true to his word, baby brought me to Gelare! it's our virgin visit there and also our first time trying their ice-cream waffle.. yummylicious!! i wasn't disappointed =)
it tasted as good as it looked! we had choco mint fudge ice-cream and added choco syrup
we wiped it out in less than 10 minutes!! can you believe it! comparable to Marche's
thanks to the '1/2 price waffle' promo on tues..
satisfied us =)
back to NP and bei had his fav. outrun game.. you completed all the routes today boy! -proud of you- =D
headed to bei's house.. to acc him! had my bath there as well.. hee.. i smell the same as bei! xiang xiang!
bei told me he wants to take up soccer as his cca in year 3, which is this coming sem. he told me he would like to do the things he like, just like others.. not that i restricted him, just that, whenever he sees BIT guys on the street soccer court, he has the urge to be like one of them, to play and enjoy the sweat-dripping moments. but he wants to acc me at the same time and is afraid i'll be neglected. he once told me he gets upset if ppl think he's not those sporty type of person.. i know how much he loves sports.. since primary sch, he has been an active player of all kinds of sports.. and so, when ppl assumed he's those "not-really-into-sports" kinda person, he gets affected. i know how much all those mean to him. i cried while thinking and struggling within. it's not that im upset he wants to join soccer, which means lesser time for me. just that, i find that he feels restricted, like he cannot do the things he like cos he wants to acc me. hai.. seeing my uncontrollable tears, he consoled me and hugged me so tightly to him.. "if you dont like, baobei dont join lor.. i nvm de.." =(( that's what my boy told me. i wonder why he can give up anything just for me.. just like his attachment.. although he cant be with his clique in year 3, he still chose the decision to be with me in sch and attachment in the same sem.. baobei, im really very touched.. really really very. now, he can give up his fav. sports cos he knows he may have to neglect me. i felt so selfish.. i really want him to be doing things he love.. cos i know i'll be happy seeing him enjoying himself. i really will. but, at the same time, i cannot bear to think of the time (that would be) sacrificed btw us. it just mean so much to me. he told me "baobei dont join ok? baobei see u sad sad, i also wont feel like joining already.. cos you sad, i also sad ma." tell me why i have such a wonderful bf when im so selfish? hai.. baobei, i love you. thanks for being so understanding and loving. you know how much it mean to me? more than the whole world.. for you are an impt person to me and to my heart. thanks for all the sacrifices.. your love is paramount. i cherish it alot. <3
after all the emo-ing.. bei made use of all his silly juices to make me laugh.. thanks baobei, it helped alot. =)) combination of ah du and sly!! WAHAHA. really funny can! and, ur imitating of ah du really power!! how to do de? how come i dont know.. haha.. "i want to sing to u!" that's what my boy always tell me.. my fingers will then become his microphone.. haha.. and ur OPS tool right! -roars- lol thanks for all the songs sung.. =))
I LOVE YOU my lovely boy.
muacks! that's for you (only).
thanks for everything. you are a gift to me.
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