Saturday, August 18, 2007
la-la-la
the race is 50% completed!!!!!!!!!!!
yeahh, 2 done, 2 more to go!!
claw yday was insane. i mean, at the speed that we're supposed to write at. can you imagine u have to finish a 10 odd marks qn in 10-15 min? and there are 9 of them for u to conquer!! at the end of the whole paper, my right hand was as if, it's going to break. serious. it's that crazy can.. never stop for even 3 secs throughout the whole 2 hours. the paper was alright.. but, i was a lil careless. -sigh-
tax today. paper was overall easy, but a lil tricky with all the knitty gritty stuffs that we'd to take note.. again, i was careless!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh, really feel like strangling myself can!!! why i so careless de?!!!
when i reached the library to meet up with bei, i was totally dejected, having to think that i'd allowed my own carelessness to do me in for both papers which are considered easy. i was super super disappointed with myself. because i wanted to do my best, and not allow any room for carelessness! i admit i am greedy, and am a perfectionist (to the core). it's not a matter of getting an A to me. it's a matter of an AD. because i thought i could handle them well, and wouldn't let my CT marks go to waste. =((( i swear i'll be more careful for the last 2 papers. i swear i will!!!!!!
thank you baobei for consoling me.. you know me very well that in all things that i do, i strive to do the best. so bei can actually, be a lil more comprehensive as compared to others, of my feelings since he knows im a perfectionist and how little little things may affect my mood totally. yes, no matter how trivial it is. really thank you for your words and encouragement. for your hug, for your console, for your sweetest understanding, i appreciate all. =)) and, thanks for going to the library so early and chionged to our lao di fang even though u aren't feeling that well. =))
didn't slacken down though there're still 3 more days to the next paper. continued to revise on afa.. practice and practice and practice. well, that's what we must do, right? afterall, practice makes perfect.
many a times, baobei does not say "No" to me.. he tries his best to fulfill what i want. for the umpteenth time i may say, but i am really blessed. baobei never negate my words. every request will be followed by a "you want then baobei bring you go lor.." really really very thankful. even if say, he's financially tight (on his pockets), he'll say "baobei save le bring you go.." he never never disappoint me. thank you baobei. do you know how much i love you? it is this much. haha.. THIS MUCH!
so im a happy girl with a spicy salmon maki and a softshell crab handroll =DLabels: halfway through the exams. lovemyboy.
9:09 PM
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