You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Friday, June 15, 2007
la-la-la

1.21am now. god, i seem to work better in the night! always bum around in the afternoon and evening and just couldn't get myself to do those projects.. but at night, it's like TINK! the cells start to want to work, and are like super motivated. not daunted by sleepyness somemore! tell me this is good. =))

so bei and i have completed a large portion of wisp assignment 2, though that naughtie so much wanted to play maple. these 2 days i've strictly forbidden him to play.. haha.. cos i told him to set his priorities right.. when there's so much things to do, how can he still think of his games? right? haha.. but whenever we did some work, i'll reward him, by allowing him to play. just like now, where he's happily (though quite tired already) playing maple in my living room.

wisp assignment requires so much research.. i got fed up just now lar.. haha, probably due to the inner raging emotions.. haven been in quite a good mood bcos of the poxes.. even flare up at bei and vented anger on him. but i apologised quite immediately.. cos i was so guilty.. always venting anger on him and he has to take it.. sorry boy, thanks for being so understanding =) his "nvm, baobei love.. baobei never blame you" totally made it worser. haha..

tmr shall continue with the minor parts then.. since both of us are so fatique already. and i can sense bei losing his concentration.. whenever im reading long long longg reports/articles, his eyes weren't glued to the screen. haha.. and yay, this is the LAST project with the mates.. they better contribute!! though we'd done most of the things.. but, it's good to have more opinions and information.. i hope they will put in some effort in it, which i had told them to in the email..

my current cravings:
- jacks.. my lobster soup! (this is surely the top on the list! cos i was supposed to have this on the 11th, and bcos of my sickness, i din get to eat it!)
- fish&co (lemon butter sauce!!)
- kenny rogers.. hmm, or maybe their mac&cheese only. hee
- botak jones
- cheese cakes
- titbits (man, i'm deprived, even of this!)
- some fabulous coffee!! give me starbucks or coffeebean? or maybe mac's caramel frapp will be good enough
- tonkichi
- and basically, all those food that i cant have right now! even simple food like EGG can also make me happy!!

p.s. thanks bei for the porridge =D

Labels: better worker in the night, my cravings

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