You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Monday, November 13, 2006
la-la-la

bei's shoes got stolen. shit the bloody stealer!! i shan't curse him/her but i do wish karma gets back at him/her. retribution does exists!

now then i know that obtaining 4 director's list can get you a university admission. i've always thought that it will be good to have one because it means you're above others to stand a better chance to enter university. i never thought 4 of it can mean so much! i shall work really really hard to obtain the last one cos i hope my previous efforts wont go to waste. i will continue to strive hard! Jiayou Priscilla! and baobei!! you've got ur 1st one, let's work towards our goal together!

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i'm a very weird person. i duno why am i doing this to myself. to create this unbalance in my heart. i know it will affect me a little though i'm sure i'll get over it soon. but i still insisted in knowing. because knowing it actually untangles this certain knot in my heart. i know it's worth it. it's worth all my temporary sadness rather than experiencing the mandatory agony if i din know it. i wasn't too affected by your answer, because i already knew that. i was only afraid of another name that you'll disclose, one which i think you din tell me, or that i'm unaware of it. in the end, i was still hit by it. i duno why the impact was so great. perhaps that very name is able to cause or stir this sudden emotions within me. i daren't say the name in front of you everytime cos i'm afraid it'll remind you of the times u had. i din want myself to get inflicted with the painful memories. i know what's the feeling like. i know it all, so clearly. i'm sorry i'm a very selfish lover. i want/pursue perfections. that's why even a minor imperfection can affect me in any way. or maybe because you're very significant to me in my heart. i want you to belong to me only, not that i'm possessive though. just that, i want to make sure it's only me who's in your heart and no other memories of you with anyone else. i'm sorry. it wont affect our relationship, really. i just wanted to know, though i already have the answer to my own question. i just wanted to 'confirm'. i dont mind your past at all. and i'm thankful to you for not minding mine either. it's the present we should look forward too, and not brooding over the past. i cherish you, alot alot. i just hope this love of ours wont falter in any point of time, because i want to grow old with you. =))

thanks baobei for everything. you mean the world to me.

10:38 PM
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