Monday, November 06, 2006
la-la-la
to my dearest,
sorry baobei for always being so stubborn and bad-tempered.
i always take ur tolerance for granted and vent my anger on you..
always being so unreasonable..
always being so wilful..
perhaps i've been pampered too much by you.. and it caused me to be obstinate in my own ways..
i din mean to make u feel bad and sad and miserable..
i know it's my fault..
i feel very bad seeing you that way too..
really, it breaks my heart so so much.
sorry, really very sorry.
but i want you to know that i hate to see you behaving that way..
i'm always helpless upon seeing that..
and whenever i do, i really want to walk away..
which is what i always did..
but i guess u dont understand how much i detest seeing you that way..
and u thought i always want to walk away.
but it's not that i JUST want to..
is that i dislike the sight of it, really.
but i know it's all my fault.. which caused you to become that.
i felt remorseful, which is why i hugged you so tight when u came to hug and sayang me.
cried and cried and cried..
cos i'm feeling bad and lousy within..
i always thought to myself, why am i always making you sad, making you cry..
and that if we're not together, perhaps you wont be feeling all this shit.
but i'm really really glad to hear from you that i'm the only one you love, and that you only want to be with me in your life.
thanks for not minding my flaws and contantly giving in to my wilfulness.
thanks for always forgiving my mistakes.
thanks for always tolerating my stubborn-ness and unreasonable-ness.
i cried so hard, because of your magnanimous to forgive all my mistakes and still love me the way you do.
my hug for you was so tight because i felt so bad.
i know i cant do without you..
sorry and thank you.
i promise i'll change my temper, because i really hate it too.
i love you, forever.
9:02 PM
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