You are the BEST gift i have ever received ;

Mixed Emotions

I can't believe time passes so fast
It was all good with you around
Times with you i could not describe
I felt as if my heart were alive
I hoped you could feel it
The way that i did
It wasn't my imagination
Or muttering some incantation
You made me smiLe, laugh and grin
Words can't explain, it was like cookies n` cream
Staring into your eyes, so deep inside
I was trapped, i needed light
You gave me a purpose, a goal in life
I'm amazed at how you can make me feel this way
The way no others could
Fate isn't playing on me again, like how it did before
And i'm so glad that all this is the truth
A lifetime of happiness assured

Priscilla

Friday, November 18, 2005
la-la-la

first thing i saw baobei was to hug tightly to him today.. oh my, how i miss you so boy.. this ke lian baobei of mine finished project at 10 plus yday. go home finished talking to me on the phone le still go do his SAM and poa tut. in the end, slept at 2.30am. like me, he's deprived of slp.

supposed to wake up at 630 and meet baobei at 7. but, i woke up at 7!! quickly take my hp see got bb's msg not.. ans is.......NO. so that pig of mine is still snoring away in his little cosy island far far away.. haha.. msged him den met him later.

seriously i dont know wad the hell the business management lecturer went thru in the lecture just now. she was just damn fast laa.. and i mean super can! she can cover the points in one page in like 30 secs? ok, she din cover. she just read out and din reali explained much for the points in the pages where there are so many details waiting for us to be understood! the 4 of us were like "huh? wad she teaching?" when she was at another page alrdy, meiyan still ask me "ehh..why she haven go thru this page den she skip to the next page le?" the prob is, she HAS finished that page. shocked laa!! so fast.. duno she teaching wad also.. so easy just read out the points from the slides den we can also become lecturers already. dun reali need any dumb qualifications rite? just that clarity must be there. haiyo.. goin at this rate, sure cannot make it laa..

during bca lect. jocelyn asked me about that b*t*h. yea, and i got soooooo agitated again. seriously, i took quite a long time to calm myself down yday. even when i'm slping i thought of the incident and made me go "arghhhhhhhh!!!!!" i'm reali bitchified by her man!! think she very pretty ahh.. act like duno wad.. voice so irritating.. just a piece of shit. ahhh!! bestie!! i wanna complain to u!! help!

so yeah, now jocelyn and chiayun know who my "friend" is. i was rather consoled when jocelyn said she think she's not a very gd person too(ya due to that incident). do u know how good is the feeling when someone shares the same sentiment as you towards someone u "reali like" ?? it is simply shiok-ness.

anyway.. went to westmall with baobei after i finished bca lect and he, with his project. walked and walked.. so happy that he's by my side for ard 5 hrs? =))) totally happy. tmr and sun also can spend more time with him.. yippee!! im a happy gal =)

nth's changed. everything's still the same. when i promised, i meant it. so, a lifetime is waiting for me to fulfill that promise of mine. eh no, shld be OURS. =DD

10:25 PM
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