You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Thursday, July 12, 2007
la-la-la

today is a fcuk-ed up day.

1) late for school. din hear the alarm, probably cos i was dreaming. -_-" like wth can! i hate to be late for lessons. lucky the lecturer was only at slide 1 of the notes when i reached.

2) after tax tutorial ended, called the bf several times, but still he din pick up. went to search for him at the whole of library. level 4, room by room, seat by seat. level 5, again room by room, seat by seat. when i finally saw him at level 5 and asked him why he din ans the calls, his idiotic friend passed him the phone and say "oh so it's ur phone that kept ringing." they swopped seats, thus his hp wasn't with him. that idiotic girl duno how to tell my bf that his phone ringed for several times meh?!!!! STUPID OR WHAT! when the phone keeps ringing, means somebody is trying hard to find him what?!!! NO BRAINS OR WHAT! super idiotic can?! i really feel like slapping her lor.. still can laugh?!! LIKE HELLO, IM FRANTICALLY LOOKING FOR MY BF THINKING WHY ISN'T HE PICKING UP MY CALLS AND THERE SHE FINDS IT SO FUNNY BY NOT TELLING MY BF HIS PHONE RANG ALOT OF TIMES WHEN THE BLODDY PHONE IS ON THE TABLE SHE'S AT! FUCKING STUPID AND IDIOTIC!

caused such a rage and disappointment in me. the bf never fails to NOT heed my words. my words are always falling on deaf ears. like hello, im tired already ok.. when i told you i'll be msging you to tell u my class will be ending at 4+pm, you jolly well have the phone beside u, so that u'll know that i'd contacted u! why the hell wasn't this simple piece of info generated in ur brains?!! WHY? im always wasting tears on stupid issues. fcuk!

3) my idiotic sis deleted the shows that i'd recorded yday!!!!! why are there so many idiotic people?!! she cannot see i recorded yday meh? duno how to see the date ahh?! and she knew i wasn't home until 9-10+pm, still dare to say she thought i'd watched it already. where got time to watch? as if today i dont have sch. -_-" fcuking irritated lor!! super bad mood!

stupid people spoils my mood. all the stupid people, PLEASE SHOO!
period coming. bad mood. dont provoke me.

Labels: fcuked up day

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