You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Tuesday, August 30, 2005
la-la-la

had sch at 9 today.. millions of thanks to bb for walking me to the mrt early in the morning although u dun needa go sch today.. *deeply appreciated*
on the way to sch, received lynette's msg saying that ocom class postponed to 930 instead of 9.. haiyo.. always last min one lo... always have a feeling of premonition when i sees lynette's msg..haha..its either the class is cancelled or postponed.. ocom TT session 2 wasn't that nerve-breaking as compared to the first session.. and expected, i was the first few.. think the 4th? ydae i said hope i get smth on national policies..in the end it reali turned out to be a topic on that.. "5 day work week" that's great... guess everyone did pretty well today..at least better than the previous two times.. and, jocelyn, u can go be fortune teller liao..if not go buy 4D this weekend, sure strike one!! lol...

as the lesson was delayed half an hr, there wasn't enough time for everyone to complete the grading session.. the class wanted to continue with the ocom TT but we had infa tutorial, the graded classwork on at that time slot.. moreover those who haven completed the ocom wore formal today and it doesn't make any donkey sense for them to wear it again another day..and we had a hard time to compromise on everyone's timing..realised not everyone can make it on other days...so why not just continue today.. but the thing is, our infa teacher wants us there to complete the classwork.. had some form of voting session and weighing the pros n cons of each situation-whether to continue wif ocom or go for infa. brandon called ms annie chiu and she said the classwork will be rescheduled on another day.. but brandon says she doesn't sound too happy.. in fact she said "don't bother to come for class" hmm... bcos of this, we stood and reflected on our decision.. realised it wasn't right for us to choose/insist to go for ocom when it was supposed to be infa lessons. and we dun wan ms annie chiu to blame ms chen cos it wasn't her fault AT ALL. in the end, we went for infa.. apologised to ms annie chiu..completed our classwork and ya.. ocom make-up lesson on thurs...

took train back to yishun and met bb for lunch.. hai..so worried for him cos his stomach haven fully recover yet.. go n see a doctor can bb? serious noe...had been goin on for days.. so stubborn oso dun wanna stay hm and rest instead wanna come out acc me.. had chicken rice.. AFTER i finished, bb said he wans chicken rice oso when he rejected eating when i asked him before i bought mine.. haha..the uncle must be thinking "haiyo why this boy crazy one..wait for gf to eat finish den order.." haha... went to hunt for the titbits i was craving.. not selling at mini marts, shop n save, ntuc, cheers, 7-11... BUT, i managed to find it at cold storage!! hee.. happy happy...

hmm...for the first time in my life.. i was glad at my indecisiveness back then.. cos if it wasn't so, guess i wont have the blessed life im leading now.. when everything seems to be so bleak 3 yrs back, now the sky has cleared and a rainbow emerged out.. will the rainbow be there forever? stormy skies and dull clouds left.. but the q is.. will they come again? everything is beautiful after the rain cos den there'll be sunshine.. but similarly, after the sunshine, there'll certainly be rain.. so, will my rainbow ever leave again? nothing is permanent in this world except change.. but because its you, i believe. i held on to this belief strongly and tell myself that yes, miracle has happened in my life. the most important and long-awaited miracle.

11:16 PM
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