11:42 PM
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mug mug mug!!! starting to get use to this mugging period.. it will be a library marathon once again.. which will 'officially' commence on friday since bei still has his last project presentation tmr.. i think he'll be able to ace that project since he and his partner really put in alot of effort and time in it, not forgetting obtaining some professional help from his friends. i've seen the end product, not bad!! and quite fun! now i know those who input the codes for vending machine can go bonkers.. lol.. jiayoubaobei!!
i was so nice (erhem! haha) to accompany bei to sch early in the morning. if you ask me to go woodlands library to wait for him, i'd rather acc him to school and be 'near' to him. at least i know he's in the campus like i am. i feel more secure and less worried. =)) guess i'm too dependent on him. but more importantly, i know i want to be by his side too.
MA MA MA! my mind's gonna be so occupied by MA these 3 days. and the cycle will go on for audit, rfa and fmgt. exams, please end fast! 15th february!
yes, speaking of this. we're having our afternoon audit paper on valentine's day!! so sad.. our 19th month falls on the weekend of mugging too.. =(((
anyways, dad's a little crazy these days.. feeling so high and self-entertained himself. lol.. cant stand! mum is so happy today!! weee..
finally, bei and i will be going for botaks TOMORROW~! yums! it's an incentive to continue my revision in the afternoon.. =D
10:25 PM
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went back to school for fmgt and rfa 'remedial'. quite productive i would say. and, very encouraging!! to know that you've attempted the qns and know where you'd gone wrong. and mei yan, we had a "fun" time thinking of how to do qns on time value of money right?! LOL. i really know a little bit more on how to do le!! CHEERS. i hope it goes the same for yan, cos i think she dislikes that topic too. haha..
actually planned to start on ma today. yes i started, but, did very little. only went through standard costing.. cos, i dont have the mood and feeling to study at underground. that's where bei is.. cos he's doing his project.. so i was there too. in the end, helped him with his report while i'm still stuck at that one topic for ma. got to jia you tmr le.. and i will! i start to feel the urgency already..
bei bei, dont be too stress over your projects ok? they're coming to an end on thursday!! i told you i'll be there for you when u need help right? =)) rmb to include me in your credits for the part on recommendations for ur report. LOL. joking laa.. the presentations will go on well for you, so dont worry! ni xing de!!!
i love you baobei.. muah chee, how much? HEE.. -beibeigivesyouapeckonurcheeks-
10:24 PM
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okk, my mood's better now.. more calming emotions.. tragedies can get the better of me..
it's the start of our study break.. and let's see what have i been doing. i was, just, procrastinating WHILE revising. haha.. chim right.. in simple terms, revising in a not-so intense way.. cos, i still haven felt the urgency yet. but i know, soon it will come.
i reached woodlands library today morning at 9.50am only to find i was the only one at the waiting area. i was quite shocked. i thought the library's going to have their board meetings again, which will then resume operation at 2pm (like the last time). fortunately, that wasn't the case. in the meanwhile, my sweetie went to toa payoh to return lappy to his friend.. lonely! but fret not! cos he reached at 1045am.
fmgt-ed. got quite frustrated when i encountered those qns which are not in our notes and i must yan2 jiu1 how the answer is derived. and, i really hate the topic on time value of money. some qns i know which formula to use, but some i dont! which really frustrates me to the max. simply because i reasoned the formula obtained with logic, but in the end, it's the other formula. -_-" nvm, must jia you!
i realise this exam period is really stressful. cos it's not like the common tests where there're only around 5 topics to cover. now, we have to cover ALL of them. and i hate the feeling of forgetting what i've learnt and having to 'recover' all the lost knowledge. all i can say is, PERSERVERE!
had our lunch at pastamania. god, i wasn't full after the country baked pasta. cos, the filling was so little! how to be full?! so bei and i shared another marinara, which was SUPERB! right bei? except that bei doesn't like the clams.. thanks to bei for accomodating again, cos actually he wants to eat kfc. lol.. i am hard to please. =P
i got my wedges!! simplicity is the best. i am so happy i got a pair of new shoes! dad asked me to show him what i've got.. only to find him laughing upon seeing it. seriously, i dont know what is he laughing about. ha! but since daddy's the one who sponsor me, i will say i love you daddy! haha, i always will.
xi wang papa, mama, jie jie, didi, mei mei, baobei he wo suo you de peng you jian jian kang kang.. kai xin dao lao. sincerely from the bottom of my heart =)
11:21 PM
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hai.. i'm actually feeling quite heavy-hearted now.. things, just seem to go unpredictable and unthinkable at times. why do bad things always happen? cant accidents just be avoided for once? cant people be more careful? cant people have a longer life span and enjoy and fulfil everything they want before leaving this earth? it is just so disheartening. i am so taken aback. i am so affected. i hate to think that life is so fragile. it intimidates me. it surely, isn't a good feeling. hai... people, please cherish life. and those on the road, please please please put others' safety as impt as ur own life too. that's the least you can do, to prevent any mishap. not responsible enough, then please dont be on the road. hai.. i wish everyone be safe..
10:10 PM
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i'm in sucha jovial mood today!! as planned, went to get my hair coloured in the morning.. snipped 2 inches off and got a nice colour which i love! RED with a copper highlight. seems like it's well-received =)) bei and mum loves it. the former said i look more mature now.. while the latter still fussed that my hair is still very long. -_-" cut 2 inches already lor!! anyways, i love my hair! and i will love it even more when the straightener comes next week. =D (bei also like right? hee)
satisfied my famished stomach with fisn&chips with bei at a coffeeshop. yums! went to bei's house after that.. quite a relaxing sunday i would say. my mischevious boy! get so adorable when i'm going to scold him.. clever tactic! bei's such a happy-go-lucky person. though he still has his projects to fret about, he never neglect me once. anything that i want to do, he'll try his best to accomodate me in his hectic schedule. for this, i am really touched and feel appreciated. i tried to give him suggestions on his projecs, hopefully relieving some of the stress or helplessness he's feeling. i spotted some errors too hor bei? hahaha.. hope you can ace the projects ok?
had to leave bei's house at 715pm.. cos going to have dinner with my beloved family! so long since we ate out.. punggol nasi lemak! this is daddy's favourite! but i ate frogleg porridge.. it's so nice being out with my family. i totally love them! daddy is always the joker who lightens the atmosphere and mood (not that it is heavy or dull most of the time) but yeahh.. it certainly makes a vast difference with daddy around. i think spending time with family members is really important to me.. cos they are so dear to me. had lots of laughter with daddy spelling "diabetes". LOL. unforgettable! he goes "d-i-a bla bla bla e-y!" and the "bla bla bla" he inserted some funny languages.. and since when the word diabetes ends with "y"? LOL. dad then explained, "cos ciTY also end with 'y' ma.. den diabetes (which he pronounced as diabeTY) should be 'y' ma" so funny! cracked us all up =DD
daddy bought us ice-cream too! had a great time with my love ones.. and!!! daddy gave me money to buy my wedge! I SAY CHEERS TO DADDY! daddy said "i thought i receive the bonus le den give u all money to buy.. now you so fast want to buy le ahh.." lol.. then i told him "scared later no more my size ma.." which he replied "is scared not enough money.. HAHA" so i'm going to get that tmr! HAPPY!
10:32 PM
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pain pain go away, dont ever come again. my eyes still hurt.. -sobs- i thought i'll be fine after a good night's sleep, but i woke up, realising that it still hurts. =(( feels kinda heavy.. hope the medicine daddy bought will do wonders.
it's just the start of the weekends and we(bei and i) have already started mugging, not those intense ones though.. but still, yeahh.. can tell from the 'tone' right.. sian! practised rfa papers.. completed the revision paper and 4 past year exam papers. can die! but i've only done ONE (pathetic) set of pfs. i think all the knowledge on that had disappeared with the end of common tests.. haha.. but still, not an excuse la hur.. but got reason laa.. cos the exam papers teachers posted all took out the qn on pfs, and those are the ones i've practised for the common test, meaning, i'll be doing the same set of qns AGAIN. but since my papers have all the scribblings (you know how troublesome pfs is.. when you see a particular info, u must be able to immediately group them into assets, liabilities, and NOT forgetting the notes!), i'm going to print out all brand new ones and re-do them. that will probably be tomorrow? but i dont feel like touching sch work tmr.. haha.. see how la!
the weather's back to the 'pouring' days. just when bei and i were about to go for lunch, it rained donkeys and monkeys. -_-" no choice but to eat mac.. but the beef prosperity burger's nice!!
bei chiong-ed his ipt project while i was rfa-ing. did the whole day but was still yet to be completed, though got some jing4 zhan3 already. i gave him alot of enhancement ideas lor!! but he din use any. because, this boy of mine DONT KNOW how to input those suggestions i've gave him into his project. lol.. but then again, codes are really cumbersome. i think if i were an ipt student, i would have gone bonkers by now, SERIOUSLY. i understand nothing. so i could only aid bei by giving him some ideas, which, he did not use any in the end. hahaha..
oh ya, i've found a pair of wedges i love totally!! gonna tell mum about it and see if she wants to sponsor me.. (since i've already bombed her wallet for cny clothings.. haha). hopefully she wins in her mahjong today and i can get my wedges by monday!!
10:30 PM
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today's the official last lesson for year 2 sem 2. very soon, it's the major year-end exams... have been bombarded with several practice papers for each module.. hope they do help.
had peppermint ice-cream in school today! yummylicious.. i love to eat ice-cream in cooling weathers. =) clashed bei's lecture and then proceeded to do my RFA revision paper when bei's at the "battle field" battling agaisnt his BSD test. it took my 1.5 hours to finish 3 qns. and that DOES NOT include the qn on PFS! god, how to finish the RFA paper in 2 hours when we've got 4 long parts on pfs itself.. really got to train our speed in doing that!!
went to amk (like finally!) to purchase the things i want =) thanks bei for acc-ing me though you have to chiong your ipt project. really appreciate it! chia yun! got to ma fan you le..
on the way home, saw bei's xiao gu. the nice lady whom i'd met when we visited bei's sister in the hospital a few months back. still as friendly! dont have the ju4 li2 gan3 =D
duno why my right eye hurts today.. is it because i'm lack of rest? or that my eye has caught alot of dust in it? -sighs- hope it'll be back to normal soon..
revision starts from tomorrow! JIA YOU EVERYONE!
10:21 PM
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fmgt revision lecture ended early at 10am. the lecturer was REALLY SUPER implicit with his hints.. kinda made us go "hur? is this important?" anyways, we had a 5 hour break before our audit lecture at 3pm. BGs went to westmall to kill them. unfortunately, not a very good place to do so, cos we finished combing the place at 1.15pm. which then, left us with nth to do, and so, head back to school.
decided our lunch over "oh ya bei ya somp!" initially wanted to go for sakae.. but they dun have lunch buffet over at westmall's outlet, so we tried on this "la-mian" restaurant, which serves really reasonably-priced food. quite delicious too! curbed my urge on ordering the deep fried soft shell crab. seems yummy!! shall try it the next time i go there.
i was just telling jocelyn how yummy Mos Burger's cheese cakes are. and then, when i went back to westmall after audit lecture, the cashier told me the cheese cake is no longer in their menu!!!! arghhhh, why do all my favourite food get slashed away from the menu?!
okk, i feel like buying wedges.. but still haven found one which attracted me. andd, the white butterfly ring! so nice.. i shall just STOP spending money. really!
tmr's bei's test. really hope it'll be managable for him.. and then, he gotta chiong his projects in the weekends.. =(( guess i must do my revision papers too, since i dun have much of a choice.
sunday's going to dye my hair! -excited- but am still clueless about what colour to dye.. hmm..
i am so tired!!!
10:50 PM
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wo yao da shen shuo, BAOBEI, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! these few days will be bei's busiest period.. got a test on this coming friday, presentation on next wed and thurs and report to be handed in by next wednesday. really must jia you ok baby?? dont need to be apologetic that u dun have time to accompany me do the things that i like or want to do, cos i understand.. i really do =)) just be more focused during this crucial period and it'll end soon! wo ting ni!
sucha contrary.. when bei's super busy, i am super free. minus away all the pending revision la hur.. my projects are done.. necessary presentations are done.. so i can at least rest for these few days. ya FEW only! cos very soon, all the engines got to be started and then, we can enjoy our Chinese New Year!! YAY!
have you guys watched the video in my previous post? super funny laa! i really love to watch it. HAHAHA..
my dad's crazy these few days.. always made us laugh like siao. very seldom daddy's so light-hearted.. so must cherish these days. lol.. i love daddy! and mummy!
10:12 PM
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GO VISIT THIS LINK!! HERE! SUPER SUPER SUPER FUNNY LAA!! i kept watching and kept repeating and repeating AND REPEATING! just cant stop laughing.. so cute! and, daren's sucha loving daddy!!
11:03 PM
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i am so happy that EAA is finally AND OFFICIALLY done! with a good ending i hope! lol.. cos today's test paper seemed to be a replica of our trial test paper. which is ultra good! yippie! i just hope it can help pull up the marks.. -prettyplease-
had our last audit tutorial today.. mr andre lee was so nice to have bought mint chocolates for us! it's so nice lor! had the 5% roleplay.. i got the hostile and unfriendly client!! arghh.. i wanted one which is shy and reserved. LOL. ya laa, those who know me should well know that it's a big contrast to my very own character.. but, that role easier to act ma.. haha.. i think i should've swopped roles with dickson, cos i am very much nicer, no? hahaha.. just pardon me.. cos i am so happy that we can forget all about EAA and Accpac now!
supposed to be until 4pm today, but lecture ended early and so i am here now. waiting for the boy to end class at 5pm. arghhhh 5pm! that's still a long way.
you know what, i've told myself i should stop all the temptations to enjoy myself during weekends beginning this week, BUT, i cant seem to curb the urge to enjoy one last week.. =( exams are coming, very soon! if i were to enjoy this weekend, will there be ample time for my revision for 4 modules? are 11 days adequate? andd, i want to go amk to buy the HEART! botak jones too... oh no, serious prob here. suddenly i feel like doing so many stuffs, insignificant stuff may i add.
my hair will be undergoing a "makeover" this coming sunday.. ooh, cant wait. but at the same time, i am clueless about what colour combination to have. i REALLY cant wait for chinese new year to come!!
3:24 PM
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i should go figure out the wireless at home, someday sometime when i'm less busy. -_-" i get timed out every 10 secs. PEK CEK LOR! it always lasts for about 20 odd minutes after which, it'll stop bugging me and let me do my work in peace. but it's a different story if the sister ons her lappy and use it concurrently. lousy!
anyways, had our last IS class today.. for just 4 minutes! for me laa.. cos it lasted 20 minutes for bei.. it's an interview between.. the teacher had more things to talk to him. LOL. the 1st thing she told bei was "Guowen, you've changed alot!" lol.. this is what we've heard from ppl these days who know bei.. indeed bei has changed! i've known him for -counts- 7 years, and i myself had noticed the vast difference. serious. in my point of view, i think he'd become more active(like what our IS tutor pointed out), more cheerful, more friendly, more outgoing (right bestie?), less-shy, less act cool (oops! haha), BUT, still as lame and joker as ever! HAHAHA. but, the NET difference is a positive one.. so, good lar! lol..
ma tutorial-ed, eaa-ed, and finally audit lecture-d. again, alvin quek was soooo hilarious. we really enjoy his lecture you know! he makes things easier, makes us laugh and really can entertain us. even when giving hints/tips for the final exam, he can still be so funny. cant stand, but i we like!
oh god, there's EAA online test 2 tmr!! wishhhh mee luckk! i need lots of that. and after 1030am tmr, we can forget all about eaa and concentrate on all the other 4 modules for revision. exams, please fly like a jet plane!
bei seems to be recovering, or have already recovered, or so i hope. he can now sing to me the whole day! this boy ahh.. really love singing so much. my ears are 'honoured' la hur! yday still asked me "bei, when can go kbox? you said i can sing to you the whole day when i recovered.." yes boy, we will go kbox, but, it has to be scheduled after the exams.. =) the best thing is, he can joke to me at ANY part of the day, so long as he's beside me. god, i really wonder how all those silly juices got into his head.
bei: what shop does Jasprit opens?
me: -thinks hard- duno..
bei: Esprit
me: -LAME- (but laughs like a lunatic at the same time.)
this is just one of the many lame things he'd said to me since ermm, 2 days back.. i've forgotten the others.. cos, my head cannot store too many things at one time. yes, limited memory!! but i hope it doesn't fail me during critical times.. -prays-
10:43 PM
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sunday was considered well-spent. met bei for lunch before heading to mac. he told me he had a nightmare yday, dreaming that i'd changed my friendster profile to single, and there're no longer any pics of him in my photos section. haha... see if you dare to be naughty again!
i took 5+ hours to complete fmgt and ma tutorials.. i duno why i took sucha long time.. but ma was explainable laa.. cos last week's tutorial i din attempt any of the qns, so i spent more time understanding the concepts and all. i felt a great satisfaction upon completion of that, cos i was still fretting over that topic since i was so lost during lecture and tutorials itself. yes, simply bcos i din do my tutorials.. that's why i say, tutorials ARE impt. super exhausted after the 5 hours of intense, serious work. bei had to pamper me with apple pie and cheeseburger =)
i was so pissed just now.. cos i wanted to print the EAA screenshots that will be useful for the upcoming online test 2. print previewed it and it says "44 pages". wanted to cut down on the unnecessary space due to the teacher screenshoting it at a freaking SUPERWASTESPACE teachnique. YES, i went to crop out all the unwanted details of EACH screenshots. at the end of it, my fingers were aching. speaking of this, i really hope online test 2 will be smooth for us. -prays-
baby's at the living room now.. waiting for me to bring the lappy out for him to play audition.. tmr's supposed to be a relaxing and non-study day since it's our IS day. but, we're having ma tutorial and audit lecture. hai.. gonna end sch late. SIAN!
11:44 PM
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bei's sleeping ever so soundly on my bed, refusing to go home. and, i just heard him coughed, which startled me. poor boy, haven had his medicine since 130pm. i thought he'd recovered, cos i din heard him cough throughout the day.. hai, seems like he still needs the medicine to do wonders. get well soon baby, the exams are here. you need the energy to complete all presentation and reports on hand. i'm your golf ball =)) and YOU are mine too. -winks- one thing to rmb, games are your? yes, SAND! *loves*
-1.21 am-
hai.. sometimes, i just wish you could be more....... how to get it in ur head? i was worried for you.. and that was what i get. dont think you could comprehend my feelings at all, can you? you wont understand the tinge i felt. never. i nv doubted you. i was just worried. get it? was i even wrong to do that? they are called 'reminders' for a reason. "To cause (someone) to remember; put in mind" that's the purpose. hai.. i dont see the light. i dont.
12:15 AM
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bugis-ed with bei today =D actually i dont feel like going out at all.. especially shopping! cos, i'm tired of it. HAHAHA. it's true. but i think this feeling will subside very soon.. yeahh, i'm sure it's a very temporary feeling..
anyways, we went out cos i wanted to "do something" which ONLY bei knows what the 'something' is. LOL. cannot say la! 233-ed and i had my tomyum noodles. SUPERNICE! lucky i told bei to take an umbrella, cos it rained in the afternoon. AGAIN!
reached bugis and shopped around. headed to the ICON opposite parco bugis and guess what, it bored me out TOTALLY. nothing appealing there.. and the structure of the mall is super weird.. it makes one shopping there feels uncomfortable bcos of the narrow-ness. gave up on shopping there when we were only at the 4th level. BOREDNESS. i'll not go there anymore..
headed to bugis street, to jing4 xing2 the "something". LOL. i am so happy laa.. cos i bought another denim shorts =DD dirt cheap ok.. bei bought me a white rosey necklace. thanks bei.. it's lovely.
the useful umbrella sheltered us back to bugis shopping mall.. i saw a top which i love very much! but eventually decided against buying it. =(( it's so beautiful.. but i reckoned i've bought alot of clothes already and should really stop buying anymore.
from next week onwards, all the weekends will be devoted faithfully to tutorials and revision, since the major exams are round the corner. should really work hard for this last battle to get the 4th one. i hope i wont disappoint myself. of cos, tmr will be spent on tutorials too. i know it's mundane, but i know i'll enjoy the holidays after all this torturous period of mugging. JIAYOU everyone!
9:21 PM
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a good way to start out the weekends!! heh! i enjoyed myself thoroughly. well, who doesn't with retail therapy around? =))
NP's open house these 3 days.. bei and i faked as those sec sch graduates to get the free goodie bag. lol.. so budget right.. but, the things given are really cool! went to collect the swenson ice-cream where my friend at the booth asked "ehh, where you get it (the voucher to redeem the ice-cream) from?" haha..
headed to orchard to meet up with mum and sis, where bei, again, went home alone by himself. thanks sweetie for acc-ing me, ya? mum's idea to have Jack's Place. =) favourite lar!
shopshopSHOP! we really love shopping. though mum has told me "mei ahh, you'd bought alot already.. cannot buy already ahh" for i think thrice?, i still have some really good buys today! bought ANOTHER dress at $69. wth! so ex right.. but mum said it looked nice =) at least it's different from the ones i have at home.. so yeahh.. got a purpur mango top which costs $55! so ex also right.. haiyo.. but, i really love it to bits. special and beautiful =D and, i also bought a black lacey spaghet. will get the off-white one when i see it at northpoint. yup, so that sums up what i've bought today. happyhappy!
sis wanted to dine at sushi tei initially. but when mum asked her to treat, she changed her mind. LOL. so, we went to Tonkichi, the restaurant i'd worked in before to have our super late dinner at 8.50pm. it was sis's virgin visit there, and she commented that the food tasted really nice. it's true though.. we were so full la! i had my mochi, peach one though.. no more yam..
woahh, it's been 10 odd hours not seeing bei.. really miss my boy.. he has been a good good boy! finished up his report. =)) hope his throat gets better tmr.. miss you baby..
11:37 PM
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thursday thursday! if there's any reason why i love thursdays, it would be cos it signals that the weekends are NEAR! yup, just 2 more days. =))
bei msged me during my MA tutorial to tell me his OM tutorial was cancelled today. wee, so happy la!! headed to woodlands, with a super last minute decision to watch movie.
i am so sad! cos pastamania had done away with ocean baked pasta as an item in their menu! WHY! that's my favourite.. the baked rice we had today sucks. the worst i've eaten. i want the ocean back!
we watched Kungfu Mahjong 3. quite a comical movie.. and it's very appealing, especially since i love mahjong =D the tiles they get are simply AMAZING. i dont think anyone could have such good luck in real life. like wth! the main actor actually changed his super lousy tiles to smth super nice. UNBELIEVABLE. and, i dont think anyone in reality can bring so much bad luck to another like the actress in the movie. lol.. quite a creative character though.. it lasted for 1.5 hours, which i thought time zoomed past real quickly! it seemed like i had only been there for half an hour.. nice movie!
superstar-ed. very jing zhang lehh.. cos duno who will be crowned as the male and female champions. better not say who i prefer to emerge as victory, in case it turns out the opposite. lol..
tmr is friday = shopping with mummy! and i simply love fridays.. cos RFA's so fun! lol..
daddy's going to get a new LCD tv and a tv console.. mum is going to get a hair straightener! =D and, i'm looking forward to chinese new year!
10:12 PM
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i've just finished my lunch - the SOSUPER spicy beehoon soto. i was practically lacking of ice when consuming that. cos i think my tongue is burning. thanks baby for accing me to eat =) sorry for always causing you to be late for ur cma tutorial.
the amount of water downed wasn't able to soothe the burning sensation. solution? HONEYDEW. lol.. now, i feel so bloated! bcos i'm already very full after the beehoonsoto, but have no choice but to buy a honeydew. fullfullFULL!
EAA in the morning was pretty alright! after the (super fast) teaching on printings, we were left on our own to complete the revision set. hope the test will be similar to that! so many trivial details to take note of. and if u miss any details, that's it! -prays-
okk, shall go back to my work and wait patiently for bei to come.
ciaos~
1:45 PM
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while walking to take the lift to eaa class, baobei said : wo ba ni chong huai le..
HAHAHA. yes, it is true =P
9:18 AM
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EAA workshop was quite a drag.. i dont like computer classes!! BOOS. audit tutorial was so much better.. at least, i know what the tutor was driving at.. yeahh.. unlike...
class ended at 1pm.. infact, all my days will end at 1pm from today to friday. =)) BUT, bei still have classes on til 3pm tmr and thurs. we're both ending early on friday at the same timing, but!! going shopping with mummy.. god, why do our timing clashes so badly..
anyways, waited for bei to have lunch with me today =)) bei skipped lecture while he and his mate tried on their projects. ke lian de huai dan gua.. still cant figure out the codes.. =(( jiayou jiayou ok?
was famished by the time bei came. but ate happily! cos it was supposed to be a lonely lunch until bei told me he'll acc me =D then, i crashed his cma lecture. topic today was on flexible budget.. i learnt already laa! LOL. so bei doesn't have to worry if he dont understand, cos i do! hehe.. that naughty boy.. not really attentive in class.. still need me to remind him constantly to take down the impt points. all he did was to count how many slides more to go before the lecture ends. -_-" NAUGHTY!
nachos-ed, but sad to say, they tasted awful. sorry bei, wasted ur $3 =(
reached home, bathed, and went out to buy luo han guo for bei to hopefully soothe his throat condition. it was a surprise visit to bei's doorstep =)) i was happy to note that bei was touched by my care for him. he kept thanking me and hugged me so tight to say he really appreciate my gesture. he even hugged the luo han guo closed to his chest and gave a super adorable expression. CUTE LAR! i just want you to recover fast boy.. and, i SHOULD take good care of you, my baby!
going to be a hong hai er soon. LOL. i miss my naughtie. <3
bei named it =D
8:31 PM
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now i know for certain, when bei's weak, i'll be weakened too. My poor boy is sick and i duno why i get so affected as well. I think i am sick too, not physically though, but emotionally. =((
early in the morning at 10am, i woke up, refusing to go back to sleep cos i was worried for bei. prepared myself and went out in less than half an hour. went to the market and bought luo2 han4 guo3 and ju2 hua1 cha2 for my sick boy. upon reaching his doorstep, i called him only to receive a familiar but weak voice at the other end. bei was, apparently, still in deep sleep. am so sorry for waking him up, cos i cant wait to see him. he was shocked to hear that i am just outside. but i know he was happy and touched at the same time =)) received his warm hug the first thing i stepped into his house. "i miss you so much baobei" were the words i got from him.
bei bei thanked me for taking care of him. silly boy.. that's what i should do ma.. just like how you always care for me whenever i'm unwell. i want to give you wu2 wei1 bu4 zhi4 de care also.. though he was sick, bei still went down to help me us buy lunch despite the heavy rain, while i was doing my tutorials. bei really dotes on me, he bought my fav titbits for me though i din tell him to do so and even bought me fish&chips. thanks alot bei. your care for me though you're unwell really touched me. i feel like a helpless baby in your care.
the dreadful part came when it hit 6.50pm and i must go home for dinner. really really really cant bear to leave bei. i really wanted to acc him til late, and at the same time, be able to take care of him. again, i couldn't control my tear glands and down they pour, so heavily. =( putting my hand on bei's forehead (to hopefully soothe the throbbing pain he's feeling) and watching him close his eyes upset me. my ke lian de baby.. tears were just flowing uncontrollably. until he opened his eyes and found out i was crying, he said "bei, bu yao ku.. wo mei you shi le. ok liao le" which i know he's lying in order to stop my silent cries. "bei, ni bu yao ku wo jiu hao le". i cried even harder. din allow him to walk me back home cos i was worried if he could even walk back home safely. hai.. really hope bei can recover fast. i want the naughty you!! (okk, i'm contradicting myself again). but, i hope the joker bei will be back, to make me laugh and be silly. i love you bei. eternity we shall be. =)
one happy thing to note is that, bei's appeal to go for attachment in the 2nd sem is successful! just hope that the deferrment process will go on smoothly. -prays-
*my love for life*
11:21 PM
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855-ed to Queensway shopping centre to hunt for bei's nike shoes.. he was hooked onto the 1st one we saw, and eventually bought it.
i said to him while we were at other stoers "you must look carefully ma.. later got another nice one then you miss it.." (cos he was just like browsing through)
him: wont laa..
me: you are those type that saw the one you like then wont go and see others (pairs of shoes) le har..
him: ya.. like how i like you and wont look at other girls..
me: ya right!! (note my sacarsm)
the nike shoes are very nice laa! somemore quite cheap. value for money! today the weather compromised to our act of bringing an umbrella out. lol.. super cold la! i DONT like.
took 197 to bugis.. lucky in the evening the rain ceased. so we could shop at bugis street at more ease. finally got my leggings! and i bought a black shorts. nice la! actually want to buy the white one as well.. but dont have my size.. think will be going back next week to get the white one!
the boy is getting sick. more liang cha now!
11:07 PM
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weee!! i'm back from OUR shopping spree!! today's agenda was to look for BEI's (not mine.. haha) new year clothes as mentioned in the previous post.
i duno what's wrong with the ____ weather! i purposely wore a long-sleeved shirt cos i thought it'll be raining and so weather will be rather cooling. on top of that, bei brought an umbrella out in case it rains and we're stuck in some places.. AND THEN WHAT! IT DIN RAIN AT ALL WHEN WE WERE AT TOWN! &*#$^&*#$^#$ life's really an irony.
anyways, we went to far east to search for bei's clothes. he's happy with his buys, i think. hey how can he not be when i was there to give him comments. LOL. he got a formal top for chu1 yi1. god, we had a HARD time selecting the best one which fits him. in the end, we settled on the checkered one, which looks really great on my boy!
also, he got his jeans and a brown pants (those knee-lengthed type) at a reasonable price! i was (quite) appalled when i saw bei with a 29 waist size jeans on him. cos, his thighs are so thin! i think i'm blinded or rather deceived by the jeans he normally wear cos he purposely bought them at a bigger size. really shocked laa! look like those malays who like to wear taped(spell?) jeans. so thin laa bei! so he bought a size bigger. bei's waist soo small lor.. normally size 29 will fit him perfectly (on the waist) but will definitely end up buying a bigger size cos he dont want the bottoms to make him look so skinny. now, the point is, you ARE really skinny, that's why the bottoms (indirectly) make you look thin. -_-" get my point?
though it was supposed to be bei's shopping day, i cant resist myself from entering into shops where fanciful apparels caught my attention! so bei was constantly pulling me away from the shops and at the same time reminding me that it is HIS shopping day today. lol.. but still, i went in. i cant seem to divert my attention OFF dresses. i had to remind myself like a million times that i already have 3 in my wardrobe.
nonetheless, i STILL bought a top at Heeren's flowers in the attic. it's so beautiful! i like! as usual, i had an arduous time deciding on whether to buy black or white. that has always been my problem when choosing the colour. in the end i got the white one, which bei also recommended and suggested me to buy. i thought it can better bring out the top's uniqueness as compared to the black one. :) happy lar!
but, i still cant find my leggings. cos black ones seemed to be out of stock! i dont want those with lace, not those with stripes or strings either. just the plain one! so difficult to find meh?
nvm.. tmr going to bugis! hopefully can find it! also acc-ing bei to queensway.. =)) hope he can find a pair of shoes he like.
when i got home, mum shocked me with the no. of pairs of shoes she bought over at metro. make a guess... she bought a total of 10 shoes can!!! 10 leh! siao or what.. amounted to $300. wahh, think 3 years no need to buy shoes already. if i were there with her, confirm sure buy 2-3 pairs too. mum really crazy lor.. she bought 2 different colours for the SAME pattern/type. -_-" money too much ahh.. or maybe she thought she really is a money-printing machine. nvm la hur since 1 of the 10 is mine. haha..
mum still asked me if the money i'm left with is enough for me to buy my clothes. of cos say enough laa! bought so many already. she gave me OG, Metro, Charles & Keith and Espirit member cards! i think out of the 4, i'll be most tempted to go to C&K. but, must curb laa.. it's not like my shoes are spoilt..
really had a good time today. better be able to find my leggings tmr!
11:54 PM
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it's a saturday morning and i'm up at 10am, though i slept at 2am last night.. haha, wanted to catch the superstar repeat cos i missed it.. i can sacrifice sleep time for shows i like =)
rfa presentation went out smoothly yday.. cheers to all my group mates.. and thanks the guys for being late hur.. thanks ahh~! the quiz was shit laa.. cos i got timed out when i was attempting the 10th qn.. -_-" if the tutors know this problem will definitely occur (especially those with acer laptops like MINE!), they should just save the hassle of everyone bringing laptop just for that 3% quiz and let us do on the hardcopy instead. right?!!
friday's very casual.. end sch at 1pm! felt so good.. crashed bei's lecture where i did my rfa tutorial. acc-ed bei back home to bathe..
wenxing(bei's bro): priscilla jie jie, ke yi qu ni de jia chi fan ma?
me: gai tian zai dai ni qu ok?
wenxing: huh.. ke shi wo yao qu lehh..
so ke lian! i like to pinch his cheeks! so firm and smooth, unlike bei's! wahahaha.. so, bei came over my house to have dinner. mummy said to him: hen jiu mei you lai wo de jia chi fan le hor. glad she knows! cos she has not been cooking often these days!
bei played audition for i think 2.5 hours? now what did i say about playing? naughty! while he was playing with my laptop, i was sleeping all the way. lol.. too tired already laa.. cant be helped. he went home at 2am and off i went to lala~land. needless to say, he should be sleeping very soundly now..
going out later.. i hope it doesn't rain!!! -prays- today shall reserve my retail therapy urge! time to help bei with his new year clothes! saying about this, think i have bought quite alot already..
- denim shorts+the lovely top = casual set
- polka dots dress! :)
- mango top
- U2 skirt and white shorts
- my secret buys! which consists of (another) dress and 2 feminine top (haven show mum yet..)
wow, that amounts to approximately $250! and i have YET TO buy my leggings.. i think i still want one more shorts.. and some tees. think mum's going to yell at me! lol..
when's my baby going to wake up.. my stomach's growling now!! i have the option to call/disturb him to wake up though. LOL
monday no sch! wahhh, shiok ah!
11:35 AM
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it's 11th today! our special day (or date, if u prefer). =)) it has been one and a half years of joy, sorrow, laughter, tears, happiness, fun, blessed life for me, and still going on strong. thanks for making everything possible baby.. =D
the day started out quite badly, cos i woke up feeling naseous and couldn't walk straight. i dont know why, but i was leaning to my right everytime i tried my best to walk as straight as possible. kind of scared me a little. i thought what had happen to my balancing cells.. haha..
bei dropped my bread! which was supposed to be meant for my breakfast.. ha, so i had no breakfast today.. giddy, unwell. but i was fine after a short nap in the mrt on bei's shoulders. they do wonders =)) which was lucky for me. cos thurs schedule in sch is considered quite mind-exhausting.
got back our ma papers.. not too bad! at least it was higher than i expected.. so i'm really glad i cleared all the hurdles for common tests! hope BGs did well too.
audit lect was fun, as usual. lecturer quek got a lil emotional when he told us that of all the batches of students he'd lectured, he enjoyed lecturing us the most. lol.. now, i wonder why alot of lecturers tell this to us.. then, he went on to say that he's actually a sentimental guy which invited some doubts from us. LOL. super funny laa... and the guy in front kept doing the "i love you" hand sign to him to generously express his 'love' for him. -_-"
skipped A/R mass tutorial conducted by alvin quek cos i gotta meet up with bei! why are the rainy days back? it makes travelling to and fro town so cumbersome you know.. but i'm still happy (despite the rain) cos i got my polka dots dress!! i reserved the (last) one in westmall, but am glad i can find it in town, which comes in a new piece!! it's an 18th month present from bei, my lovely.. =)) thanks a million bei! i love it so much..
actually wanted to go to (Heeren's) Vil'age to dine, but due to the super heavy rain, we went to Suntec's Marche instead. which, in the case if u duno, serve the same food. but i reckon that Vil'age serve better quality food and are more varied. bei was, i think, quite sad when there's no fried rice over at Marche.. he din noe what to eat.. cos you know laa, this boy of mine likes to eat rice, and moreover he was starving already. ke lian! in the end, we bought calamaris (bei loves this!), mushroom soup, rosti (I LIKE!), cheese sausage and waffle ice-cream. ha, seems so little right.. but we were super full after all those.. nice meal! hope bei enjoyed it. =D
baby was so funny laa.. like to imitate the nic's singing har? haha.. like to do tinky winky, dipsy, lala, po actions for me har? so cute hor u.. cant stop laughing lor seriously!! anyways, hope u like the card and my words for u! i enjoyed this special day of ours. loveyoueternity**
Happy 18th Month to us once again!
11:59 PM
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since it's past 12am now, HAPPY 18TH MONTH TO BAOBEI AND I!!
for this special day, i'll dedicate a full post for it tmr, or technically, today. perhaps after our mini celebration at night =))
TODAY, 10.01.07. super tiring BUT happy. sch ended at 1pm. bugged annie chiu for details of our attachment. i got the 2nd sem. damn! hopefully bei gets through his appeal =(( (bei, thanks a million for this. i duno how to express my ____ undescribable feeling!)
finished up RFA project which is due on friday, but must be handed in by tmr. waited for bei til his lesson ends. lucky his 3pm class was cancelled! acced naughtie to bukit batok bank.. arcade for games. that boy! play and play and play ahh..
headed down to orchard, with bei tagging, but only acc-ed me til orchard mrt. naughty boy was sleepy and so he slept on my shoulders for most of the stops. can feel the heaviness of his head. LOL. da tou!
bei went home while i went to meet my mom at taka's MANGO. god, mom spent a bomb today. $213 at mango, $46 at U2, $100 at G2000 (yes! i got that white formal top!), $46 at Jack's Place. so in total, that adds up to $400++. oh ya, i saw a pretty dress today! and i've yet to buy my leggings. will get both of it tmr! bought a top at mango to go along with my leggings. weee, i love my clothes! Jack's is the ONLY proper meal i had today. morning i had biscuits (and 2 of them dropped onto the ground! sobs) while i had sch's tako pachi for lunch. was super hungry when shopping with mum.. but tolerated all the hunger and finally satisfied it with my favourite meal!
mum to worker in Jack's: (i) look familiar ahh..
him: yaa, u look familiar..
mum: i came here just yday night.. (with my elder sis)
him: ooh.. no wonder..
-----after our meals-----
him: tmr come again?
mum: haha! no! too fattening to eat it everyday..
see bei! this proves i had the eating genes from my mummy! she ate Jack's for dinner for 2 consecutive days! wahaha.. anyways, the meal was really fab, or was i too hungry.. was feeling so satisfied the whole day.. and mum top up the balance i have to buy more new year clothes. lol.. cheers to mummy, the mighty! THANKS LOTS TO HER!
i am dead beat. shall turn in soon.. after i hear my naughtie's voice. =)) happy 18th month to us baobei. i love you even more each day. -muacks-
12:27 AM
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the tiring tuesday is finally over.. EAA workshop, Audit tutorial, MA lect and review of RFA test paper. our audit tutor tried to spice things up by playing games relating to petty cash count, or so he thought. his instructions were vague laa.. but i think that's the objective he's trying to hit, which he did it successfully. cos all of us were blur and unclear of what he wanted us to do. the winning 2 teams will have one mark or half mark participation marks added. -_-" totally no motivation man! haha.. in the end, my team got 2nd so we got half a mark added. double boos! lol.. aiya, better than nothing right..
MA lect was rush, rush and MORE rush! the lecturer crammed 80 over slides (which was supposed to be covered over 2 lectures) in 2 hours, meaning, we dun have to go for lecture next week. pros and cons la hur.. but i think my brain was TOO overwhelmed with all the concepts and formulas. NOT EFFECTIVE AT ALL. must kao4 zi4 ji3 already.
review of RFA common test papers immediately after our lect at 4.05pm, which stretched til near 5pm. lucky we (BGs) stayed throughout the session, if not i wouldn't have claimed my 1 precious mark. teacher said 25% of the people failed that test.. god.. i think i can sort of gauge the exam's difficulty, since common tests are supposed to be easier than the final yr exam itself. quite happy with my marks though i made careless mistakes worth of 3 marks. i know how to do them, but super careless la!! arghh.. i think these carelessness are inevitable laa.. dots.. will try harder..
acc-ed bei to the CC for his collection of money! bei, next mon acc u to queensway to buy ur shoes ok? =))
decided against going to bei's house for dinner, since it's like so late already. and bei will be so tired at night cos he gotta acc me home and walk back home himself.
the naughty boy asked: bei, can i play 2 hours of audition later? (cos i told him one day can only play 1 hour, if not ahh.. he wont stop de)
me: 2 hours?! cannot.. 1 hour only..
bei: huh.. but i help you carry your heavy heavy bag lehh.. -pouts-
me: haha ok laa.. play one hour, rest one hour den play again.
bei: -happy boy-
hmm, why do boys like to game so much? is it in their genes? it seems like all guys love to play games, either maple, dota, warcraft or the latest audition. if no games are invented, i think all the guys are like empty laa.. haha.. anyways, on the account that bei was so xin1 ku3 in helping me with my laptop, heavy and thick EAA txtbk, and even helped me carry my bag, i allowed him to play more than the usual one hour. hope he doesn't strain his eyesight..
just had canadian pizza for dinner.. it's a rare occasion that dad wants to eat pizza. haha.. he said there's too much work for him to do, so he dont feel like going out to pack food for us. solution = most convenient way of having meal = call then sit at home and wait. LOL. quite nice laa.. though they only gave 2 packs of the cheese sachets. so stingy!
bro just bought a $500 PSP today, which includes his memory card and all the games thing.. another trait of a guy is that, they're willing to spend a large amount of money on a single item. for me, i dont think i'll spend $500 in that way. it just vanished at the point when the psp is on ur hands. wasted laa!!
anyways, tmr is wed! i love AND hate wednesdays.. love cos sch ends at 1pm with only 2 lessons on. hate cos i gotta eat lunch alone since bei's tutorial starts at 1pm. =( its a weekly routine i've to go through or should i say, have gone through for months.. -sighs-
i miss bei so much now. he's happily playing his audition now.. that naughty boy of mine.
8:30 PM
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yday's fondue treat! yummy!<3
it feels good to end school early on a monday.. IS's presentation is finally over.. thank god like what bei said, our teacher is not very good in IT aspect, so, simple things like setting up an online business blog is adequate to satisfy her expectations. =)) glad that she seemed to be happy about our work and activity! she commented "this is so meaningful.." after we finished our presentation, which is a good sign. it makes us feel accomplished as well, though it is only a pass/fail module. actually, i regretted a little not insisting on our initial plan of going to the children's home to stage an event there. we saw the 3 other groups who did similar stuff, by going to Melrose Children's Home which is a home for the less-priviledged kids. they're so cute! and i think simple activities lined out for them will enable them to enjoy their day and create smiles on their faces. it seems to be a very meaningful activity if we were to carry it out, bcos i know we'll have alot of fun together with the kids, and at the same time, make that day a memorable one for the kids. had it not been the demanding amount of time, effort and budgetary constraints requried of us (taking into consideration our normal core modules), i would have insisted on following what we had initially planned. =( nonetheless, it has been great with IS along, as the lessons sort of ease our stress from sch work. IS is 3/4 done, with miscellaneous work like peer evaluation, post quiz and reflection part B still left hanging. next mon only need to go sch for a mere 10 minutes for an interview with our teacher. bo liao la! anyway, just to proclaim, I LOVE IS!
bei wanted to have KFC for lunch, so we came back to yishun and have it. back home to bathe and here i am at bei's house now. so good to be at home comfortably at this time! tmr's tuesday, which will be a hectic day as sch ends at 6 plus for me.. got review of rfa common test paper.. god, that's the paper with the most careless mistakes made. -heartache-
ohh, and, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO JARREL CHOO! woo, u're the first among us to celebrate ur bday! stay happy alright!
3 more days! =))
4:54 PM
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what a fun-filled sunday i've had! really enjoyed myself =))
okk, actually i've wanted to post the pictures up.. but you know what, the connection here at my house is SO DAMN SUCKY. i duno what mine is like that while my sis enjoys perfect connection. hmm, think must be the compatibility of my wireless and linksys's. DONT MATCH! arghh
anyways, the choco fondue was G.R.E.A.T! seriously! the rich belgium choc was yummy! there's 3 portions to it; fruits, balls of ice-cream and pastries. NICE! we finished everything up! yep, that's my lunch. hahaha.. bei settled all the bananas while i did with the strawberries. ha! why no marshmellows? that aside, the service at J8 is really good! -thumbs up- i know bei enjoyed the choco session as much as i did, since choco is his no 1 favourite. =))
bei dragged me over to see the HAHA crabs again. think he really like it. hmm, but now not a time to keep pets la.. lol.. walked around to digest our bloated stomachs..
I AM SO HAPPY! i bought a set of new year clothes.. casual set. =)) my love-denim shorts! i know with the price i bought it, i can buy 2 of it at bugis street and still have change left, but HECK! i love the design, the colour, everything was what i wanted! quality too! of cos chop bought it! hahaha.. the top caught my eye at the first sight. saw the display outside and went to ask the salesgirl if they still have it. woo, it comes in 3 colours, and guess what? i love ALL the 3 colours!! i really had a hard time deciding on the colour i want. tried the colours on, one by one. and do it over and over again until i was quite sick of it. HAHA. in the end, settled for a more unique colour, and one which the salesgirl told me is more sellable. happy happy! the service of the salesgirl also very good! cos you know normally people get irritated with customers who go in and out of the fitting room a million times and still deciding on what should they buy. i was the classic example la! but she was so nice that she even told me its ok and kept smiling. =D in the end, the casual set costs me $66.80. i thought it was quite expensive! haha.. but, kai xin jiu hao! i really love the top and my denim shorts! woohoo.. cant wait to wear them. LOL.
no nice dresses over at J8, so i know i wont spend my time looking out for nice dresses. shall do it next weekend, over at town perhaps, when we go shopping again! =D
went over to G2000 and tried on formal wear too, since they're having 50% sale. i tell you, G2000's apparels have (in my opinion) the best quality and design. i like! bought the formal skirt only.. forgone the white formal top cos it was 40% off only. LOL. drama la! if it was 50%, i would have bought it. and bei says the formal set looks nice on me. hmm, shall go back and buy when they're having promos..
so just in a day, i spent close to $100 out of the money mum gave me. and i will be spending more next week! god! retail therapy makes me real happy! but bei's the poor one.. always standing outside the fitting room or the shop to wait for me. thanks bei for ur patience, and sorry if it was bored for u. =)) u're the best!
reached Northpoint earlier than anticipated. also, we went to queue for Sakae earlier upon seeing the looooonnnnnngggg Q. couldn't contain my hunger and so we ordered before mummy reached. lol.. i told you it'll be a feast, din i? we had a mountain of food laa.. YUMMYLICIOUS! (and bloated, haha) the $200++ bill proved it. swenson's ice-cream to end off the wonderful meal. =D
tmr's the start of the week again, which is SIAN. nvm, hope the weekends will come by soon again! til then peeps!
11:21 PM
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It's gonna be a nice sunday ahead! am happy that i woke up naturally, meaning, i've slept all i've wanted. HAHA. pig la!
anyway, just completed the IS slides for tmr's presentation. god, i think for the whole thing only a few people are doing it. nvm, the class is gonna end soon. moreover, it's a pass or fail module. so heck!
am feeling happy happy! mummy gave me money for new year clothes! so i'm going out in about half an hour's time to (hopefully) shop for my clothes!! dresses dresses! =)) actually, the agenda for today is only to go J8 and enjoy our chocolate fondue at Haagen Dazs.. credits to Eunice! but now, it seems like there's more to do in a day!
and and and, i have to repeat this, Mummy IS Mighty! she, AGAIN, wants to treat us to Sakae for dinner later.. weee!! seems like her mahjong luck has increased her wealth these days, which is ULTRA GOOD! i know i'm going to enjoy the feast later on. hahaha.. bei's coming along with us too =DD
okk, gotta go prepare and off to J8! hope u guys have a wonderful sunday too!
oh ya, before i forget.. try this link here! it's a super funny flash which puts ur intelligence under test in times of anxiety! HAHA.
1:07 PM
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i am feeling so relieved and glad that the NUH appointment is over! but seriously, i had a hell of a time there curbing my nervousness and intimidation. i really was. i din have breakfast, and only had a delipotato for lunch over at NUH. somehow, it didn't taste as good as the last time i ate it. hai.. think it's the atmosphere laa.. imagine eating ur food with a sea of sick people or with those working in the hospital. it sucks. totally ruin my appetite. had honeydew to fill my stomach and off i went for my x-ray.
i duno what's wrong with the efficiency today, but it took me close to an hour to get my ONE x-ray done. apparently, i was waiting for my turn where there are ONLY 3 before me. i think it must be the amateurs/greenhorns inside the room who caused this slow speed. anyway, another specialist reviewed my present condition. why not the surgeon who operated on me? he's so much more senior and professional. the nurse told me he's the top surgeon/specialist for scoliosis surgery. for ur info, scoliosis is a problem with the spine, either curve or out-of-place. yeahh, so the specialist said i'm recovering well as he measured the degree of my spine's curvation. pencil and protractor, the familiar sight i witness everytime the doctors add on to my x-ray. good thing i was out of the room fast, cos i just want to get out of NUH asap. bad news is, i still have to go back next yr for the SAME x-ray. -_-" shall see how la.. perhaps i'll be a real naughty kid and refuse to go.
yday jocelyn gave each of us BGs a postcard filled with her msg for us and a souvenir she got for us from her bangkok trip. thanks so much girl! so nice of u.. had a review for our audit common test papers. i made stupid mistakes, but am glad for the marks i attained. even daddy was happy and proud of me =)) he said "so i'll be going to the ceremony to see you take prize again ah?" haha.. cute dad. i love daddy!
received a phone call from this person named Benjamin, claiming to be someone from Robinsons, asking me to go for an interview as they're currently expanding their business and the interview will be about space technology. he gave me the details of the meet-up tmr at 2pm. i dono if i should believe his words. is it a scam? -ponders-
i love weekends! well, who doesn't? it's time for us to take a breather from our sch work, which is very necessary. hmm, are there any nice movies?
8:08 PM
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feeling quite light now after all the assignments are done. e-learnings are really detestable. we paid the price for not having lessons. nonetheless, the weekends are here! also feel light cos i only had a chicken wing for my dinner. haha, duno why but these few days have no appetite for heavy meals. even lunch i only had sushi. but i'm certain my BIG appetite will come back by next week. right bei? haha.. =)
tmr's the dreadful day.. hai.. can there be no Jan 5 this year? really would like to forgo the appointment.. but i know i cant afford to miss it. x-rays are impt to see if the rods are in place. or have they gone a lil out of place? no please! even in the cinemas i will feel the pain, so i'm going to ask the specialist why is that so, though i know i'll get answers like "it takes time to heal.." HAI. super scared laa.. and, i dont want to go for x-rays!! i hope tmr will zoom past fast. at least from 3pm onwards. =((
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baby, i'm so happy for u! weee, nike shoes are waiting for you! i am so happy! haha.. rosti rosti..
1 more week =D
10:36 PM
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school has just started yesterday and it is gradually taking its toll on me. just yday, the first day of school may i say, we had to hand in 2 projects. one by 12pm and the other by 5pm. i'm glad they were handed in, cos we took effort to do them in hoping for good grades. 1st week of school is quite a breeze in a sense that we have several e-learnings and only have few hours of lessons. but, i seriously hate e-learnings. yes we dont need to go for lessons and all, but the activities required of us are always slightly demanding.
Right now, i've just finished up RFA comments on the 2 articles and i am already exhausted. we have like fmgt, ma and rfa assignments to complete by tmr. good thing i've finished them up..
i was AGAIN approached by Christians who want to share God with me. They like to target people who are alone in the underground. it was apparent that i'm busy with my stuff and had already politely asked them to leave, but they still stayed rooted to the ground attempting to start their story. they finally buzzed off when i showed minimal interest, or even no interest at what they were going to say. simply bcos, i've heard it too many times, but am still not swayed by any of the things they said cos i think it's all very subjective. no doubt there's curiosity within me, but i just want to stay the way i am.
yday's da mu gua da xi gua very funny laa.. haha, i really love that show. think my laughters will stop after friday 10pm, cos it's the last episode! =((
appointment for NUH is on for me tmr at 3pm. hai. i really really really dont wish to go. i'm still having the phobia of entering hospitals. i dont like the feeling, especially as the status of a patient. =(( but i guess i cant miss it since daddy and bei insist i go. dad was worried for me. he asked me if anyone is acc-ing me to NUH tmr. he told me he cant get away due to his hectic schedule but i understand it perfectly. anyway, bei promised to go with me, but he has to forgo 3 lectures from 3pm to 7pm. thanks so much bei. i know i will be so scared. =(
11:02 AM
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bei and his cute lil bro just went home (from my house). LOL. so late already! wenxing was dying to come up to my house to play.. he tagged along with bei to acc me home since he's the only person at home. we weren't assured to leave him all alone, so off he came with us. me- to deliver the key to my siblings cos all 3 of them forgot to bring the house key out with them!!
wenxing was kinda enjoying himself.. ate pizza, played with the hamster and my lappy. he even refused to go home a while ago when it was already 1.35am. will definitely bring him up again to play if there's a chance.. hmm if one wish of mine can be fulfilled for him, i wish that in this year- 2007, he'll be more diligent and hopefully spend lesser time in front of bei's lappy but at his books/hw instead. really hope he can start to see the importance of studies. =)
over at (seletar country) club in the afternoon, bei saw a number of my relatives. =D good, he seems less shy. we went to the library while my cousins and siblings were swimming and the adults in the jackpot room. bei actually fell asleep while waiting for me to finish my "shouldn't-be-doing" stuff! pig la! hahaha.. when i'm finally done (though not completed =(( ), both of us went to the toilet but i din tell him i was going when he went. then when i was done, i couldn't find him outside the toilet area. was thinking if he's looking for me or was he actually still in the toilet, until i looked at the library's direction then i saw him inside, searching frantically. it came to me that he cant be looking for me, cos he's looking at the floor and everywhere below. so i thought oh god! he must have lost his hp or wallet. when i got to him, he told me his ring was lost.. he took it out while eating lunch and din place it back at his finger. he looked so worried, and was on the verge of tearing. so ke lian.. quickly help him to find, and lucky we found it on the library's carpet. LUCKY! bei was so relieved, even i heaved a sigh of relief for him.. cos it belongs to us =) bei, next time must be more careful ok?
it's the first day of 2007. i'm glad my friends enjoyed the last day of 2006. it feels good to know that ur friends are well. sincerely wish them all the best in whatever they do. sometimes, i feel that it's really a pity when close friends get separated upon commencing tertiary education. why cant all of us go to the same sch, and pursue the same course? so that all the close ones will remain together, bond still as strong. i really really wish this is the case. hai.. sad to say, not all things go your way. meet-ups are almost impossible since all of us pursue a different direction in our lives now. hopefully fate will let all of us cross one another's paths again, to know that each of us is still well and happy. when can this ever happen? or only dreams are the only ways? friends come and go, but those who stayed are the ones worth treasuring. i've found mine, and i hope i can keep them always.
2:03 AM
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HAPPY NEW YEAR- 2007!! woohoo, a fresh new year! say bye to 2006 and welcome 2007!
the last day of 2006 was spent quite simply, but happily. bei and i went for lunch at northpoint after which we headed to Popular to purchase assessment bk for bei's younger sis.. back to bei's house and MAHJONG! haha.. this time with bei's da mei instead of the younger one. with the brother's fervent insist, we played with real money. i won $10, but din get it from bei, cos he lost the same amount to me. hahaha.. my money is his money =))
we only had our dinner at 9pm and mahjong-ed all the way from (i think) 2+pm to 11pm. wow, that's quite long hur.. stayed at bei's house to watch the countdown show on channel 5 and then bei acc-ed me home at 1am.
actually i feel like watching fireworks with bei at esplanade today. but you know what, the thought of all the bangalas there oogling at girls just put me off, seriously. although i know bei's always beside me to put his arms around me in wanting to protect me, i cant deny there's bound to be body contact with the ppl there. it needn't be the bangalas and i can just get irritated, cos i dont really like to be in close distance with an unfamiliar person. yes, so we dropped the idea and stayed comfortably at home to countdown together, which is just AS good. =D
2007, a new year, which i hope it will be smooth-sailing to bei and i, our family members, and our friends out there. may peace reign over chaos, and may everyone be blessed with good health, since there seemed to be an increase rate of people dying overnight, though they're in perfect health condition when alive. god, that really intimidates me. =((
New year resolutions:
1) be a cheerful person, and hopefully bring joy to the people around me especially to bei!
2) be less stubborn and strong-headed, and listen to bei.. cos i always disobey his 'instructions'. HA!
3) be more hardworking, and hopefully be able to achieve even better results
4) be MORE strong when bei's not by my side.. when he leaves for attachment, control my emotions! god, i really need to work on this.
5) be more tolerant of bei's shortcomings, cos trivial matters always seemed as impt as those big ones. control my temper!
6) needless to say, be a better girlfriend =))
7) ok, i really need this too.. that is, to curb my appetite on delicacy!! i always want to eat good food!
8) be a better person to the people around me.
that's about it! woah, i think that's alot. ha.. i hope i will be determined enough to work on the 8 points. =D
yay! tmr bei's going to the club with me, and my relatives! though i will be spending time on things i shouldn't be doing since it's leisure time.. i know i am glad to have sweetie with me there. thanks bei for wanting to acc me though you're shy. i appreciate it. =))
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