food has finally taken effect on bei's weight! he has gained a good 2 kg, which made me very happy. BUT, his little tummy is emerging!! LOL. so unlikely and funny to see a tummy of a skinny boy. so bei, gotta train to flatten it alright? haha.. i do like ur new frame though =P -winks-
8:22 PM
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I'M VERY VERY VERY FULL NOW! ahhhh.. blame it on bei's efforts. LOL. had lunch with my boy after my lecture.. i had ban mian, with all the soup drank up, 5 small wantons and a cup of drink. after that, bei wanted to patronise his frens' IS stalls at blk 83 to support them. so, we bought nachos and one cheese hotdog. GOSH! tell me how can i not be full?!
he just went for his lecture.. decided not to clash cos i wanna do my tutorials.. this week gonna be so busy cos we have extra things to do- Audit collection cycle and RFA practice paper. just the RFA practice paper alone can take up a handful of hours. we must complete the income statement, balance sheet, statement of changes in equity and notes mind you!! that's alot you know.. -faints- i dont have it with me right now, so i can only work on my RFA and audit tutorials. i NEED to complete them fast. i always believed in resting during the weekends, or at least have a day free from all the tutorials.
there's work for bei and i tmr.. YES, IT'S CONFIRM! i'm not excited by the way. so people, if you are passing by SOMERSET/TOWN area TOMORROW, please kindly come and do us a favour =))
oh man, mirama hotel for buffet on monday? ka-ching wanted!!
oh ya bei, congrats on being selected in 1 of the 40 people for IAP. =)) i'm so so proud of you. perform well and get a good grade alright? u must be so happy cos there's no 5 modules for exam and all. lol.
i shall go back to my tutorials now. they're unhappy already. lol.. take care all.. enjoy ur weekends!
3:09 PM
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i went "SHIT!" several times when i discovered myself in PURPLE-the holy colour.. cos, today is THURSDAY! for those who have been reading my blog consistently should have known the reason.. man, i was hoping she wont call on purple, cos i seemed to be the only one in her fav colour. -_-" i was lucky enough to escape through..
MA tutorial was in a fluster laa! basically cos i had to amend my ans in excel, which proved to be cumbersome, like VERY. rushed and rushed and rushed.. i was in sucha hurry that my slip-ins slipped off my feet and i had to U-turn to get it back. can u imagine how embarrassing it was? but heck, my mind was all on excel. other than that, the tutorial was basically alright.. able to handle most of the qns, soo =) but i still dislike the module.
being in the level 5's printing room always make me boil.. besides the technical fault that the printer was 'capable' of (being paper jammed for god-knows-how-many times!), the people in the room had to be SO irritating to yak and yak non-stop. it's ok if they contain the NOISE(yes, not sound) to themselves, but they had to spread it to the whole room. as if they were not audible enough. totally irritating.. and i was super pissed with people like them who are so so so inconsiderate. my brows were furrowed for 9/10 of the time. but anyways, i'm glad that there's completeness in printing, that is, everything that needs to be printed is printed. heh! putting my auditing into gd use here.. haha..
lunched and went for lecture. so glad that bei was by my side all the while, from 1230pm after my class ended til lunch til audit lect. =)) thanks bei for forgoing ur gym-training time to acc me =)
audit lect started with anxiety cos of meiyan's supposedly lost ex-link. LOL. BGs ahhh.. so bad to pull a trick on her BIG day. haha, but we had fun, din we? ah yan, 3 h***s laa!! LOL. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, once again!
went to bei's house for dinner, since my mum decided not to cook.. yumyum! i drank 3 bowls of soup! lucky i was persistent enough to finish my next week's fmgt tut.. cos i reckon this weekend is gonna be so so busy with work on. =(
bei's siblings came back home from their aunt's house. and the house was instantly filled with their lively voices.. bei's bro was so helpful laa.. i wanted to go for my nature's call. then his bro helped me to wash the floor clean, and guess what he did. he helped me to WIPE the wet toilet seat!! initially, i still thought he himself was answering to nature's call. LOL.
me: ni wei she me yao ma? (why do you want to wipe it?)
him: ying wei shi shi ma, wo bang ni ma den ni jiu ke yi zuo le. (i helped you to wipe the seat cos it's wet. like that you can sit on it already.)
SO GOOD LAA! haha.. like i said, he's adorable, with endless of questions. lol.
tmr's a short day.. with only 2 lessons.. but bei's going to have a loooooooonnngg day which will only end at 5pm. i shall do my tutorials, so as to have an enjoyable weekend ahead!
11:48 PM
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i love love love wednesdays!! i was in sucha good mood, even in the morning.. made breakfast for bei =)) it was a surprise for him.. cos i thought of it last night but kept it from him. from his expression of shock, i knew he was in for it. heh! my surprise and 'hard' work earned a hug from him =)) totally worth it. especially when he claims he like it. most imptly, it filled his stomach in the morning!
EAA lesson was, basically very slack laa.. as our presentation was over, all we had to do was to sit back and enjoy the other presentations that were yet to be done. quite boring though.. cos almost all the groups had the same main ideas.. so, i regretted a lil not bringing my lappy.. but on second thoughts, lucky i din! cos, the cons outweigh the pros. LOL. okk, i'm weak, and i dont wan to add on bei's burden with my heavy lappy.
EAA lesson ended at 10am. was totally bored laa.. cos had nth to do.. so just flip thru some of my notes and look. when it finally ended, fmgt commenced.. classwork then tutorials.. the usual routine. i totally love FMGT laa! doing the sums gives you a high motivation cos, they seemed easy and we're able to do them! weee... nice module!
ohh ya, i din mention bei msged me shortly after he reached his class to tell me his 3pm tutorial is cancelled. CANCELLED!! so happy laa! means no need to go back to sch after our lunch at Botak Jones. =)) yes, i brought my love to try out the yummy western food at clementi! glad that he found it nice! but expected, he found the fries too spicy. lol.. so both of us had a wonderful lunch!
dinner was over at bei's house. yumyum.. we had 'bee chai bak' which my family always pronounced it in the wrong way as 'meetamak' (bestie, dont laugh!), and still think it's the correct way to name it. LOL. the one bei's mother cooked is so healthy! woots, i love it.
bei's brother so cute laa! really very cute! he's soo naughty and talkative, JUST LIKE MY BOY! that's why i think we 'click' very well. i treat him like my own younger bro.. simply adorable! bei, he's ali-atak just like you! hee hee.. the way he talk, sit, all the pattern, like photostated from u. like i said, i can see ur shadow in him. lol. we had a fun time in bei's room with his bro, watching him play audition and hear his occassional complaints about losing money. that's how kids are.. so carefree.. so innocent.
bei, breakfast again for you tmr alright? but promise you'll be a good boy. =D
11:33 PM
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BAOBEI!! test finally over le right?!! wahh, ke lian de wo wait until 715pm. -sobs- so funny lor you.. last min go change ur ans! hahaha.. FIXED COSTS is going to 'haunt' you til the day u get ur results. LOL. but i think the variable per unit qn, you might be right. haha.. anyway, it's over! so, its ok if u've done ur best =)) my target for u is at least 15/20. i'm SURE u can do it.. so dont worry! *beisayangyouforworkinghard* =D
the bus and mrt journey home today was super hilarious and FUN! bei and i were laughing non-stop la!! we're too playful! so much so that i think we attracted stares in the train. -oops- but, i enjoyed myself a whole lot! so fun to make ur face 'jiao jiao' lehh baobei! ur reaction so adorable.. ooooooohh i LIKE! wahaha..
mum called when i was reaching home.. she said the fried rice she cooked was too much (or so she THOUGHT) for me, so she asked if bei wanna have some. i agreed readily considering the fact that his mum din cook and he has nth to eat except maggi which i know he doesn't like. in the end, i thought the quantity of fried rice was not that much for me.. but if she were to separate into 2 portions, i'm certain bei wont have enough.. so i gave him my share as well, and i had maggie for dinner. bei, touched or what? LOL. =)) dont worry laa.. u must feel fortunate that ur gf likes maggie so much! it's fine with me for having maggie as dinner, really. nv bluff, ok? -smiles- i rather u have the rice, so that u'll be so full that i can touch ur tummy, which i totally love. *muacks*
bei's so gd to me! haha.. random sentence.. but i really feel it. =D
in love with the white dress*
10:31 PM
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second post of the day.. pardon me.. i'm too bored, seriously.
just completed my MA tutorial for next week!! WEEE! =DD this feeling's so good.. cos it means 1 tutorial down for me to do during the weekends! yippie! so after completing it, i have nth else to do.. cos, the rest of the lectures haven teach yet. how to do?!
another 30 min before bei's released from the exam hall. god, am wondering how's he managing over there. he better dont get mix up the MOH and period costs!
time, please pass fast!!
6:24 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEI's BROTHER, WEN XING! (haha though i'm very certain he wont get to see this..) help me convey to him ok bei?
still in sch now though my lesson's over. scream YAY, that tuesday is OVER! woots.. i love wednesday!! anyways, my precious is having a test later at 515pm. so being the usual gd gf (erhem.. hahaha), i'm going to wait for him til 645pm. oh my, i'm gonna be so bored..
but i decided to utilise the time productively to do my MA tut. woots, so hardworking ahh. it's NEXT week's tutorial. no choice laa, gonna wait for my boy. what to do?
gonna bring bei to Botak Jones TMR! weeee!! so nice, i'm thinking of the fries now already. yumyum~ hope he'll find it nice. =))
dinner will be at around 8 plus after i reached home and bathed later. god, that's like another 4 more hours~!! i'm going to be starved.. shall buy some finger food to keep myself awake and alive. LOL. soo, naughty bei! you got to do ur best and get a good grade as a form of compensation! not too much to ask for right.. haha..
i really wish you'll find it alright ok.. will be waiting for you.. do ur best. =) -beicheersyouon-
4:39 PM
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it's so unusual to be wearing a cardigan during the night, while watching tv and enjoying leisure time with my family.. it's the later part of the year, which means, more rainy days.. and the night can be so cold that my hands are reaching out for my cardigan almost naturally. even my dad who always bare his upper body went to put on a shirt.
dad voiced out a shocking suggestion while watching tv earlier on. he suggested having a family chalet cum bbq. FAMILY!! woots.. we were all awed by it laa, seriously. since when dad wanted a family thing.. lol. but, i felt a tinge of warmth in my heart. i thought it was a good idea! family bonding.. sounds great to me! so i'm tagged with the task to find out the prices and all.. dad said a good time would be during next year's new year.. i hope this plan will be carried out! =))
WANG REN FU BECOME DADDY ALREADY! another shocking news. but, i felt happy for him. cos it has always been his dream to have a family of his own during recent years. saw his happy and blissful smile in the newspaper, with him still clad in the attire he's supposed to wear into the emergency room (er, those that surgeons normally wear, if you get what i mean), to witness the whole process of his wife-to-be's delivery and holding a book that has the footprint of his daughter. awwww.. so heart-warming! his smile seems so genuine.. really hope he'll have a wonderful family ahead of him. but i still want to hear him sing!!
10:20 PM
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change of plan-- no more library=no more pasta..
nvm, can save money.. wahahaha..
my boy's having flu and cold, probably due to the super freezing temperature at mac yday. so we decided to study in-door, to prevent his condition from deteriorating.
my oh my, bei's always getting sick when the exams/tests are near.. take good care ok bei? i will now encourage you to drink more liang cha! cos they really do wonders to you.
my back's aching, after finishing the slides for tmr's EAA presentation. stupid teacher told us it's our project. but, it'll only contribute towards our participation marks. -_-"
and tmr's tuesday again, which i totally hate. =(
my boy's beside me studying now. he's occassionally turning into a retard while studying cos he'll suddenly sing to me, and make funny faces, actions and sounds. can somebody save him? LOL. now, he's showing his vampire teeth. -faints- get serious boy!!
anyway, i hope the paper will be manageable for him tmr. *godbless*
4:12 PM
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bei just bought me strawberry milkshake! *loves*
and i'm enjoying the drink now, while completing my MA tutorial.
it's freeeeezzzziiiinnnnnnggggg cold here and i'm still drinking chilled drink. god, i feel like i'm at the north pole now. serious, we're shivering, like mad.
i spent hours on MA tutorial which requires using excel. i'm on qn 5 now but i decided to digress. i really wish we're doing smth else now instead of burying ourselves in studies.
common test in a few more weeks time. gonna feel the stress coming back again. bless us.
tmr's destination--woodlands library. yay, i might be having my pasta for lunch! =))
bei, jia you jia you! you can do it de! bei support you.. some encouragement for you =) hope it'll motivate you further.
okk, i shall get back to work now. -sobs-
5:27 PM
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i wish my saturday was more fun.. a movie would be great.. but, bei and i devoted this day to revision and tutorials respectively. since the survey job was postponed to next sat (which i hope it will be confirmed), i had no reason to forsake my tutorials. boring i know. but what can i do.. my dear boy has a test this coming tuesday.. of cos i'm all for it when he decides to study. so dont worry bei, i understand =)) moreover, it's CMA that's gonna be tested. double boring.
i was practically taking my own sweet time to do the assignments.. cos i've got 3 days to spread over the workload since bei will be studying for these 3 days. auditing first.. next was FMGT and finally RFA. quite happy with myself cos i'm only left with MA.
yeap, so i have MA and EAA's presentation to occupy me tmr.. what about monday? haha,guess i gotta find some interesting things to entertain myself. in the meantime, jia you bei! you can always ask me when in doubt. cos i've been through that. =)
bei's daddy bought dinner for us (bei's siblings, bei and i). it was so much fun eating with them, especially with bei's siblings. his bro's so helpful and adorable. he even scoop the noodles into my plate for me! and poured water for us. just yesterday i was over at bei's house too and i saw everything was so neat and tidy. at first, i thought that it was all the mum's hardwork. who knows, it turned out to be his brother's effort! and it's REALLY neat, like spick and span, spotlessly clean! i wish bei had half his brother's patience in doing so.. cos i'm always complaining to bei of how messy his room is. yes bei, please learn from your brother. =D
thanks for the blueberry cake bei. =))
it was, nonetheless, a happy day for me..
cos as long as bei's with me, i'll be smiling from my heart.
11:51 PM
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always dont like to say.. claiming you forget and everything. i've heard it umpteen times and i'm tired of it. seriously. i so wanna "THANK" you for forgetting.. i shall also "forget to tell you" everytime about anything so that you'll know how i always feel. it's sure "GOOD".
you dont understand my feelings.. always telling me things only after they happen for a long time. they may be small and trivial things, but they matter to me. cant you just remember them for like ONCE? tit for tat. dont make me do that.
you say you din do anything and why am i still angry. it's precisely because you DIDN'T do anything (or rather the things you should do but forget to) that's why i'm angry. do you get it? will you ever get it??
my mood's bad. dont make it go up a level. i had enough.
2:15 PM
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have no time for cards and all, so i just sent her a msg with every word meant from my heart. =)
got a pleasant shock this morning when i saw bei strolling over to me.. we were wearing the same T-shirt!! yes, the one i bought for him (and myself) at HK. lol.. what a coincidence! duno why it made bei so happy. lol..
FMGT lecture was alright. the lecturer is quite good cos she explains the concepts very well, as in, very understandable to me. but, her only problem is that she likes to call on ppl to ans the lecture exercise qns. i shall correct myself, she likes to call on ppl who are wearing PURPLE cos it's her fav. colour. -_-" and she just told us today her 2nd fav. colour is YELLOW. godd, i will avoid wearing this 2 colours at all cost on every thursday, especially purple! cos i dont seem to have any yellow top. so BGs, lets remind one another not to wear her fav colour on thursday!!
p.s why dont she tell us the colour she dislike the most? if so, i will SURE wear that colour for her lesson. LOL.
MA tutorial was kinda alright too.. cos the qns were do-able. not that stress anymore.. but still, i dont like her lesson, AND the module itself. the only thing i was waiting for was, for MA tut to end earlier.. cos, my stomach's growling!! i only had a packet of HL milk for breakfast. =(
so, i was super happy and excited when the lesson ended.. hahaha.. cos, we're going to.....
BOTAK JONES!!! (note my euphoria!) hahaha.. cos i've been hearing how nice the food is from people and today's the first time for me, meiyan, peiling and chia yun to taste it. =D
Finally a pic of us BGs. FULL ATTENDANCE!! =D practically i think all of us looked so ____ (whatever) cos we're famished and cant wait to dig right into our food before us! haha.. i looked so cock in the pic laa.. nonetheless, my fish n chips is NICE! i love their fries!! it's like, they added some spices onto it, making the whole taste soo different!
auditing lect was ridiculous. why? cos we ended late though we only have 24 slides. -_-" all thanks to alvin kuek's stories. he forever has stories to tell.. they dont seem to end.. he even danced during the break while promoting his club "shaky boogie yippie" or smth like that. lol. i really wish my auditing tutor is him!
11:23 PM
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dad was telling me and my sis that the GST will be increased to 7% next year.. and so, all the expenditure like food will surely be priced higher. god.. it's not as if we're printing money you know.. bit by bit, it increase til 7%. -faints-
dad was so funny.. my younger sis went to feed her hamsters.. den dad said "she (my younger sis) siao liao ahh.. keep talking to hamsters.." LOL. laughed til my stomach ached.
dad forever has comments on singing competition shows like Project Superstar, Spore Idol, bla bla. he goes on and on.. without stopping until he really has nth to comment about. funny dad.. think maybe he needs a 24hr talking companion. LOL.
had a relaxing evening with bei. =)) my baby.. forever so tired hor? i simply love your company!
yay, bei's coming over for dinner tmr! =D yippie.. super happy!
between, my friends are selling cheap DIY accessories at www.beadsgenetic.blogspot.com. Do drop by their blog to have a look! the DIY stuff are really nice! give them ur support! thanks in advance.
10:07 PM
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i think i mentioned before that i hate tuesdays.. and lucky, tuesday is over for this week!!
EAA was, as usual, boring and overwhelmed with i-dont-know-what-the-teacher-is-talking feeling.. seriously, i think 8/10 of the class dont understand what he's trying to convey. -dots- doesnt he even know how to outline the presentation scope clearly to us? i guess the ppl around me were in doubt, exactly like i do. -_-" if my wish can be granted, i would want a change of BOTH my EAA and Auditing tutors. i really want to!
MA lecture zoomed past... information overload.. but was able to comprehend. needed to wait til 5pm for the TOP ceremony to begin..
i'm so so glad my parents forked out time to attend this ceremony. it means alot to me. their presence simply makes me feel so good. i have good parents whom i love dearly! dad was complimenting the food at canteen one and the cheap-ness of it. LOL. typical of my daddy. he goes "wahh, the food here so cheap hor!" every now and then. the food impressed him and so he was a happy dad. =)
next time if my child ever gets to receive any prize for his/her academic achievements, i will sure be there to support him/her.. i know i'll be soo proud of my child then. bei, must also fork out time ahh.. =D hahaha, still long laa.. what am i thinking of..
the ceremony was boring yet funny. boring part is when we have to wait for all the recipients to go up on stage to get their 'prize'. funny part was definitely the part when Mr Alvin Quek came out to DANCE! he's still so hyper and humourous. i would say he isn't suitable for hip hop dance.. lol.. cos, he just looks weird to me when he's moving his body. but, no doubt his performance brought the whole audience to laughter! the guy beside me was laughing at Mr Alvin too. he's one of his students and both of us just cant stop laughing at his actions.
THANKS bei for waiting for me! i believed you had used the time productively in training ur body ya? yes, i saw the NEW bulging muscles on ur arm. -wink- and wow, you can run 5 rounds now!! maybe next tuesday you can accomplish 8 rounds? haha.. i'm so proud of you boy!
tiring yet satisfied evening. =))) mum saved my cravings for ice-cream by buying Magnum!! woots.. since a long time i ate ice-cream. yummy!
tmr's a short day. only having FMGT tutorial and that's it. gotta wait for bei to end lesson at 4pm, which means, i'll be having lunch by myself. -sobs- unless again, my fmgt tutorial ends early. i hope it does!! gonna find some stuff to occupy myself..
bei, rmb what you have to do every night ya? =)
10:21 PM
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bei's shoes got stolen. shit the bloody stealer!! i shan't curse him/her but i do wish karma gets back at him/her. retribution does exists!
now then i know that obtaining 4 director's list can get you a university admission. i've always thought that it will be good to have one because it means you're above others to stand a better chance to enter university. i never thought 4 of it can mean so much! i shall work really really hard to obtain the last one cos i hope my previous efforts wont go to waste. i will continue to strive hard! Jiayou Priscilla! and baobei!! you've got ur 1st one, let's work towards our goal together!
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i'm a very weird person. i duno why am i doing this to myself. to create this unbalance in my heart. i know it will affect me a little though i'm sure i'll get over it soon. but i still insisted in knowing. because knowing it actually untangles this certain knot in my heart. i know it's worth it. it's worth all my temporary sadness rather than experiencing the mandatory agony if i din know it. i wasn't too affected by your answer, because i already knew that. i was only afraid of another name that you'll disclose, one which i think you din tell me, or that i'm unaware of it. in the end, i was still hit by it. i duno why the impact was so great. perhaps that very name is able to cause or stir this sudden emotions within me. i daren't say the name in front of you everytime cos i'm afraid it'll remind you of the times u had. i din want myself to get inflicted with the painful memories. i know what's the feeling like. i know it all, so clearly. i'm sorry i'm a very selfish lover. i want/pursue perfections. that's why even a minor imperfection can affect me in any way. or maybe because you're very significant to me in my heart. i want you to belong to me only, not that i'm possessive though. just that, i want to make sure it's only me who's in your heart and no other memories of you with anyone else. i'm sorry. it wont affect our relationship, really. i just wanted to know, though i already have the answer to my own question. i just wanted to 'confirm'. i dont mind your past at all. and i'm thankful to you for not minding mine either. it's the present we should look forward too, and not brooding over the past. i cherish you, alot alot. i just hope this love of ours wont falter in any point of time, because i want to grow old with you. =))
thanks baobei for everything. you mean the world to me.
10:38 PM
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it's 4.04pm now. am waiting for the time to strike 5pm.. yes, the talk at freaking 5pm. -bored-
just had my lunch with bei, over at the food court at SIM. chicken rice-d and wanton-ed. yummy! we had a late lunch.. cos bei was working on his presentation slides while i did RFA and MA. i have sucha great sense of achievement upon completing MA tutorials. i actually know how to do all the sums! Cheers! but i din do the classwork, cos my stomach was calling for food already. shan't torture my stomach and so decided to go for lunch.
we had some laughter over bei's talk on the different patterns of leg shakings. LOL.
today actually din have to come sch for IS! the teacher's email was unclear lar! she din specify the groups to come. its ok, since bei and i utilised the time to do the progress update for her and modified and enhanced our online biz blog. great, there's no IS next mon too! and for the following mondays i think since ours is more or less completed. double YAY!
okk, gotta go acc my precious before he gets real bored.. =))
"hmm, i din want people to snatch you away ma.."
what a sweet tongue. <3
4:09 PM
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it's unusual of me waking up early on a saturday morning. i found it strange too.. i couldn't get myself back to sleep. so i got up and when i was about to slump onto my sofa for some entertaining shows on scv, i realised the tv is spoilt. yeahh, i saw dad 'repairing' it yday.. i have no idea what's wrong with it.
i needed to do smth, rather than sitting idly on the sofa to pass time. so, i took out my tutorials.. hahaha.. productive laa, good. so i completed auditing and fmgt tutorials in around 2 hours? cos my mum and sis were sitting with me on the dining table and i joined in some of their conversations here and there. mum was like "wahh, nan2 de2 you3 zhe4 ge4 ji1 hui4 zhuo4 xia4 lai2 gen1 ni3 men2 jiang3 hua4". haha ok, for the benefit of han yu pin yin illiterate like bestie (HAHA!), it means, such a hard to come by opportunity to sit down together and chat with you girls.
i din want to touch on MA and RFA yet. my brain signals to me that i need a break. so, gonna complete them tmr since there's ample time in sch while waiting for a talk which starts at freaking 5pm when my IS ends before 12pm!
okk, bestie, jarrel&gf and bei are coming for mahjong later. infact, we meet at 1pm which is now. but, i know they will be late... hope we have an enjoyable session later!
1:00 PM
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Yes, Happy 16th Month to us!!
We saw this pretty christmas tree outside Paragon. it reminds me that Xmas is COMING! bei, we're gonna get the hats this year alright? *loves*
My naughtie!
while waiting for the rain to stop..
our reflection. saw it?
*Memorable Day-11.11.06*
12:11 AM
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Happy 16th Month to Bei and I!! <3
early in the morning received a lovely msg from bei wishing us a happy 16th month.. i was still in lala~ land then.. strangely, he woke up earlier than i do.. lol.. excited or what? =)
met him at 1215pm and headed to somerset. my stomach was growling along the way.. reached somerset to find that the weather is bad, cos it's going to rain.. so, we went to eat Jack's Place first instead of buying the movie tix. The lunch was, as usual, super yummy. but today's was a lil better bcos the baked potato was super soft (in fact, the softest i've ever eaten in Jack's), the ribeye steak was a fairly larger portion+it's 'just nice' softness AND the side vegetable was our all-time favourite. woots! so delicious.. to add, the dessert was one that we'd never eaten before! fruits! nicee!
it was raining when we finished our meal.. so, we headed to Heeren.. HMV-ed, walk-ed and cam-whored. check out the rain and it's STILL raining. so, gotta contain ourselves in heeren so as not to get drenched. when it finally ceased a lil, we went to Cineleisure.. yes, to buy our tix~! chose Material Girls over DOA.
the movie was average.. so, did we make the right choice? lol.. hilary and haylie duff do resembles!
caught STITCH! weee.. so cute.. they always remind me of bei. so, i decided to hang it on my hp. so that i'll think of bei's funny and cute expression whenever i see it. i hope no one will catch me smiling to myself like an idiot. haha.. thanks bei!
saw lijin at wisma. wow, it was such a surprise.. i haven seen her for so so long.. she asked me why my voice was like that.. sobs.. think my throat's not getting any better.. anyways, nice to see you girl! stay happy with your boy ya? take care.. =D
acc-ed bei to LJS for his dinner. i had nth except a few fries.. dont have any appetite.. hmm, or maybe it was due to my throat condition.. bei was like "you eat all the fries laa.." and whispered to himself "then you'll get fatter." but i heard him. siao ting tong!! i still not fat enough ahh bei?
reached my doorstep and bei was reaching his hands out for the 'love letter' which i'm supposed to give him. but i refused since he has been such a naughty boy today.. and so, he refused to leave too, even when he's in the lift.. haha.. wanted to slip it into his back pocket but he noticed it.. which made him smile happily. <3
to bei:
Happy 16th Month to us once again. =)) i enjoyed myself today.. and thanks for bringing this baobei of urs to her favourite restaurant. she's over the moon, really. thanks for making her laugh, making her day full of joy. she hopes you like the poem she'd written for u. =)) shelovesyouforever**
16 and still counting on. <3
10:25 PM
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i'm at bei's house now.. waiting for him to get his ass to his bathroom for a refreshing bath.. he's supposed to be bathing now after shitting, but he came back in to the room to train his body. lol.. he's so into training nowadays.. is it cos baobei want me to say he's fit rather than complimenting other guys' physique? lol. anyways, i made it very clear to him that i DONT mind his present built, so he doesn't need to go crazy about toning or building up his muscles.. but i guess all guys are like that, no? he said "i want to train fitter so that i can protect you."
haha.. it's not as if you cant protect me now right? i like you, in any form, any built. just that, your heart remains true to me. i'm contented. =))
so, this boy of mine is doing push ups now.. after training his arm muscles with the dumbells. if there's anything for me to be happy about his training, it would be, it(the training) makes him look more average weighted rather than "wah, guowen so thin" kind of feeling. i want him to eat more and gain more kgs! though he's healthy now.. maybe a 60kg would be good? haha..
intended to bring hw to his house to do initially. but was persuaded by bei to do them on sundays instead.. yeah i thought.. why not. since sunday's free. so, we shall relax ourselves on this friday night! and tmr is SATURDAY! weee!
bought a shirt for bei just now as my gift to him for our 16th monthsary (and still going on strong). from his facial expression and all his 'thanks', i knew he really liked it. =D
saturday, saturday, saturday!
5:16 PM
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i just had my medicine.. -yucks-
bei: be a good girl ok? drink medicine le then sat can eat jack's. *sayang*
i hate medicine!!
naughty baobei laughed at me when he saw the tai chi picture taken in Hong Kong. LOL. he kept laughing and at the same time do the pose to imitate me. -boxyou-
yay, tmr is friday!! it's coming to the weekends again.. yoohoo..
the 3rd one has arrived.. =)) striving for the 4th, 5th and 6th one. and my future awaits me.
okk, gotta get back to my naughty boy who's beside me now.. if not, i'll nv have peace..lol. take care everyone! dont be sick like me!
and bestie, best of luck for ur race this weekend!!
10:10 PM
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bei just left for home. we had so much fun playing audition earlier on.. =) this baobei of mine demand a kiss from me if he gets 1st. lol. few pecks to motivate him. playful boy!
acc-ed him home to bathe just now in the evening.. he took his weight today and he gained ONE precious kg!! woahh.. that's good! made me so happy. and i thought his body size has become bigger by a bit.. his waist doesn't seem THAT small anymore. great!! exercise more baby! *loves*
his bro came into bei's room while we were looking at his report book. created so much laughter.. upon hearing my compliments for his bro, he immediately went to search for his primary sch report book to show case his plus points to me too! haha.. bei's really a sporty kid since young. the most shocking one i saw was his standing broad jump for his primary 6's napha test was actually 206m!!! SO FAR!! p6 only lehh! and, he wasn't tall ok! standing (short) at only 1.4om, he can jump so far! wahh.. i think i can never jump that distance in my whole life.. compared and compared.. which made bei a happy and proud boy.. cos he won his younger bro in most of the sections of the napha test. lol.
thanks bei for acc-ing me through this night =D i enjoyed myself.
p.s. bei, chou chou hor? LOL. *sayang*
12:15 PM
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i'm in the EAA classroom right now.. dont even have the mood to listen in class.. to add, the teacher's unclear speech. it strains my ears to hear what he has to say.. cos, like i said some time ago, he needs to attend pronounciation classes. the thought of not going to EAA class this morning actually lingered in my mind.. goshh, suddenly i have no motivation to come school. i feel so sick now.. so damn cold.. and i din bring my jacket.
wondering what's bei doing over at the library or underground.. poor thing my boy. his turn to study cost acc this sem. my oh my.. gonna be so difficult. i can understand.. cos i hated the module too. i hope i'll be able to help him out for his tutorial if he's in doubt. jia you my love! bei's always here for you. =)
gonna have lunch by myself later.. -sobs- unless my FMGT tutorial ends earlier and bei can acc me before going for his lesson. i'm so happy bei's coming over to my house for dinner today, although his mum's cooking. =)) thanks so much bei. you know how much i missed you right. haha.. i was complaining to him that it's been quite some time since he came over for dinner. so, he decided to 'disappoint' his mum today (oh i hope she doesn't cook, if not...) and make his love a happy girl. =D thanksSOMUCH.
it's thursday tmr.. and friday.. and then saturday!! i wish my throat gets better this few days.. cos bei promised me my favourite food and i dont want to disappoint my taste buds! prettyplease* i'm so gonna enjoy myself this saturday.. i know i know.. *awaiting*
bei, where are you? which part of the sch? i'm thinking of you..
10:50 AM
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Cheers to the end of stressful tuesday!! YAY!
EAA online test 1 was ok.. but more to the "not that sure" feeling rather than "very certain it's right" feeling. yeah, you guys should have guessed. it's the teacher's problem! ok la hur, we dont put 100% blame on him.. we were supposed to be disciplined enough to manage ourselves rather than waiting for the teacher to "spoon feed" us. but, he's not even doing the LEAST a teacher should do. wahh, all i can say is that, we have to resign to fate for having him as our tutor. -_-"
during the test, not very sure if the stupid printer printed the copies that i selected for printing.. cos, when i press print, the machine din 'activate'. so i was afraid the doc wasn't sent to the printer. and then, the stupid tutor had to say "please dont waste paper har. if i see more than one copy, i'll deduct marks." wth!! he should be responsible enough to tell us that the copy of ours was printed, so we needn't worry. but, he din say a single word. okk, what did i say earlier?? RESIGN TO FATE.
i think tuesday gonna be the worst day during the week, seriously. EAA teacher sucks, Audit tutor ALSO sucks. i duno what's wrong with him.. he duno how to teach one!! OMG. why am i getting lousy tutors for this sem?! then, we have MA lecture, which is the module on the TOP DISLIKE list. really, i dont like the module. so similar to cost acc i did previously which i hated too. -sighs-
HK presentation freaked us out totally. cos we scared that we'll forget our lines. but i'm glad that everything went well. the unintentional 'humour' served its purpose successfully. LOL. lucky our Q&A section Mr Mark din ask diff. qn. =)) so, that marks the end of the HK trip and also, one project down! YAY!
thanks bei for acc-ing me to sch! hee.. went to the gym and hit the track right. lol. u shld know how weak u are right now.. cos, you only managed to run 2 rounds. LOL. must train ur stamina to be in tip-top condition for the napha test! come on boy, regain ur fitness that was in you a few yrs back. the sporty cells are within you. so u can do it! bei cheers you on. =D
8:50 PM
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to my dearest,
sorry baobei for always being so stubborn and bad-tempered.
i always take ur tolerance for granted and vent my anger on you..
always being so unreasonable..
always being so wilful..
perhaps i've been pampered too much by you.. and it caused me to be obstinate in my own ways..
i din mean to make u feel bad and sad and miserable..
i know it's my fault..
i feel very bad seeing you that way too..
really, it breaks my heart so so much.
sorry, really very sorry.
but i want you to know that i hate to see you behaving that way..
i'm always helpless upon seeing that..
and whenever i do, i really want to walk away..
which is what i always did..
but i guess u dont understand how much i detest seeing you that way..
and u thought i always want to walk away.
but it's not that i JUST want to..
is that i dislike the sight of it, really.
but i know it's all my fault.. which caused you to become that.
i felt remorseful, which is why i hugged you so tight when u came to hug and sayang me.
cried and cried and cried..
cos i'm feeling bad and lousy within..
i always thought to myself, why am i always making you sad, making you cry..
and that if we're not together, perhaps you wont be feeling all this shit.
but i'm really really glad to hear from you that i'm the only one you love, and that you only want to be with me in your life.
thanks for not minding my flaws and contantly giving in to my wilfulness.
thanks for always forgiving my mistakes.
thanks for always tolerating my stubborn-ness and unreasonable-ness.
i cried so hard, because of your magnanimous to forgive all my mistakes and still love me the way you do.
my hug for you was so tight because i felt so bad.
i know i cant do without you..
sorry and thank you.
i promise i'll change my temper, because i really hate it too.
i love you, forever.
9:02 PM
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sis's lappy is playing the song "canon in d" now.. reminds me of so much memories.. wonderful and bad.. but the wonderful ones are vividly etched in my mind.. still rmb-ed 2 years ago, bei and i were in the school hall, hiding at one corner (ok, not really hiding laa) playing this piece, when we were supposed to be in class for english remedial. really great memories. i still rmb i was awed by his ability to play the piece so well. he promised me another piece.. so bei, when are you gonna learn it and showcase to me ur talent?
just had my refreshing bath after mahjong in bestie's house for 6 plus hours. i only had less than 5 hours of slp the night before. cos, my sis's friends came over yday and we played mahjong from 1am to 6.30am. LOL. mahjong freak le laa!! slept at 7am in the morning and woke up at 11.45am to prepare and meet my boy for lunch. strangely, i dont feel the tiredness or have the slpy mood.
1st round lost $0.70. 2nd round won $16+. so, overall still win la =)) super lucky lor.. especially for the last round of the game. actually only 1 tai, den mo1 until rooster and it's prey (centipede i think), den gang4 shang4 hua1. altogether 5 tai! zi mo somemore lehh!! wahh, dont say they shock, i also shock. ha, for those who dont know how to play mahjong may not understand what i'm saying.. lol. so just treat it as alien language.
actually bei wanna come my house after mahjong. that is, i acc him back home to bathe first and then head to my home, since there's no sch for us tmr.. but i reckoned he'll be super tired and refuse to walk home again, so i asked him to go home.. kinda regret.. cos i'm missing him now.
was actually contemplating whether to go for work this weekend right.. den bei said "i dont want to work. i want to celebrate it with you.. we go watch movie and eat and walk walk.." made me so so happy. =D glad that bei sees it as important as i do. so, i conclude that i WONT be working this sat! weee, gonna be a happy girl. *awaiting for saturday to arrive*
i make sure that bei and i will enjoy our day tmr.. cos tuesday will be a long and tiring and stressful day for me. EAA online test.. and HK presentation. gonna end sch late late late!
i miss my boy now. =(
10:32 PM
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my legs are aching.. due to the 5 hours of standing and walking around to the test station for collection of samples.. but, i am a very happy and satisfied girl as well!!
today's the first day of work for both bei and i. really gotta thank his sister for recommending/introducing this job to us. slack+easymoney=happy people. the people working there are generally quite friendly.. so, it's good..
at first, my impression of the job is that it's easy to get surveyees to help us out.. but, i was wrong. the difficult part about this survey job is not the survey part. but the process of recruiting respondents/surveyees. also, today's 'project' is more challenging and people are harder to get. cos, not many satisfy the criterias required in order to be interviewed. yea, so the people hunt mission wasn't smooth at all. got rejected countless of time, which is VERY NORMAL. cos if i were to be the by-passer and was approached by these ppl, i wouldn't stop to listen to what they have to say too. i know spore's phenomenon. it's already lined out very clearly.
really appreciate some of the help those surveyees gave. it was very glad to see that they're willing to help you out, even though they're rushing for time. really, i thank them from the bottom of my heart. and also my sis, who went there to help me. lots of thanks.
managed to earn $57 in 5 hours. not bad right.. ha.. tmr need not go down to help already cos the sample size of 150 ppl have all been surveyed. the person said she'll call both bei and i for next week's project. but next sat is our monthsary. hmm.. -contemplating-
bei and i din have lunch today.. cos the work somehow made me forget the need to have my meal. i know bei was hungry at some point of time. but cos i din want to eat, so he din voice out his hunger too. so, we had a sumptuous dinner to reward ourselves for today's hard work and effort. yummylicious Pepper Lunch!
after dinner, we were walking around taka.. and i was telling bei it feels so nice to be able to work together with him.. work together, eat dinner together. and can even go out together after work. sucha nice feeling. ooo, i love!
tiring yet fulfilling day. =))
when i say i love~ you~, it will be forever.
=D
10:21 PM
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i duno what's wrong with me today.. i'm especially clumsy.. just returned home from bei's house.. came in my room and hit my right toe against the edge of my bed. OUCH! i exclaimed.. which made both my sis and bro running into my room to ask me what happen. so painful! earlier in the evening while i was helping to keep the utensils, the butter knife fell STRAIGHT on my feet. yes, i felt the sharpness. -_-" why am i so careless and clumsy today?
was playing audition at bei's house after the 9pm show. and bei was lying on my lap, sleeping on the floor. he claimed that it was more comfortable to be on the floor than on the bed. he laid on my lap for about 20 minutes, causing my legs to be ma2 bi4/numb after a while. haha, i hate that feeling when the blood are all gushing out.. ticklish yet uncomfortable feeling. bei looks like my baby when he's sleeping. and, you are forever O.Y.M. ha! =)
working tmr.. please drop by somerset area if u happened to be in town. let me survey you, and a great reward awaits you. thanks in advance. =)
12:02 AM
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just sent baobei to the lift.. i missed the hug we embraced a few moments ago. i love his warmth, his everything.
i'm still adapting to the new interchange.. sucha hassle.. made us so tired even when we haven start lesson.
stupid MA tutor.. get so pissed for what.. ppl do tutorials on transparency cannot mehh.. why must insist on using excel. "i want to see how you all use the formulas" DUH! what's so interesting about seeing the formulas keyed in. and, be glad that ppl even write out on transparency for u. when ppl dont do hw, its not necessarily that they are lazy, or dont even attempt to try. sometimes, i think teachers must put themselves into their students' shoes to think about their feelings. empathy empathu!! so what if there are weekends.. it's never enough to boost our energy level to a sufficient level to take on the heavy workload that's weighing down on us when a new week starts. ppl get tired, and ppl need their rest. even a workaholic wont be exempted from this. i can just go on and on, so i reckon i shall stop.
fmgt is 100% complete, finally. rehearse is what we gotta do and we're really done for the HK project. hope everything works out well during the presentation.
on other matters.. i got so fuming mad when i saw that, really. how can one be so cruel and ridiculous, and the other being insanely silly?! dont be blinded by it totally! i seriously dont understand why the thought even lingers in *** mind. like totally childish and immature and WHATEVER! arghh.. let time entangle all knots. it will be solved eventually.
my throat's condition not getting better.. mum asked me to buy medicine tmr.. sobs. i HATE medicine. you can ask bei. it takes a million of effort to coax me to have it. but, mum's order, how can disobey.. faster recover!! we gotta work on sat and sun!
the thought of having NO school on monday simply makes me happy.. yay. we can have our rest, especially after 2 tiring days of working(i presume it will be tiring). haha.. okk, i still need to revise for my EAA test the next day.
i love fridays! apart from it being nearest to the weekends, and also besides the fact that i end sch at 1pm, i'm happy cos i can have lunch with bei! out of 5 days in a week, we hardly eat lunch together.. cos of the clash in our time-table. i will cherish the 2 hours before bei goes to class and then end lesson at 5pm. in the meanwhile, i've decided to do my tutorials.. yeaa, make use of time and do productive work.
i'm really glad that my dad forked out the time to attend. =) i love my parents.
11:29 PM
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la-la-la
today's not a very good day..
not the lesson though.. cos, finally in this 3 weeks, i started to see some hope for our EAA online test next week! LOL. the teacher cleared most of our doubts today and we can just hope against hope that the "nature of the test" which the teacher highlighted wont even appear. i'm starting to love AccPac!
sch ended at 1pm, but it din end the day for us- peiling, meiyan and brandon. we still have our project to worry about. though the famished us din have lunch first before doing the project, we went ahead with it and i guess the 3 of us forgotten about the hunger due to the overloading work. we were actually quite ahead of time for the project. UNTIL mr mark tan had to tell us the soft copy of our presentation slides must be handed up tmr as well! HELP!! we had to race against time, and our extreme fatigue to get it done by hook or by crook. yeah, you can imagine our frustration, complaints and all.. but the good thing is, we're 99% done for FMGT project. good lar, one project down=one thing less to worry about.
bei came to look for me at the undergound after his lesson. thanks for being our 'lunch boy' cos he helped us to buy our food, or should i say snacks. thanks baby! so the 3 of us only had tako pachi and a pancake for lunch. spell hunger! but we were past caring about our stomach.. all we could think of was to get the slides done. and we're sure that there'll be groups who haven done their slides cos they weren't aware of it, just like we were. tmr still gotta meet up for a small discussion for our 'role play' and that's it. it'll be the end of our Hong Kong trip memories on November 7, when our presentation ends. =(
on the way back to yishun, bei and i fell asleep in the train. only to find ourselves awake when it reached yio chu kang!! ahh! pass yishun already! and yet we're still sleeping like a log.. at that time-810pm, we still haven had our dinner..
see what i mean when i said it wasn't a pleasant day today? fatigue, hunger, sick. yes, both bei and i are sick. so terrible. and now, my nose's block totally! and i will soon turn into a frog once again, cos i'll be croaking.. bless those who are sick get well soon!
sorry bei for my temper if i'd vented on you. i'm at my worst mood when i'm famished+tired+sick+not refreshed. thanks for your understanding. =)
on the way back home, i asked which of his siblings remsemble him. and guess what, it turned out that ALL 3 of his siblings are his look-alikes! seriously.. even his SISTERS ok. lol, is it that you have a girly look bei? so, i said, next time our baby will inherit his features. i want them to have his mouth especially. cos he has puny little mouth. nice! be it on gals or guys. small mouth=nice. not his BIG teeth though! LOL. and bei said "next time our baby will have your mole" and points to the mole beside my mouth. hey bei, what's your problem with my mole! -stares- you have a vendetta against it? lol. like to pick on it hur.. next time i dig it out and put inside ur milk to let u think it's choco chips. LOL. shuo shuo er yi. =) yes, our baby will have my big eyes. not his small ones! if not everytime gotta squint.. harm the eyes only! his height please! lol. his eye-lashes.. ha, and some other features which we shan't disclose. it's only between US. =D
okk, MA's tutorial not done yet. i dont give a damn. i'm too weak to complete it. i need my rest. i hate to bring sch work back home. that's why i never do hw at home. cos, home is never a place for stress to exist. it should be a very relax place, one that dont require you to exert 'force' on ur brain to think. yes, i'm not going to do it. too weak to do anything.
get well soon bei! and myself! we still gotta work during the weekends =) jiayou, we can fight againt the viruses.
10 more days =D
it gets stronger.
10:33 PM
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