Monday, February 05, 2007
la-la-la
I AM SO HAPPY!! ELATED, DELIGHTED, GLEEFUL, whatever words associated with "happy" can describe me perfectly! hahaha, cos, DAREN won the PSS2's championship! i was praying so hard and clutching onto bei's hand SO TIGHTLY (bei can vouch for this. i think his bones are on the verge of breaking.. haha). good thing, i wasn't disappointed. not that diya is bad.. actually i like both of them. just that, i wanted daren to emerge as the eventual winner. i duno why too.. i think maybe cos he has the X-factor which diya lacks. also, his wu tai mei li is undeniable. =D cheers to both of them! i'm sure it was a very close battle.
camping in the library has proved to be productive.. however, it was terrible yesterday. we chose the wrong seats, and thus had to endure all the noise pollution coming from everywhere. imagine! that explained why i only managed to memorise one pathetic chapter of audit. but fortunately today, we went back to our lao di fang, the place where we always sit during mugging period, and true to its 'powers', my memory juices were super active today. i completed the 6 holy chapters of audit!! god, i just hope they wont 'run away' from my memory. it's such an arduous period getting them all into my head! now, i think my mind is preoccupied with ALL the (idiotic) audit procedures, tests for ending balances bla bla.. it's so much lor, i swear!! ha, think bei's getting sick of me for reading out the things i've memorised to him everytime i need to recall back. i really appreciate it! they trigger my mind and forces everything out. with that, i've actually completed all the necessary revision for all the modules. =D
nonetheless, tmr will STILL be devoted to audit to reinforce everything.. really really hope the information will remain in my mind intact. yes, intact is the most impt thing! jiayou!!
and bei, you're already at the last chapter of hrm. you can do it de!!! jiayou also ok?
hai.. why do agony come in one after the another.. my right eye has just healed not long ago, and now, there's this little thing at my back which hurts alot. =( i duno what's that.. and i duno why it hurts so badly. all i know is that it 'appeared' after my spinal surgery. and it seems to get worse now, because in the past, it's just a teeny weeny 'bump' which i ignored. but now, it is swelling. hais! everytime i move my position while sitting, i have to be extra careful to not let it come into contact with anything. even when a cushion is supporting it, it hurts. why?! just let my mum see it and had applied some medication onto it. but, still painful. =(( sorry bei for making you worry. i dun mean to cry. it's just that, it really hurts. i'm afraid it'll always be that way and i cant do things freely. it pained my heart. i was thinking why am i so weak.. or rather, to have suffer this. sorry bei. i know you'll always be here to sayang the wound and make me feel alot better, alot more comfortable. i know you wont leave me behind. i just know. =) your promises are felt. really hope the swelling will ceased soon. once again, sorry baobei for making you worry. (your consolation made me feel a whole lot better.)
saw weilong at the foodcourt and in the library today. "wahh, why your hair like that? very scary lehh.." hahaha.. he was talking about the colour. i was happy at his reaction! cos that means, the red dye is still there!! i dont want it to fade so easily.
ohh, and the (hair) straightener has arrived!! it's superb!
okk it's late. gonna turn in early.. tmr still gotta go library. nights all. to my beloved boy, i love you. thank you for everything. i really appreciate you! thanks for the cheesecake =) i think i'm really lucky!!
12:47 AM
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