You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Thursday, June 07, 2007
la-la-la

HURRAY!!!! CT'S OVER!!! it really calls for a celebration!!

these past 6-7 days have been revising intensively.. so much so that im on the verge of getting sick.. like, on and off, on and off. bei's not that fortunate.. he was attacked by throat infection and some flu and even fever =(( even the doctor recognises him!! omg.. this is not good. come on baobei, let's keep fit so you wont fall sick so often =) dont worry, you're still my baby forever =P

csp finally over today at 10am. i cant describe the sudden relief i felt instantly. the feeling's just so shiok!! serious lar! im so happy lor.. and kept telling bei im really glad that CT is over. haha.. think he's also sick of hearing it le.. but, I'M REALLY HAPPY! =))

i guess hard work pays off.. and it's only right if it does. it's smth like a reap what you sow kinda thing.. all papers were manageable.. for afa, translation DID come out.. but *#(&$*^$. wadever. LOL. however for cash flow statement, quite happy lar.. though i really really regret being so careless, by omitting the FREAKING ONE figure, if not i can balance lar! ehhh, you know how the feeling is when u're happy to balance the freaking b/s sheet during tests or exams?! too bad lar.. too careless le. somemore the figure is i know must include de lor, but why i forget?! it's not those that requires working and think-deep kinda figure lor.. wahh, really felt like stabbing myself! i was feeling so moody on the way back and bei had to console me thru-out cos i really felt it was so ke3 xi1. i even complained to my dad when i got home. lol..

claw was easier than i've expected.. i thought the teachers will set those killer questions to do us out. but no, they din.. being able to answer the qns is one thing. but if it is satisfactory to the tutor will be another thing altogether. so i hope CG will be satisfied with my work. hahaha..

csp today!! quite easy lar.. haha, i think if you've studied and put in effort, it's not considered a hard paper.. so yeap, im looking forward to getting back all my papers! hee..

FINALLY CAN WATCH MOVIES LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha, pardon my joy. CT has drained alot of my energy, and i'd sacrificed alot of weekends to study for it. soo, i've been neglecting my 'movie hobby'. LOL. so happy today finally can watch movie le..

PIRATES! 3+ hours long of movie.. today first time sit couple seats with bei. haha.. quite comfy. actually it's the same lar.. 'cept that it enables us to be closer. haha.. saw yun in the theatre too.. sucha coincidence! anyways, i wasn't disappointed by the movie. quite entertaining.. jack sparrow's really humourous with all his facial expressions and actions and tone and everything! wil turner is quite a heart-throb. looks like beckham lehh! hahaha.. i think resemblance = 90% ? LOL. and i also thought he looks a lil like zheng yuan chang.. (BGs, it's the zhen4 pai2, authentic one.. not "fake" de.. LOL) nice movie!!

ohh ya, bei and i had ba chor mee for lunch.. the lavender one =)) yummylicious.. and tmr's my sis's bday! IKOI!! CANT WAIT.

next on, is dedicated to my close ones who've helped me alot during my CT in a way or another. MILLION THANKS TO:
mum, for the herbal soup which can help perk me up. $42 for A BOWL of soup, so ex! thanks mummy.. and i've drink it twice during my 5 days ct period. and for cooking egg porridge for me cos i hadn't had my dinner. so thougtful of u!
dad, for his neverending encouragement. he'll always ask me how was my day's paper without fail whenever i got home. and then always tell me to "relac relac (ya that's how my cutie dad pronounced it), dont so jing zhang. and also, always asking me what time is my paper for the next day. simple things showed he care =))
next, younger sis, for helping me with the chores everyday since my ct starts. can u imagine how happy i am now that i can resume to doing my chores? bcos test period is really stressful.
elder sis, for her JIAYOU.
baobei, for his consolation when i complained about my afa cfs. haha.. for his praises when i told him the paper is manageable to me. for his sweet sweet love and care for me throughout these days. (ok lar, actually he's very loving and caring to me everyday. but i really want to thank him still!) for being so xi4 xin1 whenever he saw me struggling with the heavyness of my bag and take it for me. for his jokes. for his laughters. for buying breakfast for me. for waking me up =))

REALLY THANKS ALOT TO ALL THESE PEOPLE WHOM I ADORE! i just feel so fortunate. it was possible for me to study with a free mind bcos of them. *hearts*

okk, end of my dedication of love to my loved ones =D

im still feeling very joyful now. hahaha.. i told bei while walking home, "now even simple things like walking back home can feel so stressless and relax". cos for the past few days, things like "okk, later bathe le, eat le, must chiong revision again. super sian" gone thru my mind. now it's finally over. -phew-

you know what's the best thing? im typing all these in an AIR-CONDITIONED ROOM. woohoo.. dad finally got someone down to do smth to our air-cons which stopped giving out air since duno when. LOL. soo now, really comfortable to be in a cold room. i haven been in one (referring to my COLD bedroom) for ages!

bei, 4 more days! just 4 more days! we can finally celebrate our monthsary without any worries! i cant wait =)) *muackstomybabyboy*

Labels: ct over.. lavender noodles. pirates. HAPPY.

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