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11:48 PM
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cutie pie is beside me singing songs now! hahaha.. he really loves to sing to me. with actions somemore har cutie! LOL. love you!
bei got bored.. and entertained me with theseeee
i told him "no effort put in!" of cos, jokingly lar..
little bird. which he said actually he wanted to draw another heart, but due to the "defect" near the yellow beak, he changed his mind and drew this..
this is uber cute eh? bei ahh, 100% resemblence to you! LOL.. rmb we used to call u monkeyKING in the past? =P
this is a "deduce-by-yourself" pic. hahaha.. cos it doesn't seem to look like anything...... except what naughty boy had told me. *SHHH*
and lastly, xiao ding dang! haha..
cute pictures which made me laugh like mad.. naughty boy is forever having silly juices within him.. *hugs*
close to you.
10:19 PM
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wooo, finally a SHORT breather from school work. every day at home after school will be devoted to assignments, projects or if not, chiong-ing presentation. extremely exhausted! that explains why i haven been blogging these days.. it's really tired mind you. like yday, i was preparing myself with today's afa presentation.. rehearsing and rehearsing AND rehearsing.. until i felt my throat getting sore.. really really tired every single day. the assignments and all even eat into my sleeping time/hours! for this whole week, i think i only have around 4-5 hours of sleep each day.
lucky today's presentation was smoothly carried out. teacher seems to be satisfied with our work, so it's like a huge burden off. yan and i were like so jing zhang in the room! with the freezing cold temperature in the room, it din make things better. instead, we were constantly shivering like crazy. but oh well, im glad it's over. jiayou sam and yun for the 3rd presentation =))
today's like the ONLY day i can rest awhile until June 7, where my common tests end. have to re-start the engine tmr... by looking at the schedule, i think i should have enough time to revise comfortably for each module. provided that i dont procrastinate!! haha..
however i dont see any joy after the CT except 23rd month, shopping, and movies. because, we have a whole load of work to be completed within the 2 weeks break!! i think it should NOT be called as a "break". but a "2 weeks for you to chiong ur assignments/projects period". that would be more appropriate, since we have FREAKING SIX projects! crazy or what sia.. we're not robots!! arghh, it means i'll have to go back to school for most of the days! =(( i hate the journey lar!
anyways, bei's presentations these days have been smooth too.. im glad =) baby also kept chiong-ing his projects.. alot of nights spent at my house to finish the work. as compared to me, he's REALLY more stressful and having crazy period of presentations, presentations and STILL presentations. good job boy.. you deserve a short rest now.. =D
today bei was displaying his "sweet-tongue skill" to me constantly..
#1. me: you ahh.. always so oblivious to your surroundings de.. must look carefully ma..
him: im only living in our world ma.. so all my attention is on you only.. -geez-
#2. we were on the topic of fiance/fiancee, marriage and stuff. then the naughty boy commented he wants an "equal" amount of time on each of the status of our togetherness.. (maybe except marriage) he was saying it would be good for us to zu4 ce4 early.
him: like that, we're bf/gf for 3 years.. fiance/fiancee for 3 years.. den husband and wife forever. so if ppl ask you who i am to you, you can tell them im ur fiance.. *smiles*
haha, somebody please stop any more sugar from entering into him.. cos his tongue is really sweetly-filled!
in the train while heading home.. we saw a very adorable but ke lian baby.. cos if he's naughty or mischevious, his mother would use the clothes peg to kiap his ear!! omg, how can?! he's so small only you know! of cos he started crying out loud. and then, his mother threatened him by taking the peg close to him again, signalling him to shut his mouth and keep quiet. so ke lian right! i think the baby's only like 18 months? he's really scared and did obey, by wiping away his tears.. =( whoever the mother, stop what you're doing, even though it achieved ur motive!
chiong chiong chiong for CT le!
7:59 PM
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the library marathon is here again, im so sure... like what i've said in the earlier post, i have the feel to mug. yeap, it hasn't diminished.. just that i felt super tired and lethargic after our lunch.. hee.. think it's too filling for me lar.. that's why you know some scientific theory about why u'll feel tired right after a heavy meal? that's how i felt. i swear i so wanted to pack my bag and head home for some sleep. but lucky i perservered through.. which requires so much determination. lol.. cos, who can resist sleep? tell me! even bei also fell asleep while waiting for his lappy to perform the disk cleanup. we were really tired lar..
tax cleared =)) yayness.. still have the remaining modules.. jiayou jiayou!!
naughty boy showed me all his certificates today.. lol.. he's quite a participator (if there's a word) i must say.. i saw the Environmentalist certificate.. it's this activity that u can volunteer to do in primary school.. and u can choose the area of study you prefer, like environment, social, etc. i always felt that it was quite a waste of time to do that! and til now, i still cant comprehend why ppl would fork out time to do it. LOL.
i have some more things to say. but i forget about them le!! always like that one.. whenever im out, and encounter certain stuffs, i'll tell myself "okk, will blog this". but everytime im infront of this screen, i cant seem to recall!! arghh..
til now, i can still feel the sadness and agony for his family. saw in the newspaper that his gf still doesn't know about his death. hai.. so ke lian. my heart goes out to them. life is really unpredictable. please everyone, please treasure it. it's not like smth u can rewind or get a second chance with. it's a precious one and only life of yours. cherish it. if not, ur family would suffer the pain.. -sad-
9:22 PM
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it's funny how weekends pass as fast as how they'd came.. went to the library early in the morning all by myself since bei has PPP. lucky managed to get a seat at our lao di fang.. it's the mosts conducive area for me.. haha..
time passed so fast during the early morning when im alone doing my revision. kept looking at my hp to see if bei's coming anytime soon.. in the meanwhile, revised on my afa. and can you believe it, i actually spent close to EIGHT hours on afa itself!!! 8 lehh! why so long ahh? hmm, maybe bcos i re-look thru all my lecture notes, re-do all my tutorials, re-do all the classworks, and finally, did the 3 practice qns teacher posted up. but, also cant take up so much time ma! aiyoo, i duno what's wrong lar.. but one good thing is that i can put afa at the back of my mind now and concentrate on the other modules..
study abit of claw too.. yeahh i know it's open book.. but i dont think it helps that much, except that we can rely on the cases given to us in the book. we still need some "perfect" skills to satisfy the marker.
soo, shall continue with tax and csp tmr.. woo.. kinda have the feel to mug.. duno why. it's good, and i hope it stays there until CT is over. and there after, im so going to watch movies and shop myself tired for GSS!! i cant wait!
exhausted bei's sleeping on my sofa le. naughty boy got so tired.. today got scolding from me again. please be a good boy ok? bei love you forever. and trust me, i dont like to scold you at all. =))
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bei: da jia qing zhu yi, wei le ning zi ji de an quan, qing kao dao baobei de huai li.
for your own safety, please come to baobei's huggings.
LOL. that naughty boy invented it.. cos i always stand soooooo close to the yellow line while waiting for train. and whenever im going to take the train w/o bei by my side (eg meeting friends or family), he'll surely tell me "dont stand so close to the yellow line ok? be careful.." whenever the train's approaching, he'll say "come, baobei hug you.." actually his 'motive' is to pull me closer to him, and further away from the yellow line when the mrt's here.
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bei so mean.. created humour out of his friend's inability to pronounce english words well.
bei: okk, NEST we'll talk about... NEST i'll touch on bla bla bla..."
it's supposed to be NEXT, but his friend pronounced it as NEST. naughty bei!!
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we saw so many babies at cwp today.. and all are so adorable! with their chubby cheeks drooping down on their faces.. simply cute! so bei told me "bei, next time when our baby's inside ur stomach, you must eat alot alot ok? den our baby will be very fat.. i want him/her to be overweight de.. baby must fat fat, very cute de...." LOL. okk lar.. i try.. fatter than wenxing ok? that's our goal. lol..
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im tired. i need sleep, badly. tata.. take care everyone. life is precious!
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our condolescences to your family. take care. things will pick up from that point. we hope to see your usual self soon. cheeky and smiley all day long. we look forward to that day, where we'll be able to see the normal, usual you. take great care.
1:51 AM
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8.25pm now and i feel like sleeping already.. -yawns- slept in bus 61 on bei's shoulders while heading to bb mrt station. i was so sound asleep and i swear i wished i could sleep longer.. everyone's tired out.. everyone's stressed out. fear not, we will manage!!
wooo, bought MOS burger's corn soup.. so nice!! bei loves it too.. haha..
it feels so weird to board the mrt with few people.. cos normally, it would be a "squeeze-til-u-get-fed-up" kinda situation in the late evenings.. thus i was quite shocked to see the somewhat empty train. first thing that came to my mind was "sure stopping service at yew tee". but no! marina bay was flashing on the screen.
anyways, it was good to have bei in the mrt with me =)) life's nv bored with him around. i love smelling his face!! the wei4 dao4 very familiar.. hen you qin qie gan =D bei says wanna have lunch with me tmr. LOL. du du zui har!! cute zai..
while walking back home, i told bei about the company secretary attachment opportunity which our tutor had told us last week. he's totally against the idea! haha, cos he said "secretary means very close to boss de lehh.. later boss like you how? snatch you away, cannot!!" LOL. my boy's protective eh?
ooh, the mac's shaker fries is here again!! andd, im craving for fish&co!!
ooh ya i had leg cramps in the morning.... so damn painful!!!! please dont find me again!
10:13 PM
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only bei can read!!
it's 10.13pm and bei's still in sch!!!!!!!! rushing for his formal presentation tmr.. -sobs- he must have been so tired! sch til 4pm. amaths class from 5pm til 7.30pm. and from there on, rushed on project til now..... still haven go home!! =((((((((((
baobei, i so miss you now.. you got eat dinner ma? got drink lots of water ma? got miss me ma? =((( bei's so stress every week. i wonder who schedules the BIT weekly "activities". dont they deserve some break? they've been chiong-ing like mad since week 2 (if im not wrong). and every week they have presentations, proposals and projects to rush. they are not robots ok!!!!!!
so miss baobei now... hope he'll be careful when he's on his way home. hope he dont oversleep in the mrt.. hope he will reach home fast.. and, i hope to see him soon!
bei, today/just now i walked past the fitness corner and thought of u.. i want to see u do ur pull-ups =( *bei called* back.. bei's heading home now.. finally. and he told me his presentation is on friday, not tmr.. teacher changed le. can hear that he's very tired already. but still, he wants to come over to acc me, cos he knows i miss him alot =(( silly girl, cry for what?! i am so NOT independent of baobei. mounting misses result in tears.
bei, water bottle wants to be in ur bag every wednesday when going home.. not mine =(
finally i found a reason not to dislike thursday that much. and that is bcos it means that wednesday is over and bei will be going home with me after school from tmr onwards!
BAOBEI I MISS YOU SO MUCH! i miss pinching ur face.. i miss saying u're a naughty boy.. i miss teasing you.. i miss ur hugs and warmth.. i miss ur cheeky face.. i miss ur mischevious. i miss everything about you!!
i really wonder what will happen to me when bei goes to army. =(
10:27 PM
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school work/school has been turning us to workaholics with NO LIFE.. not that we want to.. but, we MUST be. it's soooo freaking tiring for all of us.. for bei, for BGs, and for me..
everyday come home and feel so stressed out.. assignments, projects, tutorials, and more! tmr, we'll be having our AFA presentation 1 which we only started doing on mon. see the rush?! and presentation 2 is due next wed!! we wont allow any more procrastination, so we'll be starting on it tmr. hopefully there'll be some gd progress. if the discussion goes on til late, i think i'll wait for bei to go home together after his amaths class =)
common test is coming in 1 weeks time.. where got time to study?!!!! arghhh... really must start revision le.. sian!
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bei so cute yday.. after our dinner at kfc which my mum treated us to, bei was so full and exclaimed "YUM YUM!" hahahahaha.. i smiled immediately after hearing that.. dont u think he sounds like a small lil boy? oh my.. i think bei's actions and age are inversely related. LOL~! cutie pie! BUT, VERY NAUGHTY AS WELL. lol.. everyday sure kena scolding from me de..
nonetheless, thanks for the peppermint scream! u enjoyed ur choco one too din u!
occupied ourselves in the SUPER PACKED train back home with "i love you, you love me, we are happy family. and a great big hug with a kiss from me to you *muacks* once you say you love me too." =)) silence took over and we came back on the same beat and tune to challenge ourselves. bei loves it. haha..
oooh, the plasma tv is here!! so wide!
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OMG!! telepathy with bei again! i just wrote my label as "exhausted" right.. den right after i post, bei asked me how to spell "exhausted". cos he wants to put as his msn nick!! telepathy telepathy! i always find this so amazing btw us!
baby said he wants to keep the old bag of mine at his house to zuo4 ji4 nian4. lol.. yes, indeed the bag has alot of memories with us! =))
7:49 PM
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BAOBEI SO CUTE!!! haha.. everytime when bei's out with me when im shopping, he'll stand beside me and do "itchy-hand" things.. like yday when i was at the watch shop outside far east, i was trying on some watches and my naughtie started occupying himself with the watch that has a compass on it, and tried to see if it works by walking around and noticing the needle. and everytime without fail, i'll tell him "dont do that baobei! hands so itchy ahh!"
bei told me he love it when i patronise shoes shop.. cos it means he has seats to rest his legs. HAHAHA! so fast his legs ache le! wonder how come he's sucha good athlete when his legs get tired easily. i told him if he goes out with bestie, sure kena suan by bestie until his face duno wanna put where. cos bestie is like a walking train.. ya lar, can walk long distance and not feel tired easily!!
earlier on, bei and i were relaxing ourselves with potato chips and youtube.. you guys can try typing "College Saga" under the youtube search. quite interesting, and bei totally loves that kinda thing.. so he was immensely engrossed in it and would smile occasionally. me, seating beside him, kept observing his expressions and i cant resist but to tell him "baobei! you look like a lil kid watching video!!" so adorable!! i think he's really young within! hahaha.. my cute baby
baobei, AND A................. AND A................ =)))))
6:34 PM
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woohoo!!! I FINALLY GOT MY BAG!
slept til 1pm in the afternoon.. wow, that sounds good! ke lian de baobei has PPP so he'd gotten up at 730am. haha.. nvm, my turn will come soon. anyways, went to clementi to meet bei, who had waited for me for 45 min, to have our lunch at BOTAK! okk lar, firstly, i left the house 10 min later than what i'd scheduled. secondly, bei's PPP lesson ended early. anyways, when i reached the coffeeshop, our fish&chips are here already. so we digged into our food. yummy!
next destination, far east. priority of the day - bag and watch. saw a red bag which i like.. but din buy.. cos still have bugis to "comb" thus, it sits in my pending list before any decision is made. you know, i dont make hasty decisions.. i rather look everywhere for it and then decide which is the better one, be it in terms of price or my likings. also saw a red watch.. but again, it's tentative for me, since bugis (street) is like a "good-bargain shopping place" for me. wow, seems like red is attracting me alot nowadays!
so obviously, our next destination was bugis. ooolala~! saw the same watch selling at half price cheaper! see, it does pay to be patient. =) i had a hard time in bugis, cos i saw a bag i like alot too! that's the worse thing that can happen to me, cos i would contemplate for very very very very long! indeed, i had a difficult time. and i think both the shop owners and bei felt like killing me! hahaha.. i dont know exactly how long i stood in the shop itself, but i can assure you it's a fairly large amount of time! the headache came in, cos the one at bugis is NICER, but as we all know, nice things often have bad points to "compensate" for their plus points.. just like how pretty girls would usually (to me) have a "black heart". okk this is not the point.. it's only an analogy to describe what i was trying to say about the bag looking super nice but has a point which caused me to think for a long time. i reasoned out that it wouldn't allow the amount of space i need for a bag (especially for sch's purpose with all the files, big&fat pencil case and the essential things).. and it seems difficult for me to reach to my hp and wallet when i need them. so, final decision made, but with a painful heart.. i forgone it =((((( when the spore sales is here, and if the price of that bag is reasonable enough for me to have a reason why i should have a 2nd bag, i WOULD buy it FOR SURE, cos it's really very beautiful.
and so, we went back to far east. goshh.. it was really a tiring journey.. cos far east seems to be a lil out of the way.. not like wisma or taka which doesn't require much footwork from the mrt station, if u know what i mean. but gotta sacrifice lar, for my bag. the red one was the last piece!! arghh.. but after examining it, i felt it's of perfect condition, so i got it! yippiee! now i have a new bag.. and i hope i can get the nice bag when the spore sales is here!!
bei and i went to the famous dumpling noodles store at far east level 5 for our dinner.. both of us had hot&spicy beef ramen and shared a plate of fried dumplings.. not bad, quite nice.. bei, next time we go back to try their dumpling noodle ok? haha, yea we should try their signature dish first!
after eating, we walked around.. and bei got me a bracelet =)))))) thanks bei. it's so lovely! but bcos of this, we missed the chippy's fried mars bar.. i want to try it the next time we go far east!
home sweet home. i had a wonderful saturday =) i think this will be the last relaxing weekend until the common tests are over. soo, jiayou!!
darling baby, i love you!
11:23 PM
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just finished helping bei check through his proposal which is due at 12am later!! from 8pm, both of us have been glueing our eyes on his lappy's word document. so i din really focus on watching tv.... i hope to relieve some stress from bei too.. i want to help in whatever ways i can =)
sorry but i have to exclaim again, IT'S FRIDAY! see how fast one week passes by? it seems ridiculous that time bullets through the week. simply too fast! and in no time, our common tests will be the ones hogging onto our minds where intensive revision will start to damage our cells. LOL.
friday is a happy thing.. but at the same time, we'll be bugged by several assignments as the week is over. csp project (due next tue), wisp presentation (next mon. AND, the group member BETTER contribute before i EXPLODE), tutorials! speaking about the latter, tax teacher said there's no tutorial for lecture 5. but when i went in to mel and check, the qns were uploaded -_-" not short somemore ok!! wahh lao, made us happy for a while only!
finally installed microsoft office 2007. i was really freaked out when i saw my connection "died" when the bar was fully loaded. i was wondering if i have to RE-INSTALL it. "no please!" was what i thought! cos it took me a freaking 45 mins to get it done! phew~
luckily i saw the "successfully installed" message.
acer's connection sucks, big time. made me unable to concentrate fully during the viewpoint guide. -_-"
i am so gonna look for bags tmr! but ahh.. i think dont carry my hopes too high first.. in case all of them are dashed! you know things always happen when u least expects them. that is to say, disappointment hits extremely hard if you've set an expectation to achieve and not do it in the end. soo, i hope i can find a bag i love! not an easy task! hahahaha..
oooh, bei has PPP tmr...
11:55 PM
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time check: 1.04am.. just got back from bei's house.. -yawns- both of us are so tired, despite the short nap just now. din go to bei's house for so long and wenxing seems to shy away from me.. but after awhile, it's back to normal again. too long nv saw them le! glad to know that bei's younger sis's grades are improving. though she still fails certain subjects, we're glad that it's just a borderline fail for her. we all know what it means. vast improvement! but seeing her science answers made bei and i laugh like mad. LOL. really funny!!
dreadful thursday is finally over. i really hate thursday! always drain all the energy away from me. and for the FIRST time in my 3 years in poly, i was actually falling asleep during tax lecture! the classwork later was quite alright, since the teacher was always "at our disposal". haha.. she too kind le lar.. doesn't seem like a classwork at all. but, a good thing for us!
peppermint scream! =)) thanks bei!
no internet for bei makes it difficult for us! bei ahh, i wanna see u in MSN! hahaha.. you'remissed*
1:12 AM
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it was an unusual wednesday today.. cos audit lecture ended super early! and i reached home at 3.30pm. -yawns- the strange thing is that, if i reach home earlier, i'll feel even more tired. so that explains my 1.5 hour nap just now. hahaha.. i was SO TIRED! again, the journey back home was so lonely. i was falling asleep in the train when my head was drooping down. how i wish bei's just right beside me!!
yar i know! my bag going to spoil le! so many ppl have been telling me that my bag looks so pathetic in its present condition right now. I KNOW ALSO OK!! not that i dont wanna buy.. it's just that, i cant seem to find one that i like VERY MUCH. i AM a fussy person lar.. haha.. got one attracted me lar.. but got one bad point leh! the sash isn't definite de. see lar.. all good things have their flaws too.. aiyaa, go see on sat lar.. hopefully can buy one, cos i REALLY need it.
irony. when audit tutorial is up and ready and i have the time, i dont feel like doing. i swear it was all the fatigue causing it. the qns aren't diff.. i was just, tired. moreover, it DEmotivates me when my tutor is one fussy niao niao whose answers are always different from us. how to be motivated to do tutorials.. tell me?
mum not cooking tmr.. think going to bei's house to eat ba.. so long nv go le.. miss the 2 little imps.. even bei's mother asked him how come i so long nv go their house. really very long le.. so miss bei's room. tmr go see if it's as messy as ever. LOL.
heard a nice song in giordano in the afternoon.. i think it's "Thank God I Found You." super nice.. i din wanna leave the shop lor! yes, thank god i found you bei! instantly thought of you! happy ma? hee... =)
baobei, i miss you!! 11 hours of not seeing you..
bei, today you had choco scream(!) hor! hee.. i also want peppermint scream!!
10:14 PM
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no csp tutorial today again.. so i had the whole morning/afternoon free! 9am to 2.50pm.. before i headed for my audit tutorial. boring morning spent on the csp project.. my shoulders ache everytime i sit for long hours at the underground's bench.. and bei has to massage for me.. oh god, succumbing to "old" age so soon!! NO WAY!
audit tutorial always makes us laugh.. it's the tutor lar, really. can see that he's very traditional kinda person. everything step by step, law by law de. LOL. and i seriously think we wont score well for our common tests cos he expects alot from a simple qn! which i think, his marking style/scheme differs from that of alvin's greatly!
went for the ceremony at 5.05pm. and coincidentally, gabriel's seated beside me again!! last year we were seated side by side too.. zhen de hen qiao ok! this year's ceremony ended super fast.. approximately 1 hour plus only.. cos they skipped those individuals module winners.. haha, gabriel must have been damn sad.. cos he'd topped quite a number of modules! that's why he's the MOST outstanding student for his level ma.. PRO LIKE WHAT CAN~!!
anyways, alvin quek was up the stage performing with his boogie hippie shakie club again. quite entertaining lar.. i mean, how often do u see ur lecturers dance?! hiphop/punk style somemore ok! hahaha.. the opening item was the dancesports people. reminded me of my S&W way back into year 1.. dancesports's really fun!! i wish i could be as active as them and dance to the music. i like dancing..
yada yada, ceremony ended. out for some catered food. this year cut down on curry, vege, beehoon. so it was quite a simple fare. mdm lee bee swan still rmbs me! she's my cip tutor in year 1! and i think she knew me through bei.. haha.. cos bei's assignment of the flash (which was dedicated to me) impressed her. and she often sees us together in school. sucha sweet and petite teacher.. infa tutor still recognises me too, quite surprised..
the funny thing happened when a lecturer/tutor (not so sure.. cos nv seen him around before) came to us and asked us how's things going on for us. there in a little circle stood my parents, bei and me. when the lecturer came, he immediately spoke to bei cos obviously he's smartly dressed, just like how he would be in an attire to receive a prize on stage. unlike me, who's wayyyy under-dressed. ok lar, i admit. sooooo all along, he was speaking to bei. and i tot so funny! he must have thought MY parents are HIS parents who have come along to witness HIM taking prize. seriously funny can! then nearing to the end of the convo, den he realised im also one of the recipients.. and he seemed apologetic. LOL. "they are very good friends" was what my mum told him about bei and i. LOL. i nearly burst out laughing, serious!!!!!
then, mrs yong bee leng came along.. my MA tutor.. exchanged a few words and she told my mum i'm "very guai and harworking". i was stunned lar! then my mum was there blabbering all along how she's very xin1 wei4 that her children has done well in school. mothers are like her! hahahaha...
saw quite a no. of familiar faces there.. some simply shocked me that they were award winners. like what my mum said and is a common knowledge, dont judge a book by its cover. or should i say, ren bu ke mao xiang. nonetheless, congratulations felt good and im motivated to do even better!!!!
then we were fretting over dinner in dad's car. im the fussy one.. lol.. they have to give in to me. cos everything they suggested, i din want. prata, no. chompang, no. nasi lemak, no.
me: i want something light.. not so oily..
mum: ooh.. jap food!
BINGO!
wish came true. SAKAE SUSHI =))
so 2 couples went into NP's sakae. mum&dad + me&bei! i realised these days daddy's super sweet to mum. okk, random.. mum was telling bei "if you want to marry my daughter in the future, you must learn how to cook." cos she thought i DISLIKE cooking meals.. but infact, i LOVE cooking, 'cept that i HATE the dish-washing part. hahahaha.. and mum seems kinda surprised that i love cooking. -_-" i think i have to show more of my cooking skills in the future. hahaha..
so there i was, satisfied with my dinner. i only had miso soup, salmon sashimi, spicy salmon maki and hotate mendaki (?). these were enough to kill my cravings! i just wanted those... and im happy i had them although the hotate wasn't that fab as compared to the other outlets.. wahahhaa.. my mum and i have one thing (out of the 2187236734 we like) in common. we love good food. heh! mum said the meal was treated as a form of reward for our good grades =))
great day i had!
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okk, u guys gotta bear with me.. cos apparently there's smth wrong with blogger and i cant change the colour of the font..
MONDAY. supposed to be our wisp presentation. but 3 groups (including mine) got postponed to next week. -_-" cos apparently the 1st group eaten up quite alot of time.. hmm, nvm, we should be more optimistic yeah? maybe can let the group members redeem themselves. LOL. effort is what i want to see lar!! okk, i sound like a teacher here. but, it really irritates me to the MAX when ppl just dont contribute and live off other's hardwork. dont u agree with me?
during the presentation, a podcast of "No Pork" was being played. it is really extremely funny. serious! i think i got the most serious laughing syndrome down there in the class earlier on. really couldn't control. but actually, what one of the presenters had talked about makes ultra lots of sense.. we should not JUST laugh it off as a joke. but instead, think deeper into it, like what she'd mentioned.. why do the 2 chinese guys want to taunt the indian muslim? it's like a random attack. though it's very funny (initially), but come to think of it, it's not very good. so yeahh.. i guess that's where wisp comes in.. to (hopefully) draw the line btw what's funny and what's not.
ohh yay! dad's going to the ceremony tmr!! i thought he changed his mind and din wanna attend. but he told me during dinner time that he's going, with mum! "ni shang qu na jiang, wei she mei wo bu yao qu! dang ran yao qu!!" the exact words quoted from lovely dad. =))) the difference from last year? bei's going up this year too!
bei has alot of upcoming presentations and assignments to be handed up this week and i think the following weeks too. hope he stays strong and focused. jiayou baby darling. you can do it =) spread the workload ok? dont do everything by urself. it's too mounting a pressure on you. i'll be here, come what may. =D
i so wanna go bugis.. for my bag(s) and skirt(s). hee..
bei "tot u just bought alot of shorts le? u finish wearing them le ahh?"
LOL. baby, to ladies, clothes are NEVER enough!
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woohoo, once again, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!!
think mum's very happy today.. cos, my dad gave her flowers!!!!!!! AWWWW, so damn sweet can!! and dad said it's his first time giving mum flowers since they've been together. reminded me of this year's valentines day where bei bought me flowers too. i still rmb the feeling of receiving flowers is SUPER NICE! ULTRA SWEET! AND WONDERFULLY SUPERB! serious.. i bet mum felt the same too. she was, apparently, VERY happy.
not only that, younger sis bought her a very nice ring (obviously fake) which mum likes it alot and made some flowers for her. very nice ok! i wish i have crafty hands too.. cos im extremely clumsy when it comes to craftwork. that's why i nv liked art in primary and sec sch days! haha..
then, elder sis, bro and me gave mum a pair of 925 earrings from Mintmark & Co. see, so many presents, of cos happy lar! haha.. we're good children. LOL.
went to eat pa-mee, lala, the prawn, fish etc with aunt and ahgong.. woo... super yummy!!! so long since i ate that le. all of us had our stomachs filled satisfyingly. really nice. it's at kitchener road.. but i dont know the exact location.. opps. if not i can strongly recommend you guys there.
after a nice dinner.. we went to this shopping mall near bugis.. quite lao kok kok one lar.. purpose was to find authentic adidas watch selling at $65 cos mum's colleague bought it at that price.. i think dad will buy for us. haha.. i like the turqoise one..
then, we headed to bugis village.. it's like WOW to bring our parents there.. and we tell them "this is the place where we go shopping." lol... i looked at alot of bags just now. but i din get any. almost got the brown one.. but decided against it. i think i'll go back for that "more modern" bag which dad claims is nicer.. and it's really nice! and i love it ultra lots!
after that, home sweet home =)) i really love family outings.
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thanks baby for acc-ing me to the mrt station.
you know what darling?
i've notice a change in you which i adore..
in the past, whenever we part, you wouldn't look back at me..
i know cos i ALWAYS looked back at you.. hahaha..
when we were friends and went out often.. you dont do it..
when we just got together, you dont do it too..
but today (though not the first time), you turned back and looked at me..
wanting to see me for the last glimpse until it's possible while i was at the escalator and you, on the flat ground.
you know how happy i am?
i was smiling while standing on the escalator..
feeling soooooooo elated.
=D
it indicates that u're missing me =)
see, told you small nitty things would make me contented!
hugs**
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well, just finish touching up on my Human Comm project which is due next week.. it's still stuck at page 7 EXcluding the cover page.. oh my.. hope the teacher dont mind.. i cant find anythings to cut down on already lar!!
then, i re-do the claw tutorial and posted the answer in mel. for whats not.. participation marks lar! answer must be PERFECT answer ok.. stress! i hope i included the correct provision of the Companies Act, cos i forgetten what SHE had told me to include! oops! aiyaa, heck larr.. i dont have so much time to do that for her..
now, im still re-looking my wisp project which has to be presented tmr.. and, STILL NO NOTHING FROM ONE OF THE GROUP MEMBERS! really wanna slap them upside down lor! -ROARS- i told bei that when assignment 2 comes, i'll be harsh and tell them "please give quality work. if you guys dont put effort in the assignment, den dont send to me at all!!!!" stupid groupmates.. bei said both of us present can le tmr.. I ALSO WISH AHH!
see because of this wisp project, i forgone time for my afa tutorial which is the only one i haven done.. cos audit and claw took me 3 plus hours yday.. not forgetting my csp project. ok lar.. gotta go do again le.. and i haven eaten anything yet!!
later going out for mother's day celebration.. soooo....
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO MY MUM~!!
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currently, i am VERY pissed with my wisp mates. project due on monday.. all they give is a ONE-PAGE WORD DOCUMENT of their "ideas". why the hell do they do it in WORD?? shouldn't they do it in powerpoint?! seriously feel like screaming at them!!!!!!!
when i was doing the slides and research from 7pm to 1am, what were they doing? when i sacrificed my time for my own tutorials and even projects, so as to complete this wisp project, what were they doing? when i didn't even stop for a break except for dinner, and even missed out on the channel u variety show which i would usually watch just to chiong this assignment, WHAT WERE THEY DOING!!!!! tell me how to NOT be angry?!!
now, the time is 130am. supposed to be sleep time. but i am still thinking of new ideas and examples to add into the slides which i have done all by MYSELF. why am i the only one worrying? seriously cant comprehend.
if they think by giving us a one page word document of their "ideas" would satisfy our requirements of a quality work, then i rather they DONT GIVE IT TO US AT ALL! so shallow and effortless! that's the worse thing. try worrying about incooperative group members. i think besides being cooperative, the work done must be of some standard.
now, i seriously wonder how will my assignment 2 and 3 go with these kind of project mates. to BGs, you girls are not the only ones suffering.. LOL. and i am beginning to share your fear and reluctantness to work with them for assignment 2 and 3. I WISH THEY WILL REALISE THEIR WRONG!!!! SO UNFAIR! if there's a peer evaluation, i will sure be ready to mark them down. ARGH!
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HAPPY 22ND MONTH TO US! =)))))
we had a fairly simple celebration.. just had pepper lunch for dinner.. and walked around. but still, it was enough to make me happy.. these days, we're bugged by alot of assignments and projects.. especially bei. =(( everyday see him stress over his work, i also feel sad.. cos he cant relax even when he's at home. -sigh- he told me a few days ago "i so long never play games le". so ke lian! baobei, jia you jia you ok? though u seems to be the only one forking out time and effort for ur projects, im still here.. right here beside you. YOU CAN DO IT DE. =D
so happy and funny while singing the BARNEY song on our way home from amk.. LOL. we were like small kids like that.. sing til so happy. it goes, one of us will sing the song and stop at whichever part (of the song) we like. then, the other one of us will continue from there, with the same tune (cos guy's and girl's start-off pitch not really the same. so, it's quite a challenge). not only that, we have to be accurate in timing! which apparently we were not. LOL. created so much laughters!!! laughed until my wound hurts le.. -oops- anyway, it was an unforgettable day =)
i love you baobei. you're sleeping now.. dont need to come my house le, since u so tired =) have a good rest. muacks** give you surprise tmr..
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i cant believe it.. im attacked by the flu virus yet again.. and i think, very soon, the cough will be "knocking on my doors" too. -sigh- bei's recovering while im the one getting sick now. guess it's due to mum's FRIED chicken yday.. but i just cant bring myself to abstain from fried food! to think i even comptemplated whether to have botak for dinner just now. yeap, bei said NO! haha.. in the end, i only had soup for dinner.
week 4's coming to an end.. projects are piling up like a mountain.. and, let's "welcome" the stress!!!!
i duno why, but as the years passed, and our class changes, i find the people even more nan2 yi3 xiang1 chu3.. serious. looking and thinking back, i can say for sure i truly prefer my year one's classmates. TA01. the irony? the irony is that, when we were in TA01 in the past, we wondered why were our class so quiet and UN-enthu.. and our guys... lol.. but now, i think that's the best class ever in my poly life. if only all of us opted for the same class! some ppl just get on our nerves!!
tmr's friday again!!!! WHY SO FREAKING FAST?! I DON'T KNOW!
wee, bei's coming over now!
22nd =))
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if bei continues his amaths lessons on wed, i'll reach home at 4pm every wednesdays.. comparing to the other days, it's actually considered VERY early.. cos i normally reach home at 6+ 7pm.
today is the first day i came home by myself.. and it had to rain! making me take the bus. -_-" one stop only, waste my $0.65. so miss bei's company.. i was so lonely in the train.. so lonely while walking home.. so lonely throughout the whole journey home! arghh.. beginning to detest wednesdays, that is, if bei's lessons are confirmed to be on this day every week.
BAOBEI! I SO MISS YOU NOW!
okk, just did my afa classwork. woo, so happy can balance.. but still must polish up on my understanding on that topic.. and just when i thought i could start on my audit tutorial since it's still early, the tutorial hasn't been posted up yet. -_-" see lar, that teacher wanna delay me from doing my work..
shall continue on my csp then..
missing baby to bits*
just 2 more days
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baobei, thanks for the peppermint Scream =))
so sad, tmr gotta go home myself. -sobs-
you must be careful on ur way home too ok?
open eyes BIG BIG, cos im worried u may be drowsy after drinking the medicine..
i guess i shall do my audit tutorial for tmr's lecture when i get home..
hope i dont fall asleep though..
cos it always feel nice to relax after a refreshing bath.
my misses will be with you.
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i thought.
yeahh, i thought i was "safe". or rather "saved" from all the talkings that i get from Christians every tuesday morning at the underground when i see the usual lady (who talked to me a few times) walked away. later did i know that 2 new ladies were approaching my table. oh my.. it seems i cannot get away from this.
whenever they share with me what they've to say, i always nod. but the awkward thing is that, i wasn't nodding in agreement (to what they said/were saying). instead, i was nodding because i knew what they will be going to say to me. i felt even weirder when she asked me to read out certain verses in the bible. i avoided the first few times, but was later asked "would you mind reading out loud to us?" as it implies, my voice has to be heard. it's really weird, i mean, the feeling.
i cant seem to turn them away whenever they approach me.. because, seriously speaking, they are very kind people... from the way they talked and carry themselves, it makes 'rejecting' them a difficult task to do!
okk, now i saw the lady who speaks to me usually at the table infront of me.. i hope she doesn't come again...
BAOBEI! GET WELL SOON!
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finally blogging! god, i'm hogged with so many things to do earlier on! and what's with mel.. the maintenance thing.. freaking delayed the compilation of wisp assignment 1 part 1. i got quite mad compiling that, cos i gotta think what are the things that teacher wants.. more confusion while doing bei's.. actually i think the confusion arises because we are commenting on EACH OTHER'S work. that's why i got to "okk, now im doing for bei.. not mine.." but yeahh, it's done.
started abit on the wisp assignment 1 part 2 which is to be handed up next week!! oh my.. now, the rush begins! we've got so many things on hand!!!
i felt really drained just now. i so wanted to slp while watching tv at 6pm. see how bad it is?!! 6pm only feel like sleeping already!!!!! SUPER TIRED.
bei's amaths class is starting.. =(( sob sob.. no one there to acc me home, to provide me a shoulder to sleep on, to chat with me.. to ensure my safety. i will miss you boy. be attentive in class ok.. though i know it'll be hard, since it's like evening time already! be careful on ur way home.. *loves*
im using the 1GB memory card already =)) oh my, it's just this friday!
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it's May 6th again!!!!!! SO, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! like what bestie said, i must treasure this year's bday cos it's my LAST teen's bday. next year, it'll be starting with the no. 2!!
early in the morning, met bestie at my house downstairs at 9.10am.. she came to pass me my pressie before going for work..
a black+gold furry bag from bestie!! oohh, i love it so much.. i even brought it out with me today =))
and, the super cute card with sincere and touching words written by bestie. i guess no one can/will break this 6 years+ friendship bond we share.. it's so sparkling, so glittering, so precious. thanks bestie for ur presents!! yes, we shall meet up for more shopping sessions!
oooh yday, my elder sis gave me my present too.. guess what, she gave me a...............
Haagen Dazs voucher worth $30!! woohoo! choco fondue again!! thanks so much sis!
met up with my boy at 12.45pm.. i wanted so much to see what's inside the box.. but he wouldn't let me.. he said i can only see it when we're eating our lunch.. haha, so i curbed my excitedness all the way to cineleisure. but before that, i went to OG to buy my TB.
upon reaching cine, bei went to order his food while the anxious me started to "reveal" what's in that lovely box..
isn't this just cute?
these are the things inside the box
card from precious
so cute!
the precious words.. signed off by "Your Future Husband, Guowen" =DD
the blue dress is from top-shop. =) bei knows i like it.. hee.. actually he wanted to get me the peach dress from marina.. but left with one last piece le.. its ok bei. i like this blue one too! the more mysterious present is the one from outram park.. now i know! it is.......
a 1 GB memory card for my new phone!!! omg.. bei's so practical now! it's a good thing =) he knows the 64MB memory card given was too "small" for all my songs and our pictures.. so he went to get this for me! you're so thoughtful my love! and im happy, cos he's beginning to know how to spend his money wisely. not like the last year's baobei of mine who spent a bomb on wrappers and boxes. i liked them though.. but i like your practicality even more now!! *muackss*
next on, the 5 kawaii magnets bei got from topshop. LOL. i din know topshop sells these!! simply cute! but not so cheap ahh.. the reason stated in the card as to why he bought them was because i have a white board just beside my computer table. he wants me to put the magnets on, so whenever i see them, i'll be reminded of him!! hahahaha.. so lovely! i already have them up on my board!
thanks baby for all the presents. you've put alot of xin1 si1 in it and i really appreciate all of them. i love every single one of them. thanks for ur super-hard-to-come-by card. you know i always love to receive cards from you.. cos u seldom write me one! hee.. those precious words are carved in my heart. thanks boy, you make the best boyfriend in the world! i am so glad to have you too!!
THANKS BABY!!
went for our 2.50pm SPIDERMAN 3 movie!!
finally out le!!!!!!!!! i find it quite nice lehh.. though i saw some not-so-good comments about the movie. i think, like what i've told bei, the theme of the movie is very good. as in, the message that it's trying to convey to the audience is fab! vengence should be ridden off, overpower will make u lose urself, forgive others and you'll find it equally peaceful, treasure the ones you love, sacrifices made, and MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE because life is really about the choices we make. meaningful ehh? the action scenes are thrilling. the storyline's good. and this part has even more humour injected into it. so, it's a good movie for both bei and i!
on the way to BUGIS. walk and walk.. actually i wanted to get myself a watch. but i cant find a really nice one that suits me. i saw one that i quite like, but still not to the standard that "ok, i will get this!" kinda reaction. yeahh, so i think i just have to keep searching!
got a white shorts from giordano.. =)) then, we headed to Marina Square. tried looking for bags to replace the going-to-spoil bag of mine. hmm, haven really found one that caught my interest though.. this one, also must wait le.. nvm lar.. this kind of things cannot rush de.. if not, buy one that i dont like also no use right.. haha.. self-consoling! i bought a stripped shirt too.. and a slip-in from URS. =)) happy happy girl!!!
at around 7.15pm, bei and i got sooooooo famished already. so, we headed to JACK'S PLACE! before that, cam-whore abit first lar.. hee
the guy who'd successfully made today a memorable bday for me!
happy us!
and again, my precious
birthday cant do without a bday kiss! haha
ok lar, reached Jack's le..
P.S. lightings at the corner we're seated aint very good.. so bear with the effects
he seems so happy! hahaha.. maybe bcos he thinks it's part of his bday as well. LOL
more composed..
the birthday girl!
lobster lobster!
im satisfied.
see! bei loves it too!
started to play with the camera while waiting for our steaks to arrive..
baby boy of mine
"what are you looking at?"
spastic
yours truly
okk, they're here.. my Jack's Special Steak. all-time favourite. bcos of this, i like to have Jack's for dinner now! cos lunch will be ribeye steak. LOL. simply delicious!
bei's ribeye. he has gone from medium-rare to medium-well (done).
after our main course, it's camera time again!
tiko expression. wahahahha
=))
hahaha.. what's with him?
after resting awhile, bei ordered mango mousse cake for me!
one yummy slice of it. i told bei not to buy a big cake for me this year, like how he did last year and came my house to cut cake with my family members. haha.. one slice enough le! =D
me with my cake
bei wanted this shot to be taken..
too bad, forgotten to take the "make-a-wish" shot. this year, i thought i was strong enough not to cry when bei sang the bday song for me. i thought i'd be different from last year. i was still laughing happily at bei's expression when he was singing the song to me cos he looked so adorable. and the next moment i know, i was tearing!! it was unexpected! really.. they just flowed out from my eyes when i saw bei singing bday song for me. i knew what they meant. my tears were telling bei how touched i am. i still rmb-ed the things that ran thru my mind.. i was so happy that the one singing bday song for me is bei.. im so happy the one sitting right infront of me, dining with me is bei. i am just so glad it's him. i swear these were what ran thru my mind. i told bei to sing me a chinese version of the song too. hee!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BAOBEI!
joy and happiness
blissful us =D
trained back to yishun.. tired but memorable day. thanks lovely for everything. you've made me the happiest girl today! =))
now, i want to thank those who'd wished me. the people who didn't forget my bday.
THANKS TO:
jocelyn, u're the 1st to wish me in msn! thanks for ur blog wishes too
meiyan, the 2nd person to wish in msn.. and thanks for telling me i share the same birthdate as renfred ahh.. but, dont beat me! =P haha..
chiayun, for the lovely pendant!! and the wishes on ur blog.. you go girl!
jarrel, the first person who sent me a msg. yes, u're steady pom pee pee! haha.. cos u're jarrel choo!!! work hard, but study hard too!
alvin, oh god he's my sis fren! his dad has the same bday as me! oh my, so many ppl's bday fall on May 6th. haha.. thanks for the wishes though.
bestie aka eunice, for the lovely bag and card!! i love you girl!
weiseng, this year u wished so early ah! hahaha.. thanks seng!
ah hui, hey man, this year de-grade le la! see lar, jarrel overtake u le. haha.. anyways, best of luck to ur remaining weeks in ur attachment. rmb to drive us out for supper since u've gotten ur license now!
wenwei, u rmb-ed!! thanks so much.. never fail to wish me every year.. best of luck in army dude!
taiyun, yes, u're not so absent-minded! haha.. i really thought u've forgotten ok.. nonethesless, im glad u din!
benjamin, my choir junior.. thanks for rmbing!
guang xian, thanks guang.. all the best to u and eunice too! =)
cherie, the last person who wished me through hp msg. better late than never! =D
jean, for the friendster comment! so glad u rmbed girl!
evon, my primary sch mate.. we were like sisters back then.. thanks!
peiling, for the wishes and bday song at msn! thanks girl!
not forgetting all my family members!! and precious baby.. =D
you people have made my 19th bday a memorable one. MILLION THANKS!! <3
on the way home, bei sang
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to my xiao gong zhu,
happy birthday to u!
=D
i told him to do this with me. hahahaha.. so cute!
once again, THANKS LOVE! *hugs n kisses just for u*
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i cant believe i was so tired after completing afa tutorial. this week's one really very cumbersome! left me with zero energy and concentration level to start on claw, which was what i intended to do as well. guess i have to do it next tuesday then, since i only start sch at 3pm. -_-" so to speak, i have the whole morning to do it.
helped bei with one of his e-learning assignments =)) read the 6 pages story about this system called IS2000 and attempted 4 out of 7 questions for bei. he's busy fixing the box! hee..
my (younger) sis gave me this as my bday present!! SO CUTE!
see, now the piglet bei gave me has a companion! haha
daddy and mummy's red packets =)))))) im am so much richer now! woohoo.. i like to see the words written by them on the redpackets.
my baby, when he's at my house earlier on.. miss him so much now.
oh, and daddy sent me a msg wishing me happy birthday already!! hahaha.. he said "xian1 sent xian1 ying2 ma!" haha.. meaning, i sent first, so i win.. haha loosely translated lar! he even asked me what he gave me last year.. i told him, nth except for a bday msg. that explains why im exceptionally happy this year, cos he gave me a phone, treated the whole family to a sumptuous meal and now even gave me a red packet!!! thanks so much daddy, and also to mummy for the "big" angpow! heee.. i am so happy!
also appreciate my sis's gift.. she never fails to give me a present every year.. yep, she's the closest to me.. she even acted like she'd forgotten that my bday's tmr.. and then less than a minute later, she returned to my room with a bag that contained that cute lil piglet! she knows i like piglet lar.. hee..
wooo, it's just 12 minutes away from my bday! i cant wait to see what bei had gotten for me.. especially the outram park's one! hahahaha.. i know i will be super happy tmr! and spiderman 3, here we come! -smiles widely-
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