You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Tuesday, February 27, 2007
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PROTEGE =)) [Edited]

bei almost couldn't get up today right.. LOL.. msg-ed him to wake him up and this is what i get from him "tired tired.. ok" hahaha.. naughty boy.. everyday so late then sleep.

due to skipping dinner the previous night, i was so famished when i woke up.. satisfied the starving hunger with Pepper Lunch! they're having this $2 off all steak sets til the end of February. the last time we went to watch Norbit at cine, we were too full to squeeze in Pepper Lunch for our dinner, so we made a deal to come back before 28th Feb to enjoy the promotion. LOL. had a filling lunch and went back to cine to wait for our show to start.

Protege attempts to realistically tell the story of undercover agents in the clandestine drug world, who struggle to constantly walk on the fine line between justice and crime, but who will never see the day of serving in the regular police force. simple storyline but the message behind the movie is significant for all humans on earth. steer clear away the sight, smell and touch of drugs. dont abuse drugs, and worse, drag in innocent people in this never-ending and torturous habit.

i thought daniel wu was a perfect actor for the movie. maybe cos his looks can be regarded as both an undercover and as a drug trafficker. he's so cool with his sharp eyes and serious look that doesn't falter even when people are judging him during their first meeting with him(to see if he's trusthworthy). louis koo was quite a turn off laa.. in the sense of his image. LOL. im sure those who have watched it would agree with me unanimously. but at certain point, his role managed to create roaring laughters from the audience. i thought it was quite a good movie. with a good storyline, and more imptly, an important message to convey to the audience, especially since the issue of drugs is so real in the society. the movie is not the least bit draggy as it keeps you on the track on what's happening. i was kinda captivated and engrossed in it. and the last scene really make people (or at least me) wonder if undercovers are really able to juggle ethically between their profession as an undercover agent and as the most trustworthy "subordinate" of the biggest dealer in the drugs's world.

mum called and suggested having dinner together after her work. after deciding for a long time, we settled on sakae sushi. =)) yumyum.. we had softshell crab, fried hotate, spicy salmon maki, cold tofu, beef udon(bei's), tempura udon (mum and i shared) and lastly, my favourite hotate in the shells.. haha i duno the exact name for that. but it's simply delicious!! with the prawn creamy-like thing on top of it. woots! heaven!

really had been a movie (and mahjong) marathon this few days.. Norbit, then Just Follow Law and Protege today. done with the movies but the mahjong marathon has not ended. tmr there's a mahjong session with the buddies!! eunice's joining us! so long since we've seen her.. yeahh, playing at her house tmr! tentatively, we're booked for mahjong on thurs too.. hahaha.. gonna have a great time mahjong-ing. =D

us at taka's fountain.

that's only entitled to bei =)

refusing to cooperate.. lol

bei complained of thirst and so the green tea appeared..

the thirsty boy

bei's skinny wrist with the watch i gave him as his bday present last year

my polka dress =)) and the pair of shoes i got from HK

orangey love =))

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10:42 PM
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Monday, February 26, 2007
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MAHJONG MAHJONG!!!

haha.. today quite different.. cos played with my poly mates.. jie ying and sam. bei and i met sam at cck mrt and headed to ying's house.. different combination this time round.. we played 20 40 cents.. not too bad.. haha.. altogether we played 3 pok.. meaning, 3 sets of dong nan xi bei. i won $20 while bei lost $2. lol..

after losing heavily in the first round, ying was gaining back her losses in the 2nd and 3rd rounds.. haha lucky still won right? sam zui ke lian! hahaha.. he was right in saying he was our cai2 shen2 ye2 today, distributing his money to us. LOL. anyways, it was a fun day playing with them =))

i've not been to cck for quite a long time.. after i stopped tutoring carin i think.. the interchange still looks the same.. just that, some of the parts are being revamped.

choo called just now.. asking me when i want mahjong. choose among this coming wed, thurs and fri. LOL. that guy ahhh.. haven finish exam already book time for mahjong le!! power ahh choo!!! i can sense his excitement, when it's not even the last day of his exams. lol.. decided on thurs and yeap, we'll see him then! JIAYOU for ur last paper alrights..

most probably movie-ing again tmr.. hee... nice movies, must catch! PROTEGE. i tell you, even if the movie is like dull boring, it's sufficient reason for you to glue ur buttock on the seat and salivate at the sight of SO MANY eye candies. -counts- andy lau, louis koo, daniel wu. okk, that's quite alot already, no? haha.. but i still hope the storyline's good laa..

now the decision.. cine or causeway pt? pepper lunch or jacks? LOL. we see good food coming in when the pocket's bulging with money. HAHAHA. daddy's allowance i haven even use a cent and he's going to give in another 2 days time. WONDERFUL =D

Labels: mahjong craze

10:25 PM
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
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hehe.. today's my turn to be piggish.. slept til 2.26pm den woke up.. =P oops.. sorry bei, make you wait so long.. hee.. baby had to msg me twice before i get up..

he came over to my house for lunch.. slacked and watched wan quan yu le on scv.. tired bei fell asleep on my sofa.. waited for him to wake up and it's my turn to lie on his lap. lol.. bei said "you sleep so long le still tired ah!" hahaha.. i should tell him it's becos his laps are comfortable for me to lie on.. =P

at last when we decided to go out, it rained. haha, but we still went laa.. collected bei's specs at NP where he exclaimed everything looks so clear to him now with the new specs on. haha, silly boy. that's the purpose of specs ma.. ha!

bei bei finally brought me to............

YAY, SWENSONS!

for fries!

and TOPLESS 5 =)) been wanting to eat this since our mugging period too.. bei promised, and he fulfilled it today. =D

we had yam, thin mint, cookies n cream, choco freckles and butterscotch. introduced bei to butterscotch when he told me he wanted the old fashioned vanilla.. end up, i dont really like the taste. haha.. yam and thin mint are still my favourite!

thanks baby for letting me indulge in this again. haha.. the last time we ate it was oct 22 or 23 2006. that was, 5 months ago.

of cos, we cam-whored..

baby and me with my big fat face.. haha

us =D

and again!

my new hp cover. which bei says it looks like digimon, or tamagotchi to him. lol..

forgotten to take pics of bei with his new specs.. nonetheless, it was a simple yet relaxed and fun day with sweetie. =)

p.s some pics (of bei) cant be shown.. hahaha..

Labels: topless 5 (or 2) haha

10:54 PM
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
la-la-la

yu zhong bu tong de da nian chu qi =)))

the throbbing headache i felt when i woke up din spoil the day.. i was having a dream you see.. and it always mean getting up later when i'm dreaming. i duno why. and due to excessive sleeping, my head hurts. hmm, ok, not exactly excessive laa.. but perhaps 11 hours are too much for my brain to rest. haha..

my dream was quite unpleasant.. i remember it was a scene raining monkeys and donkeys.. i was supposed to go find bei after my lesson ended but was at the bus stop with BGs instead. so i took out my hp and dialled bei's no. immediately to ask him to meet me at the bus stop. but strangely, after i dialled bei's number, the numbers seemed to change to other numbers that looked so alien to me. i couldn't call bei at all! i thought it was the prob with my phone, so i used BGs's ones instead. but the same thing happened. then, i woke up in the middle of fiddling with their phones and trying to reach bei. weird dream.

bei came to fetch me and off we headed to 233 for our lunch. had fisn&chips. still cannot fight with botak's laa! i dun think i can ever find a better fish&chips.. serious.

bai nian-ed to bei's mum who greeted me with a red packet. jing zhang jing zhang lor!! i duno why.. lol.. bei was telling me "haiyo, nth de laa.. just give her the (mandarin) oranges and say happy new year". really thanks to bei's mum for the big ang pow! =))

played poker with bei and his siblings. diff types of card games, all we played. snap, 21 points, dai dee, in between (bei's invention.. ha), donkey (!! we had fun!), make to 10, largest no. wins, etc. haha.. personally i like the donkey one. haha, so ci4 ji1 lor! after we got tired of the cards, we played mahjong. but not fun, cos never play money one.. no kick. lol..

watched pearl harbour on channel 5. that show classic lor! super touching. =(( one of my fav. movies to date. josh harnett's sucha heart-throb! can fight with david beckham for the title of "Most Gorgeous Man On Earth". IN MY OPINION ONLY LAR! in case i got fired by others who disagree with my taste. haha.. and bei, dont be jealous ok? you're still the best =D

thanks bei for cooking egg for me.. haha.. we shared bee hoon for dinner and wasn't full. so bei had to pamper my stomach with his good culinary skills. the eggs are fab! and the soup was heavenly. even ur bro says so! haha..

i had a great day over at bei's house!

in the lift.. bei said my purple mango top was too low-cut. lol.. that lil boy.. always so scared i'll zhao2 geng1. i wont de bei.. will be extra careful ok? promise.

naughtie and me!

sorry i had to effect the pics.. cos they were taken with my hp.. if it's done using bei's phone, i wouldn't need to do anything to the pics. that's where the megapixels come in. =)

going to collect bei's specs tmr! weee.. im sure it'll look good on him. it's a sunday tmr.. wonder how will we be spending it. haha..

Labels: visiting bei's house

11:52 PM
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Friday, February 23, 2007
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TADAHH!! Just Follow Law-ed today. i tell you, it's a SUPER DUPER NICE MOVIE! serious. very very funny and very very meaningful.

i think the 2 main casts added points for the whole movie. we all know gurmit singh is a funny guy and it is distinctly portrayed in the movie itself, which i thought, jack neo could never have found a better actor for this movie. but hey, have you seen fann wong acting in gurmit's style? i thought it was quite a breakthrough role for her! and she acted very professionally! it kinda "wow" me with her explicit and obscene actions. im stunned at the same time. dont doubt, she'd expressed herself very well. cheers to the both of them!

local-flavoured jokes are promised. and i personally thought the part on Lim Teng Zui's (acted by gurmit singh) 4 Bs were way hilarious! simply wonderful! really laughed til my stomach hurts. the plot is quite creative and the underlying messages (employees who rigidly follow laws, and demand black and white approvals before commencing anything) that were so distinct were subtly weaved into the story. 2 thumbs up!! GO CATCH IT. really worth ur money.

acc-ed bei to buy a pair of new specs. looks nice on him =)) will collect it this coming sunday.

spent some time with daddy.. =)) chatted about surnames, michael jackson, music etc. =D simple chats make me a happy girl.

oooh, tmr going to bei's house to bai nian. kinda nervous though i've been to his house countless times. polka polka!

next on, PROTEGE.

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10:26 PM
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Thursday, February 22, 2007
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movie is postponed to tmr.. haha.. cos today was spent on mahjong-ing.. received choo's msg at around 845am asking if we wanted to play. that guy ahh.. tmr is his first paper and yet he's so relaxed!! TOMORROW LEH! i was telling bei if it's us, we confirm guarantee plus chop mugging at the library. ha, anyway, of cos we went! mahjong lehh! my biggest and fattest craving these days.. lol..

played from 145pm to 10pm. that is close to 8 hours.. our butts getting bigger liao! LOL. cos sit too long.. one really paiseh thing is that, bei and i (and jolynn) din bring mandarin oranges to choo's house. oh god.. i thought his mum wasn't at home you see.. end up, she was at home, and gave us each a red packet! i so paiseh laa!!! kinda embarrassed lor.. sorry choo!!!!

bei and i won today =)) so long since bei won some money in mahjong. lol.. at last today his luck came back. hope you really zhuan3 yun4 le ok? haha.. yay, tmr have money to go watch movie le! hahaha.. ok, not that i dun have money.. the allowance dad gave still haven use. i'm currently in a "rich" period. i hope they (money) wont deplete fast. CONTROL!

the money i won today is enough for a set lunch from Jack's. but oddly, i dont feel like eating that. DONT! haha.. quite a miracle. ok, perhaps im too full now.

just follow law tmr! =)))

to my nyp friends, best of luck for ur exams!!

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i wish i have more time for dad. hai... felt kinda emo, i duno why. my heart is always so fragile when dad's on my mind. i cant help it. i think he's been missing his family too. i really wish i can acc him 24 hours. but sad to say, he's starting work tmr. =(( i felt so bad. not acc-ing him when he's at home. hai.. sorry dad. but no matter what, i love you. i really do. you are the best daddy in the whole word, at least to me. my dad, my pillar of strength. -stop the tears-

Labels: happy, then emo.

11:43 PM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
la-la-la

having slept at 3 plus am last night, bei and i were, apparently, too tired to get up before 12pm today. no choice, i called my pig to get him ready.. we're going for our long-awaited movie session!!!

NORBIT. that's what we watched today. hmm, you cant deny it's hilarious. but, i would prefer the comedy in another way... if you know what i mean.. humour was injected using Rasputia's (norbit's wife) HUGE physique. lol.. "she" is obese in an unbelievable way. of cos, thanks to all the effects added. it's quite scary in a way.. one interesting thing about this movie is that both the roles of norbit and rasputia are acted by Eddie Murphy. but i couldn't really see the resemblance.. serious. i think he did a great job! it's actually quite an intelligent way to contrast norbit's character with rasputia's. abiding and timid VS demanding and ferocious respectively. i would rate it 3.5/5. cos as i said earlier on, i would have preferred the comedy presented in another way. perhaps, the laughter elements are not really impactful. norbit just sounds so wrong to me.. haha.. alright, you guys should see for yourself.

anyways, i wore my black dress out today! weeee.. and my pretty wedges make me look and feel so tall today. wahahaha.. that's the purpose of wedges, no? make a short person look tall. lol.. but wearing new shoes for the first time is hell. my feet hurts. but i still love them!

we're going for Just Follow Law tmr! hope it'll turn out nice. i have a feeling it's not really that nice. perhaps due to the issue the movie is tackling--> inflexibility of outdated governmental rules and regulations and the rigid mindsets of civil servants who follow rules to a fault. it somehow seems quite alien to me. maybe cos i've not experienced it before, so i wouldn't know how well the movie portrays the real picture of the issue. oh well, we shall see how tmr. im going for it cos i think that Jack Neo's films wouldn't be disappointing. hope im right!

i want mahjong!! or poker!!

me!

naughtie!

we were resting for this. quenched our thirst!

my exquisite possession. it looks so oriental.. simply love it!

how can i forget about my lovely wedges!

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10:34 PM
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time check 1.47am.
it's da nian chu san!! haha.. okk, technically, NOW is chu si le..

bei and sis's frenz came over our house to bai nian.. wooo.. had a great time gambling!! it's really a gambling day today can! played mahjong with sis's frenz.. won $7.80, which i thought was super lucky.. cos i was losing quite alot at first. but lucky manage to gain back all the losses. quite stunned laa actually. lol.. frankly speaking, i dont really like to play with them.. i still love playing with my own mj kakis!! when are you all free?!?!?!?!

had steamboat for dinner.. ate quite little.. duno why dun really have the appetite to eat. ha, maybe cos too high already.. then, we played blackjack. woohoo.. the dealer very scary lor!! he recoupped his ben3 qian2 already den KEPT WINNING ALL THE WAY! super intimidating!!! he won over $100 bucks can!! i think around $150. crazy fellow! but seriously, lady's luck was with him all the way. with a 16 points card, he can get a 3 or 4 points and win the remaining unshown cards. we were like -_________-". SERIOUS! and, i think we lost count on how many times he got the ace and J,Q,K card. everyone paid double!! hahaha.. but it was fun laa.. won $7.80 in mahjong.. lost $6+ in blackjack. ha, still quite ok laa.. but bei lost quite alot.. gambling is really not what bei should have interest in. LOL.

after so many hours of playing and not sitting with the right posture/position, my back hurts. my legs are aching too.. and i duno why. im so sad my neck area has alot of ermmm, rashes? itchy! is my neck sensitive to my hair? cant be what.. god, i duno whats the problem.

it's a very tiring but fun chu san. while i was at the lift with bei, he asked "you today happy ma? baobei acc-ed you the whole day." of cos im happy!! weeee... think saturday going his house to bai nian ba...

tmr's norbit day!! we've been waiting for this day SINCE OUR MUGGING PERIOD! can you imagine how long it is?!! serious laa! and yes, im very sure we'll enjoy ourselves tmr! =))) CANT WAIT!

and, im feeling so lucky and fortunate that bei and i can rest through this holidays... without going for attachment this coming mon! hahaha.. it feels good to have a long break ahead.

let's see, we shall:
-movies
-swim
-k-box
-mahjong
-SLACK!
-sleep all we want
-jalan jalan
-errr, ok i cant think of anymore now. LOL.

WEEEEE!! happy happy! I'M LOVING IT! =D

Labels: fun time

2:08 AM
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Monday, February 19, 2007
la-la-la

a great chu er! hee.. cos got to spend with my lovely!! <3

yday nv get to see a wink of bei at all.. my misses for him are mounting! today woke up, fold the laundry and met up with bei immediately. went to northpoint's mac for lunch.. cos the cutie wanted the ice milo there.

walked around.. time-zoned where bei pestered for a game of outrun. being the soft-hearted gf, of cos i relented!! haha.. boys just love cars, dont they? satified one mild craving and that is Starbuck's java chips.. shouldn't have added the hazelnut.. the original taste is better. but it's still nice laa.. and, they've up-ed the price again!

my sweetie forgone visiting his da gu's house to acc me.. THANKS A MILLION sweetie. your company is of utmost importance to me. =))

headed to bei's house to slack.. sucha fun time over there.. we played poker cards.. 21 points.. and i kept winning!! hahaha.. and bei always like to say "ok bei last round last round". he wants to have the final victory! HAHA. then, he got tired and fell asleep.. it feels good to have bei snuggling up close to me when he's sleeping. i felt as if i was hugging my baby. lol.. the feeling's great, i like!

when bei's awake, he went to bathe and prepared to go to his yi po's house for dinner. then, my face got so ke lian.. bei suggested a clever way to get rid of my ke lian face.. TAKE PHOTOS! haha.. that way, i'll smile and the glumness will disappear. ok, not exactly glum. but you know.. the she bu de expression.

bei and i! bei's face was so close to my face that my eyes became smaller. haha

bei's kiss to me =))

his very nice nike shoes! black and red goes well together

preparing to go out

shuai shuai de ta. wo de bao bei. =D

Labels: precious company

11:04 PM
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
la-la-la

let me extend my wishes to everyone who's here reading my blog.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!

-17.02.07-
it's tuan yuan day!! as mentioned earlier, my family had our early reunion lunch, together with my youngest aunt's family and ah gong. in the afternoon, was just idling around.. baby msg-ed me at 8pm plus and asked me over to his house for reunion dinner with his family. was hesitant actually, cos zhe me shuo, im still not (yet) part of his family though he insists i was. then he called and persuaded me, saying his parents asked me over. =)) yup, so i went. they were having steamboat there.. and his siblings were so famished already but still couldn't start their dinner. all thanks to the faulty plug of the steamboat. it wasn't boiling you see.. haha..

when it was ready, all of us sat around the dining table and started eating. it was squeezy but cosy. =)) very heart-warming.

stayed over til 1240am to watch the kua4 nian2 show on channel 8. nice to have baobei beside me! miss him so much. his bro asked me "priscilla jie jie, ni yao jia gei wo de gor gor ah?" i told him "kan ta huai dan ma lor.. huai dan jiu bu yao." LOL.

i had a wonderful chu xi ye, being the 1st time at my bf's house for reunion dinner. thanks bei and family =)

-18.02.07-
it's da nian chu yi!! i wasn't really eager on going to bai nian. i felt more like sitting on my sofa and indulge myself in the wonderful programmes on scv. yes, renfu!

mum actually said i could wear my black dress today. but then when i asked her again in the morning, she said better not. -___-" i'm not pan dan (superstituous), just that, i wouldn't want people to get affected by what (colour) i wear and nag at me non-stop. yeaa, so i was in a mad rush trying clothes up and down cos i only felt like wearing the black dress.

headed to ah ma cum youngest aunt's place. same old boring thing. i felt that cny is getting more boring each year. the only happy thing is to receive red packets. serious. i duno why i dont see the fun anymore.

anyways, this year the amount we get is so much more than previous years. same no. of red packets, but the amount has increased. which my bro deduced that "the market price (of our red packets) has gone up." haha.. he thought share prices ahh! anyways, quite true laa.. biggest credit can be attributed to my 3rd aunt who's in canada right now!! oh god, we were surprised to receive her red packet. and it contained the most money can!! we were as surprised to know how much she gave as when we received her red packet. lucky we "proclaim" our love to her over the phone to wish her a happy new year. she never forgets us, though she's now living in canada. how much we love her!!

im missing my baby so much. =(( cant see him for the whole day. but i know he's surely super shuai today right? haha.. the long-sleeve shirt i went to buy with him, of cos it's nice! hahahaha.. ok, actually the set he wears today all i went to buy with him. the nike shoes!! better not lose it anymore ok hu tu cong! the white rosey necklace was the only thing that can remind me of bei, other than my hp and its accessories. bei msg-ed me a few times... hope he's really full over at his relative's place. *misses*

i cant wait for wednesday to come!!

Labels: boring new year

9:58 PM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
la-la-la

close to 15 missed calls.
no answer.
duno what the hell was wrong.
got worried.
almost went to look.
phone rang.
excuses.
empathy? do u have it?
when i was worried like sick, what were you doing.
told you the same thing so many times.
only listened and adhere when i got furious and mad at you.
at other times?
revert back.
you think i say for fun is it?
i can let u have a taste of that.
and see if you dare do it again.
totally disappointed.
i duno what's with you.
stop blaming others when you dont even bother about it,
OKAY?
do you even know how i feel?

Labels: low

4:14 PM
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have some gan chu suddenly.. felt kinda thankful that bei's attachment can be swapped successfully. really really duno how to describe the relief i felt. being able to go to and fro sch with bei is very important to me. not just for the company or that he can help me carry my heavy bag or laptop. his presence is just so paramount. undescribable.

thanks bei for "sacrificing". you never know how much it means to me. your action proved to me one thing. and that is, you can really give up anything for me. you know how happy i am right? i dont need to stress on that. =) REALLY THANKS A MILLION.

so yay! can go sch with bei next sem.. and then, attachment the 2nd sem of year 3. we may not be posted to the same area for our attachment, but really, i cant ask for more. let's put our fingers cross.

Labels: nice to have you

12:20 AM
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Friday, February 16, 2007
la-la-la

baby's in the exam hall now.. i miss him!!! i felt a lil guilty not acc-ing him. sorry bei.. dont blame me ok? i really miss you..

my hardworking boy reached sch at 840am and started recapping on the so-much-to-memorise HRM. his exam starts at 2pm. he just msg-ed me to tell me the paper ended and he felt it was kinda easy. =))) thank god! yay! now bei can enjoy also le.. hee... topless 5 ok? =DD

woke up and lazed around.. felt kinda empty now that there's nth for me to rush to do, like studying. HA! i tell you, life's really ironic. not that i want to have exams though.. but yeahh.. unpacked my CNY clothes and started ironing some. ooh, i really love the apparels i've bought! cant wait to put them on. ha, bei knows that!

going to wait for bei to reach yishun and i'm going to meet him for awhile before he's off to help his dad. =(( tmr's chu2 xi1 ye4 already.. dont think can see bei unless i go to his house for tuan2 yuan2 fan4 since my family will be having an early (afternoon) reunion lunch. the mum says she want to hit chinatown. now, that's a big NONO for me! cos i dont like to squeeze with people.. haha.. i know i can get very irritated with all the people so up-close to me. YUCKS is the feeling! but cant deny the festive feeling we all will feel if we're there.. dad and sis love that.. i think i'll just stay home and watch tv instead. so much more comfortable.

chu1 yi1 also cant see bei.. -sobs- wanna spend some quality time with him since our exams just ended. the past 2 weeks were all devoted to hard-core revision.. we even studied at the expense of our 19th monthsary and lovely valentines. though bei told me he's ok with the idea of celebrating both the occasions and can really forgo the time for revision, i cant bring myself to do that. im not sure if bei was disappointed or what, but i know for certain he understands me. infact, he really does so perfectly. i know what my aim is. he knows it too. and i know he wont want me to give it up. i can only say, i have a wonderful boy with me! really feel so blessed. i love you baobei!!

another 30 min or so and i can get to see my sweetie!! til then!

Labels: love is in the air

4:29 PM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
la-la-la

WOOHOOOO!!! it's the END END END of exams!! i am so excited, so happy, feeling so SHIOK!

hahaha.. need some time before this excitement die down.. cos zhe3 me4 shuo1, i also mugged hard for this exam period. and now it's over! spell YAY!

let's talk about what happened yesterday..
-14 February 2007-

it's a lovely day for all lovers.. HAPPY VALENTINES' to everyone! personally, i enjoyed myself alot alot.. i felt so loved and pampered =))

baby reached my doorstep with a bouquet of flowers!!!! 6 stalks in there. my favourite no. =D so beautiful!! really! it was such a surprise. i din know he planned all this. haha, conspired with bestie ahh.. lol.. it touched me to know that he planned this around 3 weeks before. really really happy. thanks baobei for the pretty flowers and i'm sorry it costed you that much. though i said before that real flowers aren't lasting (with the fact that they'll wither), the feeling of receiving flowers is wonderful. it just feels so different to have a bouquet of lovely flowers on ur hand. it felt kinda special. really really thanks to baobei!

the surprise doesn't end there.. bei took out a hand-made card for me. it was so beautiful. really! not lying or being bias here. it had a picture of us in the middle within a heart. really din know bei forked out so much time and effort to do that. he started doing that secretly for the past week and i knew nothing! it was a real pleasant surprise =)) every thing he did was full of sincerity. even the meticulous details like background of the card and colour of the words written were my favourite colours. orange and purple respectively. =D even the picture in front was my favourite picture! ha, i must say bei really has a way with me. he lied to me, asking me to send him one of the pictures of us tat i love most, citing the reason as, "i want to change my blog picture". haha, clever ah! while i read through the words in the card, i was elated and felt so touched. tears welled up but they din fall. i was really really seriously contented. thanks baobei for all that u'd done ok? i appreciate all of that. it was indeed a memorable valentines' day for me. ha, no wonder bei told me to focus on my studies during our mugging period and said he'll make me happy on V day. u had something nice in stalled already! i love you baby.

my lovely flowers!! they are so beautiful! one of the petals were imprinted "I Love You". =D so sweet!

lovely aren't they?

me with the pretty!

front of the card

when u lift the pink cover =)) nice pic! the words read "Happy Valentine's Day to us!"

bei's card to me. signed off by "Guowen,your future husband" hahaha..

=))

precious and me!

that's all for the pictures =D i really enjoyed myself though exams WERE still on.

Today -15.2.07-
got over MA which ended at 11am where my excitement started to rise. LOL. super happy laa!! you know the feeling anot?? really so shiok lor! NO NEED TO TOUCH BOOKS AND NOTES FOR 2 MONTHS! tell me isn't that great? hahaha..

MA paper was surprisingly, manageable!! quite happy laa.. cos last paper, the stress level very high, considering the fact that we only had a few hours to study yday cos audit paper ended at 4pm~! the neh neh journal entries!! haha, lucky i studied that set once. it was EXPECTEDLY DIFFERENT from past year papers. haha, i think many of us would have thought it would require us to "close off the variances" right?? lucky i anyhow write then correct!! the teeny blurry image of the journal entries were still in my mind, though fading off. lucky me!! so that marked the end of exams!

oh ya, thanks to dad for fetching me to SIM again! his good luck wish really helps lor!!

yday's audit paper wasn't that bad too =DD can really count on alvin kuek's hints.

now that the exams are over, i can really relax myself.. especially my poor brain cells. i know they must be so angry with me for squeezing every bit of info into them. haha.. THANKS TO MY BRAIN CELLS! must give them credit, so that their "powers" will still remain! haha.. sot liao la!

later at night going to buy CNY goodies with my parents!! YAY! hahaha.. i think i'll drool at the sight of them lar!

poor bei still having his last paper tmr.. now he's in the exam hall already. hope his IPT paper is easy.. have to cheer baobei on so that he dont get affected by my "already-holiday-mood" feel! haha.. must curb my excitement abit la.. HA! JIAYOU BAOBEI! last paper tmr le!

I AM SO HAPPY!! LALALALALA~!

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
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audit and ma revision today. it has totally exhausted my brain. serious. and i've got so impatient waiting for bei while he come and meet me after his OM paper.. i miss him so much! he's supposed to reach woodlands at 5pm the latest but the idiotic bus 61 was too full and end up he couldn't board. well, i should say, he din even had the chance to try to board it cos the driver din even open the doors! arghh! human traffic at sch's bus stop can be quite bad.

well well, time's zooming! that's a good thing. and, my big tv is here! the console's so beautiful =D

it's valentines' day tmr!!! weee... kinda excited.. though audit paper's on. i know bei will make me happy =))) leave the details to tmr.. provided i'm coming in to update.. cos thurs is our last paper! in the morning! may be too tired to blog tmr..

HAPPY VALENTINES' TO ALL. enjoy this special day =)) cos i know i will.

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Monday, February 12, 2007
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one more down.. 2 more to go!!

today's paper at SIM.. woahh, the Grand Hall is really nice lor! though it looks like a normal school hall, but the deco and all blends in very nicely. especially the colour of the cloth they used. maroon and silver! very nice!!

thanks to dad who fetched us to sch in the morning. with bei and sis in the car.. thanks bei for his comfy arms.. haha, so comfy that i fell asleep. with dad's good luck wish, i think it really helped! =)

i say, why do funny format qns always hit students of our batch? really weird.. but lucky still managed to do the paper la! hahaha..

had lunch at SIM and then bei and i headed to woodlands library. was really afraid that i'll throw all the audit info away.. the first chapter is always the hardest to recap.. seriously. i got so mad at myself. though i know this would happen. but luckily, it only happened for the first chapter. the other info seemed to flow back quite smoothly. so i am a happy girl.. hahaha.. still took time off to have some snacks at 3 plus pm.

think tmr will be our last day mugging in the library.. want to wish bei bei all the best for his OM paper tmr!! REALLY REALLY BEST WISHES OK? his OM is really very difficult to study. 50% theory, 50% calculations. and they dont seem easy.. think bei's really going through a hard time mugging for that. but it'll soon be over for him. JIAYOUS!

so i'll be alone in the library tmr.. -sad- hope no kuku people will sit behind me and make a mountain of noise. so gonna miss bei! but have to revise both MA and audit tmr.. gonna be arduous. i'll have to jiayou too.

had a fun time "playing guitar" with baobei's _ _ _ _ _ _. LOL. and i told bei i'll surely laugh my head off if i ever get to see him dance on a stage. cos, it's really hilarious. even at times when he danced at his house to entertain me, i cant control my laughters. hahaha.. but, only my eyes have the priviledge of enjoying that sight cos i'm very certain no one has seen it. it's my honour bei! =))

bei: baobei, you're very beautiful... AND lucky.. TO HAVE ME.
hahaha.. bei ahh.. so thick-skinned de meh? it's his exact words.. ooh my precious! once again, good luck for tmr's OM paper!! i love you!

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Sunday, February 11, 2007
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HAPPY 19th month bei! =))
THANKS FOR YOUR AI XIN ZAO CAN~!

as emphasized heavily, we cant get to have a proper celebration for this monthsary. proper in the sense that, go for movies, walk walk, relax.. definitely not in the library mugging!!

but anyways, we know we din regret our choice. opportunity cost was however, very great. mug and mug and mug.. well actually, just revising through what i've stored in my head. hopefully i'm all set and ready for tmr's paper..

to think of it now, actually thursday (our BIG day) will arrive very soon.. after tmr's paper, we'll mug hard for audit and then take the paper and finally on thurs, MA. just perservere on these few days! that's what ochird park taught us, no?

onward onward we go, no mountains too high to scale.
onward onward we row, no oceans too wide to sail.
PERSERVERE PERSERVERE,
no obstacles shall stand,
in our way our destination we shall reach one day!

i LOVE my school song! i really do. even the tunes and melody are still clear! nicest one i've ever heard! credits to Mr Low (my principal) for the very meaningful and motivating lyrics. yes, he penned them down!!

waiting for bei to come my house after bathing and we'll have dinner together. =))
simple but still loving 19th month. i make sure we'll gonna enjoy our 20th to the max!! to make up for today, and valentines!

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Saturday, February 10, 2007
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10am to 845pm. that is, -counts- 10 hours and 45 mins spent in the library. hmm, minus off 2 hours for lunch and dinner.. that leaves us with 8 hours and 45 mins!! shag! totally shag..

my revision went on smoothly as planned, but bei's still at chapter 3 of his OM. fear not sweetie, you still have 2 days =) JIAYOU. only prob with fmgt is the topic on time value of money. haha.. but i'm getting the hang of it.. hopefully can apply the correct 'logic' to those more indirect qns.. haha.. bless me!!

tmr will be recapping on the theory and re-practising the past year papers.. shouldn't be that exhausting for my brain le.. but i'm gonna cheer baobei on!

it's our special day tmr =)) bei bei says he'll bring me for my favourite meal! *loves* he told me he want to name himself 'Jack' cos my favourite restaurant is Jack's Place. LOL. some of his lame but funny moments today. studying with bei really helps to destress. at times when i get so sick and tired of my notes, i'll just turn to him and he'll give me a warm hug. and without failing to tell me how much he loves me. all the small gestures really lit me up and i'll again be motivated to carry on with my revision. of cos, it's vice versa la. cos i also motivate him at the same time =) not forgetting, waking him up when he doze off. hahaha! mocha can really perk you up cant it?

tv's here. but the console will only arrive on monday.. so gonna wait til mon before dad puts up everything nicely.

oh my valentine, it's you. <3

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okk, i've remembered what i wanna type.. MY BIG TV IS HERE!! haha.. with a new sound system daddy bought. yes, now he's looking for the tv console to place those items on top of it. his bonus is really well-spent!

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Friday, February 09, 2007
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woots!!! one paper over! RFA is done, for the whole semester. =DD all the information can be thrown to the back of my mind now. yays!! when i first got the paper and was allowed for the 10 min reading time, i felt a little obstruction.. but after doing the paper, i'm glad it's alright! thank god the FRS was permitted into the exam venue... it certainly helped =)) hoping to see a nice grade when i receive my results slip..

today's the release of 'o' levels results. surely it was a heart-thumping moment for those in the halls awaiting to know how they've fared. my bro, is one of them. frankly, i was hoping he could at least hit an expected score, but sad to say, he din. i was quite shocked at his results. certainly not very nice.. even mum sounded a lil sad and disappointed over the phone. but what to do.. he has to pay the price of not studying well for it. fortunately, it's adequate for him to go ahead with his engineering course in SP. hope this serves as a wake up call for him, and start to "bloom".

when i got home and saw his slip. i was REALLY shocked. but i reckoned it's the environment factor. his school is, seriously, lousy. it's easily judgable. he's in the first class for his batch, and is considered as one of the best students in his class. even with his 'not so colourful' grades for 'O's, he's still considered good. really -_-". i cannot believe it. cos i deem people from first class are supposed to excel and do really well, like how my batch of schoolmates did in my year. my bro even told me some of his friends from express stream are going to ITE. i told you, it's huan2 jing4 de4 wen4 ti2.

am so full now.. had 2 bowls of soup at bei's house.. i love soup!! hee.. he's playing checkers with his little bro now..

revised thru 4 chapters in the library earlier on. continue tmr ba.. so tired. think got to stay in the library until it closes tmr le.. fatique fatique! but hang on, just 3 more to go!!!!

had botak jones for lunch. hee, yums!!

okk, i think i still have things to blog about, just that i always forget what's the issue i want to say when i'm right infront of the screen. -sighs- i know i will recall it when i'm on my bed sleeping.

2 more days.
5 more days.
-sobs-

9:19 PM
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
la-la-la

valentines, 19th month

my sis called at 8 plus pm to tell me she saw elvin ng at cineleisure!!!! arghh.. and she continued harping on how gorgeous he is. yes we all know he's good-looking!

every morning, its a mundane routine to the library, study and get back home. but what to do... we just have to keep the discipline for at most a week. and hopefully we can enjoy the fruits of our labour.. time management is very impt i guess.. i'm glad i handled it well, no extreme rush.

studying with bei helps me to recap on my MA too! cos his cma exam consists of flexible budget and relevant costs. i helped him to solve quite a no of sums ok!! hahaha.. lucky the concepts are still in there.. i cant afford to lose them. jiayou bei! dont be too stress.. you can de.. just practise and get the concepts right!

packed up and left the library at 6pm. got ourselves pampered with food in the pasar malam. hotdog waffle and shared tapioca cake and sharks fin soup with sweetie. yums! we were so full laa! so i skipped dinner and only fed my stomach with grapes. dad kept asking, why dont want to eat dinner? haha..

faster get the exams over and done with!! i want to follow my parents to buy the new year goodies!!!

11.02.06 - mugging for fmgt
14.02.06 - mugging for ma.
=((( both impt dates are booked for revision!! -sad-

bei! dont keep stealing my "la-la" ok.. you've got ur 'tinky winky' or rather 'dipsy' !! HAHA~!

10:22 PM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
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daddy called at 11 plus am while i was in the library..

dad: how's ur back? (refering to the bump)
me: -whispers- ok lor.. but still quite painful
dad: ooh still will itchy?
me: no
dad: where are you?
me: library lor
dad: must talk so softly de ahh? -and began to make alot of noise-
me: of course la!

haha.. mischevious dad.. but i really thank him for his concern. =)) ever since my opt, daddy is always worried for my back. really hope it will recover soon since the swelling has ceased a little.

on another matter, i thought if bei will be as naughty/mischevious when he's already a father himself. cos both my dad and bei are cancerians, and i have already seen so many similarities between the 2 of them. ha! i'm in for a treat, cos cancerians are really a bunch of headache people.. lol.. nonetheless, they're still very dear to me =D

that day i acc-ed bei to have his haircut and saw this pregnant hairdresser who's helping the customer with her hair. i thought, aren't pregnant ladies not suppose to come into contact with scissors and sharp objects? so i asked bei, "bei, next time when i'm pregnant and i want to eat titbits, how to open the packet without a scissors?" hahaha.. bei replied" who said you can eat titbits in the first place?" and firmly said a NO to me. lol.. i'm a junk-food person laa..

on the way home,
bei: baobei, a to z, you choose an alphabet.
me: G (cos his name starts with that letter). you?
bei: i choose U!

wahh, sucha glib tongue.. duno where he 'learnt' that from, though i know it was impromptu on his side.

convos are always very interesting with bei. he can surely come up with alot of silly ideas. sometimes, i have to resort to act angry in order for him to stop all his nonsense. lol.. this sweetie of mine.. real naughty!!!

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Monday, February 05, 2007
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audit is wrapped up today.. i was simply moodless. ha! cos i got so tired of all the words and concepts. i need a break!! and i thought i was quite relaxed today.. even managed to catch a half hour nap in the library where i woke up finding my limbs numb. -_-" that was, after lunch. lol.. i can really sleep after having a good meal. PIG!

hmm, perhaps i was just procrastinating laa.. but whatever the case is, i just hope the information will really stay in my head intact! PLEASE DONT RUN AWAY! i love you audit! hahaha.. must proclaim my love for it, so that it wont vanish..

i was tempted to grab a shakespeares book and occupy myself with it. but left the idea to the days when the holidays are here.

tmr's on rfa!! woo... i think friday will reach really soon! i've set aside 3 days for rfa.. so i can concentrate on one qn each day. lol.. super relax.. cos already studied last week le. left with the pfs! will get all of them drilled into my little head. when i have extra time, i will surely go back to 'love' my audit. lol.. make sure they stay laa!!!

hope i wont procrastinate tmr and think there's alot of time since i only have to focus on one qn for the rfa paper each day. DONT SLACKEN DOWN!!

the straightener's really cool! when's our tv coming?! i want a BIGGER tv. =))

bei bei.. better dont be so naughty everyday ah! ali-atak that's why got ulcer! haha.. loveyou!

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I AM SO HAPPY!! ELATED, DELIGHTED, GLEEFUL, whatever words associated with "happy" can describe me perfectly! hahaha, cos, DAREN won the PSS2's championship! i was praying so hard and clutching onto bei's hand SO TIGHTLY (bei can vouch for this. i think his bones are on the verge of breaking.. haha). good thing, i wasn't disappointed. not that diya is bad.. actually i like both of them. just that, i wanted daren to emerge as the eventual winner. i duno why too.. i think maybe cos he has the X-factor which diya lacks. also, his wu tai mei li is undeniable. =D cheers to both of them! i'm sure it was a very close battle.

camping in the library has proved to be productive.. however, it was terrible yesterday. we chose the wrong seats, and thus had to endure all the noise pollution coming from everywhere. imagine! that explained why i only managed to memorise one pathetic chapter of audit. but fortunately today, we went back to our lao di fang, the place where we always sit during mugging period, and true to its 'powers', my memory juices were super active today. i completed the 6 holy chapters of audit!! god, i just hope they wont 'run away' from my memory. it's such an arduous period getting them all into my head! now, i think my mind is preoccupied with ALL the (idiotic) audit procedures, tests for ending balances bla bla.. it's so much lor, i swear!! ha, think bei's getting sick of me for reading out the things i've memorised to him everytime i need to recall back. i really appreciate it! they trigger my mind and forces everything out. with that, i've actually completed all the necessary revision for all the modules. =D

nonetheless, tmr will STILL be devoted to audit to reinforce everything.. really really hope the information will remain in my mind intact. yes, intact is the most impt thing! jiayou!!

and bei, you're already at the last chapter of hrm. you can do it de!!! jiayou also ok?

hai.. why do agony come in one after the another.. my right eye has just healed not long ago, and now, there's this little thing at my back which hurts alot. =( i duno what's that.. and i duno why it hurts so badly. all i know is that it 'appeared' after my spinal surgery. and it seems to get worse now, because in the past, it's just a teeny weeny 'bump' which i ignored. but now, it is swelling. hais! everytime i move my position while sitting, i have to be extra careful to not let it come into contact with anything. even when a cushion is supporting it, it hurts. why?! just let my mum see it and had applied some medication onto it. but, still painful. =(( sorry bei for making you worry. i dun mean to cry. it's just that, it really hurts. i'm afraid it'll always be that way and i cant do things freely. it pained my heart. i was thinking why am i so weak.. or rather, to have suffer this. sorry bei. i know you'll always be here to sayang the wound and make me feel alot better, alot more comfortable. i know you wont leave me behind. i just know. =) your promises are felt. really hope the swelling will ceased soon. once again, sorry baobei for making you worry. (your consolation made me feel a whole lot better.)

saw weilong at the foodcourt and in the library today. "wahh, why your hair like that? very scary lehh.." hahaha.. he was talking about the colour. i was happy at his reaction! cos that means, the red dye is still there!! i dont want it to fade so easily.

ohh, and the (hair) straightener has arrived!! it's superb!

okk it's late. gonna turn in early.. tmr still gotta go library. nights all. to my beloved boy, i love you. thank you for everything. i really appreciate you! thanks for the cheesecake =) i think i'm really lucky!!

12:47 AM
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Friday, February 02, 2007
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just came back from lunch 3 minutes ago. i'm in the ffrreeezziinnggg cold woodlands library now. i had pasta, while bei had kfc. i very much wanted to eat kfc too, just that my throat seems bad.. nvm, i have the rest of next week to eat kfc, after i'm well.

had marinara today.. i think their clams are free.. give so many! around 14 lor! crazy.. and bei has to remind me that it's very unhealthy to eat so many clams since they contain toxic. to him, seafood = toxic. so i gave him a face warning him to stop spoiling my appetite. ha! he then told me, every clam that i eat, there's bound to be a small part of the flesh stuck onto the shell.. he tried it, and it's the same. -_-" anyways, i'm so so full.. that's why i came here to digress awhile before i continue studying..

saw some shakespeare books on display in the library. god, i want to read them!! shakespeare's works are wonderful! it's undeniable that he's the most quoted writer and preeminent dramatist of literature! spell S.U.P.E.R.B. i am so gonna come here to borrow the books during the holidays!

okk, bei's supposed to be studying but he dozed off.. pig! JIAYOU baobei! u're halfway through ur IPT! going back to my notes now.. tata!

3:06 PM
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
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bei had his hair-cut today!! wooo, soo neat and handsome le!! duno why the hairdresser always like to style bei's hair for him. funny lor! haha.. now, the hair wont irritate ur eyes anymore le =) nice nice!

just came back from bei's house.. god, it's been eons since i went there.. miss the little naughtie there.. ha, bei's bro. he's got a cough.. hope he recovers soon.. actually he wanted to acc bei and i when i'm leaving.. but bei dont allow.. ke lian.. seems that he has been listening to me. i dont need to remind him anymore =))

bei's last presentation is over! good job bei.. you've done ur best.. it's time to focus on your exams after u're done with the bsd report ok? *loves*

BOTAK BOTAK! we finally had it today after so mannnnyyy days of craving.. i think i even lost count on the day since i wanted to eat it.. thanks bei =)) on the way to woodlands on the train, we saw a transexual sitting right in front of us. it's kinda UNcommon in spore.. that explains the glaring stares invited. but "she" wasn't the least affected. in fact, she seems to be quite alright with people constantly looking at "her". it stirred up some thoughts within my mind. i thought it was rather pitiful to be 'like this', by which i mean, being a female when u WANT to be a male. some people cant help it.. they're born with those imbalance hormones that made them behave in the opposite way that they should have. like, since young, they liked to play with barbie dolls while the others (males) preferred toy cars instead. i couldn't help but think of their mixed feelings. i bet they feel contradicted too. it's like, you yearn to be like others; the way you should be, but you just.. cant help it. who knows, spore might legalise transexual marriages in the future!

okk, i side-tracked. it's quite a 'safe' period to go to the library these days.. it's soo quiet and conducive. bcos, there's lesser ppl as compared to the weekends.. i like! can study in peace! finally got through MA.. that's my worst feared module. cost accounting has proved it previously. hope our paper wont be too difficult!!! dont torture the dragon babies!

bei's mum changed her mind about cooking dinner cos she's going out. soo, we had nothing from 6 to 10.15pm. when i told bei i dont want to eat anything, he was quite _____ (arghh.. i duno what word to use.. i cant think of the best word to describe it! where has all my vocab gone to? -roars-) anyways, he asked a million of WHYS, "why you dont want to eat? not hungry meh? dont feel like eating meh? or u want to diet?" and he got quite sad.. cos he thought i deliberately dont want to eat when i'm hungry. ha, silly boy.. i dont like to eat food when it's getting late.. it feels weird. bei just, loves to see me eat. ha!

i'm getting irritated with some people.. just cant help it. why are humans like that?! totally put me off. i am easily irritable!! dumb people.

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