You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Sunday, June 10, 2007
la-la-la

it always feels good to have someone dear to take care of u whenever u're sick. im fortunate that i always have bei by my side to do that for i really needed him. even though im more vulnerable in such instances, i am really glad that he's always there, right by my side.

i had no idea why i felt so weak in the early afternoon.. throbbing headache.. so i went to bed. soon later, bei arrived.. took my temperature and found that i was having a fever. it's weird.. it all came suddenly. leaving me feeling terrible on bed. broke out in cold sweats and the headache just wouldn't go away.

37.8 -> 38.5 -> 37.5 -> 37.0
when it was at its peak, bei was really worried for me. im really thankful for ur taking care of me baobei, really. helping me pour water, cover blanket, putting a cold towel on my head, taking my temperature, helping me to the toilet, persuaded me to watch Mr Bean on tv so that i dont keep lying down, coaxing me to take medicine so that we can go out tmr which you know i badly wanted to. hugging me to sleep whenever im in pain (i really love this for i can feel ur warmth), applying oil on my forehead and massaging it so that the pain will subside.. telling me u're really worried for me when u saw my agonised look. "baobei see you like that, my heart very pain.." =(( sorry baby for making u worried. "i want baobei to tell me im a good boy, to sayang me.. to ask me to drink alot of water.. just like yday.." baby, im really glad u're here beside me. u took such a good care of me. see, bcos of you, im well now. =)

i hope the fever's really gone. and that the headache wont come back. cos tmr is an impt day for us. i've been looking forward to tmr.. especially since we din celebrate all we wanted for our last month and also the CT which really stressed us out last week.

Thank you baobei. i really dont know how i will be now, if not for you. I am really really fortunate to have you. I am blessed.

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