Saturday, July 07, 2007
la-la-la
i swear PPP is really boring!!!!!!! even though the speaker herself is quite entertaining.. perhaps due to her sweet voice.. but den again, the content were boring BUT useful. see the link, everything's got smth to compensate for the 'bad'.
lucky it ended earlier.. after that continued with Human Comm's presentation slides and skit. kept complaining bei was slow! haha.. sorry boy.. it was due to ur extreme hunger right? sorry =)
so the hungry boy suggested botak jones for lunch. woo, lucky they gave one piece of fish only, if not i doubt i can finish it. bei's really hungry, cos he wiped out everything on the plate! good job boy, i hope it adds in the weight scale. =)
headed back to bei's house.. oh my, his room is messy messy!!!!!! sucha naughtie. but still, we had a good time. personal time is always treasured.. cos i can talk to bei so closely and see his every expressions so closely! i like to sayang my boy and help him pluck out all the ____ (i duno wad's the word called) at his back. hee... soon later, i started to feel emotional. =(( NOT AGAIN!!
cried, and cried AND cried. =(( stupid me.. made bei bei worried. i told him cos i was feeling so sad for him since his bday and our impt day are coming and yet, he's buried in his endless assignments which he's fretting over every now and then. the problem is not actually with the amount of workload. it is, the TYPE of groupmates he has. hais, sighs... 2 of them are really incorrigible can! bei so ke lian lor.. everything like he doing himself.. well, 1 of the girls really contributed but the others, SIMPLY DONT KNOW WHY THEY CAN BE SO THICK SKINNED TO COME FOR DISCUSSION AND NOT DO ANYTHING!! totally absurd can! even me who's not in his group feels the strong dislike already! so basically, i was overcomed by sadness cos my boy cant enjoy especially since impt dates are so near. =((((((( i'm so sad for him! not so much of bcos he cannot spend time with me as often. but, the stress and headache he's undergoing, i feel heart pain for him. you know how much my poor boy has been spending on his projects? i can tell you 90% (or even more!) of the time he's awake.. =(
of cos, baby consoled and comforted me truckloads. normally when im emo, it takes quite a long time for me to regain my normal mood. he kept comforting me saying he's not stress and all.. and that when he's out with me, he wont let his work affect his mood. hais.. why my baby so ke lian de? -sobs- i really feel so #*&W$^*&^&%@# for baobei, and at the same time, sad. i duno how to let out my thoughts.. i guess i can only do so by crying. hais... bei's hugs and comforts felt the warmest.. every word and action by him heals my sadness.
after bei bei bathed, i combed his hair for him =)) haha, even simple things like being able to comb his hair for my beloved feels nice. and i really like it. while im at the midst of doing so, bei bei pulled me closer to him and hugged me. he said "thank you baobei for being so concerned about me.. i thought u always scold me.." cos in the afternoon, i was "scolding" (hmm, not scold lar, just that the intention being it was to get my thinkings through him) him for not pushing his mates in doing/contributing to the projects. well, i know bei's character very well, but i told him that he must keep urging and reminding his mates about the datelines and all, so that they'll also be pushing themselves to complete work to meet datelines! at that point of time, bei felt i was scolding him. but i told him, no, im not. i was merely providing him advice on how he can solve his group problem, where everyone of them also heck care about the projects, and in the end, he got to chiong himself.
so, through his hug and words, he finally understood my intention behind that "scolding". i was glad.. and touched.. and tears started falling again! of cos im concerned about him! he's my precious, how can i not be. just that sometimes, when i say smth, he dont really get what im trying to drive at. and perhaps my tone's always so harsh (cos im angry) and thus he felt all my shooting were directed at him.
im so bad, cos my crying got bei to tear too. =(( i know everytime i cry, he's very xin tong.. cos he knows im sad, im affected. soon, i wiped off our (read: our) tears and started to get chirpy again.
ba kut teh for dinner! hee, i love soup!
12.33am now.. bei's on my bed now.. heee.. so in love with him, my sweetie boy! and your bday's coming in a day's time!!!!!! MUACKS**
his neat hair, proudly combed by me =)))) HEE!
still can see my puffy eyes.
I LOVE MY BOY.Labels: ke lian de bei bei
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