Wednesday, May 02, 2007
la-la-la
i've always wondered what my brother is good at. today, he proved me right. he is good at nth, except making ppl around him unhappy, angry, frustrated, irritated, all the negative feelings. hai.. he caused such a big rage in dad just now. ruining all of our moods. why is he only capable of this? no other better things he can achieve? why cant he be more sensible and sentitive to other's feelings? is lying the only thing he's good at? pushing the blame to others and not admit his own mistake? dad is his dad! how can he be so rude and use that tone to dad? such a spoilt brat. half of the responsibility can be attributed to my mother, who apparently, favours him, and thus, not so strict with him. see the outcome lar! so rude to dad and made everyone unhappy.. i think she ought to review her way of "teaching" him. a serious problem in there! she even asked why did i cry when dad din scold me. -_-" i dont have to cry/to be upset just bcos of dad's scolding. i cry because im sad, im unhappy, im hurt. i dislike seeing dad being so angry and affected. i know how he feels. i get affected too. why cant i feel sad? dont i even have the right to cry? i cant suppress my feelings! instead, i am appalled at how she kept her cool. i think being upset is a very natural thing bcos i treasure daddy, i mind how he feels, and when i see him agitated and sad, i become too. who can comprehend? not she, definitely. crying is a most inner feeling and expression which just flows within. i am sad. i only have one thing to say, and that is, i have a useless brother.
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anyways, wednesday is coming to an end.. we need more energy to withstand thur and fri's long hours in sch.. tmr especially.. 9-5pm, no break at all. omg.. wonder how we'll be like at 5pm tmr.. i guess all of us will be super worned out.
i need to complain again. buses are NEVER efficient. arghhh.. i hate mornings because of them.
did audit tutorial just now.. im trying my best to finish the day's lecture's tutorial (okk, sounds confusing here) asap, so that the work doesn't drag over the weekends. i need the weekends for more productive stuff. i guess i cant add anything more to my human comm individual assignment since i've already reached the maximum quota of 7 pages. i wish i could add more though.. =(
im loving my phone. nokia's really MORE user-friendly.
just 4 more days..Labels: stupid brother
10:23 PM
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