You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Sunday, December 31, 2006
la-la-la

just finish chatting with bei on the phone.. yes, the time reads 1.15 am now.. i'm here cos my hair's still wet.. while bei should be comfortably asleep right now.. ke lian de baby, gotta wake up early tmr to help his dad out.

had a fun day over at bei's house. went for lunch in the early afternoon with his siblings and him at 233.. then, we went home for mahjong! lol.. can u believe it? his siblings aged 11 and 12 know how to play! and i can tell you, his bro is damn pro. HAHA. prior to that, i discovered some holes on his bro's pants and teased him.. but who knows he cried, saying we bullied him, cos all 3 of us were laughing at him. haha, so bad of us.. anyways, mahjong-ed til around 5 plus, where his bro emerged as the top winner. ha! i told you he's good at that. bei's mum bought curry fish head for dinner and whipped up a few simple dishes to go along with rice.. oh my, the curry's wonderful! i think i had too much of it that i have stomachache a while ago.. bei's bro treated bei and i to ice-cream and titbits!! woo! he's really generous.. thanks to wenxing!! audition-ed, and youtube-d. bei packed his shelves where he re-arranged the order of all the books he bought during childhood times. there's ALOT of them! and i've read a handful of them, which now, i still have impression of. hmm, it's during the primary sch days laa.. so memorable. i was amazed how those images and titles still edged vividly in my mind. =)) and, bei's really an avid reader at young.. he told me he really loved reading and always bugged his dad to purchase story books for him. i even 'spot-check' our sec 2's literature book-- Sing to the Dawn, where it was filled with bei's handwritting of all the notes given by our teacher. ha, i'm quite puzzled why bei turned to be so lazy during sec 3 and 4. but am glad he's back to the diligent him now cos i'm always here to drill him to study! LOL.

had a great time over there.. bei acc-ed me home at 11.30pm.. bought tapioca cake for him at the pasar-malam. he said it'd been a long time since he last ate that.. when asked why, he said, "after being with you, seldom have time to go and buy ma.." it's quite true actually. bei always devote his time to me, or should i say 100% of his time, energy and love. even if it means missing lessons, he'll sacrifice them just for me. even if it means something which he had planned beforehand to do (let's say projects), he'll still forgo them and acc me. for this, i really really appreciate it. i still rmb last year when i was still tutoring carin, there were quite a few times where bei was scheduled for work or class chalet, but bcos i missed him too much and (reluctantly) cried before him, he immediately cancelled them and promised to wait for me after my tuition session end and gave me his word that i'll see him downstairs when i come down the stairs. i was so touched.. and happy. i know he meant every word of it when he said i am his everything. cos, words coming from him are not just words, he proved them with his actions. i am really fortunate to have my loved one doting on me so much. no matter how many "thank yous" i said to him, they can never really express how thankful i feel because of him. from the bottom of my heart, i appreciate my baobei, the love of my life. thanks for colouring my life! =D *muacks*

haha, tend to get abit emo in the wee hours.. i think i shall stop. bei, be a good boy ok? bei will want you forever. -promise-

1:35 AM
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Friday, December 29, 2006
la-la-la

clementi's kbox rocks! yday finally satisfied our 'singing feel'.. it's been so long since we sang our hearts out.. had botak jones before heading for our singing session.. we ordered a chicken and fish set.. objective is to try out their specialty-cajun chicken. but we conclude that we still prefer their fish more. =) needless to say how bloated we were..

rain and rain! we were so silly to take the unsheltered route.. damn, i should've thought of the other way.. so we were like half-drenched when we reached.. yucks, i hate it when my legs are wet.

bei had no pass with him to prove he's a student, so we settled on another promo, which was quite worth it. $9 for 5 hours.. tried their new series of drink named Rainbow. i had yellow mango.. not bad!

sang sang and sang.. time seemed to pass faster compared to the last times we went.. when i was tired and decided to lay on bei's lap for some rest, that naughtie start to sing. -_-"... haha, cannot say his mi4 jue2 =)

pri~sci~lla instead of me~lo~dy.. hahaha.. thanks =D he sang so many of jj's songs.. why never sing ur own songs? LOL.

TODAY-29.12.06

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO AH GUANG!!

it's our date with Deathnote 2!! super duper nice laa the movie! and yay, L won in the battle of the wits against Light. a very good movie and laughter is really injected at the right time! super funny laa.. like when the ryuk was elated when he got his favourite apple to munch on. LOL. GREAT MOVIE!

i felt like rosti-ing, at Vil'age (or Marche, if u guys know it to be that). but, the queue was so damn long! so, went to pasta instead. i had one of the craziest laughing time on our way back. i duno why, but it seemed that little things can just tickle me easily.. you know you'll have those particular time when u can just laugh at ANYTHING? lol.. i think my case is more serious, because the ever so silly bei is there to joke.

ok, so it all started when i started to call him Wilbur (the pig, from the movie Charlotte's Web) LOL. then, he suggested to be called Light(oh) (so it reads Lightoh,since bei's surname is toh) as his christian name. He said "i am Lightoh Guo Wen". LAME!! cos both of us address the Light from Deathnote as Lighto.. so he thought of that name to replace wilbur just because he din like the name i gave him (wilbur). LOL. and then, he too, starts to tease me by calling me names like "heavy" and "dark" cos they're the opposites of Light, if u notice. (ok bestie, rmb i always tell u how this boy of mine can think of silly things to joke, this is one of them) totally -_-".. and i just went HAHAHA all the way.. making fun of his armpit.. and, i gave him a NEW name-- WilBlur since he likes the L so much! WAHAHAHAHA.. anyways, i was practically laughing at anything on the way home.. until i had to do something to stop bei's nonsense. haha.. zhi1 dao4 wo3 de4 li4 hai4 le4 ba4? =))

i enjoyed myself alot. school's coming in 4 more days.. so, better utilise time in whatever way u wish to spend them!

10:41 PM
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
la-la-la

i almost couldn't get up today! goshh.. i am so sleep-deprived, even when it's the holidays! arghhh.. have EAA project meeting at 11am at woodlands library with chia yun and jie ying.. we were having 'fun' with the pivot tables and charts ya? lol.. charts are so troublesome laa! looked like we were 'reminiscing' the golden times of bca and cip. (Note the ' ') =D overcame the problems with relief and subsequently completed the whole thing by 5 plus. lucky we were able to finish this project in one day.. so that no other days will be wasted on projects.. yaa, so unmeaningful! nonetheless, thanks to both the girls!

bei also went to sch for projects. i survived on mac breakfast the whole day when i decided to have yakun while waiting for bei at 6pm. i wanted to have the strudels actually.. =(

boy was i happy to meet up with sweetie when he reached woodlands.. and, he came to my house to acc me the whole night! thanks bei! and, tmr we're going k-box, like finally! botak botak, we like!

friday's going to catch Deathnote 2.. i know it'll be a great movie.. hmm, mahjong during the weekends anyone?

11:31 PM
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
la-la-la

caught charlotte's web today.. bei wanted to watch it badly, so we finally went to see it. hmm, the movie's kinda kiddish.. so yeahh, not really my type of movie. lol.. i think bei shares the same sentiments as me.. nonetheless, wilbur, the pig is so cutee!! i think i shall name bei Wilbur as his christian name.. LOL. i think the kids enjoyed the show.. yes, that's why i said it was kiddish. next on, Deathnote 2! what will be the last name?

mum called in the afternoon and said she doesn't feel like cooking.. so, she suggested sakae, but sis wanted Jack's instead. so off we went to causeway's Jack's Place. fortunate or what?! i say, mummy is mighty! bei, now u know why i have this mouth of mine that likes to eat yummy delicacy? it's unexplainable, cos it's in the genes!! hahaha.. serious laa.. since u always said i'm similar to my mum.. which is quite true in this aspect. lol.. bill was a bomb laa.. so, thanks mummy! she even bought us shirts.. =))

it's pouring again! i am so cold!

10:36 PM
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!

xmas this year has been super enjoyable and joyful! well, at least for me and bei =))
received lots of wishes through msgs from friends yday night (after 12am), which i was really really appreciate for. thanks to all those who wished! the little sincerity lit me up..

at 12.40am yday night, bestie, guang and bei came over to my house for a "mini party" as suggested by eunice. lol.. it was quite a pleasant gathering for the 4 of us.. like finally i get to see bestie!! exchanged our gifts.. and guess what i got from her?!! she gave me $20 worth of vouchers for Haagen-Dazs!! haha, cos she knew from my blog that i am really craving for choco fondue! thanks so much girl! so yay!! choco fondue, here i come! wahahaha..

caught up with one another.. it always feel good to provide some advice and thoughts to one another's problems, especially when the other party is someone dear to you. bestie, dont worry so much ok? no matter what, we will stand by you always! continue to be the jovial girl who never fails to brighten us up! cheers!

made an impromptu decision to play mahjong! LOL. and, guang actually agreed to join us! woo! way to go guang! so we started at 3am and stopped at 9am.. Mr Aw Wei Seng! rmb to call us out when ur schedule is less tight!

only had 5 hours of sleep before bei and i woke up at 3.30pm. haha, feels so weird to wake up in the afternoon.. overwhelmed by excitedness and joyfulness when i woke up. the fact that it's xmas today just make the day seems more special.

first time since prom night i'm wearing a dress. the unique-ness is that the dress is a gift from bei.. =)) i really love the dress.. and, how can i forget the pretty lil thing bei got for me from diva! i was all ready and went down to meet bei.

first thing he saw me, he complimented me =)) see, his glib tongue is acting up again. lol.. so throughout the day, i was pampered with compliments by bei, saying that i look beautiful in the dress. thanks bei =D i never really thought i was beautiful, but bcos the words are from bei, i can feel the sincerity. well, love is blind! hahaha..

weather's being a wet blanket.. just when bei and i were going for our dinner at orchard, it started to drizzle. so, we had no choice but to change venue to dine. of cos, we have to choose a place where it's fully sheltered.. MARINA SQUARE! god, i think i've been there more than 3 times this week!

anyways, bei was craving for Jack's Place! haha, this time is bei! not me! actually i thought of eating at Marche, cos i felt like having the mushroom soup and rosti! but of cos, we went ahead with bei's idea/craving! normally bei's the one who accomodate to my preferences and likings/dislikes, so i think i should accomodate to him too =))

we forgone the set dinner 'created' by Jack's specially for xmas.. cos the steak will not be served on hot-plate.. and i can tell you, serving on it makes a vast difference! the guy beside me proved me right, cos just when he had his first bite, he complained and asked for the steak to be warmed. degree of hotness aside, i think the quality of the steak will also be adversely affected. so obviously, we wouldn't compromise quality for money/value since we want to have a sumptuous meal. bei and i had black pepper steak and Jack's special steak respectively, not forgetting our all-time favourite--lobster soup! oh my god, the special steak was FANTABULOUS! even better than the ribeye we normally had! it's super tender and when u bite it, the juice will just flow out! serious! super nice! bei's black pepper steak wasn't that bad too.. i thought the sauce was great! haha, so u can imagine our happiness when we were having our meal.. lol..

My love and i!

Dont he just look lovable? =))

It's Party time!!

ME! the naughty and playful one.. haha

Their door gift. It contains everything that bei likes to play with!

My yummylicious special steak!

After dinner, went on to digest our food. but we were just cam-whoring.. really.. lol

in my pretty dress =D

My sweetie, for life.

ME!

with the beautiful lights..

spot the 6 colours!

we visited the chocolate santa too!

the one who never fails to make me smile

he loves me!

with the hat which jack's gave..

haha, bei likes that! xing4 gan3 zui3 chun2 ah! lol..

And finally, we bought our hats at suntec city!!

There we are.. feeling so good to have one on our heads.

bei

and i!

i love this pose!! haha.. but bei forbade me to post it up, which apparently, i ignored. lol.. silly yet adorable laa!

if u're able to notice my expression, it spells HAPPINESS!

i told you i love my dress!!!

i took this JUST before the train came zooming past us.. lucky hur!

i really really enjoyed myself.. this year's xmas has been really great and wonderful! thanks bei for everything =))

hope it'd been a great day for all of u out there too!

p.s, bei, "clea clea gei ren jia kan dao liao le.." =D *loves*

12:44 AM
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
la-la-la

i'm such a lucky girl!! many people receive xmas gifts, like i do.. but who will receive an xmas EVE's gift? well, i did!! =)) so, i have 2 pressies for xmas! and, they are non-mutually exclusive, if u know what i mean.. they kinda go hand in hand, meaning, both will be on me tmr! weee.. so excited.. it's a very pretty little thing bei got for me from diva.. thanks bei! i love it truckloads, but i still love you the most =)

having cancelled the mahjong session, bei and i decided to head to town.. i used up the 4 limits for my mrt concession.. wow, that's quite a thing, cos i've never done that before.. okk, so we went to orchard, far east, marina square and lastly to bugis.

lunch was supposed to be my treat over at Jack's. but bcos it's xmas eve today, they have 'created' this special menu, meaning, the normal set lunch is not available. awww.. so sad.. so, we decided to give Chicago's Steakhouse a try.

one thing we can conclude is that, the food there are quite average. even the ribeye which i had, tasted so bad, though they claimed it's air-flown from new zealand, so it should be fresh and authentic right? but no, it wasn't the case. also, the baked potato tasted like those bought from the market.. cos my sis and i used to experiment baked potatoes when we were younger.. and may i conclude that the baked potato i had over at Chicago's tasted exactly like the ones my sis and i had experimented before. obviously, my mum bought the potatoes from market, so i linked the taste with the market's standard. all in all, it was quite bad.. one sentence: cannot fight with Jack's Place!

bei had seafood combo, which i think, was a little better than mine. but he too, complained that the food was "very normal". i was so disappointed with the standard laa.. and, their service were as slow as a snail laa.. not kidding! even the soup+garlic bread, which were supposed to be the appetizer, were served VERY MUCH LATER. bad bad bad.. i think it was quite a disastrous eating experience for both bei and i.. ok laa, only the cookies and cream ice-cream we had was up to standard. the rest, CMI.

so much for ranting about the displeasure, i just want to ward off you people from trying their food. =)

weather's being a little whacky.. drizzle here drizzle there.. and there were mountains of people! like literally. and some inconsiderate people just couldn't walk properly.. always obstructing the way. especially the path along lucky plaza. -_-"

bei received his xmas present today. hope he likes it. =D still contemplating whether to buy the sunglass for him, cos it's like he wont be putting it on often.. but still, i must say he looks great with it!

tmr's Christmas!! weeee.. think most of us are going to enjoy our xmas.. and, bei and i have found nice xmas hats! we'll get them tmr! heels heels heels.. hope my legs/feet can/will be able to withstand the pain. haha..

i'm so happy today! and i bought a 'pouch' i really like! i cant wait for tmr!

9:54 PM
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i think bei really has a sweet tongue.. words coming out from his mouth are always like honey to me.. they sweetened me, and lit a smile across my face.. in the evening, we were thinking of ideas to dine on xmas.. bei was asked to contribute some suggestions but he's kind of like an "anything" guy.. everything or anything i mentioned seems fine to him!

bei: i'm fine with anything.. i dont really have a preference= i dont have cravings for any particular food.. the most impt thing is to have u by my side.. nth else matters. even if we're eating chicken rice, i'll also be happy.

that's what he said.. =)) what a glib tongue he has.. shall stop him from eating any sweet stuffs.. heh!

oh ya bei, ur hair-cut looks fine, really! i dont mean ugly when i commented that. just that, i felt the other salon can do a better job. lol.. perhaps i'm more used to seeing u with long hair? haha.. anyways, it's really neat and tidy.. dont worry ok? you'll always be the most ______ one in my heart =D (p.s. dont blush baby..)

i say, we need more 'ready' mahjong kakis, if u know what i mean.. i want mahjong!! i guess i'll be dreaming of mahjong soon if this craving is not satisfied..

bei!! we can go kbox next week!! weee.. i cant wait, i cant wait! sing me a nice piece yeah? =))

we'll get ur berms, ur nike shoes, and OUR hats! -dances- i love my naughty boy..

12:32 AM
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
la-la-la

woo, i had curry over at bei's yday night for dinner.. his mum's curry can be comparable to my mum's! hahaha.. yeahh, my mum makes nice curry..

okk, today's bestie's bday!! so, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BESTIE, ANG EUNICE! hey gal, i love you! we'll be meeting up soon yeahh.. and, mahjong tmr? hopefully yes! haha.. i know u'll enjoy this special day of urs.. guang! better make her happy til she tear! WAHAHA.. anyway, god bless (both of) you! chang chang jiu jiu ok? =))

had lunch with bei and his siblings at 233 a while ago.. woo, i satisfied my 'tom-yum' craving just now! had tom yum noodles.. superb! acc-ed bei for his hair-cut.. haha, duno why the auntie waxed and styled his hair for him without his consent! lol.. will get a better view of his new hair-cut after the wax are washed away..

ohh, we've cancelled our xmas dinner at that particular restaurant cos we weren't aware that they'll only be serving the xmas menu on that day. sobs! =(( there goes my choco fondue.. so in the meantime, we'll have to crack our brains to think of a better place for xmas! bei, we'll have the fondue some other day ok?

xmas's coming! in 2 days time! hope everyone will enjoy their xmas.. and, bei, our hats! where where where!! =D

2:18 PM
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Friday, December 22, 2006
la-la-la

sad sad sad! weijian din get in.. hai.. i think he has really good vocals! arghh.. some talents are always being buried.. though daren isn't that bad a choice, but i still prefer the vocally-strong weijian!

okk, my baby's back. gotta turn in early.. else might pig to afternoon tmr.. i dont want!!

12:50 AM
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
la-la-la

it's so nice to wake up and see a nice weather out there.. i was actually awakened by bei's msg.. surprised he got up earlier than me, which i later found out it's because of his bro's 'morning call'. LOL. his little bro asked him which santa outfit should he get for his audition account. hahaha..

when i was waiting for bei at my blk downstairs for lunch, i saw his bro tagged along.. sucha cutie.. he's so small in size! and totally resembles bei laa! first time brought his bro along for lunch.. he even complained he wasn't full..lol..

headed to bei's house after lunch.. played audition with his siblings in the living room. bei's bro was being so adorable.. he said during our wedding (which will be so many years later), we cannot invite people whom he (the bro) dont know.. cos he(the bro) said he's afraid it'll be too noisy. lol.. so funny.. i'm wondering what will become of his bro when he grows up.. will he be like bei? but i know he'll definitely be a husband worth vying for! cos he likes to do housework! tell me where in the world can we find a guy who LIKES to do housework?! where where where?!!

naughty boy had a class bbq at 630pm, but he only started to prepare at 540pm. still find an excuse say "i want to acc you longer" when he's napping in my arms. ke lian de baobei had to take an hour bus journey b4 reaching east coast park. and he just told me on the phone that the bus driver told him to alight at the wrong stop. but lucky he found his way there.. hope he enjoyed the bbq food.. he's coming back shortly!

bestie suggested an exchange of xmas gift! haha.. so now, i've got 2 gifts to shop for. bestie!! when can i meet you?

yay, tmr going out with bei again.. shop shop shop! i love shopping.. i hope we can find a nice pair of nike shoes for bei. andd, xmas is nearing!!!

10:38 PM
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
la-la-la

happy, sha la la la~ it's so nice to be happy! weee, the rain finally stopped and the nice weather is back! haha, i know i'm so going to complain of the humidity soon!

anyways, went to marina square.. kenny-roger-ed for lunch. god, why are the prices jacking up so often! i rmbed one kenny's quarters is only $9.90 in the past, and one side dish only costs $1.80. but now, they cost $12.90 and $2.50 respectively. and you know what, dining in jack's place for lunch is even cheaper than having kenny rogers!! arghhh.. regretful* hmm, nvm laa.. we know what to do in the future. lol..

went to the arcade while waiting for our 430pm movie. had fun playing the music game.. so sad right bei, dun have ur out-run car game. lol..

we decided on Night at the Museum over Charlotte's Web and the Curse of the Golden Flower. but we will catch them soon. today's the first time after SO MANY YEARS (i think around 6 years or so) since i'd tasted the salted popcorns.. cos bestie and bei both like sweet ones.. and may i proclaim that salted ones are still nicer! hahaha..

i know i'm going to contradict myself here.. but still, i have to say. the movie was actually quite a good one, in terms of the unique storyline and the humour injected. but i found that i dun quite like that kind of movie. i felt it was more suitable for kids.. lol.. maybe bcos of it's unrealistic plot. but it's kinda interesting i must say. okk, i'm contradicting myself further, but! the part on the flat face figure talking was super hilarious! "you're a dumb dumb, where's my gum gum? you better run run, they're coming to hunt hunt!" WAHAHAHA. dexter, the monkey is so agile and mischevious, which totally add life to the whole movie, or rather, the museum. ok, so i think i'll give it 3.5/5.

even before the show started, my wound hurt like mad. so 3/4 of the time when i'm in the cinema, i was fidgeting non-stop. hell, i hope checkup during this coming january will have no problems with my x-rays. i'm being really bad here, but i'm contemplating if i should even go. i really hate hospitals.

smiles are all over me.. because my love got me my xmas pressie!! I LOVE IT TO BITS. thanks bei =)) haha, u must be thinking why he got me one so early, when xmas is like 5 more days. lol.. bcos, he wants me to be in it on that day! weee!! though the dress is a simple one, but it costs quite dear. bei said i like can already. ooh, what a love! he chose the colour too, which was agreed upon by me. ha if u guys are lucky to see me on xmas day itself, den you'll get to see the dress! =D i love it so much!! thanks baby!

acc-ed bei to peninsula plaza, in search for his nike shoes. my bro got his pair there. a nice and cheap one. so i suggessted to bei to try looking over there. but our search came to a naught. designs weren't that appealing.. i guess, we just have to keep searching!

bei's going for his class bbq tmr.. so we have the whole afternoon to ourselves before he heads to east coast park. bei, where's my gum gum? LOL. *loves*

10:42 PM
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YAY!! i've made a reservation for christmas dinner! =))) i cant wait to have the choco fondue! ooh... -drools-

actually supposed to be out with bei for a movie today. but due to the super big rain, we postponed it to tmr. had laksa for lunch with sweetie and headed to northpoint to spend a few hours with bei before heading to my aunt's house for a 'welcome-back' gathering.. yes, she's back from canada, just for a short stay though.

time-zoned, where bei played on his new obsession AGAIN. LOL. he was a good boy today, cos he only played twice. lol.. of cos, due to my restriction. hahaha.. den, we played on the drum game.. and we got 1st and broke the record, so we had our picture taken! =))

time past by as if it was just a minute. it was time to meet up with my sisters to head to 39 the inglewood. it was good to see all of them again. inquired about the life there.. seems pretty good for them. with jianyi, having rumours with the pretty jennifer and daisy, jianxian who has a vendetta against this girl named sharon and ilona being still as sociable to almost everyone.

the little cousins and relatives came over too.. such a pleasant night. we even had pizza and beef lasagna for SUPPER. LOL. not forgetting the yummylicious egg tart and dou4 hua1 which da jiu brought over. a very heartwarming night.. of cos, with the small ones' laughter filling the entire living room. they even had this new 70 inch sony tv in their house. imagine, 70 inch!!

aunt gave each of us (my sisters) a silver puma bag.. and also a gold-heart necklace while the younger one got a swarszoki (spell?) bracelet. not leaving out the great food, like the chocolates, muffins, bla bla. oh ya, and a small bag.. we will never get out of aunt's house without a bag or two with us whenever we step out of it. it's true!

okk, after so many hours of not seeing bei, it's needless to say how much i missed him. naughty boy, playing audition for so long.. gonna spank his buttock tmr.. haha.. we WILL go out tmr, irregardless of the rain. =D

it's raining so so heavily.. so much so that, it actually scares me. i was shocked when i saw the news where some parts of spore is flooding bcos of this big pour. i hope the rain ceases (and never come back), and let the sun come out please!

i want mahjong!!

12:44 AM
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Monday, December 18, 2006
la-la-la

haha, i just finished watching the last 4 discs of "er zuo ju zi wen". SUPER NICE LAA~ zheng yuan chang!! so charming.. the wedding of zi shu and xiang qin SO UNIQUE! lol.. really a creative idea.. but i wouldn't want my very own wedding to be like that.. ha, so informal, and funny! yeahh, part 2 coming out soon. hope it'll be just as nice!

actually wanna watch 1 litre of tears on youtube. but i duno why my sound function had to die on me. i duno what's wrong with it. think gotta wait for bei to help me figure out.

another 2 more hours before bei come and fetch me to his house.. yup, my mum's not cooking today! hahaha.. so, going to his house to have dinner together and watch "da mu gua da xi gua"!! haha.. sure laugh until like a lunatic.

i feel like sleeping.. oohh.. ha, influenced by bei, my piggy!

4:37 PM
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acc-ed my naughtie for breakfast at 9.30am.. and off he went to do his project at his fren's house. i wanted to acc him initially. but, his fren's house is located at CHINESE GARDEN! never even been there before.. =(( and not sure if there's mac or somewhere for me to at least occupy myself with my laptop. so, i stayed at home, missing him dearly now.

so sad.. so bored.. i miss my baby!! wondering where is he now.. hai.. why cant i control my waterfall? always make bei worry for me.. never fail to 'expose' my tears whenever we're parting. how can like that?!! i really duno what will become of me when he goes for attachment in feb next year and army after poly. =(( i kept telling him i dun want him to go.. but i know i cant do anything about it. baby, sorry for always being so naughty. sorry for 'luring' ur watery eyes out. it pains me to see u're upset too. i love you truckloads.

hope mummy's not cooking dinner today, so that i'll be going to bei's house. oops.. haha.. think it'll be another 7 hours before i see bei. i miss his warm hugs. i miss his sillyness. i miss his company!

okk, gonna occupy myself with some vcds and youtube. and check out movie slots for tmr! sweetie, please come back fast.

11:17 AM
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
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just as i was fretting over the rain, i received a call from bei. it felt so heart-warming.. it was pouring heavily.. and bei just got home after helping his dad out. but he still said he'll come and shelter me to the mrt station, and subsequently, agreed to acc me to woodlands. =)) thanks bei. it touched me ever so warmly. i felt so loved, and blessed. thanks for sacrificing ur rest time to acc me though u woke up so early. i really appreciate it alot. =D

met chia yun and jocelyn at woodlands library for our MA project as planned. i say, we were productive. ha! 90% complete.. but still gonna work on the remaining parts when our doubts are answered. so happy we're able to complete a big part of it.. so that, we have more time for holidays! and, we're gonna have a BG post-xmas gathering! weee!!

only met bei for lunch and the remaining time when i was working on the project, he was at causeway's arcade. lol. he got so bored, my ke lian boy. when i finally met him after my project, he complained of boredness and that the 5 hours he spent in time-zone was very sian. haha, good boy hor u.. bei sayang*

acc-ed bei to yishun's arcade to play his out-run car game. he's currently very obsessed with it.. 2 tries not enough even though i've told him to keep his plays at 2 attempts. he asked for another game, which, after much hesitation, i agreed. guys really love to game. bei ahh, must curb ur temptations alright? =)

hmm, tmr bei's going to do project. i think i'm gonna be so bored as well.
i want to go to so many places!!

9:00 PM
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
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wow, it's the first day of the 2 weeks break, and bei and i woke up so early! hahaha.. for work, what else. we had our filling breakfast at mac. =)) eons since we last ate mac breakfast. i had my virgin set meal of hotcakes/pancakes, which was pleasant to my tastebuds. haha.. i've got fussy tastebuds, if u're not aware. my mum says this, bei says this, and even eunice says this. lol..

thank god we only had 1 sample for today!! but the product was nutrisoy's soya bean with red bean flavour. YUCKS. i HATE soya bean AND red bean. haha, so i was practically giving a face of "eeeeeeee, that looks weird" whenever i was over at the pantry to collect the sample. soya bean just tastes weird to me, much less say soya bean + red bean! i told you i've got fussy tastebuds, din i?

work was boring. i hate to stand idly around.. i dont like to approach people.. because sporeans are so not helpful (like majority). my legs hurt, my wound hurt. and bei's ____ hurt. LOL! anyway, THANKS A MILLION TO MR AW WEI SENG for helping me out!! really really appreciate ur time and effort =))) though we were shocked when the person asked "which zodiac do u (weiseng) belong to?" because weiseng just dont look like 20 yrs old!! yes, i told him to lie about his age, cos the criteria was 20-45 yrs old. hahaha. weiseng's reaction was super funny! i was stifling my giggles, which was so hard to suppress. in the end, he managed to say "lao hu lao hu" LOL. anyway, i was really thankful he forked out time to help me out. THANKS ONCE AGAIN!

endured til 6pm when the quota was reached. which also means, PAY TIME! wooo, sucha good feeling to get ur reward/pay at the end of the day. it feels like, everything is worth it. but still, i have complaints. lol.. i rather spend the day in a more leisure way laa..

pepper lunched for dinner! yummylicious! my baobei ahh.. super like me to eat alot. he says "good good... chi yue duo yue hao" LOL. what a love. i know ur ulterior motive!

we saw a super duper chubby baby boy in the mrt. the baby's so so adorable! bei commented that the baby looks like me, which was utter crap. lol.. just because of the fat cheeks? hahaha.. and my small nose which you wanna say again right. =D

bei, the words you say to me at the lift outside my house were sweet. it touched me. thanks a zillion sweetie. ilu**
BBWAN. DSBSZAN. YWZSYLBJD. MYRKYGNB. SYMYZ. =))

10:15 PM
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Friday, December 15, 2006
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no BOTAK.. ha! sudden change of plan. we went for pastamania instead.. no nice movies for us to catch.. actually intended to watch happy feet, or even casino royale.. i know! very outdate right! cant be blame laa.. got tests ma.. and that time, i chose to watch step up instead, which i din regret at all. no timings for the 2 movies over at causeway.. so, we saved on that.

tmr there's work.. bei decided against resting and so we're gonna slog our guts out, again. hopefully it'll be smooth for us. and, 1 sample only please!! dont give us 3 samples, or worse, 5. we're not robots.

sunday there's project. ok wth, i said in the earlier post to heck right.. LOL. cant be help laa.. we're like obliged to do that.. cos we're only given a freaking 2 weeks break but are expected alot to be done during this 14 days. -_-"

gonna go kbox with bei. he has been complaining of wanting to go there.. yes we will, my dear boy. mahjong! ahh, my urge for mahjong is mounting.. movies, that's for sure. far east to look for my pretty dresses! hahaha.. swimming, which we haven been doing since donkey weeks/months.. and how can we forget christmas! ooooh, so many things lined out. i hope we'll have time to do all these.

naughty boy is sitting beside me with the keyboard on his lap. lol.. his 'surprise' for me. =)) okk, going to acc him before he starts to complain =x

6:50 PM
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WEEE!! COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!

freedom is here.. woots! my audit test ended at 10am.. and now it's bei's turn.. in the same venue as mine.. hopefully the test is manageable for him! audit test is =)))))) but mr alvin kuek did cheat a LITTLE of our feelings. lol.. but yeahh, all's cool. yday's rfa was good too! i'm glad that the revision paid off. though i still made a few careless mistakes, but i know i'm happy to receive the grade when papers are returned to us.

oh yaa, yday mummy treated us to SAKAE! haha.. imagine dinner at sakae after my rfa test.. i was so happy cos i only had a spud for lunch. and and and, we had so many delicious food! the usuals! plus this new variety of chicken, scallop, mushroom, salmon and prawn. ooohh, the prawns are so nice! -drools- thank you mummy, the mighty!

2 week's break is here! but we still have 3 projects to complete before the term starts. but heck! we gotta enjoy ourselves now, to reward ourselves for this diligent and torturous period. ha!

i'm starving laa.. din had my breakfast in the morning. actually wanted to buy fresh milk to 'satisfy' my stomach juices, but the bakery shop wasn't open yet... so now, i can only wait patiently for bei to end his test and we'll head to BOTAK JONES! oohh, botak botak.. i like =D

perhaps a movie later.. provided i find a nice movie later on, while checking out the cathay website. okk, xmas is coming! deathnote 2 is coming soon too! ahhh, i feel so so relax now. so much so that i can even smile while walking. haha..

I AM SO HAPPY!! WEEE!

to all, enjoy our 2 weeks break now! and we'll have to start our engines for the final papers when sch re-opens. eunice!!! mahjong!! haha..

11:13 AM
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
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freeeeezzinngg in the sch library now.. bei's battle with OM has started at 4pm. wonder how's he doing over there at the convention centre.. hope it's fine for him.. talk about common tests, bei's schedule is much worse off than mine. early timings, 5 papers, little time. tmr his test falls on 830am.. another early slot.

been studying in the library since 10am.. i've got no mood for rfa at all. hais.. where's my perseverance?! not a time to slacken now.. especially since rfa is going to be quite a headache module. gonna get back to practising the last set of PFS and bei'll come back to (find) me after his 'battle'.

ciaos~

4:47 PM
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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2 down, 2 more to go. left with rfa and audit.. hmm, one quite headache, the other very relax.. but still, i'm glad MA and FMGT are over!! weee.. that left us with 2 more papers and we're free!

i say, fmgt teachers honour their word. =)) not like MA and Cost Acc teachers who like to cheat our feelings. heh! anyway, the paper was all good! i guess bei's luck in the morning had passed to me ehh? cos our test venue is the same, just different timing. are you sitting at C16 just now bei? LOL. though completed the paper in 1 hour, i stayed back to check all the computations. i just cant bring myself to leave the place early laa.. will feel extremely uneasy..

bei! you still have 3 more! wahaha.. jia you ok! yea, so my boy's having his 3rd paper tmr.. gonna study rfa tmr.. i just hope inconsiderate people wont come to the library and disturb the peace. so irritating!

bei asked me yday "bei, what happen in 2004?" HAHA. he likes to ask sudden qns btw.. and is totally out of the blue one! it was our prom night that year, and he was nominated as prom king. sad to say, he lost to the "king" whose looks cant be comparable to his(my boy's). seriously, not being bias here cos he's my beau. think those who have been to the event can vouch what i'm saying here. LOL. so bei clinched the 1st runner up title and got an iron! LOL. we were reminscing laa.. wonderful moments. i miss bei's rambutan hair! hahaha.. and, he wore the top which i commented it looked nice on him, though he felt otherwise. weird huh.. which he later told me "i trust ur taste/judgement." =))

then, he asked "what happened in 2005?" and i told him "it was the year we came together." and he smiled like a silly fool. adorable fool he was, getting so happy with all the little memories. so i presume when it's Jan 1 2007, he'll ask me "what happen in 2006" LOL.

so u like disney names for our children huh? crazy boy.. u think goofy sounds nice? or even donald (duck)? LOL. or disney toh, like what you suggested. ppl are so gonna laugh at our precious!

RFA! another hurdle i'm going to overcome TMR and the day after! wish me luck!

10:30 PM
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Monday, December 11, 2006
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HAPPY 17TH MONTH TO BEI AND I! =DD

freaking common tests fall during this period, thus we cant have a proper celebration. nonetheless, we enjoyed our pasta lunch right bei? and and and, thanks a million for the lobster soup!!!! OOO, my fav! the new tomato soup over at pastamania is nice too.. what a great lunch! =))

before our lunch, while i was doing my revision, my naughty boy went down the library to listen to radio and SLEEP! lol.. he was actually wanting to go to somewhere warmer, cos his flu is acting up. i was waiting for him to return to level 2 until 1pm when i decided to go and find him myself. this boy of mine ahh.. sleep until so soundly!!

tmr's another paper, fmgt. i hope the paper will be like what it is posted up. dont cheat our feelings anymore! i was telling meiyan that our batch of acc students is so unlucky. take MA, or even Cost Accounting for example. we're given easier papers to practice, but when it comes to the test itself, we're like, kena bombarded! why why why?? i cant comprehend. so let's just hope for the better. bless us!

and so, i practised rfa PFS in the morning today. 3 sets of it. cos i scared wednesday not much time to complete all the required revision. haha.. kiasu laa! cannot meh? LOL. rfa is a heavy module mind you! and i purposely left the last set for wednesday to practise, cos i'm afraid i'll forget all the disclosure requirements by then. HA! fmgt tmr!! though it's the easiest module this sem, the teachers can totally put us down with a difficult paper. i hope that's not the case though. let hard work pay off, please!

again, bei's having his paper at 830am tmr, while i'm having mine at 4pm! hope everything goes well for bei, for me, for BGs and for everyone! i cant wait for friday to come! bei has thought of my xmas gift!! weee! christmas is gonna be so fun this year!

sSrEd =DD

10:23 PM
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it's getting so so mundane now.. hitting the library these days for common test's revision. u know how cooped we feel inside the library?! just hope that friday will come very soon. then we'll all be smiling like fools, though we still got the shitty projects to work on.
p.s excuse me, how are we supposed to have our nice break then?

yay, audit is,finally, done. started on fmgt today. was actually hoping to cover more chapters today but you know what, the STARS AWARDS tempted me and off we went to bei's house. lol. it's a show i will never miss watching it, unless i really have smth impt on, like my wedding or what. LOL. jk..

yeap, gotta carry on with fmgt tmr. and i think i want to revise on rfa again. utilise time what!! what to do.. i want to maintain my results =))

bei, JIA YOU too ok? i know cma can be super irritating with the relevant costs concept. i've just been through it yday, and it's gonna be ur turn soon. rmb the 2 criteria for it to be a RC, and u'll be fine!

anyway, the stars awards was super interesting this year, minus away the bao4 leng3 at the newcomer award. -_-" we were so hoping for someone else!!! arghh.. the super funny part comes when it was time to announce the top 10 fav. male artistes. god, the hong kong host (zhang jia hui i think) was SO SUPER ULTRA HILARIOUS LAA! i was laughing like shit, i tell you. really funny. i even laughed til i teared. the show was really nice, i love star awards!! AND AND AND, WANG REN FU is still so ever charming! suddenly got a manly aura coming from him, cos of his new daddy status. LOL.

SPECIALLY FOR BEI ONLY:
dearest boy! it's our 17th month today! i'm feeling so joyful. another month of us being together, which means another month of wonderful memories, and a month closer to our marriage =)) haha, thinking so far already. it's just another 6 years laa. hee.. though we have to mug hard for our common test and cant have a full day celebration for this month's anniversary, dont forget my every bit of love for you, my one and only. i know i'll still be very happy tmr even though we cant enjoy movies and all. but, we're gonna do so on FRIDAY! when the tests are over! i love you boy. strive hard for these tests, and make me even more proud of you =)) surpass ur last sem's results ok? try ur best, and i'm contented. once again, a very very happy 17th month to us! i love you with all my heart. miss you ultra loads. *muacks*

myETERNITYit'sYOU
<3

12:28 AM
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
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experience the bitter first, and the sweetness will come later. yeahh, the super "bitter" MA is over! the first and the most headache paper is over! let's cheer for this =) hmm, the paper is indeed "very difficult" as what mrs yong had warned us against during the very first lecture. however i thought it was quite managable, but more on the difficult side. i told u it's not my forte laa.. just hope i can hit my targeted marks, and i'm contented.

headed to woodlands' library to mug for audit after our KFC meal. decided to utilise my time well, cos we dont have much time for audit's revision. i'm done with 2 and a half chapter with the memorisation in my head and i'll get the other 2.5 chapters in it by tmr. and then, fmgt awaits me. i just have to tell myself to persevere for this one week and it'll all be over soon. GOGOGO!

10:07 PM
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Friday, December 08, 2006
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opportunity cost is the potential benefit forgone when the choice of one action precludes a different action. today's opp cost was to forgo my sleep, and acc bei to sch early in the morning. LOL. put some theory into action and hopefully i wonr forget the things i revised today..

god, MA test tmr! so worried laa... especially so when MA is not my forte.. just hope that i wont get confused by the qns tmr.. especially for relevant costing topic!! outsource, special order, relevant costs! arghh.. my cells are so upset!

bei has a paper at 830am tmr while i'm having mine at 130pm. so, we have to reach sch at 8am = wake up at 615am. we need lotsa rest during this period!

in the train just now, bei called home to ask if dinner is cooked.. his bro answered the phone..

bei's bro: ni zai na li? (where are you?)
me: (on behalf of bei) zai mrt. (in the train.)
bei's bro: priscilla jie jie zai ni pang bian ahh? (priscilla jie jie beside you ah?)
bei: ah. (ya)
bei's bro: ooh, den ta you mei you lai wo men de jia? (oh, is she coming to our house?)
bei: mei you laa.. (no la)
bei's bro: huh.. ta hen jiu mei you lai liao lehh (huh, she very long never come liao lehh)

HAHAHA. sucha cutie.. he also noticed i very long nv go their house le.. cos i think past 2 weeks, i went to bei's house almost everyday for dinner when my mum din cook. always had so much fun with his siblings.. and i always like to ask his bro one qn. LOL. so long nv ask le! going to play with them again after the common tests!

btw, pardon the super direct translation. i was trying to make it sound like a primary 4 boy talking. yes, he's only ten! i wish my bro is half as good as him. one who will ask me if i want apple juice, cook egg for me, wash my dishes for me, and even wipe my seat for me when i need the toilet! sucha good bro, where to find?!! sure chiong to bei's house after next friday is over.. LOL.

i love the current 9pm channel 8 drama serial. li nan xing so funny in that show laa! lol.. such a joy and entertainment to watch that and laugh like a lunatc. da mu gua, da xi gua, da dong gua! WAHAHA. my daily dose of laughter!

10:22 PM
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BG-JOCELYN!

fmgt was _______, undescribable. lol.. i guessed what we all did was to copy down all the impt things, w/o understanding anything. there seems to be no coordination btw the slides and notes.. so, it's harder and more time-consuming for us to be on track.

RFA tut was crap laa.. we were SO sian to be given a set of PFS and asked to do a FULL set. totally sian.. can you imagine doing income statement, SCE, P/L, and the freaking 11 NOTES!! wahh.. the process is so plain and dull. but a great satisfaction is felt at the end of the exercise. yeah, so we completed it in time of the 1 and a half hour allocated to us. -phew-

KAP for lunch with the fun-to-be BGs. it's my first visit to KAP can you believe it? hahaha. BGs were surprised by this, cos our sch is so near to that mac and i guessed 90% of NP-ians have patronised there at least once.. while it was my virgin trip there. lol.. nonetheless, we enjoyed our lunch and chit-chats! =))

audit lect was G.O.O.D. u may want to change that to FANTABULOUS. why?? cos the forever so nice Mr Alvin Kuek gave us hints for our coming test! weee! i think it really help alot.. so my brain juices are grateful to him too! lol..

went to library to meet up with bei for our revision. MA MA MA! it's all gonna be over soon. so let's make this week a good one! JIA YOU EVERYONE!

A1's songs are playing on my playlist now.. i love english songs! i used to listen to them before switching to mandarin pop. i still love them! so nice!

10:27 PM
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
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we planned to reach home before 8pm to watch Project Superstar.. however, we reached home 45 minutes later than what we anticipated.. only managed to catch the last contestant, and so 'lucky' that she happened to be the one with the worst vocals and techniques. -_-"

while waiting for bei from 1.20pm to 3.45pm, i was doing my MA practice paper for revision.. i was surprised at myself for being able to curb the temptations to 'roam' the web idly. i told myself "NO! priscilla! u have to study NOW! no blog-hopping!"
and so, i did the practice paper.. but found that i was kinda slow laa.. haha.. i was taking my own time to finish it.

headed to sch's library for some snacks first before continuing on our revision. the chips are so nice! wee! found a place, and started the revision all over again. do and do the papers.. so happy that i've done 3 out of 4 papers for MA! i'm gaining more confidence as i do the papers. yes, i need them badly!

it was until 6.35pm when bei asked if i wanted to go home cos it's striking 7pm soon. (we expected to leave the library at 630pm so as to be in time to watch PSS) my reaction was WAH! so fast! i cant bear to leave my paper hanging.. so i did the last part and packed my bag..

it was pouring heavily.. with us still stranded on the sch's bus stop, waiting pathetically for the bus 61!! all the buses came EXCEPT 61! seriously you know! why aren't the transit people doing anything to ensure more buses come within the same time allocated??

tmr's gonna be a long long day... and sat is the start of the common tests! jia you everyone!

to bei: JIA YOU OK? i know u're stressed over the coming tests... but i believe if u put in more effort and concentration, u can do it =)) strive hard! GOGOGO!

10:35 PM
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
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morning's supposed to be a routine journey from home to mrt and then, to school. but bei and i witnessed an unusual scene at the mrt when we were approaching the station. the indicator which was supposed to convey the time left before the next train approach read "Disruption of service". initial reaction was, i thought the indicator was spoilt or smth. but never did i think that a suicidal occured, right at yishun's track! the presence of the police and ambulance confirmed our suspicion, though bei and i were constantly telling ourselved NO, THIS CANT BE HAPPENING. tell me, how many times have this suicidal attempt on the tracks happened in recent months?!!

hai.. i thought all of us know that LIFE IS PRECIOUS. but why aren't people cherishing it? of cos i know that those people (who have attempted suicide) faced problems which they deemed as 'too difficult to be solved' and so were at their wits end which they subsequently entertained the suicidal thought and fall into their coward thought. but, family and friends are there to help you. what are family kins for? i guess all of us have a part to play in preventing these suicides from happening.. lend a helping hand or even a ear to ur depressed kin or friends. you never know how much ur little help means to them. it may just take up a few minutes of ur time, but it may/can help alleviate the stress and problems felt by the other party. do ur part in supporting ur family and friends. you never know when you need their help too. come on, let this place be a heart-warming environment, where help is rendered to the needy. KEEP LIFE GOING ON!

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that aside, i was almost late for sch, due to the train driving at a super slow speed. sch was very much the same, with MA ending an hour earlier than the allocated time. went to crash bei's lect, cos i have nth to do. keep him company and observe if he's taking down the impt points.

by attending his BIT lecture, i can easily see the vast difference btw ACC group of students and the BIT group of students. for those who are acc students in the same lect as i am, we know how much one word from the lecturer means to us. it's like GOLD can! even their explanations, we note them down. eg, the lecturer will say "ok, another word for budgeted can be anticipated, expected, planned". and the acc students will hurried to take all the 3 other words. whatever adjectives u might label us, even kiasu-ness, we dont mind. cos, i think our have our objectives very clear in our mind that we want to excel in studies. but when i was at the lecture hall with bei and his BIT mates, i can feel the lecturer's stress and frustration when all she get was NOISE, NONSENSE and AUDIBLE CHATS. okk, i'm referring to the majority.. really! it was hell i suppose for the lecturer. i can guarantee if our acc lecture mates were to be in the same lecture hall as the rowdy crowd, we WILL complain of how unconducive the place is for listening to lectures.

less than half of those present were listening to the lecturer, and less than 5 of them copied down the notes i thought was impt/or that those which i would have copied down. i really pity those who are willing to learn but have no choice to be in the same lecture as those rowdy grp of people. i think i will be so DEMORALISED to attend lectures if i were in it too.

i was constantly asking bei why wasn't he taking down the impt things said by the lecturer. i think he's not attentive enough. may be because of his sickness.. so i shall give him the benefit of the doubt. but anyways, BEI! must listen attentively in lectures and tutorials ok?

reached yishun and went to the arcade to idle awhile before heading for home. bei was subjected to the temptation to play the car games. of cos, i let him played. and he played for THREE rounds! haha.. glad to see he's enjoying himself. i took some pics of him while he was playing the game seriously (be as serious in ur studies ahh! haha).. and he said "should take pics when my car drifts ma" LOL. DRIFT SEH BAOBEI! hahaha.. u had a good time, din u? =))

i think bei's recovering. but still, not fully ok yet. sincerely hope that he can regain his health fast. oh bei, the muscles are disappearing!

8:54 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006
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morning call to bei to check on his physical condition.. it was still fine for me, at least my stomach stopped the churning.. but i still felt the slight movement within. bei reported an "ok" health condition, and so we headed to the library as planned.

we were super early today.. haha.. yeahh, we're acting out spore's phenomenon-- kiasu-ness. lol.. first in line at 940am. we tell you how much a good seat means so much to a serious revision environment. =)) though we sacrificed our beauty sleep, we were glad (or so i hope for bei) that we can study in peace.

audit is 4 out of 5 chapters completed. god, i should show you how much i wrote on the rough paper. all went into my head! i hope those memorisation wont go down the drain. hope it stays at the back of my mind til 15th Dec is OVER! i thought audit revision would be a breeze, but it was a lil worse than i thought. hmm.. think my brain cells are tired of memorising. so torturous for them!

started on fmgt at 5pm, after bei bought piping hot potato wedges for his lil girl =)) super nice laa the wedges at the library's cafe! i finally found a replacement for kfc's wedges! anyways, read up on 2 chapters of fmgt and we went home. not that scared for fmgt, cos it's the module i'm most comfortable with. plus, i got do tutorials ok!! haha, so i'm more receptive to that module.. yeap, study and study is what we do nowadays!

bei's still a lil unwell.. =(((( soo sad. i'm so worried for bei. HAIS. gave him some cough syrup a while ago before he went back home. hope it works wonders for his throat and phlegm.. the liang cha i bought for him doesn't seem to work =(( now, he doesn't even feel like eating the breakfast i suggested making for him tmr morning. double sobs** but i understand.. he doesn't have an appetite right now. please god-of-health (if there's any), please bless my love with good health. i promise i'll be a good girl.

10:55 PM
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the Ai4 Xin1 Zhou1 bei cooked for me was delicious.. really it was bei. i din fu yan you =) you make a great cook, dont you? thanks a zillion. see my actions proved what i said! i ate ALL of it ok! haha.. so that proved that it's really nice. with the diced hotdog, dried scallop (gan1 bei4), vegetable and every bit of ur effort and love, it made a very delicious meal for your sick girl =)) i felt like a baby in ur meticulous hands. =D

my boy's sleeping now, after our short chat which ended 10 min ago. he's still unwell. -sobs- i would have been on my bed now if not for the fmgt practice paper. yes, i forgot to print them. and i'm studying fmgt and audit tmr.. so gotta have the practice paper with me.

plan for tmr- hit the library again, for revision (what else!). if either bei or i feel unwell tmr morning, we'll forgo the library plan and make do with our back-up plan. nonetheless, the revision and objective are still as targeted.

i hope none of us will have any discomfort or feel unwell tmr. i really really hope so. we cant afford to fall sick during this crucial period! though my stomach dont hurt that much now, i hope it stays good tmr as well.

baobei, i miss you alot. good night, sweet dreams. may you recover soon, my boy.

12:29 AM
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
la-la-la

i thought today was an almost perfect day.. with productive time spent on RFA's revision that leveled me to being 80% complete for that module. the other thing which lit me up was the note i saw which my mum sticked onto my wallet that says "Today set-lunch at Jack's Place?" i was elated, feeling the joy instantly, with my small tired eyes.

bang on RFA for close to 5 hours, going thru the notes, doing the tutorials and classwork all over again.. and of cos, the practice paper. it was, like i said, a tired but fulfilling process. i'm glad i hit my target again.

lunch was, needless to say, fabulous. with the all-time favourite lobster soup, seafood in the basket, salad as appetizer, the main course- ribeye steak, cake for dessert and cafe mocha. the whole table was full with food.. and i guessed all of us enjoyed our meal.. thanks to mummy =))

perfect day isn't it? with objectives met and a great lunch.

BUT now, my stomach hurts, for god-knows-what reason. -sighs- bei's worried for me. he applied oil on my stomach, hoping it'll soothe the pain. he just made me a cup of cereal but i said it wasn't nice and he threw it away. actually, it's not that it's not nice, just that, it's different from the one i normally have at home, so naturally, the taste doesn't appeal to me. and now, my lovely boy is cooking porridge for me! god, he's so sweet. it's his first time cooking porridge and he's seeking help and consulting his sister on how to cook it so that it'll be nice. thanks a million bei =) i'm very touched by ur actions and love. thanks for taking such good care of me, even though u aren't feeling too well urself. i appreciate all ur care and concern. i love you. get well soon too =)

i know the porridge will be nice, even though bei's still cooking it in the kitchen. cos it's cooked with every bit of his love, care and concern besides the nice ingredients in the porridge. i really really appreciate this baobei. T.H.A.N.K.S

9:18 PM
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
la-la-la

fatique is overcoming me.. told bei yday that i'll call him when i wake up today morning, which i presumed i will do so earlier than him since he's not feeling well. BUT, when he msged me at 10.28am, i was still sleeping soundly. though i saw his msg, i went back to my lala~ land.

woke up at 12.13pm, with a slight bad mood. cos it dawned on me that it was 12 plus already! i was worried that revision would be affected with the 2 hours less, and was irritated with MA when i glanced thru what i'm going to study today. acc-ed bei for his lunch at 233, and he acc-ed me to kfc for my lunch. wahaha.. i dun feel like eating porridge laa! but bei, being the sick boy, had to, even if he doesn't want to/feel like.

reached the library at 2pm. surprised to see it was packed, and that most of the tables were occupied. so, i decided that i'll reach the library at 10am tmr, to get a good seat. i hope bei and i will drag ourselves out of bed in time tmr.. haha..

i'm glad that my objective for the day was achieved. that is, to cover 4 topics of MA. the last 3 topics are those which i'm more familiar with.. so shouldn't be much of a problem. tmr got to revise on the rest of MA and start on RFA, another deadly module.

it's a very mundane process actually. i spent 5 hours on 4 topics today.. read thru the lecture slides, do the tutorials, and lastly, the classwork. i had to do this for all the topics.. and i'm getting impatient. can't be helped.. who ask my brain to be so NOT MA-inclined!

anyway, i'm gonna rest my brain cells well tonight, so that RFA revision will go on smoothly for me tmr.

saw daddy at the coffeeshop when bei and i were going to pack our dinner home. sucha coincidence.. haha, saved on dinner cos daddy paid =))

i'm so happy that bei has been feeling alright today. =D i hope you recover fully by tmr bei.. JIAYOU! beiLOVESyouFOREVER**

10:31 PM
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Friday, December 01, 2006
la-la-la

friday's supposed to be long for me though i end sch at 1pm. cos my dear boy has lessons until 5pm. but today, we ended school ourselves earlier by 2 hours. of cos, for a valid reason. after MY lunch, not ours cos bei din eat, went to the library and settled comfortably on the sand-bag. bei fell asleep while i read a couple of magazines. it was not long after that i felt his forehead was HOT! god, bei's running a slight temperature. i persuaded him not to go for his lecture, of cos, at his best interests at heart. cos i wanted him to take a panadol and sleep and hopefully the temperature would go away. i was so worried for bei. i duno why is it that bei always fall sick when exams/tests are here. i wanted him to recuperate, so that he'll be in the best condition to take the tests next week.

my boy, after much hesitation, decided to go home to rest. i know he was worried for his IPT diagram which the lecturer will be going through in the lecture at 4pm. but bei, ur health is more impt ok? u can always get from ur friends, like what i say. =))

bei only had less than 1/4 of the butter 'cake' we bought at cold storage for lunch =(( so worried for him. i'm sure he's gonna lose the weight that he has gained, again. bei, must really really take good care of urself ok? drink the liang cha bei bought for you =D

completed audit tutorial at his house. it's the start of the weekends tmr. no leisure time.. but quality and productive time will be spent on revisions at the library. i hope the coldness in the library would not deteriorate bei's condition. *prays hard*

still deciding whether to start on MA or RFA. either one of the 2 most troublesome and detestable modules. i got to conquer them, like how i conquered cost acc, and those which i hated. i know it'll be hard.

in the meantime, i really wish for bei to recover soon. ok bei, i want the ali atak you!! get well soon! i miss ur hyperactiveness.

11:44 PM
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