You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Wednesday, June 13, 2007
la-la-la

im amazed AND intimidated at the rate at which the poxes 'reproduced'. SERIOUS! in a matter of hours, my body is 'flooded' with the poxes. and they really itch like hell can!! -ROARS-

how to tolerate the itchyness, somebody tell me!! it's natural instinct/reaction for humans to scratch when itchy right?! and i have to remind myself not to scratch them, unless i want a scarry body/skin after the pox outburst. it's REALLY hard. challenging for me, i would say. bcos, i have itchy hands! ahh, how ironic!

now, i not only have ugly face [bcos of those poxes ='( ], i am also smelly. LOL. cos cannot bathe!! no soap if not the poxes will burst.. no shampoo cos the scalp ALSO HAS POXES! arghh.. so basically, i only rinsed my body. totally uncomfortable and uneasy.

you should've seen my face during dinner. everyone was enjoying and indulging in the yummylicious FRIED chicken wings mum prepared, and i HAVE TO totally abstain from them. i only had PLAIN noodles + a lil of blachan chilli, groan for me please! no chicken, no eggs, no fried stuff, no toast bread (yes i asked my parents this, and NO! was the answer. that was by mum, while dad gave the green light. hmm, maybe i'll try to secretly eat one when they're not around? haha) oh ya, mum said it's ok to have beef! ooohh, green light to Jack's? i hope so! that will be the first thing i so want to eat after im well.. BAOBEI, REMEMBER THIS!!

soo, the fridge is stocked with coconut drink, herbal stuff and this bottle of drink which dad bought and could probably 'force out' all the heatiness within my body. instructions were "1 bottle each time. 4 times daily." SIAO AHH 4 TIMES DAILY! normally i already drink less than half a bottle of that amount of water can.. now want me to drink 4 bottles! it is IMPOSSIBLE. soo, i changed the instructions myself to "1 bottle each time. 1 times daily." hee.. i dont care, i cant take too much fluid lar. except if, they are soup! and yummy ones please. =) okk, now i want to have lob lob, mushroom soup!!

i tell you, right now, i have A SUPER LONG LIST of temptations. i will fulfill them one by one when im well. i am really awaiting for that day. well, the headache and fever is gone. but yeahh, still gotta conquer this bout of chicken pox. and the throat hurts badly. keep me in your prayers, thanks. =)

the most important area to protect now, is undoubtly, THE FACE! please, no scars left on the face!! and the one near the wound is really painful =((

I NEED TO RECOVER FAST.
STOP THE ITCH!

Labels: rantings on chicken pox

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